Emperor concubine and phoenix

Chapter 290 Self-knowledge
As Nan Si walked, she thought back to the conversation with Gu Qingyi, and she knew in her heart that such a toss would really expose her daughter's identity completely.

But that's fine.

Whether it is a boy or a girl, it doesn't matter much to her.

On the contrary, it is His Majesty, a certain emperor who has been crowned with the name of Duanxiu, who can take the opportunity to rectify his name and wash away the injustice of Duanxiu.

Not long after Nan Si returned to Fenghuang Waterside Pavilion, the butler came to report again: "Master Xiang, Prince Rouran is asking to see you."

What the eldest prince Rouran is here for, Nan Si knows without guessing.

It must be for his sister, Princess Wu Ya.

This morning she had already explained that it would be good for Princess Wu Ya to send her to the Red Sleeve Hall to learn some lessons, and there is no need to really let her fall into prostitution, she will be released in a few days.

Thinking about a little princess being sent to a brothel, even in just a few days, the lesson is enough for her to remember it in her heart.

It's just that after the dream in the morning, Nan Si completely lost her affection for Rouran, and now she has no interest in seeing the prince Rouran at all.

Nan Si's tone was light: "Tell him, I'm in a bad mood today, and I don't see any guests."

Cang Hanyu hugged her from behind and kissed her on the face: "Si'er is in a bad mood because of the girl from the Gu family? Do you want me to give Gu Qingyi a marriage order..."

"Are you addicted to the gift of marriage from the emperor?" Nan Si frowned, "What does Gu Qingyi's marriage have to do with me?"

Cang Hanyu patted the horse's leg with flattery, and couldn't help embarrassingly: "Then why is Si'er in a bad mood?"

"Need a reason for being in a bad mood?"

Cang Han Yu choked: "No need."

Si'er said what she said.

Nan Si's tone was light: "I have a question I want to ask the emperor."

Another problem?

Cang Hanyu's scalp was numb, but he had to pretend to be calm: "What does Si'er want to ask?"

"Back then, I was young and ignorant, and once admired the emperor's outstanding demeanor. When the emperor replied to that sentence, was his memory sealed like mine, or did he have some other deep meaning?"

Is this after the fall?

Cang Hanyu pursed his lips, squatted down beside Nan Si, hesitated for a moment: "Si'er wants to hear the truth?"

"nonsense."

Cang Hanyu said in a low voice: "I told you that you might not believe it, but in fact, my thoughts at the time were uneasy. I was afraid that Si'er would recover her memory one day and would regret it. In addition, it was indeed a special situation back then. I didn't want Si'er to worry about it. It was all on me, so I pretended to be ruthless and said that sentence."

In fact, no one knew how ecstatic he was when he heard that sentence from her mouth.

It's just that liking after being sealed up in memory is too insecure for him. For so many years, he has always been in fear, frightened, and still unable to resist the arrival of this day.

He knew in his heart that at that time he didn't have enough ability to protect her, the imperial power was turbulent, all forces were watching, and there were many dangers in the dark, he didn't want to be put in danger by her.

It's just that he regretted it later, not only regretting his cheap mouth, but also regretting his stupidity.

A girl as powerful as her is still strong even if her memory is sealed, there is no need for him to treat her as a delicate dodder to protect her.

Back then, he used the wrong method and said the wrong words, and he deserved to be hated by her for four years.

After a pause, Cang Hanyu lowered his brows and smiled wryly: "Actually, I know in my heart that even if there is any difference between clouds and mud, the person in the clouds should be Si'er, and I'm the one who can't climb to the heavens because of the mud."

Nan Si was silent for a moment, then reached out and patted his head: "It's rare that you have self-knowledge."

Cang Hanyu: "..."

(End of this chapter)