Sir, he is paranoid

Chapter 537
After a long while, Jun Haixin finally spoke first: "What else do you want to say to me? I have already finished what I thought I should say."

Bai Zhuyun's body swayed slightly, yes, she has finished talking, when she was in that village, it was the first time she told him her true thoughts so frankly, or... it should be the last time .

She said she didn't hate him, but she didn't love him either.

Therefore, he is just an ordinary outsider to her, and he doesn't even have any other feelings.However, he couldn't be happy.

Rather than her being so indifferent to him, he would rather she hate him. Although her hatred will make him hurt, and when the pain is severe, he may even feel suffocated, but that at least means that he is in her affection , occupies a place.

Instead of like now, when she passed in front of him, she didn't even look at him more.

"How are you these days?" He asked in a low voice, his voice had a desolate hoarseness.

Jun Haixin pursed her lips slightly, trying to shake off Bai Zhuyun's hand, but the expression on his face and his voice made her feel unbearable.

Can't bear it...how strange that she actually used the word "can't bear" to Bai Zhuyun.

"I'm fine." She finally answered him.

"What about the child, did you trouble you?" He glanced at her belly, which was bigger than when she was in the village at that time, so big that he suddenly felt a little scared.Will her delivery go well?Seeing the nurse carrying out the baby just now and Xia Qi being pushed out of the delivery room, this feeling of fear suddenly spread to his whole body.

Her age... If there is any danger when giving birth...Suddenly, he began to hate himself, because he wanted to tie her up so much, so he designed her to become pregnant, but forgot to think about what she gave birth to... posed risks.

"He (she) is very obedient and doesn't bother me much." Jun Haixin replied.Strictly speaking, the baby in her womb didn't bother her much except for her limited mobility.

Only occasionally, she would suffer from insomnia, would inadvertently think of him, and think of the scenes between him and her over the years.She knew that although the child in her stomach did not bother her, her thoughts were not calm.

After hearing this, he fell silent again and did not speak, but he still did not let go of his hand, apparently not intending to let her go.

Jun Haixin twisted her wrist, but Bai Zhuyun clasped it even tighter.

"I... miss you very much." He said hoarsely: "I know, you may not think about me at all, and I also know that you have never loved me, but... even if it is sympathy, even if It's sympathy for me who has loved you for so many years, sympathy that I can't get your heart with all my efforts, Hai Xin, don't turn a blind eye to me, okay?"

The once high-spirited man who once said he never wanted a man with sympathy is now begging for even sympathy.

Jun Hai was stunned, was this still Bai Zhuyun, or the Bai Zhuyun she knew?
Or, she had never really understood him, never understood that he loved her, it went so deep.The words he said could be said to have completely put his dignity under her feet, and she could step on it with one foot, completely crushing his dignity.

"But what's the point of doing this?" Jun Hai thought, she didn't have a good life for a few years, and if this continued, he would be trapped deeper and deeper. Could it be that after she died, he really wanted him to die with her?
He smiled bitterly: "Maybe it doesn't make sense to you, but to me, it allows me to live."

Jun Haixin remained silent, because she no longer knew what to say.The words have been exhausted, and if I continue to say it, I will just repeat what I said before.

The corners of Bai Zhuyun's lips were filled with bitterness. He knew that he might never get the woman in front of him in his life, but he couldn't let go no matter what.

He clasped the fingers on her wrist, slowly moved down, and held her hand: "Hold your hand, and grow old with you." He said in a low voice: "Hai Xin, you are here, and I am right here." , You live one year, I live one year, you live one day, I live one day. Even if you don't love me, I will give you this life in this life. I just ask you, can I see you once in a while, Even..." He paused, "For the sake of the child." Now, the only thing that can move her is the child in her womb.

Jun Haixin still didn't speak, his eyelids drooped slightly, and his long eyelashes covered most of her phoenix eyes, which made him unable to see clearly what she was thinking at the moment.

At this moment, her skin was so white that there was a sense of transparency, and her expression was erratic, as if he was clearly holding her hand, but in fact he didn't grasp anything.

His hand couldn't help caressing her cheek, and the next moment, he hugged her into his arms.Because she was pregnant with a child, he didn't dare to hug her too tightly.But let her face be pressed tightly against his chest, truly feel her existence.

Jun Haixin struggled, wanting to leave Bai Zhuyun's embrace.

"Hai Xin, just let me hug you for a while, just for a while." He begged, his voice seemed so humble.

Her struggles gradually became smaller, and then she stayed quietly in his arms, the tip of her nose was full of his breath, her left ear was close to his chest, and she could easily hear him The heartbeat of the moment.

Jun Haixin didn't know why he let Bai Zhuyun hug her in such an intimate posture just because of Bai Zhuyun's words.Is it because she can't afford what he wants, so she can only make up for it in this way?
After an unknown amount of time, Jun Hai thought in his heart: "I should go back." She slightly broke away from his embrace.

But this time, following her wishes, he let go of his hand, watching her turn around like this, and watching her walk down the stairs carefully step by step.

When Jun Haixin walked downstairs, Jun Jinxiu was leaning on the stairs. When he saw her, he smiled slightly, came up to meet her, supported her and said, "Auntie, do you want to go directly to Jun's house?" ?”

"When passing the People's Square, stop the car, I want to buy some things for the baby." Jun Hai said in his heart.For some reason, she suddenly wanted to go for a while, to relax, maybe it was the meeting with Bai Zhuyun just now that made her mood messy, and suddenly felt very depressed.

"Okay." Jun Jinxiu agreed, took Jun Haixin into the car, and drove all the way to People's Square, but along the way, he didn't mention a word about Bai Zhuyun just now.

(End of this chapter)