Fat Niang makes a fortune in farming

Chapter 417: No way
Bai Yuchen could see and feel Meng Kejun's guilt and sadness.

It is precisely because he can feel it that he will not feel too sad in his heart, and feel that it is worthwhile for him to do so much for her.

"Bai Yuchen...Thank you for doing so much for me..."

Thinking of what he had done silently for her, Meng Kejun's heart ached in pain, and she didn't know how to open her mouth to persuade him to give up on herself.

"But it's not worth it at all for me who is hard-hearted compared to you."

Sometimes thinking of Bai Yuchen, Meng Kejun felt so guilty that he even wished that he had never met Bai Yuchen.

In this way, he will not fall into this forever hopeless relationship.

She loves him.

Meng Kejun has never cared so much for someone in her life, no, not only in this life, but also in her previous life, she has never cared so much for someone, even a man.

"Meng Ke-jun...Meng Ke-jun..."

Bai Yuchen put down the teacup in his hand, and he couldn't help murmuring Meng Kejun's name several times in his mouth.

This time, the one who talked to him was no longer the cold air, nor the phantom that appeared in his drunkenness, but the real Meng Kejun himself.

The originally bitter taste of the tea in the teacup suddenly became sweet after seeing Meng Kejun's face full of guilt and distressed eyes.

With her guilt and distress, Bai Yuchen felt that everything he did was worth it.

"Meng Ke-jun, as I said before, I like you, I am willing to pay for you, and I am willing to do these things for you. It is all my business and has nothing to do with you at all."

"But I don't deserve what you do for me at all."

If I can give him a response, it's okay for him to do so many things and pay so much in silence, but Meng Kejun can be sure that it is impossible for Bai Yuchen to get any response in his life.

"Bai Yuchen, let go! Really, I don't deserve you to do so much!"

"Meng Ke-jun!"

As soon as Meng Kejun finished speaking, Bai Yuchen spoke hastily.

The long and narrow phoenix pupils stared closely at Meng Kejun's eyes.

The expression on his face was a mixture of helplessness and despair.

"If you can let it go, why should I be so distressed? Why should I be so tightly entangled?"

Speaking of this, a pale and bitter smile flashed across Bai Yuchen's handsome face.

Picking up the teapot, Bai Yuchen refilled the empty teacup in front of him.

He didn't drink, but went directly to the window of the tea house.

Standing here and looking out, you can just see the boats moored on the river bank.

Among the many boats, Bai Yuchen saw Meng Kejun's cruise ship with the flag of Fengyu Garden at a glance.

The thoughts in his mind stayed on the night before he decided to leave.

That night, he was waiting on the river bank and on the cruise ship.

"I waited on the cruise ship all night, and you invited me. I have never been so happy. Although I can roughly guess what you are going to say to me, I still can't hide my excitement."

Thinking of the scene at that time, Bai Yuchen can empathize with him now, and feel the same excitement.

"So I stood at the bow of the boat and waited foolishly, from the sun until it went down, then until the moon rose, and then until the moon disappeared and the sun came out."

Bai Yuchen's voice became smaller and lighter, but his breathing became heavier and heavier, and his heart became tighter and tighter.

"The sky is getting brighter, and my heart is getting colder."

Taking a deep breath, the slightly cool air is like a sharp knife at this moment, cutting his bloody past one by one.

"I clearly know that in this life, it is impossible for me and you, and it will never be possible! No matter how long I wait, no matter what I do for you, it is impossible for me and you."

The autumn wind gently lifted Bai Yuchen's hair, just covering the loss and sadness on his face.

Although she couldn't see the expression on his face clearly at the moment, Meng Kejun could still feel it clearly, and her heart tightened accordingly.

"Sorry! I missed my appointment that night."

She didn't explain that she missed the appointment because she was busy with Mrs. Li and Xianghe Building. She missed the appointment because she didn't keep her promise, and it had nothing to do with whether she was busy or not.

"At the moment when my heart became completely cold, I swear, I must remove you from my life, I must forget you, and I must let you go."

At that time, what he said was so swearing, even to show his determination, he sailed away on the spot, not even taking Xiao An, who was always close to him.

Having said that, another bitter smile crossed Bai Yuchen's face.

"I made such a vow, and I acted so decisively, but when the boat sailed halfway, I clearly realized again..."

"..."

Meng Kejun immediately became nervous. How much she hoped that Bai Yuchen would leave as he said, and then forget about herself decisively, and never have any extra feelings for herself from now on.

"Forget you, let go of you, as long as I, Bai Yuchen, am still alive, I can't do it!"

Bai Yuchen's voice softly slid into Meng Kejun's ears along with the autumn wind, and then slowly slid into her heart. Meng Kejun's heart was suddenly tightened into a ball, as if there was an invisible A huge hand clutched her heart tightly.

She soon knew clearly that this hand was none other than Bai Yuchen.

"It's not that I haven't tried hard, and it's not that I haven't tried, but I just can't do it."

Bai Yuchen turned his head, and his dark eyes met Meng Kejun's.

The extreme helplessness and entanglement in his eyes made Meng Kejun dare not take a second look.

"That night, when you jumped off the cruise ship to save me regardless of the danger of your life, I have already lived for you in this life."

At that moment, Meng Kejun gave him a new life, and he promised in his heart to give her a happy future.

"But, I'm not worth it!"

"On the cruise ship that night, if it wasn't Bai Yuchen and you who jumped into the river, Mancang or Chen Huanzhang, I would have jumped, and I wouldn't have any hesitation!"

"It's not worth it for you to do so much for my life-saving behavior that has no special meaning at all."

Meng Kejun still wanted to wake Bai Yuchen up, and he didn't want him to be so obsessed with obsession. For himself, he would only miss his own life and his own happiness.

However, unexpectedly, Bai Yuchen, who was standing in front of the window sill, laughed even harder.

He raised his head and laughed loudly, but even though he laughed loudly, he still couldn't hide the helplessness and bitterness on his face.

"I know! I know all of this!"

(End of this chapter)