Wonderful doctor and pretty peasant girl

Chapter 831 Xi Chengyi's Confusion
It has been many days since I saw Xi Chengyi again, Gu Qingya saw that he still looked confused, and felt a little guilty: "Chengyi..."

After thinking for so many days, Xi Chengyi's mind seemed to go back to the past, filtering his interactions with Gu Qingya and Mo Susu over the years one by one.

However, he still couldn't figure out who he really liked.

If he said he didn't like Mo Susu, Xi Chengyi immediately denied it in his heart.

In the past three years, although he has treated Mo Susu as his younger sister, he knows in his heart that he loves her smiling face and lively personality very much.

If it is said that he only likes the person who wrote the book, why does his heart feel happy when he thinks of the laughing and feasting woman in front of him?
Seeing Gu Qingya's guilty face at this time, Xi Chengyi forced a smile at her: "Xiaoya, don't feel sorry for me, I did everything willingly, and it has nothing to do with you. Is Susu here today? I want to find Xiaoya Girl talk."

Well, she is not a judge about this kind of emotional matter, and he will only understand it if he sorts it out by himself.

"Susu should write essays in her room, wait a while, I'll have someone bring Xinxin out."

"Thank you, Xiaoya."

"Susu, did you really like me?"

Looking at Xi Chengyi with a silly face, thinking of his own youth and frivolity, Mo Susu smiled: "Second Brother Xi, don't say such cold jokes. You, who are so wise and mighty, actually say this, I really think that You are actually a ****!"

Xi Chengyi knew that he shouldn't ask such a question, it was really stupid to ask such a question, but his head was really dizzy, after thinking about it for a few days, he still couldn't figure it out.

He felt that he obviously liked Gu Qingya, and when he learned that Leng Jingyuan was actually Deng Deng's biological father, he felt the despair in his heart that could not be described in words.

That glamorous and noble woman turned out to be someone else's wife in the future, he felt really uncomfortable.

But at this time, Gu Qingya told him that Wu Yingfeng was someone else, Xi Chengyi couldn't believe it at all.

How could Dancing in the Wind be someone else?
The manuscript was obviously given by her, and the engraved and printed method she took out, how could it be someone else?
Xi Chengyi's intuition is that Gu Qingya is lying to him, because she doesn't love him and is afraid that he will embarrass her.

But when Gu Qingya took out the original manuscript, and the elegant handwriting was completely different from Gu Qingya's usual cursive handwriting, Xi Chengyi was dumbfounded for several days.

These days, he locked himself in his study and kept thinking quietly. He obviously likes Gu Qingya, so how could he like this author?

But his admiration and love for Gu Qingya was indeed caused by those books, he couldn't deny it.

Xi Chengyi really couldn't bear the blow, he felt like his dream was broken, which made him at a loss.

Gu Qingya talked to him a lot that day, talking about Mo Susu's personality, Mo Susu's talent, Mo Susu's pride, Mo Susu's kindness, and even said that this little girl liked him. Shock turned into reality.

Xi Chengyi's heart was too confused: he really didn't know whether he liked Gu Qingya, a woman who was as pure and pure as a white orchid, or the heroic, sometimes delicate, sometimes tricky little girl who was dancing in the wind.

But looking at the little girl in front of him who was as normal as ever, Xi Chengyi denied again: Did Mo Susu really like him?This doesn't seem like it.

Thinking of those little girls who like him in my own home, which of them didn't look shy when they saw him?

But the little girl in front of her eyes didn't have that obsessive feeling in her eyes at all.

But at the same time of doubt, Xi Chengyi suddenly felt a surge of fear. The fear was that Susu would never like him again, but that he would lose a cute and lovely little sister: "Susu, can you listen to me?" Two sentences?"

Although Mo Susu can't be as cold and decisive as Gu Qingya, but when it comes to love, she has never been a procrastination person.

The relationship between her parents in her previous life deeply affected her, because her mother loved her father too much, so her mother suffered all her life...

Now that she was past that feverish period, being in love would not give her happiness.

If she has this fate, she will find someone she loves and marry.

If you don't have this fate, if you must marry someone, then finding someone she loves is worse than finding someone who loves her to marry.

Knowing what she wanted, and knowing that this man only cared about her for her brother and sister, Mo Susu, who had made up her mind to let go, would really not change her mind: "Second Brother Xi, don't say anything. Yes, I used to really like you, but the past is over, and now I regard you as my own brother.

I have let go now, and I also hope that you can let go too, and don't be disturbed by some messy things.Believe me, there is a woman in your life, not me or Xiaoya. "

Destiny woman?

After hearing this, Xi Chengyi was in a daze. Since he was 13 years old, he has been fighting for his future.

The biological mother is just a concubine, even if she is a noble concubine, even if she is the childhood sweetheart of her parents, but because she does not have a noble background, she can only be a concubine.

Just like him, he can write poems at seven steps and fight tigers at eight years old, but no matter how talented he is, he is still a bastard in the eyes of others, even if those two sons are worthless.

In order to allow himself to live with dignity, and to make his father look at him differently, Xi Chengyi knew what he had lost and what he had gained in these years.

But he was at a loss at this time. After living for more than twenty years, it turned out that he was so confused that he couldn't even tell who the person he loved was.

"Susu, listen to me..."

"No need for anything, Second Brother Xi, I know you are very confused, you don't know who you really like. I know what you want to say, and I also know that you will not use me as anyone's substitute. You Think carefully about what kind of person you want in your life and what kind of life you want."

The person Xi Chengyi really likes is not her, maybe her sister, maybe that pseudonym, maybe neither of them.

But she can be sure that it is definitely not her, Mo Susu herself.

"Susu...I won't be this kind of person. In my heart, you are my own sister..."

That's good!
As long as he doesn't regard himself as an unavailable substitute, Mo Susu will appreciate Xi Chengyi as always: "Second brother Xi, Susu was born as a commoner, it is luck to recognize a person in a high position as an elder brother, my sister, I would like to thank you first." pass!"

Xi Chengyi felt very bitter in his heart: "Susu, can you analyze it for me? Am I really confused?"

Mo Susu smiled: "Second brother Xi, the authorities are obsessed with the onlookers, since they are brothers and sisters, I'll tell the truth, don't worry about it. I think the person you love should be a combination of me and Qingya, not her, let alone me .”

The person he loves is a composite of two such excellent women, that is to say, the person he loves is a dream?
Is there such a woman in this world?

In fact, he doesn't have such high demands. The woman he loves should be a woman who can be implanted in his heart...

God has given him such an oolong, could it be that God has already doomed him to be lonely all his life?

Sitting in the gazebo, Xi Chengyi's eyes stared straight...

(End of this chapter)