delicious farm girl

Chapter 443 All Selfish People
"No!" Su Ran shook her head immediately, "I clearly promised her aunt that she would not be allowed to go on this path again. Besides, don't you think it's selfish of you to do so?"

"I know, but for you, I would rather be selfish for once." Li Er said in a deep voice, "Besides, this is what she asked for, which shows that she is willing in her heart. In this case, we just take what we need, what's the point?" Can't?"

Su Ran pursed her lips and remained silent.

The man immediately grabbed her shoulders. "This incident will not happen if you stop it, you should know it in your heart."

"Of course I know." Su Ran said in a low voice.

However, instead of letting her stop her now, she was asked to reach out and push her, but she found that she still couldn't do it.Wu Xiangu's miserable fate is still vivid in her mind until now, for such a beautiful girl as Sister Yue...she is not willing to let her go on such a road.

Seeing this, Li Er immediately turned around and left.

Su Ran quickly grabbed him. "What are you going to do?"

Li Er said nothing.

Su Ran asked. "Are you going to find Sister Yue?"

"I know you can't bear it, so I will do this villain. If her aunt wants to take revenge, let her take revenge on me." Li Er then spoke.

"Forget it!" Su Ran suddenly sighed, "Let me go!"

Li Er looked down at her.Su Ran twitched the corner of her mouth: "Since the matter is closely related to me, how could I escape? You are right, in fact, I also hope that Sister Yue can know more things in my heart, so that she can protect me by my side .The things I told you just now are just some sanctimonious rhetoric I deliberately tried to cover up."

"It's human nature for you to think this way. People are selfish." Li Er whispered, and he grabbed her hand instead, "In that case, let's go together. If God really punishes me, then let It punished us together. Even if we go to the eighteenth floor of hell after death, then we will go down together, at least we have a companion."

Su Ran suddenly couldn't help laughing.

It was obviously such a serious topic, but now that he talked about it like this, it seemed to change the taste.

She shook her head helplessly. "Forget it, let's leave it at that! I'm not a good person, and neither are you. Sister Yue... She's just a child who wants to follow her heart. Her aunt has passed away, and she will spend her days on her own Let's go, I can't keep trying to stop her all the time. Since she thinks so, let her do it! It just so happens that this ending is what I want. "

Why!She thought she was barely a good person.But now in the face of life and death, she realizes that she is really a villain through and through.At least she was too embarrassed to show this selfish thought to others.

"However, let's forget about today. Let's wait for another two days! At least we have to wait until Sister Yue has recovered. By the way, give her some time to think about it. If she still doesn't change her mind by then, let's do what she said." Wish." Su Ran said softly.

In this way, at any rate, the guilt and self-blame in her heart can be slightly relieved.

"Okay." Li Er nodded immediately.

So he didn't go out, just washed up briefly, then came back, and hugged Su Ran into his arms again.

Su Ran felt uncomfortable all over. "What are you doing?"

"Don't move, let me hug you. You are terrified today." The man said.

Su Ran paused, and sure enough she didn't move anymore.

She snuggled into the man's arms obediently, and then said softly: "Actually, as early as the first time I saw this seventh lady, I noticed something was wrong—I was afraid of her. Although I couldn't figure out why, but The moment I saw her, my mind went blank, and then slowly returned to normal.

"You didn't tell me about this." Li Er's voice was gloomy, and he was blaming her.

Su Ran laughed dryly. "At that time, the palace was having a banquet, and I was so busy that I was dizzy. Then Brother Shi came again. When you talked about the past, your spirits were high and low at one time. How dare I interrupt you? Afterwards, you were all drunk. Pulling me to talk non-stop, I was even less in the mood to talk to you. Then the next day, when I thought about the situation at that time, I felt like a dream. I almost thought it was just a momentary illusion of mine, so I simply I didn’t say anything. But who knows, when I saw Eight Girls and Nine Girls again today, I immediately relived the feeling at that time!”

"After that, just don't associate with them anymore." Li Er said immediately.

"How can I do that? This will really make them suspicious." Su Ran shook her head quickly, "I'm fine. Besides, isn't there Sister Yue by my side?"

"But they are full of tricks."

"But the normal relationship with Princess Jingyi can't be broken! Now, she is considered the most honorable person in the capital we have met. I managed to win her over, and this relationship must be maintained." Su Ran whispered.

"It's broken, and it's not impossible to find a way to develop other things." Li Er said.

"But I don't want to break it!" Su Ran shook her head.

The man has a meal.Su Ran slowly rested her head on his shoulder. "I understand what you mean. Don't worry, I will not have too many contacts with them in the future. At least, as long as they come to me, I will definitely bring Sister Yue."

"En." She had already conceded to this point, and Li Er couldn't say anything more, so he could only reluctantly nod his head.

In the next few days, Sister Yue's body slowly recuperated.Then, she took the initiative to come to Su Ran and asked Su Ran to agree to do what she wanted to do.

Seeing that she had made up her mind, Su Ran agreed.

At the same time, after staying in the capital for more than half a month, Liu Jin and his wife finally bid farewell to Li Er and the others. The couple returned to the Hou Mansion with the two beauties.

At this time, the time is approaching the end of the year again, and another year is coming.

The time just entered the twelfth lunar month, and the wind was howling in the capital, and it snowed several times.

Silver silk charcoal was lit in the Wangfu, and the butler was busy cleaning up, and preparing New Year gifts for each household, and each household also sent gifts to the Wangfu one after another.These gift lists must be seen by Su Ran first, and Su Ran is naturally busy.

There are more than 100 people in the palace, and everyone is working together to prepare for the new year.Outside, the streets and alleys in the capital city are also filled with the atmosphere of the New Year, which is much more lively than Wushan Village!

However, Su Ran felt that the excitement was so unreal.

"It seems that there are many people in the palace now, but I don't feel much joy. Thinking about it, at this time of the year, we were all preparing to boil maltose, make glutinous rice cakes, and make fried rice at home, and the pigs had to kill bacon. , and a banquet for slaughtering pigs... This year, almost every household in the village has raised pigs, and they have all agreed with me to invite me to their homes to eat fresh pork!" Thinking about their family gathering every year When they were happily preparing for the new year's goods together, Su Ran felt that the pictures were like a world away.

Speaking of which, this was the first New Year she didn't spend with her mother and younger brothers after she got married!

It's no wonder that she felt so empty in her heart.

Li Er pursed his lips.

"The New Year gift for the family should have been delivered." He said in a deep voice.

"Well. I just don't know if I can still receive a letter from my mother a year ago-I really want to hear my mother say a few words to me again!" Su Ran closed her eyes.

In the past few months, she has read every letter from Mrs. Huang back and forth countless times, especially those letters before which have been torn apart!However, how can a few pieces of letter paper relieve her homesickness?

If it wasn't for the great pain that Li Er was carrying, and the increasingly confusing and strange things about her, she really wanted to drop everything in front of her and go home and forget it!
Of course Li Er understood what she was thinking.But now he can only rub her shoulders: "At least our family is still together."

"Yeah, now I can only comfort myself like this." Su Ran nodded slightly.

However, as Princess Zhenxi, and now in the capital, she could not stay at the palace to prepare the New Year's Eve dinner with the children on New Year's Eve, but had to enter the palace to pay New Year's greetings to the queen before returning home.When she heard the news, her mood became very bad.

And Li Er, as the left commander of the imperial guards, couldn't even go home for the New Year's Eve dinner. He had to take people to garrison around the palace.

"That's even more boring!" Su Ran couldn't help complaining.

"It's okay, it's only in the afternoon, and you can come back after paying New Year's greetings to the queen. I have also discussed with Commander You, I will be on duty during the day, and it will be his turn at night. At night, our family will be able to reunite. "Li Er could only persuade her like this.

Su Ran pursed her lips. "I see. It's just... I still hate it here!"

Since coming here, she feels that she is not like herself anymore, which is a bad feeling.

"I hate it too." Li Er nodded.

(End of this chapter)