Return after the phoenix falls

Chapter 83 The Empress Dowager Returns to the Palace (2)
Aunt Wei was speechless when she heard the words, looked at Emperor Jin's gloomy eyes, shook her head, and sighed: "Your Majesty, you still understand, since you understand, you should know that the Queen Mother will not see you, you should go back today, wait, It's also in vain."

"aunt!"

"Come back, Your Majesty, don't force the Queen Mother any more. These years, do you really think she still has the courage to face you?" Aunt Wei interrupted coldly, her expression a little annoyed.

Emperor Jin felt a little pain in his heart, looking at Aunt Wei's slightly angry face, his heart seemed to be sinking infinitely, resentful in his heart, he knelt down hard, and knelt upright in the middle of the hall.

"Your Majesty, what are you doing?" Aunt Wei asked with a frown as she stood aside.

Emperor Jin calmly said: "Auntie Wei, please go in and report to my mother. If my mother does not see me, I will kneel here until my mother comes out to see me."

Aunt Wei sighed inwardly, bowed her head and said, "Why bother, Your Majesty."

"Because I have already lost too much, I don't want to lose the Queen Mother again." Emperor Jin looked straight ahead without ripples.

After thinking for a long time, Aunt Wei said slowly, "Then servant girl, please go in and report to the Queen Mother."

Aunt Wei served the Queen Mother since she was a child, and she followed the Queen Mother all the way. She also understood all the unspeakable secrets. Regarding the estrangement between the Queen Mother and Emperor Jin, she, like the Queen Mother, could not forgive Jin. Emperor, no matter what Jindi's purpose comes from, if you can't forgive, you can't forgive!

Time passed bit by bit, even the setting sun was sinking, Jindi was still the only one in the hall, he could no longer feel the slight pain from his knee, and all that flashed in his mind was the unforgivable thing thing!
It's not that Jindi himself doesn't understand, it's impossible for his mother to accept and forgive himself again, but he can't lose his mother again!It's impossible anyway!

Emperor Jin lowered his hands, clutching the golden edge of the dragon robe tightly, like a drowning man clutching at the last straw, and as if afraid of losing something precious, his expression was tense and terrified.

Empress, in this life, what should I do to make you forgive me?

There was a slight sound of footsteps, and Emperor Jin heard it early in the morning. Looking in the direction of the sound, Aunt Wei helped a woman out of the inner hall slowly.

Seeing this, Emperor Jin was stunned, like a thunderclap, his mind went blank, he even forgot to breathe, forgot everything!Suddenly, he fell to the ground and burst into tears.

The person that Aunt Wei was supporting was gray-haired, with a dull face and many wrinkles, his eyes were cloudy and lifeless, vaguely judging from the blurred facial features, this person should be a rare beauty when he was young.

The person being supported by Aunt Wei is the Queen Mother of Anguo!Emperor Jin's biological mother was only forty years old, and she was as old as a dying old man.

The queen mother did not look at Emperor Jin, lowered her eyes, and was supported by Aunt Wei to sit on the main seat in the hall, turning a deaf ear to Emperor Jin who was crying bitterly in the hall.

"Mother, why does the mother torture herself like this? All this is done by the sons and has nothing to do with the mother!" Emperor Jin cried and wailed, but the queen mother was not moved at all.

Emperor Jin's mournful voice resounded throughout the hall, and after a while, the queen mother turned her eyes, looked at Emperor Jin below, and said gently: "What is the emperor looking for from Ai's family? If you have nothing to do, go back, Ai's family." I'm tired and want to rest."

Emperor Jin got up, sobbed and came to the Empress Dowager, knelt down on his knees, held the wrinkled hands of the Empress Dowager, and said nothing for a long time.

"Mother, son is wrong, can mother forgive son?" A sentence was finally uttered, with deep regret.

The Empress Dowager's expression did not change, she just said dumbly: "The emperor is wrong? What is the emperor's mistake? The emperor is right in everything, how could the emperor be wrong? You are the wise and mighty Emperor Jin. Your words and any of your decisions are all right. Wrong! Blame me, blame me for wanting to enter the emperor's house, it's all my fault!"

"How embarrassing is the mother's words, and all of them are the son's decision. At the beginning, the son's decision was too hasty. After abandoning the mother, it was the son's fault that made the mother feel so sad. Now, the son has regretted it. The son-in-law knows his mistake, can the queen mother forgive the son-in-law?"

Only then did the Queen Mother look at Emperor Jin who was kneeling on one side, slowly and forcefully withdrew the hand that was held tightly by Emperor Jin, caressed Emperor Jin's young face, and said sadly: "You know, they also As young as you, they are my last beliefs, Your Majesty, you are the Emperor, my own son, why do you let me suffer this inhuman pain, suffering every day? You know, these hundreds of thousands Day and night, how much hatred do I have in my heart?"

The Empress Dowager gestured downwards and grabbed Emperor Jin's neck, but she didn't use any strength, she just looked at him with pity, and said word by word: "Your Majesty, in this life, you have to taste my suffering."

(End of this chapter)