Lady Changning

Chapter 186 I'll Pick You Up (1)

— two years later
Time has been moving in an orderly manner, and it seems that it has not slowed down because of losing someone. No wonder others say that time is the best medicine for wounds.

She has been sleeping in the ice coffin, and can often hear some people talking, although there are only a few people coming and going, complaining and complaining, in short, she feels that she will not speak out what they said unless she wakes up.

Especially that elder brother completely regarded her as someone to complain about, and at such an old age, he talked about trivial matters.

"Chang Ning, I've been with you for two years, and I still have feelings for you. Now I don't know whether to expect you to wake up or just fall asleep like this." The elder brother started his long speech again.

She wanted to see what this long-winded person had become now, but she couldn't open her heavy eyelids no matter what.Even after such a long time, her heart was still in pain.

Her mind began to become chaotic, and she had an indescribable feeling in her heart, but she also felt that she was a person without any feeling. This kind of contradiction made her more and more uneasy, and she felt like a dead person.

No feeling, no emotion, thinking of everything two years ago, she can't cry, and she doesn't know how to cry, she is not sad, and she doesn't know what it feels like to be sad, what's wrong with her?
Eldest brother suddenly heard a low moan in the ice coffin, like a dry throat, low and weak.Worried about Xi Changning's safety in his heart, he immediately stepped forward to check, only to find that the person who had been asleep for a long time was looking at him with wide eyes, just staring at him.

There was a trace of incomprehension in the eyes, but there was no emotion.Maybe Master was right, she woke up as a living dead without any emotion.

"Changning, what's wrong with you?"

After asking, the elder brother hurried out again and asked the little Taoist who was guarding outside to report to the master.

Although Xi Changning was fully awake, she didn't feel anything in her whole body, except for a little pain in her heart. I don't know if it was because her limbs hadn't sensed that she was awake and she was still asleep.

Daoist Tianxuan learned that Xi Changning woke up without delay, so he hurried over, and he sighed inwardly when he saw the way Xi Changning looked at him.

"Do you remember?"

"Master Dao, you once said whether you want to remove my memory, so that it may not be so painful, but I refused, not because I am not afraid of pain, but because I am afraid of forgetting."

But what's the use of her remembering now, she doesn't have any emotional feelings, even if she understands how much she loves Zi Mian, now thinking about that sweet feeling, she still doesn't have any.

Daoist Tianxuan shook his head, and even an accompanying elder brother also shook his head.

"I have nowhere to go. I don't know if the priest would mind if I stay."

Xi Changning is a special person, so after discussing with the people in the Taoist temple, even the elder brother who is mean on weekdays turned to her, so she stayed in the Taoist temple, but because her daughter was inconvenient, she was asked to adjust her body and continue to live back. down the mountain.

Eldest brother even made an exception and begged Taoist Tianxuan to accept a female disciple like her. Xi Changning was smart enough to see that she was not easy from the first time she quarreled with him.

Xi Changning just woke up and couldn't figure out too many things, probably because she no longer had emotion, and several little Taoist boys moved her to the Taoist temple.

I don't know who notified the people at the bottom of the mountain, but before Xi Changning could rest, someone broke in.

"Miss, are you okay?" It turned out to be Mingyu.

She was weeping, and Xuan Jing behind her was holding the child in great anxiety, and beside them was Guang.

I haven't seen him for two years, Guang has grown a lot taller and plump, not as skinny as before.

"Ma'am, you're finally awake."

Their faces more or less have a look that Xi Changning can't understand. To ordinary people, it's just the most ordinary love, but she can't understand it. She can think of many laughing days together in the past, but how can she Can't remember what it felt like.

"I can't feel it."

Xi Changning spit out these words anxiously.

Mingyu burst into tears, why did Miss suffer this crime?

Xuan Jing asked Guang to take Mingyu and the child out, and walked up to Xi Changning by himself, probably because she hadn't seen the sun for two years, her face was so pale that even tiny blood vessels could be seen clearly, and her body was thin as if she had left It's down to the bone.

"Changning, don't worry, Mingyu and I will take care of you."

Xi Changning smiled with difficulty, she couldn't feel emotion, even though she understood all of this.

"Zimian." She said with difficulty as if her throat was blocked.

"He is very good and has become a prince. But... he forgot everything, and Daoist Tianxuan didn't let us go to visit him. I haven't seen him for a long time."

Xi Changning smiled wryly, and said it several times, it's okay, it's okay.Maybe she was too tired, maybe she didn't get enough sleep, she fell asleep again.

Xuan Jing covered the quilt for Xi Changning, feeling very uncomfortable in his heart, and it was not worth it for her, but the words of Taoist Tianxuan were also good, since we started again, don't ruin another person.

If they can live in peace if they are not allowed to meet, then it is better that they do not know each other across several mountains.

Xi Changning and Guang lived together in Hengshan Village, the house was still the same as before, and even Mingyu and Xuanjing, who were worried about her, returned to the yard, but they couldn't be happy at all.

The only tacit agreement is to never mention anything about Huangfu Zimian.

Xi Changning seemed to live at the bottom of the mountain with peace of mind, and went to the mountain every day to look for the elder brother. No, it should be the master who studied medicine. Her body was not suitable for learning martial arts. In order to enrich herself, she chose medical skills.

Occasionally, Daoist Tianxuan would teach it in person. I don't know if he feels guilty about Xi Changning.

Such days lasted for a long time, so long that Xi Changning thought he could forget everything and silently accept the end of his life, but he came.

The originally small living room and yard were crowded with people. The majestic man in the seat hadn't seen him for many years, and when he met again, he was no longer gentle and gentle, but rather stern.

Huangfu Shenqian looked at Xi Changning with a lot of emotions, although she didn't know why her eyes were so indifferent, but he couldn't control his legs and stepped forward to embrace her.

"Chang Ning." This voice has been suppressed in his heart for too long, and now it seems that he has exhausted all his strength in shouting it out. He understands that he loves her so much that he can't let it go.

Xi Changning let him hug him. There may be news about the person in his heart beside this person, but how to speak?
"Chen and concubine see the emperor."

His body froze for a moment, and then he sent those around him back into the yard, making the crowded yard even more crowded, but Xuan Jing still refused to leave.

"You go out too." Xi Changning stepped forward to comfort him.

This made Xuan Jing feel relieved and took Mingyu to leave. When he left, he even took a look at Xi Changning. He felt that Xi Changning's absolute silence meant that something was going to happen. He hoped that she could choose the right path to go on.

"Changning, will you go back with me? I will definitely take good care of you."

"Okay, in what capacity are you going back?"

Xi Changning was expressionless, neither sad nor happy, as if all this was within her expectation.

On the other hand, Huangfu Shenqian was at a loss, what status, she was a crown princess, even if she followed Huangfu Zimian later, she was still a person with a bad reputation.It was impossible to take her back without an identity.

"I once asked you that if you wanted to keep me, it would be good to marry me, but it's a pity that you chose Xi Lingyan later."

Xi Changning mentioned this incident intentionally or unintentionally, as if he wanted to awaken some memory in his heart.

"Are you serious?" As long as Xi Changning can be retained, no matter what method is available.

Xi Changning didn't answer, she didn't understand why she said such a thing, she only had two thoughts, she wanted to meet Huangfu Zimian and take revenge before she died.

But she couldn't tell what kind of emotion it was, and she didn't even know why she did it. She knew that she had no emotion, but she didn't know that she had reached such a state of numbness.

"Really." Such words blurted out.

What's wrong with her?She was still in Huangfu Shenqian's arms, but she didn't feel anything. When talking about feelings, she only felt a dull pain in her heart when she thought of Huangfu Zimian.

Perhaps Huangfu Shenqian was too happy and didn't notice Xi Changning's difference at all. As long as he could get Xi Changning, this was what he always thought.

Xuan Jing knew about this and was the first to stand up against it.

"I don't care if it's because of Zimian or what, I don't agree with you going back to the capital, I'd better go back with him."

Xi Changning has already married Huangfu Zimian, that is husband and wife, now let Huangfu Shenqian give a title, and then go back to Beijing, who is he torturing?
"I'm not discussing with you, just telling you."

After hearing Xi Changning's words, if he didn't know why she was so ruthless, Xuan Jing would definitely jump on the spot.Even Mingyu felt that the young lady's change was unbelievable.

"You call Hong Xing out of the wall, and how long can your body last? You are looking for death!" Xuan Jing couldn't help but increase his tone.

Mingyu stepped forward to pull Xuan Jing, looked at Xi Changning, she was still expressionless, her face was always bloodless and her body could be blown away by a strong wind, even if her temperament became more cold , she still believes in Xi Changning.

"Husband, let the lady go. Although we all know it's not good, but the lady also has difficulties. She is also suffering, why should we force her to do whatever she wants to do with limited time."

"Why don't you even have a brain? Can she go to the capital with her body? Zimian doesn't know you anymore, maybe he has had other women in the past two years?"

Xi Changning's heart throbbed only when Huangfu Zimian was mentioned, but what she blurted out was.

"Since he has other women, does it make any difference who I marry?"

The words came out, but for some reason tears flowed down inexplicably. Is there really another woman?Why can't she feel sad?She raised her hand and wiped away her tears vigorously, but she still couldn't wipe them clean. In the end, she could only let it go.

Xuan Jing was at a loss for words, seeing Xi Changning's uncomfortable appearance was probably worse than dying, so why did they bother blocking her limited time?
(End of this chapter)