Sir, he is paranoid

Chapter 495 The Pain Caused by Tears

His eyes suddenly stared at her face. Although the eyes in the phoenix eyes were still indifferent, Xia Qi found that he was at least a little focused. At least she could feel that he was "looking" at her.

"Sleep means doing things between husband and wife?" He asked, and the images of her and him on the bed in the bedroom flashed through his mind.But the emotions at this time, to him now, are just words. He only knows that he had such emotions at that time, but now he doesn't understand at all what it should be like Feel.

Xia Qi blinked, and a blush slowly climbed up her face. Well, most of the time before, the two of them slept together, which meant that, but now...

Shaking her head, Xia Qi said, "I'm pregnant with a baby in my belly, so we just 'sleep' on the same bed." She deliberately emphasized the word sleep.

His eyes fell on her abdomen, and he didn't speak for a long time.

There was another breath of silence in the air.Xia Qi licked her lips and took the initiative to break the silence, "Do you want to touch it?"

He remained silent, his eyes still fixed on her abdomen, like a stone sculpture, motionless and expressionless.

Even if he has all the memories, she is still more like a stranger to him now.Xia Qi thought for a while, then stretched out her hand actively, and her fingertips touched the back of Jun Jinyan's hand.

His expression didn't change, but his eyes moved from her abdomen to the junction of their hands.

Her hand slowly grabbed his right hand and pulled it toward her belly.The position of the abdomen is still very flat, and the body is less than 3 months old, and most people can't tell whether they are pregnant or not.

Jun Jinyan did not resist, but let Xia Qi put his hand on her abdomen.Through the fabric of the shirt, he could feel her body temperature. It was a very warm feeling that made him feel very comfortable. He even had an urge to keep his hands there.

Is this... also because he once loved her?And in her womb is their child... Jun Jinyan's eyes lowered slightly, feeling this completely unfamiliar touch to him.

At night, when she was lying on the bed, Xia Qi didn't feel sleepy, and beside her was Jun Jinyan curled up like a shrimp.He still likes this position when he sleeps, but before, if he fell asleep in this position, he would definitely squeeze into her arms, but now...

The lights in the room were turned off, but the moonlight through the curtains allowed her to see him faintly.

She looked at his collarbone exposed from his pajamas.The obvious clavicle, to the touch, has a skinny feeling.

Xia Qi's heart suddenly felt sour, and the next moment, she suddenly found that Jun Jinyan, who had been sleeping, had opened her eyes at some point.

She was embarrassed for a while, and thought for a while, "Is your wrist ready?" She remembered that when she woke up in a daze on the bridge, he seemed to be threatened by Xia Hao to break his own wrist .

"It's nothing serious." He replied lightly, as if his wrist is good or bad, it's not an important thing at all.

Xia Qi also thought of him stabbing his body with a knife on the bridge, blood dripping drop by drop along the tip of the knife...

"Can you let me see where the injury is?" The words just came out of my mouth.

What responded to her was silence in the darkness.

Just when Xia Qi thought she would not get any response, Jun Jinyan's body suddenly moved, got out of bed, and turned on the light in the room.

Immediately, the lights poured all over the place.

Xia Qi sat up in a daze, and saw Jun Jinyan unbuttoning his pajamas...

Now, although his body is still fair, but... very thin, so thin that she can clearly see where most of the bones of his body protrude when she looks at it like this.It seemed that there was only a thin layer of skin covering his body.

What made her feel even more distressed was the wounds on his body.Although the wound has now healed, it is still shocking.

The 19 wounds were the 19 stabs he stabbed at that time.

Xia Qi's nose felt sore, she got out of bed, and walked up to Jun Jinyan.Her trembling hands caressed his terribly thin body, stroking his wounds one by one.

Tears kept pouring out of her eye sockets, and she cried loudly.It's all her fault, it's her who made him like this!If she had been careful, if she hadn't been kidnapped by Xia Hao, he wouldn't have been hurt like this.

Her crying was so remorseful and painful.

He loves her, but because of this love, he is always scarred.She owed him so much, how much love should she use to make up for it!
She kept crying, choking, as if she was about to catch her breath.

And he, looking at her crying silently, felt a slight stabbing pain in his heart.Didn't he...have no feelings for her?Even when those pictures from memory came to his mind, he just seemed to be watching other people's affairs.Even when she shed tears in front of him when he first saw her during the day, didn't he feel anything?

(End of this chapter)