Sir, he is paranoid

Chapter 146 I will accompany you

The palm of the hand is full of her touch.

When he was a child, whenever the adults held his hand, they always held it like this. They said: "Holding hands like this, it will not be easy to get lost."

Therefore, he also likes to hold hands with her like this, which will make him feel that in this way, he will not lose her.

And she can't lose him!
Jun Jinyan's eyelids finally closed slowly, Xia Qi gently stroked his forehead hair, and when her fingertips touched the scar on his forehead, she paused slightly.

After a long time, after hearing his even breathing, she carefully lifted his forehead hair, and kissed gently on the scar on his forehead.

"I'm sorry, and... I will be with you, don't feel uneasy anymore. Every time I see you uneasy, I will actually be sad." She said in a low voice, even if she knew that he was asleep at this moment, she didn't feel uneasy at all. She couldn't hear anything, but she still spoke.

After finishing speaking, she let out a long breath, pulled the thin quilt over his body, and helped him cover it again, in case he caught a cold while sleeping.

She raised her head again and looked at her mother from afar, who seemed to be waking up. Xia Qi then closed her eyes again and fell asleep slowly.

After a while, Jun Jinyan, who was already asleep, slowly opened his eyes, gently raised his left hand, which was not held, and touched the scar where she had kissed just now, where the scar on her lips still remained. temperature.

Jun Jinyan's gaze slowly turned to the coffee table next to the sofa. Even though there is only a slight moonlight at the moment, his night vision ability still allows him to read the sketchbook on the coffee table clearly. Clearly.

His uneasiness stemmed from the paintings on it, and the few words Ye Nanqing asked Qiqi when he came here today.He knew that Ye Nanqing would definitely continue to investigate.Once he is allowed to find out the truth, what choice will Kiki make?
Should she continue to stay by his side, or should she return to Ye Nanqing's side again?
No, absolutely not!
This kind of thought, as long as he thought about it in his mind, he felt that the blood in his whole body was freezing, which was completely unbearable!

"Qiqi, I have always used any means to get you, can you imagine it?" He said in a low voice, as if he was talking to himself, but also as if he was talking to her.

But what responded to him was only each other's breath.

His body curled up slowly, and he pressed the interlocking hands on his chest, then opened his eyes, and looked at her quietly, almost greedily, in the dim ward.

I want to see the sky, I want to see the old...

Until one day, he no longer exists!When Xia Mei woke up in the morning, she saw Jun Jinyan sitting on the sofa, holding her daughter's hand, quietly looking at her sleeping face.

These days, Xia Mei has noticed Jun Jinyan's relationship with her daughter.If Xia Mei used to regard Jun Jinyan as a child who was dependent on her daughter, then now, it could almost be said that she was looking at Jun Jinyan with the eyes of her son-in-law.

In all fairness, if Jun Jinyan is not autistic, he is really the satisfied son-in-law in the hearts of most mothers-in-law.But when thinking of Jun Jinyan's autism, Xia Mei still feels a little twisted.

But now seeing Jun Jinyan looking at her daughter so intently, Xia Mei felt a little emotional again.With that focus, anyone can see that this man loves his daughter.

And love is very deep.

Sighing, Xia Mei got up, walked slowly to Jun Jinyan's side, patted him on the shoulder and said, "Xiaoyan, Mama Xia wants to chat with you."

Jun Jinyan raised his head and looked at Xia Mei.

Xia Mei sat down beside Jun Jinyan, and asked softly, "Do you really want to be with Qiqi?"

"Mm." He replied in a low voice without the slightest hesitation.

"No matter what happens in the future, it won't hurt her?" Xia Mei continued to ask.

However, to Xia Mei's surprise, Jun Jinyan replied: "I don't know."

"Why do you say that?" Xia Mei was a little surprised.

"If one day, Qiqi doesn't want me anymore, I don't know what I will do." Whether he will go crazy, die, or despair, the current him has no way of knowing.

Shocked, Xia Mei wanted to say something, but didn't know how to start it.Back then, she was not blessed with such a pure love, so she became an out-of-wedlock child, leaving her daughter without a father since childhood.

But now, her daughter has received such an absolute love, but she doesn't know whether it is a disaster or a blessing!

"What if I don't agree with you being together?" Xia Mei said.

After a moment of silence, Jun Jinyan suddenly asked, "Is it because of my autism?"

Xia Mei was more or less embarrassed to be seen through by a junior, but she still said, "I know that your autism is basically cured now, but as a mother, I always hope that my daughter's other half, It's normal and healthy."

Jun Jinyan murmured, his right hand was still clasped with Xia Qi's left hand who was sleeping all the time: "If possible, I also hope that I am healthy, so that I can be completely worthy of Qiqi, But I am not. From the moment I was born, I was doomed to be not. So, I can only make up for it with other things, wanting to give her the best, wanting her to be by my side, to be happy Smiling heartily, if one day she wants my life, I can give it to her, as long as she doesn't dislike me."

A high and proud son of the sky, the president of the Jun family, the third young master of the Jun family, whom countless people would bow to when they saw him, said this in an almost humble tone in front of Xia Mei.

Xia Mei was shocked.She knew this child she had grown up with since she was a child, and once he said that, he really thought so in his heart.

There will be no fakes!

All morning, Xia Mei's mind was thinking about the conversation with Jun Jinyan in the early morning.

Jun Jinyan drove back to City B, while Xia Qi accompanied Xia Mei to the doctor to get the examination report.

In the end, the doctor told Xia Qi: "Your mother had surgery for cardiac myxoma two years ago. This disease may recur at any time. Although it has been two years now, the possibility is still there. Your mother was hospitalized with sudden angina pectoris this time, so in the next six months, you should pay close attention to your mother's body, and it is best to come to the hospital for regular check-ups every month."

"Is it true that after two and a half years, the chance of relapse will become smaller?" Xia Qi asked. When her mother was about to have surgery, she also searched for relevant information on the Internet and asked her mother's condition carefully. Doctor.

(End of this chapter)