Emperor concubine and phoenix

Chapter 333

Nan Si didn't say anything, got up and walked out of the flower hall, and walked along the long corridor.

Cang Hanyu followed her quietly.

The scenery in the Prime Minister's Mansion is very good, quiet and peaceful, with a fragrance lingering in the night breeze, which is very suitable for Nan Si's low-key and quiet temperament.

"I've already said that the emperor can use whatever methods he can." Nan Si's voice was light, unable to hear any emotion, "If you want to go on a hunger strike or self-mutilation, it's up to you."

Cang Hanyu closed his eyes in silence, pursed his lips slightly, and did not argue.

He didn't want to go on a hunger strike, but he really didn't have any appetite recently. He didn't feel hungry, and he didn't have any appetite at all when he saw food.

As for self-harm.

Of course it's even more impossible.

He just didn't know what to do at all, he hated his insensitivity to feelings before, hated himself for not being able to tell what was most important in his heart, hated himself for being so stupid that he couldn't figure out her mind, and took it for granted that she would always be by his side .

He even made a big mistake, and even made the most stupid decision to recover.

Wishful thinking that paying a price can give each other a chance to start over, but in the end it turns out that this is still a stupid decision.

I can't touch myself, and I can't touch her.

On the contrary, it made myself even more in a dilemma.

He has learned a lot in those years, so no matter whether he is in Donglan or in the Celestial Dynasty, he can be a qualified emperor. He can act vigorously and decisively in major political affairs, and can be calm and self-possessed in the face of dark crises. To deal with it, once put the opponent to death.

Only in the matter of feelings.

He seems to be making mistakes all the time, one wrong step at a time, it is wrong to exchange life for the two to be reborn, it is wrong to selfishly take her away from her relatives, it is wrong to worry that she has memory and refuse to forgive her, so it is wrong to seal her memory.

It was a big mistake to bring her by his side and raise her since childhood, and let her admire him but pretend to be indifferent to cover up the uneasiness that lingers in her heart day and night.

Nothing seems to be going right.

It wasn't until I turned around that I realized that I was already on the edge of a cliff, and if I was not careful, I would fall into the abyss, and there was no room for survival.

These days, when the helplessness was at its extreme, Cang Hanyu would even think to himself, just fall down and die, and be smashed to pieces. It's all over, and he doesn't have to suffer day and night.

But he found that he didn't even have the courage to die. He was afraid of being alone, afraid of being alone after death, afraid of never seeing her again from life to life, afraid of many, many...

He actually regretted it.

Regret to ask for life after life.

Mortals reincarnate after death, no longer have the memory of the previous life, she has the right to like other people, she has no obligation to be entangled by him, she has the right to decide her own life.

He wanted to pester her wishfully, and pestering her for one life or two was not enough, so he greedily wanted to live life after life.

How selfish he is.

Don't think about her thoughts at all, don't think about whether she wants to be entangled by him.

As she said, "When will it be your turn to make decisions between the two of us?"

Yes, why should he decide her fate and emotional ownership?
What is he?
But it is……

Cang Hanyu thought silently, but she just showed kindness because she saw him being pitiful and unloved, and raised him from a wolf cub to a jackal like a child, but in the end he was betrayed by the ungrateful jackal, and even his life was at stake. went in.

How can a person like him deserve to have a beautiful her?

(End of this chapter)