Every day I just want to hold the fourth master's thigh tightly

Chapter 1679 How to choose
He wants to hear her voice.

He wanted to communicate with her normally and naturally.

He wanted to see her smile at him as warmly and tenderly as before...

But what was so common in the past has now become a luxury for him.

Ba Ye's eyes gradually dimmed.

But he still wants to talk to her, like an ordinary couple, sitting in the car and chatting about the family.

The desire in my heart is getting stronger and stronger...

He looked at her face, even though the car was so dark, he could distinguish her hair, eyelashes...

Her eyelashes are as smooth as hair, very long and thick, from deep to shallow, and the ends are naturally vertical, unlike the curly eyelashes gently raised by her daughter, but naturally hanging down, like fine tassels, thin and dense , very nice.

Her lips are so soft...

The way she softly coaxes the child is very beautiful.

Countless desires surged up in my heart, and Ba Ye finally mustered up the courage to say impulsively:

"I used you as a shield just now, don't mind."

In fact, they are not far apart. He doesn't know if she heard what he said, but he still wants to tell her that he longs for this kind of intimate relationship between the two, even if it's just his own imagination in the words, even if he It's very pitiful to express one's unrequited love in such a lonely and desolate night...

He is willing to show his vulnerable side.

Even if it damages his image as a man.

He always hoped that the relationship between him and her was the closest.

Even if she doesn't need it, even if she rejects it, maybe she still disdains it, or even feels disgusted...

Ba Ye only felt how cruel he was to her in the past, but now he would rather cut himself open and show her his heart.

With just such a simple sentence, one can hear his uneasiness, and the slight hoarseness of his voice after tightening.

Mingyan didn't know how to describe her current mood.

After giving birth, she should have talked about reconciliation with him immediately, but every time she saw his slightly avoiding eyes, his fragility and anxiety, even his nervousness to the point of panic, she couldn't bear to speak.

Especially at this time...

The car was so quiet, his voice was so clear, and the tone of every word could be heard clearly.

Mingyan didn't know how to treat him like this...

Before pregnancy, she was so determined, she wanted to live on her own, so yearning for freedom...

But now facing him like this, facing the baby who was still in his infancy, she couldn't bear it.

Obviously she could simply choose her own life, but most of that courage was dragged away by the two people in the car...

She hesitated.

I don't know how to choose.

Even when she occasionally has a thought, she just lives like this. She guards her daughter and lives so peacefully for the rest of her life. There is nothing wrong with it...

Even if he marries again, as long as she closes the door of the main courtyard and doesn't cause trouble outside, then this life will pass without incident...

Isn't the most important thing for people is to live in peace and security?
What else is she not satisfied with...

Countless such unsteady thoughts wandered in her mind.

Mingyan didn't know what was the most correct choice.

Maybe she is such a traditional person, even if life gives her a chance to make a choice, she will still take the safe road that does not hurt anyone.

But if she really did that, would she be harmless forever?

(End of this chapter)