Wonderful doctor and pretty peasant girl

Chapter 747 I Don't Need It Anymore

Did he recognize the wrong person?
This is the little girl he has missed for several years, this is the little girl he wants to give up and change to be free to be with her for the rest of his life, can he admit the wrong person?

Suddenly Leng Jingyuan trembled, and he closed his eyes in pain: "Ya'er, I know, I know I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you mother and son. The past can't be brought back, but I won't say sorry again, I can only use my Everything to spoil and love you, to make up for my sins."

Pet her love her?

If it wasn't for his love and favor back then, would she have to suffer so many years of suffering?
Gu Qingya said coldly: "I don't need it anymore!"

Seeing the coldness of the person in his arms, Leng Jingyuan sighed deeply when the stranger hurriedly approached: "Bad girl, my bad girl, what should I do so that you can recognize me? I never thought about getting married, it's because of you, you little idiot, who ruined my persistence for more than ten years, and my whole life was ruined by you, a cruel little girl..."

The deep sigh and helplessness made Gu Qingya's heart ache.

Forgive him, Gu Qingya knew she couldn't do it.

She and him are no longer the little stupid girl and Er Lengzi in Gao Shizhen.

At that time, she could love desperately and never regret it.

But now, she has too many involvements, besides love, she has more family affection...

"Ya'er, God treats me so unfairly. Let you stand in front of my eyes, but let me not recognize you! When I can recognize you, you will no longer appear in front of my eyes. You know that when I wake up The moment I thought of you when I came here, I wanted to run to Gaoshi Town and tell you: Wife, I’m back..."

The low statement poured into my heart like a trickle of water, but the broken heart still couldn't be repaired.

Leng Jingyuan only knew that he wanted to say: "When I got there, I learned that you were gone. I spent five months in the eight provinces and two cities in the east like crazy, and turned them all around... It's ridiculous, When I woke up, I forgot the years when God let us meet again, and even more ridiculous things, I forgot to find this capital... You bad girl, how can I punish you in my whole life?"

"Ya'er, give me a chance, I didn't see Deng Deng being born, nor did I see him babbling, so let me watch him grow up?"

Leng Jingyuan, who could not get an answer, did not give up, he knew very well what kind of personality his little girl had.

This seemingly indifferent but kind-hearted little girl, no matter how much she ignored him, Leng Jingyuan knew that he would never let her go.

A drop of tears fell into Gu Qingya's collar, but she was not moved, she just stood upright like an icicle.

"Are you done?"

Leng Jingyuan, who was heartbroken, was startled when he heard this unemotional question: "Ya'er..."

Gu Qingya's eyes were ice-like and her voice was frost-like: "General Leng, if you finish speaking, you may leave."

This voice was like a sharp knife piercing Leng Jingyuan's heart, and it was even more like thunder hitting the head. While his whole body was cold, it deepened his guilt.How deep did he hurt his little girl?Only one lifetime is enough to atone for sin?

Leng Jingyuan put his face on the top of his head in his arms, closed his eyes gently and vomited slowly: "Ya'er, no matter how much you hate, no matter how cold you are, in front of you, I will never say no." over."

"Since you can't finish talking, then there's no need to talk about it."

"No, if I don't say it, it will kill me! I must say it, otherwise I won't be able to see it..."

Gu Qingya closed her eyes, since he wanted to speak, let him speak, anyway, no matter what he said, she couldn't hear her.

"Ya'er, I know I didn't do well, I know I broke your heart, and I deserve death. But what I want to tell you is that I forget you not because I don't remember you, but because I forget you too much. I miss you so much, God will test me like this. I have done what I did back then, but in that unavoidable situation, the only things I can do for you are these...

How severe the situation was back then, I don’t say you should understand, the reason why I left those money is just because I don’t want you to be forced by life.No matter where I am, I just want you to have a good life.Later, I acted in that scene because I was afraid.Firstly, I am afraid that my identity will be exposed and implicate you, and secondly, I am afraid... I will die or I will make your life hard...

In the last battle, I didn't necessarily have to go, but I wanted to, because I only need to be promoted two more levels, and I can be free, and as long as I don't die, I can stay with you for the rest of my life.But who knows... Ya'er, do you know how desperate I was when I woke up and ran to Gaoshi Town, and found out that you had left?

After returning to the inn from my fourth aunt's house that day, I didn't sleep all night. I kept thinking that when I found my little girl, should I kiss her hard or spank her hard?I miss you for many years and I want to hug you and kiss you, but when I think of you running around in this turbulent age, I want to beat you up again, but I know it's useless to do anything, the only big thing is to find you...

As he spoke, Leng Jingyuan's voice was a little choked and hoarse.

But the body in his arms was still stiff, and Leng Jingyuan's heart became more and more painful with it.

What a lively temper his little girl used to be, but now she hurt him so abruptly.

Closing his eyes, Leng Jingyuan pressed his face tightly against that icy face, obviously wanting to coax her well, but he found that what he said was completely opposite...

"You are a bad girl, why don't you wait for me there? In this life, how can I punish you to make up for the days I lost with you? I will never allow you to stay three steps away from me in this life, and I will not When I should see you, I can't see you at that moment, I want to lock you in the house, love you in the dark..."

No matter how Leng Jingyuan confides, Gu Qingya stubbornly bites her lips and doesn't make a sound, as if an old monk is in meditation.

No matter how touching Leng Jingyuan's words were, Gu Qingya knew that she would never love again.

It's not that she doesn't want to love, but that she finds that she really doesn't have the ability to love, let alone the courage to love a man.

Now, she really wasn't just her anymore, and he wasn't just him anymore.

She didn't have the courage to go forward as before, and he was not that commoner Qiu Er was stunned.

Although the Qiu family is not a good person, the virtue of the Leng family has deeply hurt her self-esteem.

He said to let her wait for him in Gaoshi Town?

Hehe, Gu Qingya laughed when she heard these two words.

Why should she wait for him! ?

Just relying on a false identity and Li Shu given by him, she just waited for him foolishly?

Just relying on him to buy her with silver and wait for him?
How low is she?

He didn't forget anything, but he forgot her?
What did he say that he missed her so much that he was tested by God, that he was lying to her like a child?
What does all this mean?
It shows that he loves himself, but he doesn't love him to the bone!
If it's not an unforgettable love, how can it stand the toss of time and man-made?

(End of this chapter)