Sir, he is paranoid

Chapter 502 Is that so?
"Do you know shame! At this age, you still do such a thing!" Shen Yeding said bitterly, walked in front of Gu Meien, raised his hand and wanted to slap him.

"What, you want to hit me?" Gu Meien raised her chin and said, "Do you think I'm willing to be with Lao Jiang? If it wasn't for fear of Lao Jiang's uneasiness, he let the Jun family know something, would I need to do this?! "

Gu Meien has always been strong at home, Shen Yeding really couldn't bear to slap her with the look in her eyes.

He withdrew his hand a little cowardly, and he roared: "Even if you are afraid that he will leak the word, you can use other methods. Is it necessary to accompany him like this? What's more, you shouldn't have used that method to let Lao Jiang pick it up. Xia Qi's hematopoietic stem cells!"

"Oh, you're talking about me now. If you could get Xia Qi to recognize you back then, would I have had to go to such lengths? You're fine. You came to scold me when you knew Xia Qi was missing. What do you mean, I’m too cruel.” Gu Meien became more and more angry as she spoke, she didn’t feel the embarrassment of being caught in an adulterous relationship just now, instead, she blasphemed Shen Yeding: “Didn’t you keep saying that you only have one daughter, Qili? You want to recognize Xia Qi only because of Qi Li's illness, then Xia Qi is missing or dead, what do you mind!"

After Xia Qi disappeared, Shen Yeding even quarreled with Gu Meien because of this matter.But if the Jun family really found out about this matter, Shen Yeding would have no good fruit.So the quarrels are quarrels, but Shen Yeding still has to do the thing of wiping his buttocks.

Now that Gu Meien said this, Shen Yeding's chest was churning with anger, and suddenly he thought of his purpose of going home, so he took out the newspaper and threw the newspaper on Gu Meien: "Is it about Xia Hao? You did it?"

Gu Meien opened the newspaper, looked at the news about Xia Hao's death in the corner, and readily admitted: "I asked someone to do it."

"You—" Although he said that he had already had this kind of idea before, Shen Yeding couldn't help but gasped after hearing such an answer: "Do you know that you are hiring a murderer to kill someone? Find out, maybe you will be shot!"

Gu Meien curled her lips and said: "If Xia Hao is not killed, who knows if he will confess everything! When the time comes to let the Jun family know, our family will only die faster!"

Shen Yeding's face was cloudy and uncertain, staring at Gu Meien, he suddenly felt as if he didn't know the wife in front of him.

After being silent for a moment, Gu Meien took the initiative to show her kindness: "I did this for Qili's sake. Qili's operation went well, and now is the post-transplant care period. As long as Qili's body recovers, our family will return to the past. Like that."

Seeing that Shen Yeding hadn't spoken yet, Gu Meien paused, and then added: "There will be no next time between me and Lao Jiang. Yeding, the person I love will always be you. If I didn't love you, when you had nothing, I would Can I just marry you if I don't want anything?"

It's just these words that made Shen Yeding frown, and a hint of disgust rose in his heart.At the beginning, he married Gu Meien, of course, because of Gu Meien's family background.And after marrying Gu Meien, with the help of his father-in-law, his career has indeed been smooth sailing, but this does not mean that it is all thanks to his father-in-law that he can sit in this position.If he, Shen Yeding, had no ability, how could he be the deputy director of the Propaganda Department.

"Okay, I get it." Shen Ye decided: "Whatever you want to do in the future, discuss it with me."

After finishing speaking, he didn't look at Gu Meien's reaction, and walked out of this bedroom that he was very familiar with, but which almost suffocated him just now.

The moment he walked out of the bedroom, Shen Yeding felt that his breathing seemed to be easier, and Xia Mei's face actually appeared in his mind.

Xia Mei, the woman who once loved him wholeheartedly, the woman who told him with great joy that she was pregnant.If he had married Xia Mei at that time, what would it be like now?

Suddenly, Shen Yeding shook his head, laughing at his innocence.What's the point of thinking about it now?In any case, there is no going back to the past.The improvement of Jun Jinyan's situation is good news for the Jun family. Of course, the happiest person is none other than Xia Qi.Looking at Jun Jinyan's changes every day, she believes that as long as this continues, Jinyan will gradually get better, and the symptoms of autism will become lighter and lighter.

But when the two of them were alone, sometimes she couldn't help but want to kiss him.And he completely acquiesced in her behavior, and even later, he would take the initiative to kiss her.

At least...that's good performance, isn't it?
Xia Qi is happy to see this change in Jun Jinyan.

"You're recalling our past now, what kind of feeling is it, is it still the same as before, feeling like you're just watching a movie, but you can't get into it?" In the study, Xia Qi watched the educational movie about raising babies while Ask Jun Jinyan.

These days, when he is in the study at night, she will also nest in the study, or continue to draw her baby room ideas, or watch various baby books and educational videos, such as "How to Be a Good Baby" Mom", "What Your Baby Needs" and more...

When she asked this question, Jun Jinyan turned his head away from the computer screen. Although he was looking at her, it seemed that he was thinking about something through her.

After thinking for a while, he opened his mouth and said: "Some will feel, but some, it seems that there is something behind them, and they can't be broken no matter what."

"Which ones will feel?" Xia Qi asked curiously.

Jun Jinyan's gaze was fixed on her, making her suddenly a little nervous.Involuntarily holding her breath, she waited for his answer.

"When you kissed me and touched my body with your hands." A cold voice floated in the study.Xia Qi blinked and looked at Jun Jinyan's expressionless face, but there seemed to be something faintly flowing in those pitch-black phoenix eyes.

Standing up, she walked in front of him, lowered her head and kissed his forehead: "Is this the kiss?"

"En." He responded slightly, staring at her rosy lips: "There are other places." Like a child who doesn't know how to be satisfied.

Xia Qi was in a daze, as if she was looking at him before.Lowering her head again, her lips kissed his eyebrows, eyelids, nose, cheeks...

In memory, when he kissed her, did he feel the same way?So excited, so hungry, so... wanting more...

When the kiss was over, he panted heavily and looked at her flushed face, "Qiqi...I want you to love me." He exhaled like blue, with a mechanical voice mixed with hoarseness.

Xia Qi looked at Jun Jinyan in front of him, maybe she was silent for a long time, he suddenly said: "My body is much uglier, right?" scar.In his memory, he clearly remembered that she said that she liked him a little fatter.

When he forgot the feeling of loving her, did she no longer like him?Thinking of this, he suddenly felt an inexplicable panic.It was as if my heart had suddenly fallen into a bottomless abyss.

why?This flustered feeling, as if he had felt it before.And more than once!
I was so flustered, as if I was about to lose the whole world!He wants to grab something, but... he doesn't understand, what exactly is he trying to grab?

Suddenly, her voice rang in his ears, and her fingers gently stroked the scar on his body.

"How can you be ugly? To me, your body is beautiful, the most beautiful body I've ever seen." She said, lowering her head, and kissed the healed wounds on his chest.

The gentle kiss was like the most delicate comfort, caring for those wounds, calming his flustered and restless, telling him how much she loves him!
The heart is beating crazily.

"I sincerely say that I will not let you encounter this kind of thing again in the future, nor will I let you suffer from this pain again. I will protect myself very carefully, because I know that protecting me is protecting you! It doesn’t matter whether you still fall in love with me or not, no matter how long it takes you to find the feeling of being closed. Even if you can’t find it in your lifetime, even if you can’t return to the feeling of loving me in the first place, as long as you don’t tire of me, I will never leave your side."

She said with a slight smile, her smile was warm and fascinated him.In her mind, at this moment, she kept repeating what she said just now.Like a spell, as those words were repeated over and over again, those memories of being with her were constantly passing by in his mind, just like fast-forwarding in a movie... …

"Why...why..." He murmured and asked, "Even if I can't get back the feeling of loving you for the rest of my life, won't you leave my side?"

She raised her head slightly and stared at him softly: "Because I love you!" She said it so naturally.And her pupils were imprinted with his figure, only him...

boom!
In my mind, it seemed like something was gushing out.The pictures of those memories are constantly shattering, as if something has collapsed suddenly.It seems that something is constantly being filled...

Those fragments seemed to turn into a trickle, filling his whole mind, and then pouring into the limbs and bones of the body along the brain.

(End of this chapter)