The host of the female supporting role's counterattack must not be blackened

Chapter 36 Fan Wai Ling Rui——Love is not like the original heart 2
For several days, Gu Zixi did not contact me.

I started to panic, started to doubt, all kinds of negative thoughts kept coming, I couldn't stop, even An Qianqian couldn't calm me down.

I decided to take the initiative to contact Gu Zixi.

Gu Zixi yelled at me for the first time, she said I don't love her.

Yes, I should not love you.

But Gu Zixi, you shouldn't say that.

As the birthday of Mr. Qi's family approached, I tested Gu Zixi again, but what Gu Zixi said made me feel cold all over for an instant.

I started to get anxious, and I didn't know how to deal with this anxiety, so I asked An Qianqian to leave for a while.

I know that An Qianqian will be sad, but I can't help it. I have to deal with Gu Zixi first. With An Qianqian around, I will panic inexplicably.

I finally waited for the birthday of Mr. Qi, and I was looking forward to Gu Zixi's appearance, but instead, the young master of the Qi family——Qi Yunchu came.

Qi Yunchu, a myth in S City, the heir of the Qi family, has stood at a height that others cannot reach in his life since he was born, but he spent two years abroad alone to create a business empire.

By Qi Yunchu's side, all my pride was shattered, and I even lacked the confidence to speak.

What happened next, I was completely powerless to resist, and I could only let reality pull me into hell.

It turns out that Gu Zixi was sent away by Qi Yunchu that night. It turns out that I'm really not that good at grasping people's hearts.It turns out that when you agree to get engaged, I will really feel happy. It turns out that the feeling of gaining and losing is so painful and so hopeless.

Looking at Gu Zixi's sad tears and pale face, I suddenly remembered how happy and happy I was when I saw her for the first time.

I felt a bit of pain in my heart, gradually the pain became so painful that I couldn't breathe, I didn't dare to look at Gu Zixi's face anymore, at that moment, I wished that there would be a crack in the ground and let me escape in.

Gu Zixi, I think I really regret it.

Unfortunately, if there is no if, it is a foregone conclusion between you and me.

Under the joint suppression of the Qi family and the Gu family, the Ling family quickly fell, which was ironic.

Generations of people have worked so hard to get a 'second-rate' Ling family, and it only takes a few days for it to decline.

I became nothing, but I didn't have the pain I imagined.

For a long time, the Ling family has been the shackles that I can't escape from. I can't be free, and neither can my heart.

I began to want to see Gu Zixi crazily. I wanted to tell her that it's not that I don't love her, I just dare not love her.

But I forgot how the Gu family let me see her, I was lucky that I didn't die at the hands of the three brothers of the Gu family.

And Qi Yunchu, that man who thinks like a devil, I hope he is really kind to Gu Zixi.

I gave up, I wanted to find a place to rest, and then I discovered that there is really retribution in the world.

To An Qianqian, I can't seem to be tolerant.

I didn't want to hurt her but I couldn't help myself, I ran away but called an ambulance for her.

The days of escaping were very hard, and even more so was the mental torture. Finally, I was caught.

Soon I gave up resisting, and for me now, it doesn't make any difference whether I do prison or not.

I didn't expect that it would be Gu Zixi who came to see me first.

Gu Zixi asked me, what kind of person would I love her more than myself, I really wanted to tell her, you are like this.

Yet she told me I wasn't worthy.

Yes, I don't deserve it.

I want to be free, I want to be the only manipulator, I don't want to lose my heart.

Gu Zixi, I really loved you, but unfortunately, I retreated cowardly.

Love is not as good as the original intention, and it cannot escape the secular human nature.

Gu Zixi, I hope that in the next life, you will never meet me again.

　First update today.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)