The captain is cruel to his wife: the wife comes first

Chapter 316 Happiness Is Always Painful

Wen Qing came back with Xiao Zhuzi, Mo Li had already prepared dinner, Doudou had already woken up, and was playing in the living room by herself, seeing her brother and grandma coming back, she rode her car there with a smile on her face, sweet Call grandma, brother.

Wen Qing bent down and picked her up. When she saw Li Li coming out of the kitchen, she hugged Doudou and said, "I'll just do these when I come back, why don't you take a rest."

Li Li put down the dishes in his hand and went back to serve the soup: "Mom, it's okay, I'm in good spirits now." She had done everything she should do, so her mood naturally improved a lot, not the same as the previous two days. There is nothing left to rely on.

Wen Qing took the children to wash their hands, came back to eat, and asked Mo Li one thing: "Is that Mo Yu from Cheng's family from the Air Force Training Base?"

Li Li nodded, fed Doudou, looked up at his mother: "Nanjing Air Force Base, it's hard to say what will happen in the future."

Wen Qing nodded. She understood this kind of thing, and looked at her granddaughter again. In fact, she was not willing to let her granddaughter find a soldier.

Li Li laughed, because she understood this point: "Mom, girls from our military families will find soldiers in the end, otherwise they are not used to it." Just like her, she is not used to finding ordinary people In the past, when she was in a relationship, she felt that it was normal not to contact her for a few days, but those people didn't think so. They would cry when they didn't hear from each other for a few minutes, and she just couldn't accept it.

Wen Qing thought about it for a while, so she didn't worry about it anymore.

After they finished their meal, Chu Sheng called back, and Mo Li hurriedly picked up and asked about the matter over there. Chu Xi had already been called back, so the father's matter should not be too big.

After hearing what Chu Sheng said, Mo Li's face changed slightly: "Dad, you mean, Su Xinran is being held here awaiting trial." It stands to reason that this also makes sense, after all, she has a special status, but she is listening When it comes to Su Xinran's name, I still subconsciously reject it.

After hanging up the phone, Mo Li sat on the sofa and thought about his own affairs. Doudou climbed onto his mother's lap, and touched his mother's face with his little hand: "Mom, I want to poop." She was almost suffocated, but The trousers are so thick that she couldn't take them off. She called her mother for a long time, but she didn't leave her, so she ran over.

Mo Li picked up Doudou, carried her to the bathroom, took off her panties and put them on her special small basin: "Call mom after taking the poop."

Doudou's suffocated red face finally calmed down, she nodded her head and asked her mother to go out, don't watch her poop, she's very shy.

Mo Li smiled lowly, this little girl is already shy.

Mo Li went upstairs to get some things and came down. After looking at the living room for a while, he heard his daughter calling him. He went in and wiped her butt. The little guy was about to run away, so Mo Li held her under his arm and washed her. Let her play by herself after cleaning her hands. This little guy is unwilling to wash his hands every time he poops.

She cleaned up the bathroom and went out to see where Xiaozhuzi was playing with her daughter as a conductor. She suddenly remembered that when Xiaozhuzi was young, she was despised by her son for being a conductor. In the end, it was Chu Xi who made the little guy happy. up.

Mo Li read the book, watched the two of them play, said a few words to Liu Xin, called Xiao Zhuzi and said that Tongtong wanted to talk to him, Xiao Zhuzi immediately left his sister behind, and went to talk on the phone with his mother's mobile phone .

When Li Li turned her head back, she was taken aback by the words that Doudou blurted out suddenly. She said, "I value sex and despise girls."

Mo Li laughed, who did this child learn from? You can tell that, she is only three years old, okay?

Wen Qing came in and saw her smiling faceless, went over and patted her butt twice: "What are you doing?" Like a silly big sister.

Mo Li sat up, saw the person behind Wen Qing, and eased her emotions: "Second Aunt." She said, pulling Wen Qing to sit down, holding Doudou and putting it on her lap: "Come here , Doudou, grandma and second grandma said, what did you just say?"

Doudou grinned, she seemed a little embarrassed at the moment, but did her mother tell her to say it? She said it again, with a soft voice: "I value sex and despise girls."

This time it wasn't just Mo Li who laughed, even Wen Qing and Second Aunt couldn't help laughing all the time. After laughing, Second Aunt said business: "Li Li, I went to see my friend who still works there. , you are going to see Su Xinran, I can arrange it."

Li Li's smile was slowly retracted, and she rested her head on her daughter's little hand and stopped talking. She was still torn between seeing or not seeing her.

Second Aunt and Wen Qing looked at each other, then patted Mo Li on the shoulder: "Whenever you want to see, tell Second Aunt, Second Aunt will arrange for you, if you don't want to meet, forget it."

Li Li tried his best to twitch the corner of his mouth, and nodded slightly: "Thank you, Second Aunt, I understand."

The second aunt nodded understandingly: "Okay, I'm fine, I just came over with your mother to talk to you about this matter, I'll go back first, your second uncle should go home." He clapped his hands and turned to leave.

Li Li handed her daughter to her mother, she got up and chased her out: "Second Aunt."

Second Aunt stopped to look back at her, Mo Li chased to the side of the car, panting for a while: "Second Aunt, about my second brother..."

"Li Li." The second aunt suddenly interrupted what Li Li was about to say: "Okay, go and take care of yourself, don't worry about this matter, good boy, go home." The second aunt opened the car door and got in Before leaving the car, I suddenly remembered another thing, and took the letter out of my bag; "Your mother's matter is a foregone conclusion, and she is still a martyr. This is your mother's relic, and I will return it to you now."

Li Li reached out and took it. The letter paper was a little dirty because it drifted in the snow, but it didn't hinder reading.

The second aunt persuaded Mo Li a few more words, got in the car and left.

Li Li watched his second aunt leave, put away the letter in his hand, and shrugged helplessly, "Second brother, don't say I won't help you, I've tried my best, but this matter doesn't seem to be so easy to solve.

When Mo Li went back, Wen Qing looked at her with a smile: "Your second brother is not a child, so don't worry about it."

Li Li also realized this. Didn't she think that her second brother didn't even come back for the Chinese New Year? She didn't think it was so serious, but she didn't know why, she had to say a few words when the second aunt insisted on making it so serious. .

"Go and rest, don't think too much if you don't want to see each other, don't think too much." Wen Qing handed Doudou, who was dozing in her arms, to Li Li's hands, and it was much better for Doudou to accompany her at night than to think about it herself.

Mo Li picked up Doudou and came over, and said in a loud voice: "Well, Mom, you should go to bed early too." She carried the child upstairs as she said, Doudou's eyes narrowed, watching her mother close her eyes, Open your eyes to see mom, then close your eyes.

Mo Li patted Doudou's back, knowing that this is a child's nature. The more he sleeps, the more he has to look at the familiar people by his side. This is a natural sense of dependence.

Back in the room, Xiaozhuzi was still lying on the bed chatting with Tongtong, Li Li looked at the time, it was almost an hour, two brats, why are they talking so much.

After coaxing Doudou to sleep, she carefully put Doudou on the bed, and patted her son's back: "Okay, Tongtong is going to bed too, and you should go to bed too."

"Mom, mom..." Xiao Zhuzi hugged the phone and refused to give it to Li Li: "Just one sentence, mom is just saying, okay?"

Mo Li was speechless, what is there to say in this sentence, and there is also a sentence to say good night, okay?

Xiaozhuzi saw that his mother would not steal it for him, so he said hurriedly: "Tongtong, my mother wants me to sleep, so you should go to bed quickly, or you won't be able to video tomorrow."

Mo Li raised his eyebrows, he's pretty good at picking up girls at a young age, he watched Xiao Zhuzi say good night, handed the phone to himself, then said good night to himself, ran out, and went back to his room to sleep.

Mo Li laughed while holding the phone, this kid knows everything at such a young age.

I tidied up, changed into pajamas, sat on the bedside and read my mother's letter. My mother must have been very good with Su Xinran before, otherwise she would not have written such a letter. She still remembers when her father said in Inner Mongolia, It was there that he and his mother met, and his mother had a strong temperament, which was no worse than him. She could guess that the women who could enter the special forces combat department were definitely not ordinary people.

Su Xinran, she reached out and put the letter on the bedside table, bowed her head and kissed her daughter, that's all, let's go see her, she still has to ask about some things, otherwise no one will know about it again Answer.

Turn off the lights and go to bed, she still has a battle to fight tomorrow.

Li Li was waiting outside early. She walked back and forth, trying to adjust her emotions. This time, she came to see her for her mother. She wanted to fulfill her mother's last wish and let her hear what she wanted to hear. s answer.

The second aunt came out and beckoned Mo Li to go over: "Go, you have an hour."

"Thank you, Second Aunt." Mo Li said as he followed the people inside.

Li Li looked at the person on the other side of the glass, she stood for a while, and waited for the person behind to go out before she sat down, picked up the phone, and looked at the woman inside who didn't care about her spirit, she suddenly felt a little sad.

Su Xinran looked at her, the smile still existed on the corner of her mouth, and she didn't care about her own fate at all.

"Why, you want to do this?" She couldn't figure it out at all. If she didn't do this, she still had the opportunity to continue to do what she thought was right.

Su Xinran twirled the ring on her hand, Li Li lowered her head, wondering if it was a feeling, she saw a word "he" on the ring, she looked up at Su Xinran in puzzlement.

"Your mother also has a ring that is exactly the same, and the word "Ran" is engraved on it, but that ring has long since disappeared."

Before she finished speaking, Li Li took out the ring from her pocket, and only now did she see that there was a word engraved on the ring: "My mother's most precious thing, in her will The only thing left in it, I think, is this one you're talking about."

Su Xin suddenly raised her head and looked at the thing in Li Li's hand in disbelief. Her slender fingers patted back and forth on the glass tightly, trying to get the ring.

"Aunt Su, it stands to reason that you are my mother's friend. I should call you Auntie. Can you tell me why you did this? I think you have something else to say about the incident 29 years ago Bar."

Su Xinran laughed suddenly, and tears flowed down her cheeks. Li Li watched without speaking.

"29 years ago," she said, with a sneer, 29 years ago, "Li Li, you know, when I met your mother, I was 13 years old. She was an orphan, but her arrogance really made me Admire, have you heard of the two life flowers, they all say, we are two life flowers, we are the same person, but we have lived two different lives."

Two flowers, Li Li looked at Su Xinran, she didn't know this kind of flower, but she could understand the relationship between her and her mother, it was a precious memory for them.

"Later when I came back, I realized that she had put on that military uniform. She was standing beside a man, smiling happily. Then I realized how stupid I was, and then I realized how arrogant I was. , I take myself too seriously." When she came back that time, she wanted to find her best friend back, but when she saw He Zhi and Mo Yun together, she had never seen that kind of smile Yes, at that moment she knew that she was not the most important person in her life.

Mo Li listened to each sentence, her voice was full of endless sadness, but Li Li just felt sad, she always felt it, but she didn't use her mouth to ask others how they felt.

"During that time, I was like a clown in the dark, crazy, waiting for your mother to go to the maternity checkup on that day of every month. I could only see her on that day, but I rarely saw him, or Said, the number of times he appears is very few, but every time the very few times show the tender care for He Zhi, I am jealous, but I don't know who I am jealous of, it is your mother or him. "

Li Li always knew that when she said he meant her father, she looked at Su Xinran, maybe they were all wrong, in Su Xinran's heart, the person she loved was not her father or her mother, but a relationship that did not exist. illusory.

For Su Xinran, her mother is her best friend, they are very close, and the kindness her father treats her mother is something she has never had before.

"Do you think that if you get your father, you can get the feeling that your father has for your mother?"

Su Xinran shook her head, with relief: "Actually, for so many years, I have always put myself in Hezhi's place. I tried my best to do what Hezhi could do, but in the end, I was just deceiving myself and others." She It's not Hezhi, in Mo Yun's heart, there is only one Hezhi, no matter what she does, there is only one Hezhi.

"Why did you suddenly back the confession? Aren't you going to ruin my father's reputation?" This is the strangest thing about Li Li, it's not something she would do.

Su Xinran looked out of the window, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, but Li Qi was surprised to find that this smile resembled the mother in his memory, Su Xinran said lightly: "He is the man He Zhi loves, he is Shan Shan's father, in this way, no one will hinder the relationship between me and Hezhi, I met Hezhi first before, and there is no exception."

"Why?" Li Li stretched out her hand to press the glass, there were still too many questions she didn't want to understand: "Why did you do this, what did Susan promise you, what did she promise you?" Otherwise, she wouldn't be here. Time to destroy herself, "She is your daughter, she is your daughter, do you know?"

Su Xinran looked at Li Li, seeing her anxiety, her smile deepened: "It's because she is my daughter." That's why she had to take this path, no one is more suitable than her.

"Su Xinran..."

"Li Li, if I could choose again in my life, I would still do it. I threw the bomb 29 years ago. I will do the same thing again, but I will die with it." She spoke softly, but it made Li Li tremble with fear. She looked at Su Xinran in disbelief, and finally sat back on her stool.

Time seemed to stop for a moment, Mo Li was not talking, but Su Xinran suddenly said, "Li Li, Auntie, please sing you that song, your mother's favorite song."

Li Li didn't say a word, but now she knew that Su Xinran's singing was so beautiful.

Two kinds of life, like a flower after it has bloomed, recalling the tenderness that bloomed at the beginning, it has been a long time, your hands, once behind me, when you hugged me silently, never thought that there would be no end, If there are two different lives, I will choose to stand in your eyes. Among those turbulent rumors, I only see the sky of two people, waiting here, let the time come back, my eyes are covered with dust, and in the memories The love you have passed through the sea of ​​people, the two lives should not be separated again, which kind of waiting will make you understand, I seem to see you appearing in the sea of ​​people, turn around and shed tears, I miss your tears, there used to be tears in the years The past struggles and those words that were left in their hearts made the two lives answer with a smile.

A tear fell on the ring, and Li Li knew the reason why his mother liked this song. This song was entirely because of the two of them singing, "Two Life Flowers, two life flowers".

When Mo Li left the detention center, the singing still echoed in his ears. What kind of waiting will make you understand that I seem to see you appearing in the crowd. In the past, when my mother stood on the street, was it this kind of waiting? The mood is waiting for the momentary picture that may appear, but time has disappointed my mother time and time again.

Mo Li has many friends, but even she and Wen Qian couldn't make her understand the kind of relationship between Su Xinran and her mother, the kind of relationship that only twins can have.

Rejecting the kindness of going back with her second aunt, she walked on the street alone, knowing that Chu Xi's phone was turned off, but she kept calling it over and over again, and she didn't give up until her phone reminded her that it was out of battery.

It was getting later and later, Mo Li walked through the tree-lined path of the military academy, and came to the forest. This place once carried too much hope for her mother, and gave her too much disappointment. Maybe they will be reunited soon. Crossing the distance between life and death, there is nothing that can stop their friendship, she should be very happy, but at this moment, she understands that all the hatred in this world is all because of love.

It was already very late when Mo Li returned home, Wen Qing coaxed the child to sleep, and was still waiting for Mo Li to come back, seeing that Mo Li was a little worried, but Mo Li hugged his mother with a smile: "Mom, I'm fine, I'm really fine."

Even if there are some things that she hasn't figured out, but these are not important anymore, she understands, the struggles she had had in the years, those words that were left in her heart, let the two lives answer with a smile.

This is enough.

She has always been an outsider, an outsider among the three of them.

Mo Li was in a good mood. He ate a lot at night and laughed a lot. Wen Qing looked relieved and touched her head: "This is Mama's Lili. Mama's baby is finally back."

Mo Li looked at Wen Qing, moved in his heart, put down his chopsticks and hugged her, and rubbed into her arms coquettishly: "I'm sorry, I made mom worry."

"Silly boy." Wen Qing hugged Mo Li and said with a smile, "Mom knows you will never let mom really worry, you are a good boy."

After eating, Mo Li had been coquettish with Wen Qing for a long time before being driven to sleep. As a result, the next day, her little ancestor was harder to serve than her daughter. In the middle of the night, Li Li suddenly had a stomachache. She moaned in Wen Qing's arms and said Pain, in fact, it really hurts, but it doesn't hurt to that extent, but with my mother, it's not so painful, she will let it hurt to that extent.

Wen Qing rubbed her stomach, then went to boil brown sugar water for her, looked at her pale face: "Is it here?"

"No, no." Mo Li protested, clutching her stomach. She really didn't come, but counting the big aunt's affairs for the past few days, it's coming soon. She'd better pay attention, otherwise she will suffer when she comes. Still myself.

"Okay, okay, are you right? It's really my ancestor. Later, I'll get you a hot water bottle." Wen Qing covered her with the quilt and went down to get her a hot water bottle. She still likes such a daughter, as if she returned to her When I was young, I acted like a baby to myself.

Wen Qing brought up a hot water bottle and put it on her stomach, then covered her with a quilt: "Let's go to sleep." I've been tossing around in the middle of the night.

Li Li reached out and hugged Wen Qing's waist, and said in a low voice, "I want to sleep with my mother."

Wen Qing smiled lowly, took off her shoes, lay down carefully on the bed, and held Mo Li in her arms, and looked at her granddaughter, who was still sleeping peacefully, but now she couldn't sleep anymore, and patted Mo Li on the back in a low voice. He said, "Thinking about it, it's really strange. This is clearly the Chu family, but there are only two people whose surname is not Chu staying here. Life is really wonderful."

Li Li hugged Wen Qing tightly again, and when she thought of Wen Qian, she was even more moved: "Mom, people say that the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law is the most difficult relationship to get along with. Isn't it better to get along with each other in the family? Why are we so incompatible."

Wen Qing smiled: "Silly child, when Xiao Zhuzi has a wife, you will understand that the son you gave birth to with your life, and the child you raised with your life, just like this belongs to another woman, and the one has nothing to do with you." No matter who the woman is, she will find it difficult to accept it."

"Will mom be too?" Mo Li asked curiously, would mom be uncomfortable too?

"Yes, but my mother is feeling uncomfortable. In my daughter's heart, the absence of her mother is the only one she can act like a spoiled child." In the past, Li Li used to act like a spoiled child more with herself. After all, Chu Xi didn't spend much time at home.

Li Li was even more moved. She was really happy in her life, very happy. Her mother became a mother-in-law.

"Mom, I love you so much."

"Silly girl, go to sleep soon, it won't hurt when you wake up."

Mo Li fell asleep in Wen Qing's arms, and she had always wanted to ask her mother if she was so happy, would she be punished by God?
In the following days, my aunt still didn't come, she frowned slightly, could it be that it was delayed?
Mo Li was anxiously waiting for the news from her father, but she didn't expect that the first thing she waited for was the news of Su Xinran's escape from prison. Hearing this news, Li Li thought that she would be surprised, but she didn't expect that she would be surprised. She would lean on the sofa so calmly and read the news. That day, where did she leave the letter and the ring? Strictly speaking, those things did not belong to her or her father. They belonged to Su Fortunately, she is the owner of those two items.

Li Li looked at it, and at some point, tears fell from the corners of his eyes. Su Xinran, what is the purpose of this life? She has done so much, and what is it for? It is just to find a trace of her own existence. , but this cruel mother threw everything on Susan at this moment. Is it really okay for her to do this?

She got up and went out, and came to the woods unknowingly. She walked slowly, and there were boys and girls in military uniforms, showing vitality everywhere. She never understood why her mother chose to wait here for Su Xinran, but at this moment, She understood that her mother hoped that Su Xinran would have the righteousness of this life, the clarity of this life.

She stopped her footsteps not far from the woods, looked at the crowd gathered together, and the police cars and ambulances whistling in the distance. Somehow, she already knew the answer, she was not in the past, Leaning to the side and looking at the woman lying gently in the snow, it turns out that she is so beautiful.

She looked up, and there were snowflakes falling on her face. When the snowflakes touched the temperature, they turned into water droplets, which slid down with tears, which was cool and rustling.

A windbreaker was suddenly added to the shoulders, and she turned her head to see the man in the same military uniform. It was snowing and the weather was several degrees below zero, and he was still only wearing a winter officer's uniform.

"If there are two different lives, I will choose to stand in your eyes. Among those turbulent rumors, I only see the sky of two people."

Mo Li spoke softly, said these two sentences, looked at Chu Xi, or through Chu Xi, she seemed to see not far away, her mother had already waited for the person she was waiting for.

Chu Xi hugged her into her arms, watched the police car and ambulance roar away again, and kissed her forehead with her thin lips: "Go home."

After returning home, Mo Li looked at Chu Xi stupidly, home, yes, besides her parents, she also has a home, she also has Chu Xi, her parents, and a pair of lovely children.

She reached out to hold Chu Xi's arm, her eyes sparkled after crying, she looked at Chu Xi with a slight smile: "Xiao Chuzi, Ai's family is very hungry, take Ai's family to have a big meal."

Chu Xi glanced at her, threw away her hand decisively, and walked straight to the front. He underestimated the girl's ability to bear it. Fortunately, after the military exercise ended, he rushed back without even attending the final awards ceremony. , I didn't find her when I got home, so I found her in a hurry. Who knew, she was fine at all, and she still wanted to have a big meal.

"Hey," Mo Li yelled, and hurriedly chased after him, holding his arm with one hand, no matter how much Chu Xi broke it, she would not let go. I don't believe that he can still break it off. On his shoulder, there is a bright twenty-four cents here.

Chu Xi looked around, stared at her helplessly, but still held her cold little hand backhand, and led her away from school.

Mo Li followed behind him with a smile. There are many snack bars near the military academy. Mo Li often went to the ones that Chu Xi used to go to when he was studying. No, when Chu Xi went, Mo Li would follow him. It doesn't matter whether others want to know or not.

Arriving at a duck blood vermicelli shop, Li Li nodded and praised repeatedly: "Not bad, Xiao Chuzi found a good place this time." In fact, she had been thinking about it for a long time, but she just didn't have time to come here.

I ordered two bowls of super spicy duck blood vermicelli. Mo Li, who is a picky eater, didn't want to eat duck blood. I gave both to Chu Xi. When Chu Xi glared at her, he still looked at him with a smile. up.

She likes to eat vermicelli, Chu Xi gave her half of the vermicelli in his bowl, and he ordered a bowl, unexpectedly, Li Li ate all of it, he frowned slightly: "I said little soap, I haven't seen you in a month, You are good at eating."

Mo Li laughed, and finished eating after half a day, wiped his mouth with a tissue, watched Chu Xi finish eating, and then said: "Xiao Chuzi, accompany Ai's family to the hospital."

Chu Xi's hand paused slightly, but she still wiped it slowly, paying attention to every expression of Li Li.

Li Li's smile gradually became difficult to maintain, and in the end she couldn't maintain it at all. She lowered her head and rubbed the corner of her clothes. She suddenly hugged Chu Xi uncontrollably. She didn't want to, but she had no choice.

"I'm sorry." She said in a low voice.

Chu Xi hugged her tightly, wishing she could just embed her into her body like this, "Silly girl, it's me who should say I'm sorry, because I didn't do a good job." He knew, he knew, even if this The girl didn't say anything, and he also knew that he was so stimulated by this girl that day that he forgot to take measures, and he left in a hurry, and he didn't remind this girl to take some measures afterwards. It's not surprising to have a child.

Li Li hugged his back and kept shaking his head. It wasn't his fault, if it wasn't for his willfulness, if it wasn't for himself, maybe, this incident would not have happened, and this child would not have appeared.

Chu Xi pushed her away a certain distance, wiped her tears, paid the money and took her to the car: "Li Li, this child..."

"I've made an agreement with the doctor." Mo Li said hastily, afraid that he would speak professionally and leave a way out for her. In the past few days, she has thought clearly, this child, to blame Just blame him for casting the wrong baby. Sure enough, if you are too happy, you will be punished by God.

Chu Xi looked at her deeply, and saw that Mo Li had escaped his gaze, so he started the car, but the veins on his hands betrayed his emotions at this moment.

Li Li looked out of the window, her hands were always on her belly, this was different from her second child, she didn't know the existence of that child, but this time, she wanted to kill her own child with her own hands , this feeling is even more heart-wrenching than the last time, but she——has no choice.

When we arrived at the hospital, when the doctor was still trying to persuade Li Li, he saw the man next to her, and he seemed to understand something immediately, so he stopped trying to persuade her. Sometimes in life, you have to make some choices.

The operating room was ready, and Mo Li tried his best to hold Chu Xi's arm with a smile: "It's painless, it won't hurt, I'll be out soon, and then we'll go home."

Chu Xi touched her face and nodded with the same difficulty. Maybe it wouldn't hurt, but Chu Xi understood that it was her heart that hurt, because the moment Li Li turned around, he clearly saw the teardrops in the corners of her eyes.

After Mo Li entered, Chu Xi turned around and left, and went to another department. He would never do this kind of thing again, absolutely not.

(End of this chapter)