The shimmering lost dusty summer

Chapter 19
"Then I'll try." She still agreed.

It's still the affiliated hospital of University A, and it's still on the eighth floor.

Nuanfeng carried the thermos bucket, which contained the meals she cooked at home. Even after ten years, she still remembered what Ding Yu liked to eat. Although he didn't necessarily appreciate it now, he promised Li Pin that he would give it a try. Really give it a try.

She knocked on the door, but when there was no answer, she opened it and went in.

The room was a bit messy, and there was no one on the hospital bed.

not here?She looked around the room, and then heard a "boom" in the bathroom inside. She put down the thermos in her hand and ran over.

Ding Yu fell to the ground, trying to grab the edge of the bathtub and stand up, but he couldn't.

He should have gone to the toilet, accidentally fell down, and didn't even call the nurse, did he really disappear?
Nuanfeng didn't think much, went up to help him.

Only then did Ding Yu realize that there was someone outside, and without looking at who it was, he waved his hand violently to push away the warm air.

She pushed the warm air against the door and let out a soft cry.

Ding Yu raised his head and saw the warm wind. He was stunned, and quickly lowered his head, looking a little helpless. He tried to stand up on the ground, but he couldn't stand up. He punched the ground in embarrassment. Then he yelled, "Get out!"

Nuan Feng came back to his senses, didn't say anything, exited, and closed the door.

Helping him at this time made him even more embarrassed, Nuan Feng walked back to the ward outside and waited for him to come out by himself.

After a long while, Ding Yu came out with support on the wall, standing on one foot, the other foot should be in pain, his face was covered with sweat.

The warm wind still didn't help him, but watched him sit back on the bed, and then let out a hard breath.

He just turned his back to her, didn't turn his head, and the warm wind didn't move, the two of them froze.

I just glanced at him just now, my eyes were sunken, and my face was pale. I still don't have the pride and momentum of the past. Is that still Ding Yu?

Nuanfeng didn't know what to say, she couldn't say comforting words, let alone cynicism, he just looked at his back, saw him trembling slightly, opened his mouth, and said, "I made your favorite food Yes." Then he turned around and opened the thermos bucket, and took out the boxes, and gradually the room smelled faintly of food.

"Are you coming to see my joke?" Ding Yu said suddenly without looking back.

The hand that warms the meal.

"No." After finishing speaking, he continued to serve the meal.

"go out!"

The warm air ignored it and put the rice on the small table.

"I'll let you out!" Ding Yu raised his voice.

Nuanfeng sighed, and said, "Come and eat." It should be said that she is used to it. Others may not be able to stand Ding Yu's temper, and are afraid that he will yell, but Ding Yu has treated her like this since she was a child, so she I don't think Ding Yu's current appearance is too abrupt.

The man sat down by the bed, facing Ding Yu back to back, separated by a bed.

The atmosphere was very silent, Nuan Feng thought, she must either say something, or turn around and leave.

"I didn't want to come. No matter what you do, it has nothing to do with me." She looked at her fingers and said softly, "Yesterday Li Pin told me about you, and it suddenly occurred to me that you robbed me of my dance class before." cut my hair, prevented me from dancing, and also, the day before the college entrance examination, prevented me from taking the college entrance examination." She was a little surprised when she said this, and she never mentioned it again in ten years, just like It had never happened before, but now it was mentioned in front of this person inexplicably.

Ding Yu's body shook behind him, but he didn't speak.

"No one is more pitiful than anyone else, Ding Yu, and no one is always asking for someone, just like other people begging for you," she said lightly, not realizing that this was the first time she spoke calmly with Ding Yu, Even if she never did it ten years ago, she actually ignored him ten years ago, no matter how much dissatisfaction and grievance she had, she would never reveal half of it. Yu used to be vulnerable at times, and perhaps even if she was invited here by Li Pin, she could not retreat, she had to say something, she took a breath, "You can do other things if you can't play, it's no big deal. "After saying this, she felt a little cruel, and unconsciously clasped her hands tightly.

Ding Yu never spoke, nor did he ask her to go out again, but only now did he realize that the warm wind is not as gentle as water on the surface, but sometimes it is as sharp as ice.

This was the first time she had spoken to him, and he realized it, but it was because of the current embarrassing situation.

If he doesn't play ball, what else can he do? He looked up at the window, the curtains were not drawn, and the sunlight was slightly dazzling. Then he suddenly thought of something, a little eager and a little hesitant, but he didn't move.

Seeing that he didn't respond for a long time, the warm wind behind him laughed a little self-deprecatingly, why are you talking to him?Originally he hated her, it was a mistake for her to come here, let Li Pin think of a way.

"Eat your meal, I'm leaving." She stood up and was about to leave.

"Warm air!" Ding Yu suddenly stopped her when she reached the door.

She stopped and subconsciously turned around.

"Marry me." He looked into her eyes and said without warning.

3. I am not perfect
"Marry me, Nuanfeng." When Ding Yu said this, even he was taken aback, but he didn't feel it suddenly. If he didn't know that Nuanfeng was pregnant, if his heart was knowing this With a sense of responsibility for no reason afterwards, he might not blurt out this sentence.

Nuanfeng said that he could do other things if he couldn't play, and the only thought that popped into his mind was to marry her.

He looked at the warm wind standing at the door with some anxiety, waiting for her answer, but he didn't wait for her answer, and the closed door was pushed open all of a sudden.

"Ding Yu, you are simply a lunatic." Someone said harshly, walked in, and pulled the warm air aside.

It was Wu Qi. He only stood at the door for a while, and when he heard Ding Yu's words that sounded very arrogant to him, he couldn't help but think of what happened at the Cantonese restaurant that day. Come up, why should he?
After seeing Wu Qi, Ding Yu's eyes darkened sharply, and he lowered his head. He knew that Nuan Feng would not say anything at this time, and the miracle he was looking forward to dropped from trivial to impossible.

He didn't make a sound, and slowly sat on the side of the bed, took the rice that the warm wind put on the table, took a bite with the vegetables, then stopped again, and said: "Wuanfeng, I'm serious."

Nuanfeng never dreamed that Ding Yu would say such a sentence. Before he recovered, he heard Ding Yu say that he was serious, and subconsciously frowned. He didn't know what to say, but felt absurd. Seeing Wu Qi's angry face , I was a little confused, rubbing my forehead with my hands and said to Ding Yu: "You are really crazy."

Shouldn't have come, shouldn't have agreed to Li Pin in a moment of soft heart, what is this, playing tricks on her?She pursed her lips, watching Ding Yu stop eating because of her words, and went out directly regardless of Wu Qi.

She ran into the corridor, and suddenly remembered what Li Pin said that day when she begged her to persuade Ding Yu: Ding Yu likes you.

She paused, her mind was in a trance, and she walked forward quickly.

"Nuanfeng," Wu Qi from behind chased her down and grabbed her, his voice was slightly urgent, seeing her pale face, the originally slightly angry face slowed down, and said, "Let's talk."

Nuan Feng looked at his expression and nodded silently.

When they came to the lawn downstairs, Wu Qi looked at the bag in Nuanfeng's hand, and didn't speak immediately. Nuanfeng thought he was going to ask about what happened just now, but he just sighed and said, "I proposed to you that day. Have you thought about it?"

Nuanfeng froze for a while, but didn't speak.

She didn't answer, Wu Qi already guessed, but still disappointed: "I don't ask why he proposed to you, I just ask you, why didn't you agree to marry me? I have been in love with you for almost five years, haven't I?"

"Five years?" Nuan Feng raised his eyes and repeated these two words. After a while, he said, "Can we not talk about this today?"

"You always run away, Nuanfeng." Wu Qi was persistent, why didn't he agree to his marriage proposal, he wanted to ask for the first time, but he didn't want to push Nuanfeng too hard, marriage is a matter of course, she The hesitation was that it was not time yet, and the second proposal was still unsuccessful. He was not so sure, because he had no idea what Nuan Feng was hesitating about. Today, he happened to hear that Ding Yu actually proposed to Nuan Feng. For the first time in his life, he felt flustered, and he felt that if he didn't ask Nuan Feng for clarification now, he would definitely keep worrying about it.

"Tell me, why you didn't agree to my marriage proposal, let me know in my heart, don't guess randomly?" He stared at the warm wind, forcing.

Nuan Feng didn't want to answer, really didn't want to answer, at the moment she was in a mess, and Wu Qi was not calm, she didn't think it was a good time to answer this question, but Wu Qi's eyes made her unable to escape, she knew that if If she doesn't make it clear today, Wu Qi will definitely not give up.

"I just..." She hesitated for a while, thinking about what to say, but still confused, she could only look up at Wu Qi, and said directly: "I just want to be honest with myself."

"What do you mean?" Wu Qi frowned, "You mean, if you agree to my marriage proposal, you are being dishonest to yourself?"

"Wu Qi, why do you like me?" Nuan Feng asked back, avoiding his questioning.

Wu Qi was taken aback, not understanding why she asked such a question, but since Nuanfeng wanted to express his thoughts, he said truthfully: "Because you are the most perfect woman I have ever seen, I fell in love with you at first sight." In terms of compliments, he has always felt that Nuanfeng is perfect, beautiful, docile, and considerate. Almost all the words to describe a woman's beauty can be used on her, and this reason is enough to make a man fall in love with her?

"Perfect?" Hearing this word, Nuan Feng smiled wryly in her heart. That's right, this is what everyone around her, including teachers and mothers, wanted her to do, and she worked tirelessly to do it. Does it take one more person to want her to remain this perfect for the rest of her life?And this person is a husband who is closer than the mother, is she going to be perfect all her life?

"What if I'm not perfect?" Nuan Feng took a breath and turned to look at a few patients walking in the distance: "When I was in school, I saw others leaving early and skipping classes. How? Working hard to earn living expenses, I always think that one day I don’t do anything, so what if I use the money from my part-time job to go on a trip? Then I work and see others get drunk, and I really want to get drunk. Years ago, but I was thinking about whether I should be your imaginary perfect girlfriend someday."

"Warm air?"

"I'm not perfect, Wu Qi, I just try to be perfect, but now I feel tired."

"Then don't try hard," Wu Qi said. This was the first time he heard Nuanfeng say these words. He seemed to understand completely, but he felt that Nuanfeng was a bit cranky. He didn't think that everything he knew about Nuanfeng was true. Trying to pretend, this should be her nature, her words now are more like a small rebellion after being docile for too long, "Just be yourself, I like you no matter what."

His reassurance made Nuanfeng feel that he was making trouble for no reason, making trouble for no reason?Yes, she didn't know what she was tossing about?However, I felt somewhat inexplicably discouraged. It turned out that what I just said was just nonsense.

She closed her eyes forcefully: "Wu Qi, if I say, Ding Yu, my unrelated younger brother, raped me in high school, would you still say you like it?" She swore in her heart, Never mention this to Wu Qi, as if it never happened, but at this time she feels the need to speak out.

When she saw Wu Qiyin's words, a faint disappointment flashed in her eyes after a huge shock. Disappointment, yes, disappointment like a promising work of art suddenly turned out to be a fake. It flashed by, but the warm wind saw it.

Five years, yes, five years, so she's still hurting from that disappointment, and that's the problem, isn't it?Because he felt perfect, he couldn't tolerate any flaws. Compared with her, he actually loved perfection itself more.

In fact, she can continue to be speechless, and one day she can suppress the sudden rebellion in her heart, and then she can continue to live in peace and perfection like before.

She felt that the development of things today was too out of control. It was just a visit to Wu Qi, but it became a showdown between her and Wu Qi. The sudden incident made her feel frightened, beyond her ability, and made her Extremely tired, yet feeling relaxed for no reason, as if she skipped a class as she wished and spent all her pocket money traveling.

Wu Qi is still in shock. He used to see it often used in novels: it was like dropping an atomic bomb in his head. He always felt that it was too exaggerated. However, his mind is now feeling like this, completely blank.

He thought, maybe he should hug the warm wind to comfort him and say: It's nothing, it's all over.Or rush directly to Ding Yu's ward and beat up that beast, but he didn't do anything, just stood there in a daze, suddenly, he felt the warm wind in front of him blurred and unfamiliar.

"Just be yourself, I like whatever you are." What he said just now felt ironic at this moment.

Like a hypocrite, he doesn't want to care, but he cares damn about the fact Nuan Feng said, but his heart hurts hard, why?he does not know.

Wu Zheng was sorting out some documents, and then the phone rang.

It's Wu Qi.

"Come on, Wu Zheng, let's drink together." Wu Qi slurred his speech on the phone, obviously drunk.

"What's the matter?" He sat down on the bed and saw that it was nine twelve in the evening on the clock beside the bed.

Wu Qi doesn't drink often, and he drank less after becoming a doctor. It is obvious that something happened when he drank to the point of slurring his speech.

But there was no answer on the other end. Wu Zheng wondered if he was drunk with the microphone in his hand. He was about to call out again, but he heard Wu Qi say a few words very slowly: "We broke up."

Wu Zheng frowned subconsciously: "Break up? Who broke up with whom?"

There was no more sound, only a long, long sigh.

"Wu Qi." Wu Zheng called a few times, but didn't answer. He looked at the phone in a daze, then suddenly came back to his senses, hung up the phone, and dialed a number with his fingers almost without thinking.

The number beeped a few times but no one answered, until it turned into a "beep" busy tone, he was a little anxious, found his mobile phone, and dialed it with his mobile phone. After a long while, someone finally answered.

"Hello." The warm wind's voice was a little muffled, and there was the whistling wind around.

"Where are you?" Wu Zheng asked, feeling that the surrounding voices didn't sound right.

"By the river."

"Jiangbian?" Jiangbian is already a suburb, and it takes more than an hour to drive there from the place where Nuanfeng lives, and there is no development there, so few people go there during the day, let alone after nine o'clock at night.

"Go back quickly and wait for me at the pier by the river. I'll come." Wu Zheng was in a hurry, and before Nuan Feng could answer, he hung up the phone and walked out.

Then the phone rang immediately, he picked it up, and the warm wind said on the other end of the phone: "You don't need to come here, I'll go back now."

He knew that she was worried about his body. It was true that when he heard Nuanfeng say that he was by the river just now, his heart beat fast. At this moment, he felt a little uncomfortable. I'll wait for you in my neighborhood." Afraid that she was lying to him and telling him to go back, he said stubbornly.

"I'll call you when I get home. It's so late, don't come out." Nuanfeng said.

"That's good." He didn't insist.

But the person still walked out after hanging up the phone.

Nuanfeng didn't know why she came to the riverside in the car. If the road home went straight, it would be the riverside. When I drove it, I saw Jiang.

She couldn't tell what it was like in her heart, she couldn't say it was particularly uncomfortable, but she just felt empty. She remembered Wu Qi's words when he left: "So what about you? Have you ever loved me?"

In the end, no one can blame anyone for this relationship. Wu Qi chose her because she was perfect, and she chose Wu Qi because he was suitable in all aspects. As for love, it may be a bit expensive for them.

However, it will still be uncomfortable, like a pet that has been raised for many years suddenly disappears, or the boss who has worked for several years suddenly lets you go.

(End of this chapter)