Emperor concubine and phoenix

Chapter 281 The past I don't want to remember
"Master just woke up after sleeping for a while?" Lu Zhu came over, and saw Nan Si who opened her eyes as if she was in a daze, with worry on her brows, "Master seems to be in a bad state these days, is there something on your mind?"

Concerns?

Nan Si didn't speak.

In just a few months, her state of mind has undergone earth-shaking changes, a bizarre and mysterious fate, emotional entanglements in the past and present, and a state of life and death.

Are these concerns?
Nan Si sat up and leaned on the head of the bed exhaustedly, "Pour me a cup of tea."

"Yes." Luzhu turned around and poured tea, and touched Tan Nansi's forehead. She didn't have any symptoms of fever, so she was a little relieved, "Master, if you are depressed, you might as well go out for a walk, the scenery outside is picturesque. , will make you feel better."

Nan Si closed her eyes and took a sip of her tea, but said nothing.

After the powerless and powerless King Han was imprisoned, she was sent to the palace of the Celestial Dynasty again, and King Qi used his life to force her to submit.

She wasn't one to be intimidating, and she knew that he couldn't possibly want to see the man he loved had to submit to another man for his sake.

Even though he had divorced her by then.

Besieged on all sides, there is no way out.

In the end she chose to die with him, no, the three of them died together.

I still remember the feeble words he said in the sky prison: "If there is an afterlife, I will definitely hold the power and protect you for the rest of your life."

At that time, why wasn't she saying the same thing in her heart?

Nan Si closed her eyes.

I really don't want to remember the past.

Back then they were so weak that they didn't even have the right to choose death.

Under the imperial power, the common people were like ants, and they were also like ants at that time, their fate was completely controlled by others.

In order to make her completely desperate, Xindi sent someone to break his limbs and blind his eyes in front of her, so that she was greatly stimulated by the excessive despair and pain, and the child in her stomach disappeared. .

The color of blood was rendered in front of his eyes, representing tragic despair.

Her heart was tightly clenched by sharp claws, and she could barely breathe in pain.

"Master." Lu Zhu exclaimed, reaching out to take the teacup in her hand, "What's wrong?"

Nan Si regained consciousness, only to realize that the teacup in her hand was tilted unknowingly, and the tea had wet the bedding, and her face was completely white at this time, without any trace of blood.

"...It's nothing." She said slowly, telling herself in her heart that none of that is true, the fact is that they are all alive, "don't worry."

She got up and got out of bed, and Luzhu hurriedly ordered the maid outside to come in and change the bedding.

Nan Si went to the window and sat by the window, and Lu Zhu poured her a cup of tea again: "Su Yi went to the kitchen, thinking about making some nutritious meals for the master, the master seems a little out of spirits these days. "

Not in good spirits?

Nan Si touched her face, if it wasn't for that bastard Cang Han Yu who gave her a soft tendon, why would she look out of spirit?

Dreams are just dreams.

Nan Si told herself that she was not the cowardly and incompetent Princess Rouran who was beautiful and incompetent, nor was he the prince who was powerless and powerless.

He is the supreme emperor of the Celestial Dynasty.

Everything that happened in the dream has no other meaning except to solve her doubts.

For her, this story is more like what happened to someone else, and she is just a bystander who happened to dream about this story.

It's just that the angina brought to her by the dream is beyond her control.

(End of this chapter)