Chapter 364 Angry and Ridiculous
Jiang Yuanyuan stayed at Ning Xin's house and stayed with her until after dinner. Mei Yin hadn't eaten all day, and Ning Xin was afraid that she wouldn't be able to survive, so she cooked some millet porridge and served it to her.
After entering the room, Mei Yin was still lying on the bed, her complexion was still very bad, the left side of her face was smeared with medicine, and the swelling subsided a little, it didn't look so scary, but it was still red and swollen, Ning Xin's heart sank, she was the last person to comfort people After going through this kind of thing, she didn't know how to comfort Mei Yin. From her point of view, Mei Yin was already very strong.
She put the bowl on the bedside cabinet, sat on the edge of the bed, and called Mei Yin softly: "Mei Mei, you haven't eaten all day, can you get up and eat before going to sleep?"
When Mei Yin heard the voice, she slowly opened her eyes. Her eyes were also red and swollen, and her lips were chapped. On the bedside, when I spoke, I felt that my throat was so dry that it hurt a little: "Ning Xin, I don't have any appetite, I don't want to eat."
Ning Xin gave her a glass of water, but Mei Yin took it and drank a few sips. Her throat was moistened by the water and she felt a little better. She simply drank all the water. Ning Xin took the glass and said warmly: "Don't eat What's the matter with the food, if you haven't eaten for a day, your body will not be able to bear it, I made millet porridge, you eat a little, it's good for your stomach."
Mei Yin's eyes were sore, and she felt like crying again. She lowered her head and pressed her lips tightly. As long as she woke up, she would think of what happened last night. The night of torture was too hard for her. She didn't know how she got through it. She was lying in bed all day, even if she fell asleep, she was woken up several times by fright, always dreaming about that demon.
Ning Xin put down the cup and handed her the bowl of porridge, her voice became softer and softer: "Meimei, I am very happy that you can think of me if you have something to do, if you are willing to tell me what you need me to do for you, I will try my best Help you."
Mei Yin pursed her lips, tears were already falling, but she still didn't say a word, Ning Xin held the bowl in one hand, and wiped her tears with the other: "Stop crying, okay, eat something first, after eating, we'll talk .”
Maine looked up at her, this girl who has always made her very jealous, unexpectedly she would be with her when she was in the saddest and most painful time, she did not expect that.
Ning Xin smiled softly: "Of course, if you don't want to say anything, don't say it, and I won't ask."
Mei Yin didn't say anything, but picked up the porridge and started to eat it slowly. She ate very slowly. It took almost half an hour to finish a bowl of porridge. After eating the porridge, she drank another glass of water. Only then did I feel better.
Ning Xin wanted to go downstairs with the bowl, but Mei Yin stopped her: "Ning Xin, don't go, can you stay with me?"
Ning Xin sat back again: "Okay."
Mei Yin leaned against the head of the bed, her skin was not very white, but it was not bad, the injury on her face looked obvious, Ning Xin went to get the medicine and rubbed it on her, her movements were very light, and she asked while applying: "Does it hurt? If it hurts, you can tell me. I'm afraid I'll hurt you more or less."
Maine shook her head: "It doesn't hurt."
After Ning Xin painted the wound on her face, she asked again: "Do you want to take a bath? Or just apply the medicine?"
Maine shook her head again: "It's okay, I'll paint it myself later."
Ning Xin put down the ointment: "You don't have to be so polite with me, I can't help you, that's all I can do for you."
Seeing that she didn't speak, Mei Yin lowered her head in a short while, her small face was pale, her expression was gloomy, and she was obviously depressed. Ning Xin thought for a while, took her hand, and said, "What are you thinking? Do you want to tell me? "
Maine said in a low voice: "I don't know, I don't know what to do. When I woke up in the morning, I kept thinking, it's better to die, I'm like this, how can I live if I don't die, but I'm dead, I What about my mother, my brother, and the others, so I can't die. If I don't die, how can I live, Ning Xin, what do you think I should do?"
Because of the influence of her family environment, she matured precociously since she was a child, and she knew more than her peers. Sometimes she also complained why others were born so well and had nothing at birth. She had nothing and had to bear the burden of life. pressure, she had to work in the fields when she was young, worked part-time to earn her own tuition when she was a teenager, and finally went to college, her mother was sick and bedridden, and her younger brother was still studying. The burden of life was all on her. I think, it’s really tiring, but her life is like this, she can only rely on her own hard work, relying on her own hard work, even if she complains occasionally, she still has to work hard to live strong, and when she finishes college, she can find a better one. The stable job, earn more money, to support her mother and younger brother.
She has been living very hard, but God still treats her like this. She is only 19 years old, and she has suffered a serious blow in her life. Her innocence is gone. What should I do?What can be done?Do you really want to die?Does death solve all problems?I am liberated, but what about the living people?
She thought about this question over and over again, feeling unwilling, pained and hated, hating those rich, powerful and lawless people, disregarding the life of a low-level person like her, stepping on them, laughing at them, and doing whatever she wanted , She hated it terribly, but she was powerless.
Her mind was in a mess, and her heart was very uncomfortable. As she talked, tears flowed out again, completely out of her control.
Ning Xin is about the same age as her. Even in her previous life, she was only three or four years older than her. What's more, people who haven't experienced this kind of thing can't empathize with her.
She took a tissue to help Maine wipe her tears, and said softly: "I don't know what advice to give you, but in my opinion, you are very strong, brave, mature and thoughtful, and you should know what to do. No matter what What do you want to do, you are right, death can’t solve the problem, when you die, those who hurt you will not feel any guilt, they will just laugh it off, while those who care about you will be sad or sad, Just think of it as being for the people you care about, and you have to be brave and strong to live.”
She is probably the most unqualified person to say such things. She once committed suicide for a man, completely ignoring the feelings of her relatives. She is really not qualified to say such things. What was she thinking at that time, so she could do it? , Cut his wrists and committed suicide.
Thinking about it now, it's really exasperating and ridiculous!
Maine cried: "I know, I know, but, it's really uncomfortable and painful."
Her tears flowed more and more fiercely, and Ning Xin wiped her tears: "When you are sad, you like to cry. After crying, you feel comfortable. I know you are in pain, do you want me to help you? I can help you."
(End of this chapter)
Jiang Yuanyuan stayed at Ning Xin's house and stayed with her until after dinner. Mei Yin hadn't eaten all day, and Ning Xin was afraid that she wouldn't be able to survive, so she cooked some millet porridge and served it to her.
After entering the room, Mei Yin was still lying on the bed, her complexion was still very bad, the left side of her face was smeared with medicine, and the swelling subsided a little, it didn't look so scary, but it was still red and swollen, Ning Xin's heart sank, she was the last person to comfort people After going through this kind of thing, she didn't know how to comfort Mei Yin. From her point of view, Mei Yin was already very strong.
She put the bowl on the bedside cabinet, sat on the edge of the bed, and called Mei Yin softly: "Mei Mei, you haven't eaten all day, can you get up and eat before going to sleep?"
When Mei Yin heard the voice, she slowly opened her eyes. Her eyes were also red and swollen, and her lips were chapped. On the bedside, when I spoke, I felt that my throat was so dry that it hurt a little: "Ning Xin, I don't have any appetite, I don't want to eat."
Ning Xin gave her a glass of water, but Mei Yin took it and drank a few sips. Her throat was moistened by the water and she felt a little better. She simply drank all the water. Ning Xin took the glass and said warmly: "Don't eat What's the matter with the food, if you haven't eaten for a day, your body will not be able to bear it, I made millet porridge, you eat a little, it's good for your stomach."
Mei Yin's eyes were sore, and she felt like crying again. She lowered her head and pressed her lips tightly. As long as she woke up, she would think of what happened last night. The night of torture was too hard for her. She didn't know how she got through it. She was lying in bed all day, even if she fell asleep, she was woken up several times by fright, always dreaming about that demon.
Ning Xin put down the cup and handed her the bowl of porridge, her voice became softer and softer: "Meimei, I am very happy that you can think of me if you have something to do, if you are willing to tell me what you need me to do for you, I will try my best Help you."
Mei Yin pursed her lips, tears were already falling, but she still didn't say a word, Ning Xin held the bowl in one hand, and wiped her tears with the other: "Stop crying, okay, eat something first, after eating, we'll talk .”
Maine looked up at her, this girl who has always made her very jealous, unexpectedly she would be with her when she was in the saddest and most painful time, she did not expect that.
Ning Xin smiled softly: "Of course, if you don't want to say anything, don't say it, and I won't ask."
Mei Yin didn't say anything, but picked up the porridge and started to eat it slowly. She ate very slowly. It took almost half an hour to finish a bowl of porridge. After eating the porridge, she drank another glass of water. Only then did I feel better.
Ning Xin wanted to go downstairs with the bowl, but Mei Yin stopped her: "Ning Xin, don't go, can you stay with me?"
Ning Xin sat back again: "Okay."
Mei Yin leaned against the head of the bed, her skin was not very white, but it was not bad, the injury on her face looked obvious, Ning Xin went to get the medicine and rubbed it on her, her movements were very light, and she asked while applying: "Does it hurt? If it hurts, you can tell me. I'm afraid I'll hurt you more or less."
Maine shook her head: "It doesn't hurt."
After Ning Xin painted the wound on her face, she asked again: "Do you want to take a bath? Or just apply the medicine?"
Maine shook her head again: "It's okay, I'll paint it myself later."
Ning Xin put down the ointment: "You don't have to be so polite with me, I can't help you, that's all I can do for you."
Seeing that she didn't speak, Mei Yin lowered her head in a short while, her small face was pale, her expression was gloomy, and she was obviously depressed. Ning Xin thought for a while, took her hand, and said, "What are you thinking? Do you want to tell me? "
Maine said in a low voice: "I don't know, I don't know what to do. When I woke up in the morning, I kept thinking, it's better to die, I'm like this, how can I live if I don't die, but I'm dead, I What about my mother, my brother, and the others, so I can't die. If I don't die, how can I live, Ning Xin, what do you think I should do?"
Because of the influence of her family environment, she matured precociously since she was a child, and she knew more than her peers. Sometimes she also complained why others were born so well and had nothing at birth. She had nothing and had to bear the burden of life. pressure, she had to work in the fields when she was young, worked part-time to earn her own tuition when she was a teenager, and finally went to college, her mother was sick and bedridden, and her younger brother was still studying. The burden of life was all on her. I think, it’s really tiring, but her life is like this, she can only rely on her own hard work, relying on her own hard work, even if she complains occasionally, she still has to work hard to live strong, and when she finishes college, she can find a better one. The stable job, earn more money, to support her mother and younger brother.
She has been living very hard, but God still treats her like this. She is only 19 years old, and she has suffered a serious blow in her life. Her innocence is gone. What should I do?What can be done?Do you really want to die?Does death solve all problems?I am liberated, but what about the living people?
She thought about this question over and over again, feeling unwilling, pained and hated, hating those rich, powerful and lawless people, disregarding the life of a low-level person like her, stepping on them, laughing at them, and doing whatever she wanted , She hated it terribly, but she was powerless.
Her mind was in a mess, and her heart was very uncomfortable. As she talked, tears flowed out again, completely out of her control.
Ning Xin is about the same age as her. Even in her previous life, she was only three or four years older than her. What's more, people who haven't experienced this kind of thing can't empathize with her.
She took a tissue to help Maine wipe her tears, and said softly: "I don't know what advice to give you, but in my opinion, you are very strong, brave, mature and thoughtful, and you should know what to do. No matter what What do you want to do, you are right, death can’t solve the problem, when you die, those who hurt you will not feel any guilt, they will just laugh it off, while those who care about you will be sad or sad, Just think of it as being for the people you care about, and you have to be brave and strong to live.”
She is probably the most unqualified person to say such things. She once committed suicide for a man, completely ignoring the feelings of her relatives. She is really not qualified to say such things. What was she thinking at that time, so she could do it? , Cut his wrists and committed suicide.
Thinking about it now, it's really exasperating and ridiculous!
Maine cried: "I know, I know, but, it's really uncomfortable and painful."
Her tears flowed more and more fiercely, and Ning Xin wiped her tears: "When you are sad, you like to cry. After crying, you feel comfortable. I know you are in pain, do you want me to help you? I can help you."
(End of this chapter)
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