Sir, he is paranoid

Chapter 95

It was pitch black, and the lights in the room were not turned on, but she could still feel that there should be someone beside her bed.

"...Jun Jinyan?" Xia Qi called hesitantly.

In the silent room, no one answered her.It was as if all of this was just her illusion.

Xia Qi sat up, stretched out her hand to touch it, but found nothing, so she simply turned over and got out of bed, intending to go to the switch to turn on the light.In the end, he only took a few steps, and his feet seemed to hit something.

Seeing that she was about to trip, an arm suddenly caught her waist, making her body stop and avoiding the fate of falling.

"Jun Jinyan?" Xia Qi asked again.

However, the owner of this hand did not answer her, but just supported her body to make her stand firm.

Xia Qi pursed her lips, then stretched out her hand suddenly, along the arm at the waist, groped for the other's shoulder, then the neck, and then... She stood on tiptoe and touched the other's face with her hand.

Her fingers followed the contours of his face, touching the eyebrows, eyes, bridge of nose... and lips!And he just stood quietly, letting her fingers caress every inch of his face.

It is your sincere words!This familiar touch, as well as breath, let her understand who is standing in front of her!

"Why didn't you make a sound?" Xia Qi put down her hand and asked.

In the dark, she couldn't see his expression clearly, but she could feel that he was looking at her.

After a while, when Xia Qi thought that Jun Jinyan would not answer, a cold voice suddenly sounded hoarse: "What do you want me to say?"

"How long are you going to keep me here?" she asked.

"Just after tonight." He replied, suddenly picked her up in the dark, and walked towards the bed.

When Xia Qi walked by herself just now, she fumbled slowly and almost fell down, but now Jun Jinyan was holding her and walking, but it can be described as a meteor in strides, and she walked to the bedside in just a few steps.

"Sleep well, I'll take you back to school tomorrow." As he spoke, he put her down and lifted the thin quilt to cover her body.

Feeling that Jun Jinyan seemed to be leaving, Xia Qi grabbed his wrist suddenly: "Wait! I think we need to have a good talk."

"No matter what we talk about, the result will not change. If you are really pregnant, we will get married, if not..." His voice paused, he leaned down suddenly, and his lips touched Xia Qi's: " I want you to marry me!"

She was stunned!Lips were burning but seemed cold.

"marry you?"

"Yes, Kiki, I want to marry you, you should be mine," he said.

"But I haven't..." Halfway through her words, she was completely blocked by his lips.He kissed her hard to stop her from continuing.

With his slender fingers inserted into her hair, he clasped the back of her head with his right hand, leaned into her ear and whispered: "Don't say anything."

She opened and closed her lips like a fish deprived of oxygen: "Jun Jinyan... Can't you respect me? I'm not your toy, I'm not what you want. If you say a word, I have to act accordingly! "

For the past three days, the oppression and aggrievedness of being locked up in the room, as well as the constant sense of uncertainty of not being able to control her own life, made Xia Qi explode all of a sudden.

Because in the dark, she couldn't see his face, so she said all the things that she didn't dare to say: "If you say dating, you must date. If you say you are not allowed to take contraceptive pills, I can't take them. Even if you said you want to get married, I can only get married?"

He pulled her into his arms suddenly: "I didn't treat you as a toy!" If it was really just a toy, he could easily destroy it, or find another one easily, so how could he have so many toys because of her? The fear, uneasiness, and...so deeply attached to him that he can't even explain it.

"But what you did was to treat me like a toy!" She clenched her hands into fists, beating his chest constantly, struggling to leave his embrace.But every time her body moved a little away, he would push her back into his arms again.

This went on and on until Xia Qi was so tired that she was out of breath and had no more strength to struggle.

"I didn't treat you as a toy! Never!" Jun Jinyan repeated this sentence word by word in Xia Qi's ear: "Qi Qi, don't reject me, I won't be able to bear it."

"So, I can't say no to you at all, can I?" she asked rhetorically.

His arms around her tightened again: "Yes, you can't." The cold voice pierced her eardrum like an ice pick.

"Unless I die, or—we die together," he said.

And at this moment, she suddenly felt a chill coming up from her back.

Perhaps because of his autism, his paranoia, with a kind of pathology, has always scared her.Even though his illness is cured now, this paranoia has not changed in the slightest.

She used to think that maybe dating her could slowly change this paranoia, but now, she was wondering if she was being too naive. In fact, his paranoia was not something she could easily change.Early the next morning, Jun Jinyan drove Xia Qi to school.Along the way, the car was quiet, and no one spoke.When the car arrived at the gate of K University, when Xia Qi opened the door and was about to get out of the car, Jun Jinyan suddenly reached out and grabbed Xia Qi: "Are you planning not to talk to me again?"

She bit her lip uncomfortably and said, "No!"

"Do you remember what you said to me when you were a child, any baby is a gift from God?" He said abruptly.

Xia Qi froze for a moment, then remembered after a while that she had indeed said this to him. It was when she was still in kindergarten. Because of her mother's explanation, she had to hang out with Jun Jinyan all day long. He also took it for granted that the prime minister occupied almost all of her time, and later she got annoyed, so she pushed him away very hard, and said loudly: "I don't like you, don't play with you anymore."

In the end, Jun Jinyan asked her pitifully, is it because he is sick that she doesn't like him?

At that time, from his mouth, she knew the name of this disease, called autism, and from the mouths of adults, she knew that people with this disease are unwilling to talk and play with other people, and she is That exception.

At that time, she suddenly felt a little sympathetic to him, so she specially comforted him and said: "Any baby is a gift from heaven and earth, this is what my mother said! Like me, although I don't have a daddy, I am a gift from heaven." Mommy's gift, even though you are sick, you must be a gift from God to your daddy and mommy."

(End of this chapter)