Emperor concubine and phoenix

Chapter 172
But what if you continue to love?
Being distressed doesn't mean you have to compromise.

Nan Si has never tried to escape her inner feelings, love is love, no matter whether it is voluntary or forced, she really loves Cang Hanyu in her heart, even in the past and present, even if she reincarnated ten times.

As long as she still remembers this person, the feelings will be indelible.

But while she is in love, she is also extremely rational in knowing what choice she should make.

Things in the world are not black and white.

It's not that if you love someone, you have to be with him.

It's not that they are not together anymore, it must represent hatred.

It is said that feelings make people lose their minds, but from the beginning to the end, Nan Si was extremely sober. Even if she condoned that person's behavior time and time again and allowed him to draw scars on her heart, she could still clearly realize that she Is willing.

A willingness with infinite tolerance.

Nan Si knew very well that even at that time, she was sober, and she was not mad for love as people understand, and she lost her mind in love.

She didn't.

Her sanity was always there.

However, all the tolerance, all the love, and all the laissez-faire have been exhausted in that life, and she gave him all the love without reservation.

She felt she owed him nothing.

So whether you like it or not in this life is not important.

Nan Si needs to find a way to leave here and completely cut off the bond between the two of them. Whether he is sad and lonely in the future, or finds someone to love again, it has nothing to do with her.

Seeing is blind.

With such an idea in mind, Nan Si lost interest in knowing about Cang Hanyu's situation these days.

He can abuse himself as much as he likes, and it has nothing to do with her.

Holding an umbrella, he got off the carriage and walked into the gate of the Xiangfu under the drizzle. There was a faint sound of the piano in his ears, which came from the direction of the inner courtyard of the Xiangfu.

Nan Si paused slightly, hearing the sound of the qin was pleasant to the ear, and tapped the time with her left hand without holding the umbrella, with a smile on the corner of her mouth: "Although Nan Jia's temperament is not very good, the sound of the qin is not bad. "

Lu Zhu didn't speak, and followed Nan Si through the atrium and along the corridor towards the direction of the Phoenix Water Pavilion.

"grown ups."

The young man's calm voice suddenly sounded not far away, making Nan Si a little surprised.

It was the first time that Nan Si heard the address of "adult" in her own mansion, and Nan Si was even a little bit late to realize that the man was calling herself, and turned to look at the young man in Tsing Yi standing outside the corridor, without an umbrella, and the light rain wet him hair and clothes.

The young man stood in the drizzle, his brows and eyes were clouded by a layer of hazy moisture, his expression could not be seen as sad or happy, and he was calm and unwavering.

"Go and take care of yourself, and then come to Phoenix Water Pavilion to find me." Nan Si ordered, her tone was light, "Change into some simple clothes."

After leaving this sentence, she turned and left, not caring whether the young man heard her order clearly.

Cang Minghua didn't say anything, turned around and went back to his residence.

When he was alone before, he often spent his time reading books and practicing martial arts. Naturally, he had several sets of simple training clothes, but they were old and looked very plain.

But this is not important, as long as the clothes for practicing Qigong can ensure that they are easy to put on and take off without being cumbersome.

As soon as Nan Si sat down in the room, the maid outside came to report: "Master, Miss Nan Jia is clamoring to see you."

(End of this chapter)