Sir, he is paranoid

Chapter 253 If You Don't Want To

"So... what if I don't want to?" He asked back, his face still expressionless.

She was startled, if he didn't want to, then mother would... Thinking of her mother lying on the hospital bed, and thinking of what the dean said to her, Xia Qi suddenly felt a pain in her heart.

"Does it hurt?" His voice sounded again, this was the second time today he asked her if she was in pain.

It hurts, it hurts badly!Her eye sockets couldn't help but glow red as she looked into his deep eyes.He has always been indifferent to everything, and he can be extremely indifferent to anyone, except... her, but now...

One of his hands moved to the lower part of her left chest, and the palm of his palm was tightly attached to her heart through the clothes: "I really want to know how much pain you have now." He said in a low voice.He grew up with her, and he knew better than anyone else how important her mother was to her.Even before, he had been jealous countless times, why the person she cared most about was her mother, not him.

Her eyes became more and more red, and mist filled her eyes: "What do you want before you agree? I know, I hurt you, I can take back all those words..."

"I can't take it back." He said in a low voice: "You told me that you don't want my love anymore. I forced you so much and kept asking you so much, but you still don't want it. You can throw it away as soon as you say it. Why do you want me to agree now?" Her words no longer echoed in his mind, and every time he thought about it, his head would hurt.

I want to think about it or not, but I can't do it anyway.

His fingertips gently rubbed against her clothing, as if he was gently stroking her heart through the clothes.His lips moved close to her ear, and his cold voice rang softly in her ear: "Qiqi, I was still thinking about what price I should ask you to pay, but you came to find her first." I'm sorry, first put your price in front of me."

price?Is the mother her price?Crystal tears rolled down from her eyes, Xia Qi bit her lip firmly.The wound on his lips that he had just licked clean, gushed out bright red blood again.

"Sincerely, my mother is my mother, and she shouldn't be my price." She sniffed vigorously, and the hand that had never been held by him suddenly grabbed the hand that was pressed on her heart. : "I beg you, let your aunt save my mother! You can do to me whatever you want."

The palm of her hand has the warmth of his nostalgia, which he has spent all his time trying to possess.His fingers squeezed into hers little by little, interlocking with hers.

And his eyes looked at her tearful face, lowered his head, and sucked all her tears: "Qiqi, even if you shed all tears in front of me, I will not agree. Because I want to let you know , how severe my pain is, it is hundreds of times more painful than your current pain!"

His movements are so gentle, but his voice is so indifferent.

At this moment, her tears fell even more fiercely.He watched her walk out of the office in a daze, and watched her back gradually disappear from sight, and he was the only one left in the huge office.

In the palm of his hand, there is still the warmth of her palm, and on the back of his hand, there are still tears dripping down from her, not dry.

My heart hurts so much!

Why, he obviously wanted her to experience the pain he had experienced before, but seeing her tears and her heartbroken expression, his heart hurt so much? !
The pain was so painful that I couldn't breathe, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't even stand upright.

Jun Jinyan clutched his heart tightly with his right hand, and slowly curled up his whole body.And his eyes looked at the little bear doll that was still lying on the sofa not far away, and he seemed to see her sleeping on the sofa with the little bear in his arms.

Moving his steps, panting heavily, he almost walked to the edge of the sofa with difficulty, grabbed the bear puppet, and hugged it tightly in his arms.

"Qiqi...Qiqi..." The tip of the nose is her breath, and the body of the puppet has her breath... He hugged the puppet tightly as if he was hugging the person who made him obsessed. As if to be embedded in bone, immersed in blood.

What can I do without pain? !How can I curb the crazy desire in my body? !

He wants her!He wants her! !

His mind, his body, conveyed this message to him incomparably clearly.

Even if she doesn't want him, even if she can throw away his love easily, but he has no way to throw it away, has no way to reject it!

His face was buried deep in the puppet's down, but his eyes were fixed on the direction of the open door... In a daze, Xia Qi didn't know how she left Jun Jinyan's office of.Outside, it was already pitch black, only the moonlight shining through the toughened glass dimly illuminated the dark corridor.

When she came, it was still afternoon, but now, is it already night?

How long has she slept?And he was waiting for her to wake up, how long had he been waiting?
Xia Qi thought blankly, lowered her head, looked at the bracelet on her wrist, tears kept falling down.He said he didn't agree, he said he wanted to let her know how much pain he had!
So, does he want her to taste this pain? !

Standing blankly at the elevator door, she didn't press the elevator button, but just stood there numbly, many images flashed through her mind.

The time she laughed with him, he hugged her and said he loved her, he knit a bracelet for her with all his heart, and she also promised to knit a bracelet for him every year in the future... Also, the mother was lying on the hospital bed , looking haggard...

If there is no way to get Jinyan's consent, what about the mother's surgery?Was she supposed to watch her mother weaken as her condition worsened?

No... Absolutely not!

Vigorously wiping away the tears from her eyes with the back of her hand, Xia Qi turned around and was about to look for Jun Jinyan again, but found a tall figure running towards her.

Yes - be careful!

Xia Qi stared blankly at Jun Jinyan who stopped a few steps away from her.For a moment, his mind almost went blank, he just kept thinking, did he come out chasing her? !

In the dark corridor, Jun Jinyan walked up to Xia Qi step by step, raised his hand and gently stroked her bloody lips: "No matter what the price is, are you willing to pay it?" Moonlight, It fell on half of his face, reflecting the darkness in his eyes more and more clearly.

(End of this chapter)