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Chapter 234 Late Night Conversation
Cheng Rui leaned on the pillow, looked at Hao Jiamei affectionately, and smiled, "There are a lot of things I want to say, but I have forgotten them all now."

Hao Jiamei chuckled and asked him, "Why did you sleep on the floor last night?"

"That's your bed. How could I go to bed without the master's permission? It's okay to just make do with the night on the ground." Cheng Rui said indifferently.

"Is there anything wrong? I have a fever." Hao Jiamei complained to him, "You know me too, I'm not such a fastidious person. I'm no stranger to you, so I don't think it's ok to sleep in my bed."

Cheng Rui knew another meaning in her words, which was not treating herself as an outsider.With a heartbeat, he reached out and grabbed her hand, wrapping it in his palm.

"Don't break away, just let me hold it for a while." Cheng Rui begged.

Hao Jiamei didn't move, she looked at his eyebrows, just like a few years ago.

"Jiamei..." Cheng Rui said slowly and softly, "I'm really afraid that this is a dream, a dream I had when I was sick. When you wake up from the dream, you will disappear."

"Have you dreamed about me before?" Hao Jiamei asked.

Cheng Rui smiled wryly, "Maybe I hurt you too much. You don't forgive me, and you never appeared in my dreams. You may not believe it when you tell me. During the days when you just left me, I Thinking about you is going crazy, just thinking about whether I can see you in my dreams. During those drowsy days, I never dreamed of you once. I always heard people say that Thinking about something, dreaming about it at night. But I miss you so much, but I can’t dream about you. I’m broken, uncomfortable, and extremely sad.”

Hao Jiamei sat there quietly listening to him, her mood fluctuated.

"What about you? Have you ever dreamed of me?" Cheng Rui asked her with expectation on his face.

Hao Jiamei said: "I have dreamed about it. I am the opposite of you. After I came to Haicheng, I would dream of you every now and then. This kind of life lasted until after I gave birth, and you have never been with me since then. Appeared in a dream."

"What are you dreaming about me?" Cheng Rui asked with a smile, "It must be something bad, right?"

Hao Jiamei glanced at him reproachfully, "I also know that you are a jerk, you are not good to me?" After finishing speaking, she still smiled and said, "It's nothing bad. The dreams I have are all about what happened when we were together before. .It’s a birthday, a meal, a little quarrel. One by one, the picture jumps, and it’s not complete.”

"Miss me? Even if I did a bastard thing, you will be heartbroken and go away. After all these years, have you ever missed me?" Cheng Rui asked seriously.

Hao Jiamei pinned her hair with her free hand, and smiled, "How can I not want to? I love someone with all my heart and soul, and after breaking up gracefully, how can I just forget about it? Especially after having a child , others can't see it, but I can. The eyebrows, the little hands and feet are exactly like you, like a replica, I think it's even more powerful."

Seeing that Hao Jiamei was a little excited, Cheng Rui gently rubbed the back of her hand a few times with the balls of his fingers.

"Why didn't you tell me about the child at the beginning? You actually ran with the ball? Thinking of this, apart from being angry, I feel distressed. It's a pity. I didn't accompany you and take care of you when you gave birth to such an important matter. Think about this I feel so depressed.”

Hao Jiamei looked at him with vicious eyes, and smiled mockingly, "Are you still ashamed to blame me? Are you ashamed to mention the past? At that time, who else did you see besides Xu? I was pregnant at that time." You can't see it, how many times have you slept in the same bed, and you don't feel anything unusual! When I think of this, I feel depressed and uncomfortable!"

Cheng Rui was taken aback by her words, then leaned forward, opened his arms and held her in his arms.The heat from her body was transmitted to her body through the thin shirt, and she even felt her body heat up.

"You scold me! Jiamei, scold me, vent all the unhappiness and resentment in your heart! I betrayed you, I shouldn't have said such stupid things. It's my fault!" Cheng Rui's head sank heavily Putting it on Hao Jiamei's shoulder, he tilted his neck and spoke into her ear.That hot breath made Hao Jiamei turn red all of a sudden.

She took a deep breath, shrugged her shoulders, and said angrily, "Get up! You eat my mother's tofu like an octopus, and your head is still so heavy!"

Cheng Rui put his arms around her body tightly, and shook her body shamelessly, "I can't get up. Taking advantage of illness, such good benefits are not in vain."

The implication is that I'm sick, you won't do anything to me.

Hao Jiamei didn't care about that, she pushed him hard and pushed him back.Covering him with the quilt, he warned him with a straight face, "If I'm not honest, I'll go back to my room and sleep."

Cheng Rui didn't dare to do it again, he nodded obediently, reached out but took her hand again.

"Then this welfare will continue, don't be so stingy." Cheng Rui said with a cheeky smile.

Hao Jiamei didn't bother with a sick patient, so she acquiesced.

Cheng Rui was satisfied in his heart, and a smile appeared on his face.My spirit has also improved a lot, and I am not as listless as before.

He continued: "Actually, I can understand you getting angry, breaking up, and running with the ball. The only thing I can't understand is why you want to find a stepfather for your child? Don't you never think that you will meet me again, and we will be reunited after a broken mirror?" ?”

Hao Jiamei laughed at herself and said, "Who would have thought about that at that time? You and Xu Jiamei were living and flying together at that time, and no one could stop you two love birds. Then I was still thinking stupidly here. Want to reunite with you? Am I stupid?"

With an embarrassed expression on his face, Cheng Rui said, "Then you can't find a stepfather for your child, can you? It's a shame for me to have my child take another man's surname!"

"Shame on your sister!" Hao Jiamei was so angry that she swears, "You need a birth certificate to have a child, and you need a marriage certificate to apply for a birth certificate. Where do you ask me, a single mother, to get a marriage certificate? If you can't get a birth certificate, the child will die." You can't get a registered permanent residence. Your son and daughter are black households, how happy are you?"

Cheng Rui pursed his lips.I said in my heart, I have never given birth to a child, how do I know these procedures?
"Then you haven't... thought about going back to find me?" Cheng Rui asked softly after a while.

Hao Jiamei lowered her head, staring at a certain corner in a daze.Have you thought about it?Of course I thought about it.When the child was born, seeing such a small person, so cute, I really wanted to call him immediately and let him see the fruits of the two of them.

But there are people in between.And at that time, she thought the two of them were already together.How could you be so cheeky to find him?She still has some self-esteem.

"What are you looking for?" Hao Jiamei said suddenly, "I thought about it later when you asked this question. I am actually very lucky. With Shaoqian's help, I didn't have any problems in life after giving birth. Stress and burden. He did a really good job, everything was arranged for me properly, and I didn’t have to worry about it. I just need to be a quiet mother who breastfeeds on time.”

Looking back on those days, Hao Jiamei respected Mo Shaoqian.No matter what you do, there is no big or small detail, and you are even more hands-on when dealing with your own affairs.What impressed me the most was that Mo Shaoqian was afraid that she would suffer from postpartum depression after giving birth, so he would spare some time every day to tell himself jokes and read to her funny jokes from the Internet.And this heart, not every man will have.

Hao Jiamei went on to say: "If my life is unsatisfactory and I fight alone, I have to take care of the children and earn money. I guess at that time, I may think, the children are yours too, why should I be alone?" You have to take responsibility for raising it so hard! However, fortunately, such a thing did not happen to me, and I did not abandon my self-esteem to find you and disturb your life."

Cheng Rui remained silent.He was actually thinking viciously at this moment, if you are really down and out at this time, and the child is almost unable to support, how good would it be?In that way, I can be close to you, help you, and make up for my inner debt.

"Jiamei," Cheng Rui called her, with a little more force in his hand, "I am very grateful to you for giving me such an excellent pair of children. I also thank you for raising them so well, healthy and polite. "

"Thank you, don't forget, they are also my children." Hao Jiamei interrupted Cheng Rui rudely.

Cheng Rui nodded and continued: "Jiamei, I love you. I have said this to you more than once after we met again. Moreover, I also feel that you still like me. But, now because of the child's The reason, you don't want to accept me. What I want to say is, but I will wait until the day you accept me. I don't want you to leave me again, never. I think our family of four can be together, never separate."

"Cheng Rui, I admit that I do still have feelings for you, and I still feel throbbing when I see you. I don't deny it." Hao Jiamei said honestly: "How to make the child accept this fact is indeed between us But have you thought about it? Apart from these, don’t we have other problems? Mutual trust, the feeling of worrying about gains and losses, how deep love is, aren’t all these problems that we should solve Did you face it?"

"Jiamei, I know that I have hurt you a lot, and you dare not move forward. But, you are always shrinking like this, how can you find true love? I used to be an asshole, but after such a long time The years have precipitated, and I have also grown up. I am no longer the domineering and idiot layman about love. How deep you say you love is indeed a problem. I have this confidence that you have not fallen in love with other men. You I only have the child in my heart. I understand what you mean, I'm afraid that I can't accept too much love for the child, right? You really don't have to worry about this, I am the child's own father, how can I compete with the child for favor? " Cheng Rui looked at Hao Jiamei with firm eyes, held her hand with both hands, and said to her solemnly and extremely seriously.

(End of this chapter)