Fat Niang makes a fortune in farming

Chapter 468 Hate Me
Thinking of Meng Kejun being so worried about him, and thinking that Xilian would not even marry anyone because of him, Bai Yuchen also felt extremely uncomfortable.

"It's such a cold day, and it's the busiest time when the cruise ship just opened, why do you still have time to go hunting in the mountains?"

Bai Yuchen said this sentence not in a questioning tone, but in a questioning tone.

Reminiscent of Meng Kejun being burned last time, Bai Yuchen's heart immediately felt angry.

Dong Qingfeng vowed to himself that he would protect her with his life, but what he saw was that Meng Kejun was by his side, always getting hurt again and again.

His swearing words now seemed like nonsense to himself.But what he didn't understand was why Meng Kejun was so smart, why he still didn't want to leave him, and why Xilian would never forget Dong Qingfeng like this.

Faced with Bai Yuchen's questioning, Dong Qingfeng felt uncomfortable. Thinking of Meng Kejun busying himself on the cruise ship alone, while he could only go up the mountain to attend to his own affairs, he felt very guilty.

"Ke Jun and I have made an agreement. She is busy on a cruise, and I go hunting in the mountains. The weather is not good and things are not easy to hunt, so the price of hunting will be higher. We do this to let the whole family have a good time together. Year."

In front of Bai Yuchen, he could only explain in this way, and he absolutely couldn't say anything about his life experience and the real purpose of going up the mountain.

Hearing that Dong Qingfeng had made an agreement with Meng Kejun, Bai Yuchen didn't know what to say. Meng Kejun was so assertive, she must have already thought about it in her heart to agree, and she didn't care what others said. Nothing can be changed.

Thinking of this, Bai Yuchen became even more angry.

"Dong Qingfeng, when can you let Meng Kejun live a good life? When can you let her rest for a while and enjoy the happiness?"

Although the lives of Dong Qingfeng and Meng Kejun were much better than when he first met them, but seeing Meng Kejun working so hard, he really felt distressed.

If Meng Kejun followed him, she would definitely keep her ten fingers out of the spring water, and enjoy the happiness of being a young mistress, and there would be no need for such hard work.

Bai Yuchen's questioning made Dong Qingfeng extremely guilty.

This sentence is also what he has been questioning himself for countless nights recently. He will never be able to give Meng Kejun the kind of life he thinks.

Now, because he bears the deep hatred of blood, he doesn't know if he can come back with his life when he goes to the capital.

It's good to be able to come back. If he can't come back, he can't even imagine how Meng Kejun will live in the future.

The crowded carport suddenly became quiet.

There are only snowflakes from time to time, blowing in from the gaps in the curtains of the carport, mixed with a bit of chill outside the carport.

"Bai Yuchen, do you hate me in your heart?"

After a long time, Dong Qingfeng opened his mouth quietly.

Then he raised his head, and his narrow and deep eyes silently fell on Bai Yuchen's face.

Bai Yuchen froze for a moment, then raised his head to look at Dong Qingfeng, his long and narrow phoenix eyes met Dong Qingfeng's gaze.

Do you hate him yourself?No, I have never hated him. I have always envied him in my heart. Sometimes I see Meng Kejun suffering and suffering, and the most I feel towards him is blame, dissatisfaction and anger. He has never hated him.

A bit of cold was blowing in the carport again from the gap in the carport curtain.

The atmosphere in the carport became subtle after Dong Qingfeng asked that sentence.

After a long time, Bai Yuchen slowly opened his mouth, expressing the most sincere thoughts in his heart.

"I never hated you. I just saw that Kejun was suffering like this with you, and my heart was full of anger. She is such a good girl and deserves better treatment from everyone."

Bai Yuchen didn't hate himself, which was beyond Dong Qingfeng's expectation.

He always thought that he must be the person Bai Yuchen hated the most in this world.

But at the same time as he was surprised, he felt a trace of guilt in his heart.

"Bai Yuchen, the things you have done for Kejun are far more than what I have done for Kejun. This has always been the thing that I, Dong Qingfeng, feel most guilty about."

"I know that no matter what the comparison is, I am inferior to you, but you are willing to follow me so willingly, just because we met a little earlier than you."

This sentence was summed up by himself after he heard it at Pinmingxuan last time.

That day, they said that if they didn't have themselves, they would be together.If there is an afterlife, Bai Yuchen will definitely find Meng Kejun by himself first.

"But you have to know that I have no less affection for Kejun than you do."

Dong Qingfeng said quietly, he didn't know if after today, there would be such a day to chat quietly with Bai Yuchen in the future.

"The things I did for her with all my heart are nothing in your eyes, but you have to know that this is all I can do for her and all I can give for her."

His own family conditions are not as good as Bai Yuchen's, so what he desperately gave to Meng Kejun is nothing to Bai Yuchen, but this is all he can give.

Dong Qingfeng's words made Bai Yuchen's heart suddenly quiet, and the anger that had just risen was extinguished in an instant.

When judging whether Dong Qingfeng is caring and good enough for Meng Kejun, he has been judging him by his inner standard, but he has forgotten that he is Dong Qingfeng, he is Dong Qingfeng who is poor and has nothing in Wangjiatun, isn't it? Just like himself, he has no worries about food and clothing, the eldest son of Bai who has everything.

No matter what he does, he has to fight with his own hands first. Behind him, there is a group of family members who need him to take responsibility. All of these are ignored by him.

Bai Yuchen asked himself, if he were Dong Qingfeng, would he be able to do better than the Dong Qingfeng in front of him?Can you guarantee that Meng Kejun will live a better life than now?

Faced with such questioning in his heart, he suddenly became less sure.

"But Jun is willing to endure hardships with me. This is what moves me the most. For such a long time, she has never had a single complaint when she ate by my side and suffered all the sufferings. This is the most precious thing about her." It is also the place where Dong Qingfeng feels the most guilty in his life."

"As you said, such a good girl deserves better treatment from everyone!"

Having said that, Dong Qingfeng's head was lowered, and Bai Yuchen couldn't see the entanglement on his face and heart.

What about Xilian?What is Xilian in your heart?

The words that Bai Yuchen had already rolled to his lips were swallowed back abruptly.

He wanted to ask, but he was not qualified to ask at all.

The carport fell into silence again.

The only thing in my ears is the north wind howling outside the carport.

(End of this chapter)