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Chapter 191 The Person I'm Looking For Is You

"You said to that boy that there is nothing shameful about being an illegitimate child. Even if there is no father, there is still a mother. We are all mother's babies; you said that you are also an illegitimate child, but if anyone dares to laugh at you, you will definitely be cruel. Beat that guy hard. So next time someone dares to laugh at that boy, you will help him beat him up. You also drew a picture for the boy in the sandpit, and you said while drawing, this It's your dream home."

His voice rang out very clearly in the night wind, and every word and every word reached Xia Qi's ears.

She stared at him in disbelief, eyes full of astonishment.She once told him that she and her mother depended on each other for life, and she had no father since she was a child, but she never mentioned the word illegitimate child.In this situation, apart from the illegitimate child, it can also be associated with the early death of her father, or the divorce of her parents.

But now, in front of her, he clearly said the words "illegitimate child".And what he said now, in her memory, had indeed been said to a boy.

Even when she came to this sandpit with Jinyan last time, she jokingly recalled that little boy.

This bunker was the place where she first met Jun Jinyan, and it was also the first time she met that unknown little boy.

Could it be that Ye Nanqing was that person... that little boy whom she couldn't even recall his features?
Xia Qi's body gradually became stiff, watching the man in front of him squat down, using his fingers instead of a pen, and drawing in the sandpit.

The strokes of that finger seemed to be drawing a children's painting, but he drew every stroke very seriously.The painting... slowly emerged in the sandpit.

And Xia Qi's eyes opened wider and wider. When Ye Nanqing finished the last stroke, Xia Qi was stunned.

Ye Nanqing's painting was vague but familiar to Xia Qi. This painting was like the one she liked to paint when she was a child. It had her favorite bells, sunflowers and big vases. The round table has princess-style floral curtains, and there is a room full of toys... It seems to be the design she drew for Ye Nanqing's villa this time.But the only difference is that her design drawing is a professional drawing method, while Ye Nanqing's drawing in the sand at this moment is completely a child's drawing method.

"This is the picture that girl once drew for me." Ye Nanqing stood up again, and stared at Xia Qi with eyes like black jade: "When she finished painting this picture, she said to me , she will give me a home, so that I won't be lonely and afraid."

Her heartbeat was constantly accelerating, and a certain possibility suddenly came to her mind, but... If it was true, it would be too ridiculous!

And he, as if to prove her guess, said: "Xia Qi, you have always known that I am looking for someone, but if I said that the person I am looking for is you, would you believe me?"

At this moment, Xia Qi felt as if her heart had been hit hard: "Stop joking." She took a deep breath and said.

His face was full of seriousness: "I will never joke about this matter." Or was she unwilling to believe it?He didn't want to believe that she was the person he had been looking for for more than [-] years!

Xia Qi was silent, Ye Nanqing's expression and voice at the moment showed his seriousness.They had been dating for a year, and they broke up because of this matter. She knew better than anyone else how much place Ye Nanqing held in Ye Nanqing's heart.

But now, he is telling her that that person is her! "Then what about Mei Xinyi? Didn't you confirm three years ago that she is the person you are looking for?"

"No, she's not!" He replied, walking towards her step by step, and finally stood in front of her: "The person I'm looking for is you, I'm extremely sure, the person I'm looking for is you Qi, don't marry Jun Jinyan."

For some reason, when Ye Nanqing said these words, Xia Qi's flustered heartbeat suddenly became calm: "I'm sorry, even if I am really the person you are looking for, there is no one left now. meaning."

"No... meaning?" His body froze suddenly, and his face became a little pale under the moonlight.

"The person I want to marry will fall in love with me only because of me, not anyone's substitute." Xia Qi said seriously.

"You have never been anyone's substitute!" Ye Nanqing roared in a low voice, the person he was looking for was only her from the beginning to the end.

This kind of Ye Nanqing was something Xia Qi had never seen before. She was restless, but also fragile, as if if she said something, he would collapse.

But there are some things that she must explain to him.

"At the beginning, you thought Mei Xinyi was the person you were looking for, so we broke up, but now, because I am the person you are looking for, do you want to date me again? If that is the case, why don't I become When I was six years old, was my substitute who had a chance with you?" Xia Qi said quietly.

"Yes, we broke up at the beginning because I thought Mei Xinyi was the one I was looking for, but after three years, I realized that I love you! That's why I went to find you again, to get close to you, Do you know how regretful I am until I find out that you are the one I'm looking for?" Regretting why I didn't follow my true heart back then, regretting why I was trapped by my obsession, and let go her hands.

"But now I don't love you anymore." Many things, if you miss it, you can't go back. Even if it hurts people, if you don't say it clearly, I'm afraid it will hurt him even more in the future: "Ye Nanqing, The person I love now is Jun Jinyan, so the person I want to marry is also him."

So, even if he confessed his heart to her like this and told her all his feelings for her, would she still marry Jun Jinyan?
"Even if I say, I will only love you for the rest of my life, and I will treat you well, pet you, and love you all my life, won't you come back to me?" He hugged her violently and pressed her tightly In my arms, I felt the warmth of her body.

Xia Qi's body was stiff, Ye Nanqing's embrace was once very familiar to her.The width of his shoulders, the width of his waist, and the distance between her and his heart in his arms... She knows all about it.These words, if he had said these words to her before breaking up, then maybe they would not break up, maybe they would continue their relationship...

(End of this chapter)