Chapter 644 Huo Yuan (1)
Until his death, Huo Yuan couldn't let go of Su Wan, or in other words, he loved and hated her, and couldn't forget her.
He does like Su Wan, but it's not enough to say how much he loves Su Wan.
His feelings for Su Wan are very complicated.
If Su Wan had endured the humiliation back then and returned to him as a concubine, he might feel guilty towards Su Wan and love her even more, but there would be no more, and as time went by, his The guilt of her will definitely become less and less, and in the end, it will completely dissipate, leaving only the responsibility for the concubine's room.
At that time, Su Wan would be in his heart, probably no different from other concubines.
In Huo Yuan's heart, a wife is a wife, and a concubine is a concubine. If Su Wan becomes a concubine, he might not even give her the most basic respect. If so, how could he continue to like her?Even if he likes it, it's still a love for a plaything, just like he did for Aunt Yu back then, not even Aunt Wang.
At least Aunt Wang is his cousin, Mrs. Wang's niece.Based on this alone, he would give Aunt Wang a high look.What's more, the identity Huo Yuan prepared for Su Wan was still a lowly concubine who was born as a slave.
Huo Yuan was too confident in himself.He felt that he had done Su Wan very much by letting Su Wan come back with a different face.
After all, she made a mistake and was attacked at night in Zhuangzi in the suburbs. Although nothing happened in the end, her reputation was not good. Once word spread, not only her reputation would be damaged, but Changwuhou's mansion would also lose face.
What's more, Mrs. Tai insisted on making her "die of illness", and in order to give her name, he talked all kinds of things, and even angered Mrs. Tai repeatedly, so she let her go and asked Su Wan'er to change her identity and return to the Hou's Mansion.
Although this did wrong her, but in the end he saved his life, Huo Yuan felt that he was already very worthy of her.
At this time, he didn't think about Su Wan's thoughts at all, and thought that everything he did was for her own good, and Su Wan would never refuse.
At least, after Su Wan's accident, he still didn't dislike her and was still willing to have her, so she should be grateful to Dade, so how could she resist his kind arrangement?
Although she might feel sad, even sarcasm him, or fight with him, Huo Yuan knew that as long as she wanted to live, she would figure it out and accept the reality sooner or later.
After all, who else would want her but him?
Even if he divorced Su Wan, no one would dare to marry her because of her reputation and the prestige of the Marquis of Changwu.
He had disobeyed Mrs. Tai many times because of her, and he really didn't want to hurt his mother because of her anymore, so he could only temporarily wrong Su Wan.
But he never expected that when Madam Changwuhou's funeral was finished and she was confidently planning to take Su Wan back to her residence, Su Wan would disappear, or rather, she would run away without even staying behind. In a word.
How dare she do that?
Who gave her the courage to let her do this?
She is already "dead", has no identity, no guides, she can't even leave the capital.
From his point of view, her escape was nothing but a joke.
Huo Yuan was very angry, but more panicked.
Angry, because he thought that his kindness had turned into a donkey's liver and lungs, that his dignity as a husband had been provoked, and because of Su Wan's escape, he felt a little humiliated. He even thought that if he found Su Wan, he would definitely Teach her a lesson.
But his panic, unexpectedly, came violently, almost drowning his whole body. He couldn't even think calmly. There was only one thought in his mind, and that was to find Su Wan back. .
He must never let her leave him.
He had a feeling that if he couldn't find Su Wan, he would lose her completely, and even regret it for the rest of his life.
Although this feeling was absurd, even he himself didn't really believe it, but this kind of thought took root in his heart, so he couldn't ignore it no matter what.
And his body also honestly reflected his inner panic and thoughts.When he first heard the news, before he even had time to think about it, he had already rushed out of the Hou's mansion, frantically looking for Su Wan.
At this time, he has lost all calmness and reason.
He came to Zhuangzi where Su Wan lived, hoping that the news he heard was false, maybe the servants made a mistake, she was still waiting for him in this small courtyard, and when he saw her, she would still be there Gently call him "Lord Hou".
However, when he came to Zhuangzi in the suburbs, he found that all this was just his delusion.
The yard is still the same, but she has disappeared.
Not only did people disappear, but even her clothes and things were not left behind.
She left decisively and simply, without the slightest nostalgia, and completely broke up with him, making it too late for him to stay.
She is so cruel!
At this moment, his heart seemed to be empty all of a sudden, and even the strength in his body seemed to be drained in an instant.
Thinking of Su Wan's indifference and perfunctory treatment towards her during this period of time, he felt very uncomfortable.
Her performance was so obvious, why did he seem to be blind and didn't notice any clues!
No, it's not that I didn't notice it, it's just that I didn't take it to heart.
Because he is too confident in himself.
He was sure that the other party could not do without him.
Therefore, he took her alienation and indifference as she was playing petty sex with him and making trouble.It's not like she hasn't done this before.
When she figured it out, she would obediently accept her fate and return to him.
She has nowhere to go.
She should understand that there is no man in this world who will love her so much like him.
Even though he is a concubine, he won't wrong her, it's better than her running away from him, life and death are uncertain.
Women are dependent on men to survive.How would she live without him?
He thought she would understand this truth, but why is she so stupid?
Knowing that it is impossible to move an inch without him, she still wants to do this?
(End of this chapter)
Until his death, Huo Yuan couldn't let go of Su Wan, or in other words, he loved and hated her, and couldn't forget her.
He does like Su Wan, but it's not enough to say how much he loves Su Wan.
His feelings for Su Wan are very complicated.
If Su Wan had endured the humiliation back then and returned to him as a concubine, he might feel guilty towards Su Wan and love her even more, but there would be no more, and as time went by, his The guilt of her will definitely become less and less, and in the end, it will completely dissipate, leaving only the responsibility for the concubine's room.
At that time, Su Wan would be in his heart, probably no different from other concubines.
In Huo Yuan's heart, a wife is a wife, and a concubine is a concubine. If Su Wan becomes a concubine, he might not even give her the most basic respect. If so, how could he continue to like her?Even if he likes it, it's still a love for a plaything, just like he did for Aunt Yu back then, not even Aunt Wang.
At least Aunt Wang is his cousin, Mrs. Wang's niece.Based on this alone, he would give Aunt Wang a high look.What's more, the identity Huo Yuan prepared for Su Wan was still a lowly concubine who was born as a slave.
Huo Yuan was too confident in himself.He felt that he had done Su Wan very much by letting Su Wan come back with a different face.
After all, she made a mistake and was attacked at night in Zhuangzi in the suburbs. Although nothing happened in the end, her reputation was not good. Once word spread, not only her reputation would be damaged, but Changwuhou's mansion would also lose face.
What's more, Mrs. Tai insisted on making her "die of illness", and in order to give her name, he talked all kinds of things, and even angered Mrs. Tai repeatedly, so she let her go and asked Su Wan'er to change her identity and return to the Hou's Mansion.
Although this did wrong her, but in the end he saved his life, Huo Yuan felt that he was already very worthy of her.
At this time, he didn't think about Su Wan's thoughts at all, and thought that everything he did was for her own good, and Su Wan would never refuse.
At least, after Su Wan's accident, he still didn't dislike her and was still willing to have her, so she should be grateful to Dade, so how could she resist his kind arrangement?
Although she might feel sad, even sarcasm him, or fight with him, Huo Yuan knew that as long as she wanted to live, she would figure it out and accept the reality sooner or later.
After all, who else would want her but him?
Even if he divorced Su Wan, no one would dare to marry her because of her reputation and the prestige of the Marquis of Changwu.
He had disobeyed Mrs. Tai many times because of her, and he really didn't want to hurt his mother because of her anymore, so he could only temporarily wrong Su Wan.
But he never expected that when Madam Changwuhou's funeral was finished and she was confidently planning to take Su Wan back to her residence, Su Wan would disappear, or rather, she would run away without even staying behind. In a word.
How dare she do that?
Who gave her the courage to let her do this?
She is already "dead", has no identity, no guides, she can't even leave the capital.
From his point of view, her escape was nothing but a joke.
Huo Yuan was very angry, but more panicked.
Angry, because he thought that his kindness had turned into a donkey's liver and lungs, that his dignity as a husband had been provoked, and because of Su Wan's escape, he felt a little humiliated. He even thought that if he found Su Wan, he would definitely Teach her a lesson.
But his panic, unexpectedly, came violently, almost drowning his whole body. He couldn't even think calmly. There was only one thought in his mind, and that was to find Su Wan back. .
He must never let her leave him.
He had a feeling that if he couldn't find Su Wan, he would lose her completely, and even regret it for the rest of his life.
Although this feeling was absurd, even he himself didn't really believe it, but this kind of thought took root in his heart, so he couldn't ignore it no matter what.
And his body also honestly reflected his inner panic and thoughts.When he first heard the news, before he even had time to think about it, he had already rushed out of the Hou's mansion, frantically looking for Su Wan.
At this time, he has lost all calmness and reason.
He came to Zhuangzi where Su Wan lived, hoping that the news he heard was false, maybe the servants made a mistake, she was still waiting for him in this small courtyard, and when he saw her, she would still be there Gently call him "Lord Hou".
However, when he came to Zhuangzi in the suburbs, he found that all this was just his delusion.
The yard is still the same, but she has disappeared.
Not only did people disappear, but even her clothes and things were not left behind.
She left decisively and simply, without the slightest nostalgia, and completely broke up with him, making it too late for him to stay.
She is so cruel!
At this moment, his heart seemed to be empty all of a sudden, and even the strength in his body seemed to be drained in an instant.
Thinking of Su Wan's indifference and perfunctory treatment towards her during this period of time, he felt very uncomfortable.
Her performance was so obvious, why did he seem to be blind and didn't notice any clues!
No, it's not that I didn't notice it, it's just that I didn't take it to heart.
Because he is too confident in himself.
He was sure that the other party could not do without him.
Therefore, he took her alienation and indifference as she was playing petty sex with him and making trouble.It's not like she hasn't done this before.
When she figured it out, she would obediently accept her fate and return to him.
She has nowhere to go.
She should understand that there is no man in this world who will love her so much like him.
Even though he is a concubine, he won't wrong her, it's better than her running away from him, life and death are uncertain.
Women are dependent on men to survive.How would she live without him?
He thought she would understand this truth, but why is she so stupid?
Knowing that it is impossible to move an inch without him, she still wants to do this?
(End of this chapter)
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