Sir, he is paranoid

Chapter 285 Trying to Hug
Her words made his body tremble suddenly, as if he couldn't believe what he heard.

After restarting the car, Jun Jinyan looked straight ahead, as if he was driving intently, but also as if he was thinking about something.After a while, he suddenly said, "But, I'm glad we made a ten-year agreement, otherwise, you might never fall in love with me."

Xia Qi was taken aback, was it because he didn't want her to see his most embarrassing side at that time?Don't want her to know that he once vomited until he was skinny?Or was she afraid that she... would keep rejecting him and resisting him without that agreement?
The car drove all the way to the parking lot of the apartment, Xia Qi and Jun Jinyan got out of the car.Jun Jinyan intertwined fingers with Xia Qi habitually, and walked into the elevator.

Xia Qi felt the warmth in her hands in a daze, until the elevator reached the floor, the elevator door opened, and he took her into the apartment, she suddenly came back to her senses.

He let go of her hand and said, "I'll put hot water for you to bathe in. You can take a bath in a while."

The warmth in the palm of her hand suddenly disappeared, and Xia Qi suddenly felt empty.When she gets along with him, most of the time, she always lets go of his hand first.

Did he feel the same way the moment she let go?
"Jinyan, are you still not used to hugging?" Xia Qi's voice suddenly resounded in the room.

Jun Jinyan paused in his footsteps and hummed softly. Even though he tried his best to go to customer service, every time he was hugged, his body would have a vomiting reaction. Although, in his heart I understand that it has nothing to do with the body, but more of a nervous reaction, but he has no way to control it.Not pushing her away is already his greatest limit.

Jun Jinyan walked into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and the warm water poured into the bathtub.

Xia Qi followed Jun Jinyan into the bathroom, looked at his slender back, and said, "Can I try again?"

His body froze slightly, and he understood what she meant by trying.Turning around, his face was facing her, staring at her fixedly: "Okay."

Only then did she lift her steps, walked up to him, opened her arms, wrapped them around his waist, and hugged him tightly.And he, just like the previous few times, suddenly stiffened all over, his face was pale, and his hands hanging by his sides were tightly clenched into fists.On the back of his hand, on his forehead, and on his neck, there were bursting veins. It was obvious that he was using all his strength to restrain his instinctive impulse.

Xia Qi hugged Jun Jinyan tightly with both hands, resting her head on his chest, through the thin shirt, she could hear his heartbeat.

Take a look, so hurried!

"Jinyan, do you know? I never thought that there would be a man in this world who would give up his self-esteem and pride for me, and endure the humiliation that ordinary people can't bear." Deeply Taking a deep breath, Xia Qi said: "Besides, I didn't even think about it enough. This man did all these things for me, but he never said a word to me. He kept this matter a secret for ten years." .”

The soft voice seemed to be telling a story, but his body became more and more rigid when she told it.

"You... Got it?" His voice trembled, and his body began to shrink back, trying to break away from the embrace of her hands.

"Don't, be careful! Don't hide from me, and don't be afraid that I will find out!" She refused to let go of her hands at all, he took a few steps back, and she took a few steps in, until his body touched the side of the bathroom wall.

"I know." Xia Qi said, raised her head, and fixedly looked at the pale face in front of her that was almost bloodless: "I know the medicine, and you took it to keep me safe. After drinking it, I also know that those photos were taken in order to protect me." Everything he did was for her.

He looked at him without saying a word. At this moment, rather than saying that his body was still resisting the hug, it would be better to say that his whole body was immersed in the surprise and astonishment that he knew the truth of the matter.

From the moment he took the medicine in Bai Zhuyun's hands, he made up his mind that he would never let her know this fact in his life.Afraid that she would sympathize with him and pity him because of this, and also afraid that she would look at him with disgust, but what he feared most was that she would feel guilty about it, and then when she looked at him, she would never Smile.

He wants to see her smile, and every time he sees her smile, he will be happy.It was her who taught him what is joy, what is happiness, and what is happiness.

To him, those were just words in the dictionary.

"Why are you so stupid, why are you going to the appointment? And why are you waiting to die?" She asked, he had the Jun family behind him, if he used the power of the Jun family to deal with Bai Zhuyun, it might be different result.

"Because - I dare not." He answered her hoarsely.He had no way to gamble on that possibility, as long as he thought of her getting hurt, he couldn't bear it.

Xia Qi's nose was sore, and tears suddenly rolled down from her eyes.It seems that today she loves to cry very much, and the tears always fall down in clusters.

She knew that his daring was also because of her!

He raised his stiff hand and wiped her tears: "It's just this body, and it's worth more than anything else to me in exchange for your safety."

Her tears fell even more fiercely: "No, to me, you are very important...very important...so, don't think of yourself as 'just'!" She hardly dared to think, if At that time, if Aunt Haixin didn't rush over to rescue Jinyan and take him to the hospital in time, or if his nervous vomiting got worse, would she really have lost him forever?

Is it important?He only felt that the tears on his fingers were so hot that they almost burned his fingers.So, is she shedding these tears for him?
"Don't cry, Qiqi, don't cry anymore..." He murmured, her tears would make his heart ache, and it was even more unbearable for him than the nausea in his body.

"Be careful!" Her hands hugged him even harder, as if they wanted to integrate each other: "Don't bear it alone in the future, no matter what happens, we will bear it together, okay! "

"Together?" he murmured.

(End of this chapter)