Your Majesty's Charming Concubine

Chapter 642 There is no turning back
Thinking of the dispute with Yuan'er yesterday, she felt a throbbing pain in her heart.

She closed her eyes, and there was moisture in her eyes.

"Mother..."

Suddenly, a childish voice came to my ears.

Shangguan Xiuyan suddenly opened her eyes, and saw Xiao Rongqi walked in at some time, standing in front of the bed, looking up at her with her small face.

"Mother, are you feeling better?" Xiao Rongqi looked at her worriedly.

Seeing the child's innocent and clear eyes, Shangguan Xiuyan felt a great pain in her heart, and the guilt buried in her heart for a long time seemed to drown her.

Finally, the tide in the eyes gathered into tears, rushing out from the corners of the eyes.

Her Qier...

She suddenly lifted the quilt, stepped on the ground barefoot, and hugged the little person in front of her tightly, her voice choked up uncontrollably, "Qi'er..."

Xiao Rongqi could hear the choking in her voice, her beautiful eyebrows frowned slightly, she raised her hand, patted Shangguan Xiuyan's back, and comforted her in a low voice: "Mother, don't be sad, as long as you drink the medicine , your body will get better."

Shangguan Xiuyan really wanted to cry loudly, but she couldn't, she didn't want to frighten the child in her arms, so she could only cry silently in a corner that Xiao Rongqi couldn't see.

Why is her Qi'er so sensible?

It only made her guilt and pain worse.

Nanny Lan, who had been following behind Xiao Rongqi, sighed silently, and handed a clean handkerchief to Shangguan Xiuyan.

Shangguan Xiuyan glanced at her, took it over, wiped off the embarrassment on her face, and then let go of Xiao Rongqi.

She touched Xiao Rongqi's hair, her eyes were full of love and pity.

"Princess Ninth, you go outside to play for a while, the slave will report to the Queen Mother." Nurse Lan suddenly said.

Xiao Rongqi looked at Shangguan Xiuyan, saw her nodded, and said obediently: "Okay."

Watching her go out, the two people in the hall looked at each other, and they both saw the color of pity in each other's eyes.

Shangguan Xiuyan, with her hair loose, was sitting on the edge of the bed, completely devastated.

After Sister Lan sighed, she stepped forward and hugged Shangguan Xiuyan into her arms.

"If you want to cry, just cry..." Sister Lan's voice was soft.

Shangguan Xiuyan leaned in her arms, her heart was full of bitterness, but Sister Lan's embrace made her cold heart feel warm.

Sister Lan is her nanny, and to her, she is equivalent to a mother-like existence.

She was raised by Nanny Lan. When she entered the palace, Nanny Lan also followed her to take care of her. Later, she gave birth to Qi'er, so she sent the nanny beside her to take care of Qi'er.

Leaning in Lan Nanny's arms, she was helpless, and her heart that could not be realized, she felt a little more at ease, she closed her eyes, and said bitterly: "Nurse, did I do something wrong?"

Sister Lan gently patted her back, "Wrong or right, it's a foregone conclusion, you can only look forward and keep walking."

Shangguan Xiuyan felt sad in her heart, yes, she chose the path herself, when Qi'er was born, from the moment she picked up the scissors, she had no turning back.

If she hadn't done that back then, Yuan'er would have been in danger and wouldn't be able to come back. At that time, she really had no choice...

But both are her children...

"Nurse, things have leaked out." Shangguan Xiuyan restrained her emotions, and when she withdrew from Nurse Lan's arms, she had already recovered her composure.

Sister Lan was taken aback when she heard the words, and her eyes became anxious, "It's so secretive, how could it be leaked? Who knew it?"

(End of this chapter)