Return after the phoenix falls

Chapter 198: It's hard to forget each other in the rivers and lakes (1)
That day finally came. An Ran saw with his own eyes that Shangguan Yun's blood was full of blood, all of which were greedily sucked by the blood lotus. Shangguan Yun was dying, and seeing An Ran's tears shed for himself, he said with a smile: "I did it for you." Everything, this tear is all returned to me, An Ran, maybe you don’t know, all I want in my life is that you can move me, and I can keep a place in your heart. Do you know, I don’t want to be the next Jian Jia , I don't want you to be indifferent to me after death, that's the scariest thing. I can't help you in the future, you have to live well..."

An Ran couldn't hold Shangguan Yun's limply hanging hand, she looked at his pale face, and suddenly remembered the day when they met for the first time at the foot of Tianshan Mountain.

"Today, Master Ben is in a good mood, so I will save your life, you know? Master Ben rarely asks others to owe me favors. You are really lucky to meet Master Ben. But, remember, this life is for Pay it back, otherwise, you will have to bear my debt for life after life. You must remember my name, my name is Shangguan Yun."

"Okay, I must remember, otherwise I will be haunted by you for life and life."

"What's your name."

"Fu Anran."

An Ran's eyes gradually blurred, and she couldn't see his appearance clearly. What she recalled in her mind was the proud and flamboyant boy ten years ago. He was dressed in brocade clothes, with a white jade crown and hair, and he was walking with a horse, smiling lightly at the corner of his mouth. The eyes are gentle and full of affection.

It's a pity that a passionate person meets a ruthless person, and it is embarrassing to end up like this.

It was supposed to be a great time, but he was willing to waste his years for one person, wasted his years, and gave up his life.

An Ran felt that he was not worth it, not worth it for himself, wasting his brilliant life, he could have made a name for himself, he could stand out, he could be a praised son, but in the end he died in this holy mountain, no one It can be seen.

She once dreamed of getting the blood lotus in her hand, but now it is so hot. This little blood lotus claimed so many lives and devoured so much flesh and blood, and in the end it could only save one person.

An Ran put her eyes on Jin Xuan, got up staggeringly, like a puppet walking dead, ground the blood lotus into powder, and fed it to Jin Xuan to swallow.

She let Luoxue and Lingluo leave, and stayed here quietly.

The night was getting dark, she was leaning against the boulder under Jinxuan alone, she couldn't hear a word, she just vaguely heard that Shangguan Yun was buried in the pear blossom forest at the foot of the mountain, and also heard that there were officers and soldiers from the brigade Stationed at the foot of Shengqing Mountain.

She just heard it, but didn't listen to it, she just sat there with her eyes blank.

After a long time, when even the rising sun was about to rise, Jin Xuan, who had been sleeping for several months, gradually opened his eyes. He looked around, held his forehead, felt a splitting headache, and used his hands to cover the scattered spots on him. With the sunlight on his body, he lowered his head and saw An Ran who was speechless. He was exhausted all over, turned over and sat beside An Ran, panting, and before he could speak, he only heard An Ran speak dryly, without a trace of emotion.

"Brother, why did you save me back then? You clearly knew that Master gave me a life, but I almost overturned the entire country of Anguo. I have a life, why?"

"I grew up with you. I don't know how you behave. I know you didn't do it on purpose. You have a kind heart and you won't be blinded by hatred. You have to make up for what you did wrong."

"But... I still hurt a lot of people." An Ran's eyes were weeping, she was reborn again and again, but her heart ached again and again, she clenched her fists tightly: "I don't want to, brother, I really don't want to, I don't want to let If anyone dies, even Jinyu, I just want him to repent for the big mistakes he made."

(End of this chapter)