Return after the phoenix falls

Chapter 196 The Last Thing I Can Do For You (1)
"Are you crazy!" An Ran blushed, and rushed towards Shangguan Yun. Shangguan Yun hid the blood lotus behind his back with one hand, and grabbed An Ran's wrist tightly with the other, and said with a smile: "I'm not crazy, I'm not crazy, I just think that if I live in such a boring way, I will go crazy one day."

An Ran broke free from Shangguan Yun's wrist, and grabbed Shangguan Yun's collar tightly. Shangguan Yun was not crazy, but she was going crazy.She thought of Jian Jia, before Jian Jia's death, and Jian Jia's willingness. She never thought that Shangguan Yun was so affectionate towards herself.

She grabbed Shangguan Yun's collar tightly, but couldn't say anything, she just lowered her head and bit her lips, weeping tremblingly, Shangguan Yun didn't speak, he seemed a little happy, An Ran has always been concerned about her own existence. She just turned a blind eye to him, she remembered him saving her life at the foot of Tianshan Mountain back then, but she didn't want to owe others favors, she never knew what she wanted, but today, Shangguan Yun thought, she finally knew what she wanted.

"Shangguan Yun, you are really crazy."

"I know exactly what I am doing. As a subjugated person, I am homeless and wandering outside. My family and friends were all slaughtered ten years ago. Do you think, in this world, is there anyone who misses me? "

"Even if no one misses you, you don't have to!"

Shangguan Yun brought the blood lotus in front of him, the wound on his wrist pulse was still bleeding, he handed the blood lotus to An Ran, with a hint of sadness in his eyes: "I have lived like a walking dead for more than twenty years, instead of It’s better to have a good time and do something for you, so that you can live happily, and I will feel at ease.”

An Ran stumbled back a few steps, Luo Xue held her up, with tears in her eyes, she whispered in An Ran's ear: "Sister, the matter has come to this point, and it cannot be undone, how about..."

How could An Ran not know that this was the end of the matter and it was irreparable, but she looked at the blood lotus and the scar on Shangguan Yun's wrist, but it was so dazzling. When she rescued Shangguan Yun from prison that day, she said, There is no more debt, but now, she owes him again, a love that can never be repaid.

"From the beginning to the end, I have only loved one person. I used to be the son of the Shangguan family. I had a marriage contract with Princess Leng Yue since I was a child, but the relationship between me and her is only a marriage contract. She treats me like a brother, and I treat her. Like a sister, she has a heart of immortality, and when the two armies are at war, there is nothing wrong with her hurting you, and it is reasonable for you to kill her, but, An Ran, are you blaming me for keeping my mouth shut?"

An Ran didn't answer, Shangguan Yun's deep love was not for her, not only him, but also Gu Minglang, Jinxuan... It's not that An Ran didn't know what they did for her, but what could she do if she knew, she couldn't stop it? , and cannot be returned.

An Ran has not been back to Shengqing Mountain for many years. When she was in Diqiu, she was only thinking about revenge, and she completely forgot about Shengqing Mountain. Drop, put those hatreds behind her, she stood on the edge of the cliff of Shengqing Mountain, looking at the floating clouds flying thousands of miles into the sky, her heart was peaceful.

Perhaps only after experiencing so many catastrophes and catastrophes, did he realize it.

An Ran's heart was clear.

What is hatred of the country and family, full of ambitions, what is sacrificed for the country, died in the battlefield, what is the beauty of the harem, and the emperor's favor.In the end, it's just a handful of yellow sand to bury the dead.If you are lucky, your name will be left in the pen of the historian, and it will last forever. If you are unlucky, you will die without a whole body, and you will leave a bad reputation for thousands of years.

She looked at the rising sun in the distance, lifted her skirt, straightened her hair, and adjusted her hair accessories. She hadn't seen Jinxuan for a few days, and she wanted to see him today, but she just She was about to turn around, but she was hugged tightly by a strong force, and that warm body seemed to be still trembling, leading her away from the edge of the cliff.

(End of this chapter)