Chapter 698 Will You Wait For Me To Marry You?
"Why are you looking at me like this? Could it be that you like me!" Xia Jun immediately replied with a foolish expression and asked with a smile.
"Thinking too much! I'm just a little curious, why don't you need to make a draft if you're being scared?" Li Ruishan looked at Xia Jun and asked nervously.
"I'm telling the truth, so naturally I don't need to make a draft!" Xia Juan responded boldly.
Li Ruishan was speechless!
Really shameless, invincible in the world.
Xia Juan's performance at night completely fell through her glasses.
Leaving aside his honey-smeared sweet mouth, let's just say that in front of her family he also behaved politely, with a certain amount of advance and retreat.
The most incredible thing is that there is still a humble side.
Li Ruishan felt that she must have had a dream at night, and it was a beautiful dream, otherwise how could she think that Xia Jun is actually a young talent?
On the way back to Xia Jun's apartment from home, Li Ruishan kept thinking about this question.
"Be careful driving!"
Xia Juan said these words calmly.
Li Ruishan immediately stared at her.
"You have to concentrate on driving!" Xia Jun rubbed his nose and muttered innocently.
"I'm sorry, I'm not in the habit of being taught how to drive by someone who got into a car accident." Li Ruishan did not forget to tease.
"This is a personal attack!"
"I'm telling the truth, aren't I?" Li Ruishan replied with some complacency.
Xia Juan was immediately devastated.
He felt that Li Ruishan would regard this incident as a curse and read him for the rest of his life.
"Your little nephew is very cute!" Xia Jun said with a smile at this time.
"Of course, I don't even look at whose child it is."
"In the future, your child must be very cute!"
"You still need to say!"
"I'm so happy!" Xia Jun smiled even sweeter.
Li Ruishan almost hit the steering wheel directly,
"None of your business!" Li Ruishan glared at Xia Juan.
Xia Juan didn't even talk back, just enjoying himself there by himself.
"There's something wrong!" Li Ruishan muttered.
After returning to Xia Jun's apartment,
Sitting on the sofa, Xia Jun started ordering Li Ruishan around, revealing her true nature.
"Hurry up and get my books, I have been wasting all night, I have to make up for it."
"It's really the sun coming out from the west, you're so self-conscious!" Li Ruishan teased, but she still got up to help Xia Jun get things.
"I can't do it unconsciously, now everything is ready and I only owe Dongfeng!"
"What do you mean?"
"You'll know when the time comes!" Xia Jun replied with a wry smile.
Li Ruishan gave him a blank look,
"show off!"
In this way, Xia Jun read books very consciously, and Li Ruishan had to accompany him to read books.
The final exam is almost here,
Xia Jun's leg injury is also almost healed.
Li Ruishan thought that after Xia Jun's final exam, she could go back to work in the hospital.
My mood also improved.
On this day, during evening self-study, Xia Jun looked at Li Ruishan and asked in a puzzled manner,
"What do you think, so happy!"
"nothing much!"
"It's nothing, you're so happy!"
"Thinking of your leg getting better soon, I can't be happier!"
"So you care about me so much!"
"It's only natural for doctors to care about their patients."
Xia Jun looked at Li Ruishan and stopped talking.
"Why are you looking at me like this, you want to eat me!" Li Ruishan couldn't help laughing.
"Yeah, I want to eat you!" Xia Juan actually responded tightly.
"Go... let's play!" Li Ruishan waved her hands and said with a smile.
After a while, Li Ruishan said,
"Xia Jun, after your final exam, your leg injury will almost heal.
Then I will go back to work in the hospital.
Don't be as self-willed as before.
Study hard.
In fact, you are very smart, as long as you are willing to pay attention,
There will be a bright future in the future! "
The more Li Ruishan talked, the more she felt like a Tang monk.
But to be honest, during this time spent with Xia Jun,
Although there are many dissatisfaction with him, but more or less still have feelings.
She still hopes that Xia Jun can become a promising young man in the future.
Rather than being self-sufficient all the time.
Xia Juan's face suddenly darkened, looking very unhappy.
"Don't be unwilling to listen, I'm also doing it for your own good.
I have two younger brothers around your age.
They never made my parents worry about..."
"My parents won't worry about it either!" Xia Jun replied, his voice a little low.
"It's not that they don't worry, it's just that they are gone now!"
"You don't know anything at all.
I'm a burden to them,
is a scourge.
without me,
They may all still be alive now.
And they're having a great time! Xia Jun suddenly yelled at Li Ruishan hysterically.
Li Ruishan froze for a moment, then stared at Xia Jun in a daze, unable to recover.
Xia Jun was so excited that his eyes were red,
Throwing down the book, he got up and was about to walk away.
In the next second, amid Li Ruishan's exclamation, she fell hard to the ground.
Li Ruishan rushed over almost without thinking, and hugged Xia Jun.
Xia Jun was so emotional just now that he didn't notice the corner of the table at all. When he got up to walk away, he knocked down and lost his balance.
Li Ruishan actually wanted to hug Xia Jun to prevent him from being injured again.
As a result, Xia Juan was too heavy, she lost her balance all of a sudden, and the two of them fell on the floor together.
Li Ruishan only felt that her eyes were dark, and she almost couldn't catch her breath.
"Rui Shan, Rui Shan, how are you doing?"
Hearing Xia Juan's anxious voice, Li Ruishan raised her eyes to look at him, it turned out to be Xia Juan's eyes that were so anxious that she was about to cry.
"Why are you crying, I'm not dead... um..."
Li Ruishan was completely stunned, staring at Xia Jun in a daze.
Although this is not the first time they have kissed.
But last time was a complete accident.
So neither of them took it to heart.
And this time, although it was considered an accident, it was completely different in nature from last time.
Li Ruishan didn't recover until she felt a chill in her chest.
He lifted Xia Jun off, pulled on his clothes, and shouted,
"What are you doing?"
Xia Jun didn't speak, but just looked at Li Ruishan, with gloomy eyes that Li Ruishan had never seen before.
After Li Ruishan calmed down, she didn't look at Xia Jun again.
Instead, he got up and went to check Xia Juan's legs.
It happened to hit his injured leg.
While checking, Li Ruishan asked about Xia Jun's situation.
Xia Jun didn't speak, just looked at her,
"You are dumb, you can't speak, you want to lose your legs!"
Li Ruishan immediately yelled at Xia Jun angrily.
"If I'm disabled, you can take care of me for the rest of my life, so be disabled!" Xia Jun said indifferently.
"Snapped……"
A slap slapped Xia Juan's face. Although the force was not as strong as five finger marks, his cheeks were already red.
"What nonsense are you talking about, your brain is broken.
If you want to be so disabled, I will let you sit in a wheelchair for the rest of your life now.
In the future, you can do whatever you want.
I don't know what happened to you before, what hurt you.
Could it be that for such a reason, he would be devastated and willing to degenerate?
I still want to cry, I still want to die!
But if I die, will my Xiao Ruyi come back?
He's not coming back, he's never coming back.
No matter how long I wait, or how I treat him, I can't wait and find him. "
Maybe it was the string that had been stretched all the time, and it finally broke at this moment.
Li Ruishan's usual calmness and strength disappeared at this moment.
Weeping uncontrollably while hugging his knees.
Xia Jun looked at her and reached out to comfort her, but in the end he didn't know how to comfort her.
Instead, he hugged Li Ruishan,
"You have me in the future, and I will not leave you!"
Li Ruishan was so immersed in her own pain that she couldn't hear Xia Jun's words at all.
Li Ruishan didn't even know how she got back to the guest room in the end.
His eyes stared at the ceiling without focus, as if he had become a zombie.
It took some time before Li Ruishan came back to her senses, thinking about the leg that Xia Jun bumped into.
Almost reflexively, she jumped off the bed and ran towards Xia Juan's bedroom.
"Ruishan, I'm in the kitchen."
Xia Jun's voice came from the direction of the kitchen.
Li Ruishan paused for a moment, as if she was still trying to figure out whether the voice she heard just now was just her own illusion.
"I'm cooking noodles, but they seem mushy."
Xia Jun said again.
Li Ruishan turned around and walked towards the kitchen.
I saw Xia Jun leaning on a cane, stirring the pot.
The contents of the pot have become a mess.
"Let me come!" Li Ruishan sighed, walked over, took the spatula and said.
Xia Jun stepped aside and watched Li Ruishan throw away the battered noodles and cook them again.
"To cook the noodles, you have to wait for the water to boil before putting them in." Li Ruishan said as if talking to herself.
Xia Jun stood aside and studied seriously.
"What do you want to eat?" Li Ruishan asked.
"One bowl for you, one bowl for me!"
"I won't eat!" Li Ruishan replied.
"Eat something. I cooked it specially for you. When you're full, you'll feel better." Xia Juan begged.
The tone was a little awkward.
Li Ruishan paused for a moment, and finally cooked for two without saying anything.
In fact, she is really not hungry.
Go back and eat a lot at night.
But maybe if you are full, you don’t have time to think about other things, and you may really feel better.
The last two sat at the dining table, eating noodles.
Neither spoke.
The atmosphere in the dining room seemed stagnant and depressing, but Li Ruishan didn't want to speak at this time.
She was very tired, as if her soul had been taken away, leaving only her body supporting her.
After eating the noodles,
"Tonight, I'll wash it!" Xia Juan said.
"No need, I'll just wash it." Li Ruishan replied, packed up the dishes and went into the kitchen.
Xia Jun also stood up and stood at the door of the kitchen, looking at Li Ruishan who was washing dishes with her back turned to her.
"Li Ruishan, don't look back, I will only say these words once.
If you don't want to hear it, just pretend I didn't say it.
Don't be unhappy, in fact, you look beautiful when you smile.
……
I like you very much.
It's not the kind of children's liking and dependence on adults.
It's the way men like women.
More precisely, I love you.
I've never loved someone like this before.
Longing to be with someone for a lifetime.
I know I'm like a child to you.
You despise me.
But I will try.
And I won't leave you.
You don't like my drag racing, and I won't go racing in the future.
I will work hard to get rid of the shortcomings you don't like.
I will also work hard to become a man who can take care of you, make you depend on and be proud of.
You said before that as long as I pass the final exam.
You will promise me one condition.
Now I want to tell you in advance,
My condition is,
I hope you can be my girlfriend,
We'll get married when I'm of legal marriage age!
Of course, if you don't like me, you can also reject me.
But please don't even give me a chance.
I am indeed not yet 20 years old this year, and I am indeed immature mentally.
But that doesn't mean I will always be like this.
I hope you can wait for me, I will not let you down!
Rui Shan, I really like you, love you very much! "
Li Ruishan froze, not daring to turn her head.
In other words, she didn't know what she could say when she turned around.
She never thought that the relationship between herself and Xia Jun would surpass that of a doctor and a patient.
Although we have been together for a long time, we have feelings.
At most, I just hope he can live better.
That's it.
But today, too many things happened, too suddenly.
What Xia Jun said just now also shocked her.
But to her, Xia Jun was indeed still a child.
Perhaps at this moment, he really liked her, more precisely, he relied on her.
But after a year or two, when he matures, he will understand that this is not love.
He should find someone suitable for him and fall in love with him,
instead of her.
"Xia Jun..."
Li Ruishan took a deep breath, turned around, and was about to say something.
Only to find that Xia Jun wasn't at the kitchen door at all.
She had no choice but to clean up the dishes, wiped her hands, took off her apron, and walked out of the kitchen.
Xia Jun was not in the living room either,
Walking towards Xia Juan's bedroom, I saw a post-it note on the door,
"good night!"
In this way, Xia Juan resisted her rejection.
Li Ruishan took down the post-it note with some helplessness.
After returning to the guest room,
After thinking about it, Li Ruishan sent Xia Jun a text message,
"Xia Jun,
You are young,
There are infinite possibilities in the future.
Don't lock yourself into a fixed world.
you deserve better!
come on! "
After Li Ruishan sent Xia Jun a text message, Xia Jun didn't reply.
Even at this moment, Xia Jun was depressed when he looked at the text message.
But still endured no reply.
He knows that no matter what he does now,
Even Li Ruishan would not believe him.
It's like a child saying to an adult,
I will be a scientist in the future.
Adults will tell him to come on, but they won't take his words seriously.
After sending the text message, Li Ruishan put down her phone and fell asleep not long after.
In a daze, he saw Xiao Ruyi walking towards him.
Still the same white shirt and black trousers, elegant and handsome.
"Ru Yi..."
Li Ruishan ran towards Xiao Ruyi excitedly.
But no matter how she ran, she couldn't get close to him.
"Ru Yi..." Li Ruishan looked at him wronged.
"Shanshan, don't run away, I will feel bad if you fall down."
"Then I won't run away, I'll wait for you here, come here!"
"Shanshan, do you still remember what you promised me?" Xiao Ruyi asked, staring at her tenderly.
"Remember, I promised you that your life will be better than before." Li Ruishan replied in a low voice.
"Did you do it?"
"Yes, I study and work more seriously than before."
"But lost the joy and smile."
"As long as you come back, I will be very happy!"
"I can't go back, Shanshan, but you must be happy, otherwise I won't go away in peace!"
"Ru Yi, don't go, you promised me that you would stay with me forever."
"Sorry, I didn't do it. But there is someone who can do it for me."
"I don't want anyone else, I just want you!"
"Shanshan, don't be willful, you are not a willful girl."
"No, I won't listen to you this time.
I only want you, and I don't want anyone else except you.
I only want you! "
Xiao Ruyi looked at Li Ruishan in distress.
Li Ruishan burst into tears, and reached out her hand to hold Xiao Ruyi, but she couldn't reach it.
"Shanshan, I can't feel at ease when you're like this." Xiao Ruyi looked at Li Ruishan in pain and said.
Li Ruishan was like a helpless child immersed in her own world, sitting on the ground, crying.
After an unknown amount of time, she raised her head to look at Xiao Ruyi, and saw his painful face.
My heart ached violently again.
"Ru Yi, can you not leave?"
Xiao Ruyi shook his head.
"Then you are gone, what should I do?"
"Live well, live better than before. Cherish the people around you."
"But I only want you!"
Xiao Ruyi didn't speak, just looked at her with gentle and helpless eyes.
"Ru Yi, how are you doing over there?"
Xiao Ruyi still looked at her without speaking.
"Not having a good time, is it?
Because I've been thinking about you, you have something to worry about, don't you? " Li Ruishan murmured.
After a while, he looked up at Xiao Ruyi again and said,
"Then go, I'll be fine.
You don't have to worry about me! "
"Take care of yourself, Shanshan. I have to go.
You promised me that I would have a better life, and I must do it.
Otherwise, I won't feel at ease! "
"Okay, I will do what I promised!" Li Ruishan nodded her head.
Xiao Ruyi smiled, lowered his head and kissed Li Ruishan, and then the shadow became more and more blurred.
"Ru Yi..."
Li Ruishan stretched out her hand to grab something, but missed nothing, and then woke up.
She looked at the ceiling, and for a moment, she thought she was in another world.
In fact, she was still there.
It was just a dream.
Even if that dream is so real.
"Ru Yi, don't worry about me, I'll be fine.
You have to live well over there, otherwise I won't be at ease! "
Li Ruishan said to herself.
Li Ruishan lay on the bed for a while, then got up and went into the bathroom to wash up.
When she entered the kitchen, she realized that Xia Jun was cooking noodles.
Li Ruishan looked at Xia Jun's back, wondering if the little boy who confessed to her yesterday was just her own illusion.
At this moment, Xia Jun turned his head, saw Li Ruishan, and immediately showed a flamboyant and complacent smile,
Show off to Li Ruishan,
"I cook the noodles, I guarantee you will want to eat them again.
How can I be such a genius, I can even cook noodles, and they are so delicious! "
There is no gloom and depression from yesterday at all.
Li Ruishan resisted not rolling her eyes, it seems that last night was really her own illusion,
Glancing at the pot, it seems that there is something like that.
"Go get the bowls and chopsticks, sit at the dining table, and just wait.
Delicious noodles, ready to serve! "Xia Jun instructed again.
After Li Ruishan took the bowls and chopsticks, she actually sat at the dining table, waiting for Xia Jun's delicious noodles to come out of the pot.
Not long after, Xia Jun came out and said pitifully,
"That...can you carry it for me?"
Li Ruishan almost didn't laugh, but in order to save Xia Jun,
Still holding back her smile, she went into the kitchen and helped Xia Jun serve noodles.
(End of this chapter)
"Why are you looking at me like this? Could it be that you like me!" Xia Jun immediately replied with a foolish expression and asked with a smile.
"Thinking too much! I'm just a little curious, why don't you need to make a draft if you're being scared?" Li Ruishan looked at Xia Jun and asked nervously.
"I'm telling the truth, so naturally I don't need to make a draft!" Xia Juan responded boldly.
Li Ruishan was speechless!
Really shameless, invincible in the world.
Xia Juan's performance at night completely fell through her glasses.
Leaving aside his honey-smeared sweet mouth, let's just say that in front of her family he also behaved politely, with a certain amount of advance and retreat.
The most incredible thing is that there is still a humble side.
Li Ruishan felt that she must have had a dream at night, and it was a beautiful dream, otherwise how could she think that Xia Jun is actually a young talent?
On the way back to Xia Jun's apartment from home, Li Ruishan kept thinking about this question.
"Be careful driving!"
Xia Juan said these words calmly.
Li Ruishan immediately stared at her.
"You have to concentrate on driving!" Xia Jun rubbed his nose and muttered innocently.
"I'm sorry, I'm not in the habit of being taught how to drive by someone who got into a car accident." Li Ruishan did not forget to tease.
"This is a personal attack!"
"I'm telling the truth, aren't I?" Li Ruishan replied with some complacency.
Xia Juan was immediately devastated.
He felt that Li Ruishan would regard this incident as a curse and read him for the rest of his life.
"Your little nephew is very cute!" Xia Jun said with a smile at this time.
"Of course, I don't even look at whose child it is."
"In the future, your child must be very cute!"
"You still need to say!"
"I'm so happy!" Xia Jun smiled even sweeter.
Li Ruishan almost hit the steering wheel directly,
"None of your business!" Li Ruishan glared at Xia Juan.
Xia Juan didn't even talk back, just enjoying himself there by himself.
"There's something wrong!" Li Ruishan muttered.
After returning to Xia Jun's apartment,
Sitting on the sofa, Xia Jun started ordering Li Ruishan around, revealing her true nature.
"Hurry up and get my books, I have been wasting all night, I have to make up for it."
"It's really the sun coming out from the west, you're so self-conscious!" Li Ruishan teased, but she still got up to help Xia Jun get things.
"I can't do it unconsciously, now everything is ready and I only owe Dongfeng!"
"What do you mean?"
"You'll know when the time comes!" Xia Jun replied with a wry smile.
Li Ruishan gave him a blank look,
"show off!"
In this way, Xia Jun read books very consciously, and Li Ruishan had to accompany him to read books.
The final exam is almost here,
Xia Jun's leg injury is also almost healed.
Li Ruishan thought that after Xia Jun's final exam, she could go back to work in the hospital.
My mood also improved.
On this day, during evening self-study, Xia Jun looked at Li Ruishan and asked in a puzzled manner,
"What do you think, so happy!"
"nothing much!"
"It's nothing, you're so happy!"
"Thinking of your leg getting better soon, I can't be happier!"
"So you care about me so much!"
"It's only natural for doctors to care about their patients."
Xia Jun looked at Li Ruishan and stopped talking.
"Why are you looking at me like this, you want to eat me!" Li Ruishan couldn't help laughing.
"Yeah, I want to eat you!" Xia Juan actually responded tightly.
"Go... let's play!" Li Ruishan waved her hands and said with a smile.
After a while, Li Ruishan said,
"Xia Jun, after your final exam, your leg injury will almost heal.
Then I will go back to work in the hospital.
Don't be as self-willed as before.
Study hard.
In fact, you are very smart, as long as you are willing to pay attention,
There will be a bright future in the future! "
The more Li Ruishan talked, the more she felt like a Tang monk.
But to be honest, during this time spent with Xia Jun,
Although there are many dissatisfaction with him, but more or less still have feelings.
She still hopes that Xia Jun can become a promising young man in the future.
Rather than being self-sufficient all the time.
Xia Juan's face suddenly darkened, looking very unhappy.
"Don't be unwilling to listen, I'm also doing it for your own good.
I have two younger brothers around your age.
They never made my parents worry about..."
"My parents won't worry about it either!" Xia Jun replied, his voice a little low.
"It's not that they don't worry, it's just that they are gone now!"
"You don't know anything at all.
I'm a burden to them,
is a scourge.
without me,
They may all still be alive now.
And they're having a great time! Xia Jun suddenly yelled at Li Ruishan hysterically.
Li Ruishan froze for a moment, then stared at Xia Jun in a daze, unable to recover.
Xia Jun was so excited that his eyes were red,
Throwing down the book, he got up and was about to walk away.
In the next second, amid Li Ruishan's exclamation, she fell hard to the ground.
Li Ruishan rushed over almost without thinking, and hugged Xia Jun.
Xia Jun was so emotional just now that he didn't notice the corner of the table at all. When he got up to walk away, he knocked down and lost his balance.
Li Ruishan actually wanted to hug Xia Jun to prevent him from being injured again.
As a result, Xia Juan was too heavy, she lost her balance all of a sudden, and the two of them fell on the floor together.
Li Ruishan only felt that her eyes were dark, and she almost couldn't catch her breath.
"Rui Shan, Rui Shan, how are you doing?"
Hearing Xia Juan's anxious voice, Li Ruishan raised her eyes to look at him, it turned out to be Xia Juan's eyes that were so anxious that she was about to cry.
"Why are you crying, I'm not dead... um..."
Li Ruishan was completely stunned, staring at Xia Jun in a daze.
Although this is not the first time they have kissed.
But last time was a complete accident.
So neither of them took it to heart.
And this time, although it was considered an accident, it was completely different in nature from last time.
Li Ruishan didn't recover until she felt a chill in her chest.
He lifted Xia Jun off, pulled on his clothes, and shouted,
"What are you doing?"
Xia Jun didn't speak, but just looked at Li Ruishan, with gloomy eyes that Li Ruishan had never seen before.
After Li Ruishan calmed down, she didn't look at Xia Jun again.
Instead, he got up and went to check Xia Juan's legs.
It happened to hit his injured leg.
While checking, Li Ruishan asked about Xia Jun's situation.
Xia Jun didn't speak, just looked at her,
"You are dumb, you can't speak, you want to lose your legs!"
Li Ruishan immediately yelled at Xia Jun angrily.
"If I'm disabled, you can take care of me for the rest of my life, so be disabled!" Xia Jun said indifferently.
"Snapped……"
A slap slapped Xia Juan's face. Although the force was not as strong as five finger marks, his cheeks were already red.
"What nonsense are you talking about, your brain is broken.
If you want to be so disabled, I will let you sit in a wheelchair for the rest of your life now.
In the future, you can do whatever you want.
I don't know what happened to you before, what hurt you.
Could it be that for such a reason, he would be devastated and willing to degenerate?
I still want to cry, I still want to die!
But if I die, will my Xiao Ruyi come back?
He's not coming back, he's never coming back.
No matter how long I wait, or how I treat him, I can't wait and find him. "
Maybe it was the string that had been stretched all the time, and it finally broke at this moment.
Li Ruishan's usual calmness and strength disappeared at this moment.
Weeping uncontrollably while hugging his knees.
Xia Jun looked at her and reached out to comfort her, but in the end he didn't know how to comfort her.
Instead, he hugged Li Ruishan,
"You have me in the future, and I will not leave you!"
Li Ruishan was so immersed in her own pain that she couldn't hear Xia Jun's words at all.
Li Ruishan didn't even know how she got back to the guest room in the end.
His eyes stared at the ceiling without focus, as if he had become a zombie.
It took some time before Li Ruishan came back to her senses, thinking about the leg that Xia Jun bumped into.
Almost reflexively, she jumped off the bed and ran towards Xia Juan's bedroom.
"Ruishan, I'm in the kitchen."
Xia Jun's voice came from the direction of the kitchen.
Li Ruishan paused for a moment, as if she was still trying to figure out whether the voice she heard just now was just her own illusion.
"I'm cooking noodles, but they seem mushy."
Xia Jun said again.
Li Ruishan turned around and walked towards the kitchen.
I saw Xia Jun leaning on a cane, stirring the pot.
The contents of the pot have become a mess.
"Let me come!" Li Ruishan sighed, walked over, took the spatula and said.
Xia Jun stepped aside and watched Li Ruishan throw away the battered noodles and cook them again.
"To cook the noodles, you have to wait for the water to boil before putting them in." Li Ruishan said as if talking to herself.
Xia Jun stood aside and studied seriously.
"What do you want to eat?" Li Ruishan asked.
"One bowl for you, one bowl for me!"
"I won't eat!" Li Ruishan replied.
"Eat something. I cooked it specially for you. When you're full, you'll feel better." Xia Juan begged.
The tone was a little awkward.
Li Ruishan paused for a moment, and finally cooked for two without saying anything.
In fact, she is really not hungry.
Go back and eat a lot at night.
But maybe if you are full, you don’t have time to think about other things, and you may really feel better.
The last two sat at the dining table, eating noodles.
Neither spoke.
The atmosphere in the dining room seemed stagnant and depressing, but Li Ruishan didn't want to speak at this time.
She was very tired, as if her soul had been taken away, leaving only her body supporting her.
After eating the noodles,
"Tonight, I'll wash it!" Xia Juan said.
"No need, I'll just wash it." Li Ruishan replied, packed up the dishes and went into the kitchen.
Xia Jun also stood up and stood at the door of the kitchen, looking at Li Ruishan who was washing dishes with her back turned to her.
"Li Ruishan, don't look back, I will only say these words once.
If you don't want to hear it, just pretend I didn't say it.
Don't be unhappy, in fact, you look beautiful when you smile.
……
I like you very much.
It's not the kind of children's liking and dependence on adults.
It's the way men like women.
More precisely, I love you.
I've never loved someone like this before.
Longing to be with someone for a lifetime.
I know I'm like a child to you.
You despise me.
But I will try.
And I won't leave you.
You don't like my drag racing, and I won't go racing in the future.
I will work hard to get rid of the shortcomings you don't like.
I will also work hard to become a man who can take care of you, make you depend on and be proud of.
You said before that as long as I pass the final exam.
You will promise me one condition.
Now I want to tell you in advance,
My condition is,
I hope you can be my girlfriend,
We'll get married when I'm of legal marriage age!
Of course, if you don't like me, you can also reject me.
But please don't even give me a chance.
I am indeed not yet 20 years old this year, and I am indeed immature mentally.
But that doesn't mean I will always be like this.
I hope you can wait for me, I will not let you down!
Rui Shan, I really like you, love you very much! "
Li Ruishan froze, not daring to turn her head.
In other words, she didn't know what she could say when she turned around.
She never thought that the relationship between herself and Xia Jun would surpass that of a doctor and a patient.
Although we have been together for a long time, we have feelings.
At most, I just hope he can live better.
That's it.
But today, too many things happened, too suddenly.
What Xia Jun said just now also shocked her.
But to her, Xia Jun was indeed still a child.
Perhaps at this moment, he really liked her, more precisely, he relied on her.
But after a year or two, when he matures, he will understand that this is not love.
He should find someone suitable for him and fall in love with him,
instead of her.
"Xia Jun..."
Li Ruishan took a deep breath, turned around, and was about to say something.
Only to find that Xia Jun wasn't at the kitchen door at all.
She had no choice but to clean up the dishes, wiped her hands, took off her apron, and walked out of the kitchen.
Xia Jun was not in the living room either,
Walking towards Xia Juan's bedroom, I saw a post-it note on the door,
"good night!"
In this way, Xia Juan resisted her rejection.
Li Ruishan took down the post-it note with some helplessness.
After returning to the guest room,
After thinking about it, Li Ruishan sent Xia Jun a text message,
"Xia Jun,
You are young,
There are infinite possibilities in the future.
Don't lock yourself into a fixed world.
you deserve better!
come on! "
After Li Ruishan sent Xia Jun a text message, Xia Jun didn't reply.
Even at this moment, Xia Jun was depressed when he looked at the text message.
But still endured no reply.
He knows that no matter what he does now,
Even Li Ruishan would not believe him.
It's like a child saying to an adult,
I will be a scientist in the future.
Adults will tell him to come on, but they won't take his words seriously.
After sending the text message, Li Ruishan put down her phone and fell asleep not long after.
In a daze, he saw Xiao Ruyi walking towards him.
Still the same white shirt and black trousers, elegant and handsome.
"Ru Yi..."
Li Ruishan ran towards Xiao Ruyi excitedly.
But no matter how she ran, she couldn't get close to him.
"Ru Yi..." Li Ruishan looked at him wronged.
"Shanshan, don't run away, I will feel bad if you fall down."
"Then I won't run away, I'll wait for you here, come here!"
"Shanshan, do you still remember what you promised me?" Xiao Ruyi asked, staring at her tenderly.
"Remember, I promised you that your life will be better than before." Li Ruishan replied in a low voice.
"Did you do it?"
"Yes, I study and work more seriously than before."
"But lost the joy and smile."
"As long as you come back, I will be very happy!"
"I can't go back, Shanshan, but you must be happy, otherwise I won't go away in peace!"
"Ru Yi, don't go, you promised me that you would stay with me forever."
"Sorry, I didn't do it. But there is someone who can do it for me."
"I don't want anyone else, I just want you!"
"Shanshan, don't be willful, you are not a willful girl."
"No, I won't listen to you this time.
I only want you, and I don't want anyone else except you.
I only want you! "
Xiao Ruyi looked at Li Ruishan in distress.
Li Ruishan burst into tears, and reached out her hand to hold Xiao Ruyi, but she couldn't reach it.
"Shanshan, I can't feel at ease when you're like this." Xiao Ruyi looked at Li Ruishan in pain and said.
Li Ruishan was like a helpless child immersed in her own world, sitting on the ground, crying.
After an unknown amount of time, she raised her head to look at Xiao Ruyi, and saw his painful face.
My heart ached violently again.
"Ru Yi, can you not leave?"
Xiao Ruyi shook his head.
"Then you are gone, what should I do?"
"Live well, live better than before. Cherish the people around you."
"But I only want you!"
Xiao Ruyi didn't speak, just looked at her with gentle and helpless eyes.
"Ru Yi, how are you doing over there?"
Xiao Ruyi still looked at her without speaking.
"Not having a good time, is it?
Because I've been thinking about you, you have something to worry about, don't you? " Li Ruishan murmured.
After a while, he looked up at Xiao Ruyi again and said,
"Then go, I'll be fine.
You don't have to worry about me! "
"Take care of yourself, Shanshan. I have to go.
You promised me that I would have a better life, and I must do it.
Otherwise, I won't feel at ease! "
"Okay, I will do what I promised!" Li Ruishan nodded her head.
Xiao Ruyi smiled, lowered his head and kissed Li Ruishan, and then the shadow became more and more blurred.
"Ru Yi..."
Li Ruishan stretched out her hand to grab something, but missed nothing, and then woke up.
She looked at the ceiling, and for a moment, she thought she was in another world.
In fact, she was still there.
It was just a dream.
Even if that dream is so real.
"Ru Yi, don't worry about me, I'll be fine.
You have to live well over there, otherwise I won't be at ease! "
Li Ruishan said to herself.
Li Ruishan lay on the bed for a while, then got up and went into the bathroom to wash up.
When she entered the kitchen, she realized that Xia Jun was cooking noodles.
Li Ruishan looked at Xia Jun's back, wondering if the little boy who confessed to her yesterday was just her own illusion.
At this moment, Xia Jun turned his head, saw Li Ruishan, and immediately showed a flamboyant and complacent smile,
Show off to Li Ruishan,
"I cook the noodles, I guarantee you will want to eat them again.
How can I be such a genius, I can even cook noodles, and they are so delicious! "
There is no gloom and depression from yesterday at all.
Li Ruishan resisted not rolling her eyes, it seems that last night was really her own illusion,
Glancing at the pot, it seems that there is something like that.
"Go get the bowls and chopsticks, sit at the dining table, and just wait.
Delicious noodles, ready to serve! "Xia Jun instructed again.
After Li Ruishan took the bowls and chopsticks, she actually sat at the dining table, waiting for Xia Jun's delicious noodles to come out of the pot.
Not long after, Xia Jun came out and said pitifully,
"That...can you carry it for me?"
Li Ruishan almost didn't laugh, but in order to save Xia Jun,
Still holding back her smile, she went into the kitchen and helped Xia Jun serve noodles.
(End of this chapter)
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