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Chapter 273 I Will Always Hold You

It was not his fault that he was photographed for her sake!
Xia Qi only saw Jun Jinyan staring at her blankly, without saying a word.

"What's the matter?" She asked in confusion, put the soy milk in her hand on the table, then walked up to him, raised her hand, and stroked the slightly messy bangs on his forehead: "Is it a headache? Yesterday you Drank a lot of wine..."

Before the words fell, he had already leaned down, hugged her waist tightly with both hands, and buried his head deeply in the hollow of her neck: "Qiqi, say, say I'm clean, say I'm not dirty." He murmured, wanting to hear her say such words again, wanting to prove that his memory of last night was real, not his own delusion.

Xia Qi was startled for a moment, thinking that last night, although he didn't reject her touch, his body would still stiffen occasionally.

So, does he still mind?Mind what you've been through? !
"You are clean, I sincerely say that you are not dirty at all. I have never thought you are dirty before, and I will never think you are dirty." She said, slowly raising her hands, wrapping them carefully his waist.

She—is holding him!
His body suddenly became stiff, and his hands instinctively wanted to push her away again.

But this time, Xia Qi hugged her so tightly that Jun Jinyan didn't push her away.

"Just to say, it's me, I'm not those people." Xia Qi hugged his waist even more tightly with both hands, and there was almost no gap between the upper bodies of the two: "Don't push me away, I'm holding you, actually it's not Not scary, is it?"

He was silent, with a stiff body, with a slight tremor, if it wasn't because she hugged him too tightly, maybe she wouldn't have noticed this tremor at all.

It was like a kind of resistance of his body's instinct, resisting this kind of hug.

"We are already husband and wife, I am your wife and you are my husband, we are one, so don't be afraid of me holding you, because no matter what you are, I will always hold you, always Always!"

"Husband and wife..." he murmured.Yes, they are already husband and wife, she has made a vow before God, and she already belongs to him! "No matter what I am, you will hold me?" He sniffed the breath in her hair, even though his body was still extremely stiff, but he was nostalgic for her embrace.

The ground is so warm and tight, as if it wants to blend into his body.

"Yeah." Xia Qi said with certainty: "Because to me, you are you, the Jun Jinyan who has been with me since childhood, cared about me, and loved me."

So he doesn't need to mind at all, and he doesn't need self-loathing at all.If his self-loathing was because he was afraid of her mind, then she could tell him a thousand or ten thousand times, and she didn't mind.

"Sincerely, even if you resist hugging now, I will still hug you every day until you get used to it." She said so.

He slowly straightened up, lowered his head, and stared fixedly at the person in front of him, while his hands were tightly clenched into fists, restraining himself from pushing her away.

"I will try my best, Kiki." Jun Jin said.He will definitely work hard to get used to it, and he will be able to...

It's just because he loves her so much and misses her hug so much... Ever since Xia Qi told Jun Jinyan to get used to her hug, she hugged him several times almost every day.And he, every time when she hugs him, his body becomes extremely hard, even though sometimes he has a deep desire for her hug in his eyes, but his body is rejecting it.

However, every time, he tried his best to restrain the urge to push her away, and quietly let her hold him like a wooden man.

At least there is progress, isn't it?Xia Qi comforted herself in her heart, at least, he didn't push her away anymore...

Although now, she knows his knot, but apart from getting him used to her hug, she doesn't know how to open his knot.

Obviously, he didn't want to talk about the photos, and she was also afraid of touching on things he didn't want to recall, so she didn't follow up and continue to ask about the cause, process and result of the matter.

The only thing she knew was that he was taking those photos because of the drug, and in the process, he obviously had some bad memories.

Because of her mother's illness, Xia Qi and Jun Jinyan's honeymoon trip has been postponed. In Xia Qi's opinion, at least she will not be in the mood to go on a honeymoon trip until her mother's surgery is completed and her body recovers a little.

And when she said this to Jun Jinyan, Jun Jinyan didn't express any objection, but said: "I know, your mother is someone you care about, so I will try to learn to care about what you care about." people."

At this moment, Xia Qi suddenly felt a warm feeling in her heart. He no longer just wanted to pull her into his world as before, but began to slowly blend into her world.

Holding his neck, she kissed his lips: "Jinyan, thank you for caring about the people I care about." She grew up with him, it can be said that they are the people who are most familiar with each other, she naturally knows How big is his step, and how difficult it is.

Xia's mother was admitted to the best hospital in City B on the third day after Xia Qi's marriage, and Xia Qihong's family took the opportunity to stay in City B together on the grounds of taking care of Xia Qi's mother. Naturally, Xia Hao's fiancée Ke Xiaomin They also stayed together.

Anyway, in City B, there is Jun's five-star hotel to live in, and you don't have to pay for food and drink. It's almost like a vacation. Of course, Ke Xiaomin doesn't plan to return to City Z so early.

What's more... if she stays in City B, she will have more opportunities to meet Jun Jinyan.Thinking of that indifferent and empty man who would cry in front of everyone, Ke Xiaomin felt hot all over his body.

She even secretly hoped that one day, this man could cry for her.

Autism?Xia Qi doesn't mind that the other party has autism, and she, Ke Xiaomin, also doesn't mind, as long as Jun Jinyan can treat her...

Ke Xiaomin is waiting for the day when she will see Jun Jinyan again, while Xia Qi is nervously waiting for the results of her mother's heart examination.Because of the Jun family's relationship, the hospital naturally attached great importance to Xia's mother, and immediately completed all the examinations that Xia's mother should do within two days at the fastest speed.

Jun Haixin read the inspection report in person, and at this moment, Xia Qi waited for Jun Haixin's conclusion almost with bated breath.

(End of this chapter)