box of hearts

Chapter 254
Qi She pressed a few fingers over to seal Qingtian's unfinished words. The bush of thorns still surrounded his heart. He sat silently for a while, looking for a way out, and finding a heartfelt sentence from the pain that pierced his heart: " Qingtian, I told you that that little girl was worthless to me at all. Yes, when I was young, I was indeed like a miser. From the most vile and obscene child molester, I want everything that can be put on the bed. But when I get off the bed—in fact, it’s the same on the bed. The body is theirs, and mine is mine. After all, this is the matter of the body. I am the only one in my body, like squatting in a circle. No one else can come in, and I can’t get out. The possessor The more I do, the more I feel alone and alone. But when you take off my clothes, it's like, you take off my skin too, and I'm all with you Melted together, it was, it was—"

Qi She hesitated a little, as if searching for a precise word.Words are like messengers from another world, coming through whose mouth:

"Being one."

He and she said this sentence at the same time, Qingtian's voice was choked up, and his tears were raised lazily.Qi She stared at her, "Look, you fully understand what I'm talking about." He lowered his eyebrows, his voice was deep and empty, "Youth and body, I want as much as I want, but no matter how fresh youth is, how can I please you?" I, I am only one person. Only when I am pleasing each other with you, can I really be with another person in this world where I can only come naked and walk alone. Take a 15-year-old skin and exchange it with me You are taking a sheepskin and exchanging miracles with me."

During the long silence, they looked at each other, and the silence grew like years.Forget about the beds that were shaken by their connected bodies, and how each one finally cracked open to reveal the door.On the other side of the door, people die and come back to life, disintegrate and reunite, there is no difference between you and me, there is no difference, there is full of Tao and reincarnation, they use each other's bodies, with the most blatant obscenity, to open the door to the highest place .

Qi She held up Qingtian's hands and put them deeply into his palms, "Qingtian, in my heart, you are better than everything in this world. All along, how good I am to myself, I can only treat you better. If I If I hurt you and take revenge on you, then I treat myself the same way. If you don’t understand how cruel I am to myself, just think about how I was lying on the hospital bed half a month ago. I was sick, very sick. I almost died! At that time, I was a patient and a lunatic, but now I’m getting better, and I hope you can get better too. The over-the-mouth medicine is simmering on the outer medicine pot, what more medicine do you need? , tell me. Relief, confession, vows? What else? I can just sit next to your bed and talk for three days and three nights, and say all the three-life vows I can think of to make you feel at ease, but no matter how beautiful the words are , is nothing more than a rhetoric. Well, there is a way to show my sincerity—" He moved closer to her, very close, and whispered a few words in her ear.

Qingtian's cheeks turned red again, stained with a little bit of tears, like a pink lotus rising from the waves, "I'm going to die, and I will say anything shameless."

Qi She warmed her face with both hands, just in a picky gesture, "Honestly, I'm going all out, there is no such shop in this village." Without allowing the other party to argue further, he had already bent over his upper body .

Qingtian is still free to say something in the man's mouth, but her body can't lie, her body tells him and herself the only truth in this world: dizziness, stupor, madness, hunger and thirst , water, lots and lots of water; her tears welled up, from her eyes, from the depths of her legs.He walked affectionately and fiercely in every part of her that had been deserted for a long time, skin, eyelashes, cochlea, toes... everything around her suddenly disintegrated, and there was nothing left, only this bottled body on her body. Clinging to him like a gangster, suspended in a world of mortals, blue sea, idiotic clouds and rain.He lifted her up on the 36-weight Daluotian, and then let her fall on a turbulent chest.

Qingtian fainted in Qi She's arms, like a survivor who had been drifting at sea for days and nights and was washed up on the island by the sea, and fell headfirst into the warm sand.

14.
The next day, Qingtian moved back to the bedroom from Baosu Pavilion to recuperate from his illness. The two of them shared the same bed as before, and the night was warm and beautiful.By mid-November, Qingtian recovered from his serious illness, and talked and laughed during the day, but his heart palpitations did not heal for a long time.After taking doses of sedative medicine, although I no longer suffer from insomnia, and sleep very deeply with the help of the medicine, but there are always nightmares that can't go away. From time to time, Qi She is dazed and hears the startled crying by the pillow, He couldn't wake up even when he called, so he had to hold him in his arms and pat him slowly: "Don't be afraid, little girl, it's a dream, it's okay, I'm here." Several times, when he woke up, he found that Qingtian, who was sleeping, was tightly clutching his pajamas. The hem of her clothes was so tight that he had to separate her ten fingers one by one to get free.He knew that Qingtian had suffered from a heart disease due to too much sadness in the previous period, and he couldn't help being filled with pity and guilt.

The new wind is getting tighter every day, and the twelfth lunar month is Qingtian's birthday. Although she repeatedly pleads to avoid the celebration on the grounds of "it is inevitable", Qi She is very firm, and must be "big and lively".With this order, the steward of the Beifu worked extraordinarily hard and spared no expense in materials, even made flowers and leaves of apricot, willow and other spring and summer trees in the mansion with grass, silk, etc. to stick them on the branches, and they were all beaming with joy.On the second day of junior high school, the sheng and reeds were played together, the gongs and drums were played together, and the operas were performed in turn on the stage.There is another rope theater set up outside the porch of the hall. There are tall three-prong wooden frames at both ends and a long rope in the middle. A group of Miao girls who paid tribute from western Guangdong walked around on the rope, laughing at the same time. Singing, that kind of wonderful performance is more fresh than the hall with famous actors and actresses, which makes people admire again and again.Such a prosperous and honorable pet, who would not join in?Compared with the old years, there are more but not fewer married women offering gifts and kowtows to Empress Duan.Qingtian responded with a smile, nothing to worry about.

When the wine was half full, suddenly dozens of middle officials dressed in men's clothes, each holding a plate or a box, or holding or holding them, filed in from outside the hall.The leader was Zhou Dun, with a smile in his eyes, he raised his body and said:

"Uncle Regent's special gift, to congratulate the mother's joy. Every year today, every year!"

But I saw that the congratulatory gifts included everything from clothes, skirts and jewelry to writing and calligraphy: a pair of black fox, a white fox, a dyed mink, a Japanese sword, and an otter, all kinds of fashionable Xingong satin, new Suzhou embroidery materials, Two Canaan incense inlaid with gemstones and phoenixes, two gold inlaid stones, pine and bamboo hairpins for longevity, a pair of golden blessing and longevity face hairpins, a pair of golden bat bergamot face hairpins, a pair of gold bat chimes and double happiness face hairpins, and dragon and phoenix flower hairpins, There are white pearl flower trees, small hairpins, rings, jade bracelets, etc. There are also three gold and jade ruyi handles, three gilded coral inlaid double peach ruyi handles, three famous hand scrolls, three rolls of Korean paper...the winding and gorgeous, innumerable.In the end, four people carried it into a coral tree with a mahogany base. It is red in color, with shining branches, and it is more than ten feet high, which can be described as rare.

The officials and family members present were in an uproar, and they all put on smiling faces to congratulate and admire. There were many good words such as "the empress is very happy", "the empress is so lucky", "the empress is blessed and wise", and so on. Whispering whispers:
"This is getting better and better."

"Whether it's a birthday or a whole birthday, it's not surprising that we make such a fuss every year. It's just that the prince regent never showed up in the past, but now he doesn't even care about the last bit of decency."

"Duan's family has served the prince for many years, everyone knows it, but he has no name or distinction, how can he honor his birthday so clearly?"

"Hmph, for her, the lord has done a lot of special things. Just say that these years, Hui Hui did not put it in Beijing to celebrate his own birthday, but put it in Huairou Jingjizhuang, isn't it just to be called Duan's family?" Attend together?"

"What's that called attendance? It's just that she is huddled in the attic by the stage alone, and she doesn't dare to show her face. Isn't she just a mouse who can't see the light?"

"Even if it's a mouse, it's still a big mouse! Look at the rewards, it really makes people's eyeballs pop out. There's no place to buy that coral alone with gold and silver."

"I counted them in secret, and there are 33 gifts in total, which coincide with Duan's 33-year-old life expectancy, and they have a unique idea."

"If you make an outer room like this, where can you put the decent ladies in the palace?"

"Hurry up and stop talking about the ones in the palace. I think that the second concubine, Mrs. Zhan, can still talk to the prince every now and then. For the others, the prince will think that they are dead."

"Tsk tsk, I don't know what kind of secret technique Duan's has. He fell out of favor twice and regained favor twice. There are so many young beauties in the world, but the prince is so determined to be subdued by such an old lady."

"Hey, the thousand-year-old mouse spirit is naturally enchanting."

"Hee hee, but you're bluffing people with these grotesque things. They're nothing more than flattery in a kiln. How can we good women get a glimpse of it?"

"You should also restrain yourself. Although there are gongs and drums in the sky, after all, there are ears in the walls, so you can be heard by Madam Duan's people carefully."

"What empress? Just calling her for nothing, she has really become an empress? Who sealed it? Where is the book treasure? I just don't believe that if the prince ascends the throne and proclaims himself emperor, he can really promote this noble concubine?"

"Shh-"

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(End of this chapter)