The shimmering lost dusty summer

Chapter 31 Happy Shimmer (10)
"So what?" Ding Yu reached out and grabbed Nuan Feng's shoulder, staring at her, "I really couldn't help it that year, I just couldn't bear to leave your life and let you go and have a good time with another person, I know That's wrong, but is it really so unforgivable?" His eyes were slightly red, and his face leaned against the warm wind while he was speaking.

"Ding Yu, what do you want to do again?" Someone behind him suddenly said, Ding Yu was startled, turned around, and at the same time heard Nuan Feng shouting "No", and then his head was hit hard, When he fell to the ground, he saw clearly that it was Fu Lei.

History seemed to be repeating itself. When blood dripped from his forehead, he collapsed.

He deserved it, he thought.

Someone was calling him beside his ear, it should be the warm wind, he tried hard to open his eyes, but blood seemed to flow into his eyes, his eyes were blood red, and he couldn't open them no matter what.

If you fight well, it's best to be killed. Before losing consciousness, he thought so.

10. Please don't change again

The mother and daughter sat in the operating room, silent.

Several times Fu Lei raised her head to look at Nuan Feng, but Nuan Feng just stared at Ding Yu who was stitching up the wound without blinking her eyes.

Maybe it was really mad, when the neighbor came to say that Nuanfeng was entangled by a man at the gate of the community and was dragged into the opposite community, she panicked, and when she saw that the person entangled with Nuanfeng was actually Ding Yu, Even when he wanted to insult Nuan Feng, the scene from ten years ago rushed to his eyes, and he didn't know what he was grabbing, so he hit Ding Yu's head directly, only later did he realize that it was used by the community to fix Wooden sticks for fresh cement flower beds.

It shouldn't be a problem, right?But he bled a lot. When he was sent to the hospital, the doctor said that it was because he had a wound on his forehead.

Ding Yu has already woken up, but I don't know whether it is the local anesthesia on the head or excessive blood loss, which makes him a little drowsy. His eyes are watching the warm wind, and she is also looking at him without blinking. He thought it was a dream.

"Doctor, does he need it?" Nuan Feng asked after watching the doctor finish the last stitch.

"It's hard to say. The head has been hit twice, and there may be a slight concussion. How did he hit it? Driving?" The doctor turned to her and asked her.

"Drive." Before Nuan Feng could answer, Ding Yu said first.

"Well, young people should be careful when driving, this time you are lucky." I don't know if the doctor really didn't find out that the wound was punched out, so he went out without asking more questions.

"Don't have both of them here. If you are worried, leave one person here, but there is only this kind of reclining chair." When we arrived at the ward of the emergency room, the little nurse began to chase people away.

Because he was admitted to the emergency department, and the doctor asked to be hospitalized for observation, he had to spend the night in the ward of the emergency room. Although Ding Yu was the only one in this ward, the nurse still didn't want too many people to occupy it.

"I'll stay here, Mom, you go back first."

"You all go back, I can do it alone." Ding Yu could only sleep on the recliner, and it was impossible for Ding Yu to let the warm air stay on the recliner overnight.

"But now the nurse can't be found," it was very late and it was impossible to find the nurse, "what if you have something to do in the middle of the night?"

"I just hurt my head, my feet are not hurt, and there are nurses." Ding Yu gave her an angry look. If it's just a pity, then it doesn't have to be like this.

"Nuanfeng, you will stay here tonight, but Ding Yu, I have something to tell you first," Fu Lei beside her suddenly said, pointing at the door and saying, "Nuanfeng, you go out first."

"Mom?" Although she didn't know what her mother wanted to say to Ding Yu, it was definitely not a good word, so she stood still.

"Go out first." Fu Lei's words were firm.

Nuan Feng was stunned, looked at Ding Yu, and then went out.

It should be that the conversation was not too long, Nuanfeng looked at the watch, and it took more than 20 minutes, but it made her feel that it had been more than an hour, the door was closed, and Nuanfeng couldn't hear what was said inside.

When the mother came out of the ward, her eyes were slightly red. She glanced at the warm wind and left without saying anything.

Nuanfeng stood at the door and looked at Ding Yu from the open door. Ding Yu sat on the bedside and looked at her. There were too many painful and gray things in his eyes, and that kind of eyes seemed to kill himself. Nuan Feng was stunned, staring at those eyes without moving.

"What did my mother tell you?" After a while, she walked in and asked.

Ding Yu still looked at her for a long time before slowly saying: "She said, I'm not good enough for you at all, she said, why don't we have children." After saying this, his hands suddenly went crazy He was beaten on the quilt, regardless of the IV drip with one hand, "Ding Jianguo, you bastard! Damn it! Damn it!" Then he hit himself on the head with his hand.

Nuanfeng was taken aback, and rushed to hold him down, but he still beat his head desperately: "Nuanfeng, I'm an asshole! I'm an asshole!"

"Nurse, come here, hurry up!" The gauze was already red, and the warm wind hugged him desperately, and then two nurses rushed in from outside, and the three of them pressed Ding Yu onto the bed together.

Ding Yu's face was full of tears, and he was still struggling. Nuan Feng hugged him and shouted: "It's over, I forgive you, calm down," her forehead avoids Ding Yu's and rests on his brow bone , all the tears dripped on Ding Yu's face, "It's all over, Ding Yu, it's all over."

Panting, Ding Yu finally heard Nuan Feng's words, hugged her behind his back, and said, "But, how should I forgive myself?" He buried his head in Nuan Feng's neck and cried bitterly.

The two nurses looked at him inexplicably, and quickly took off the drip for Ding Yu, and then said in a cold voice: "The patient needs to change the gauze, the family members should leave first."

Nuan Feng came back to her senses, feeling a little embarrassed, and wanted to get off Ding Yu, but Ding Yu held her and refused to let her go.

"Ding Yu, you have to change the gauze." She broke his hand away, and then saw that his eyes were full of despair.

He walked out and saw the nurse washing the blood from Ding Yu's wound through the open door. It should have been extremely painful, but he didn't frown.

Nuan Feng looked distressed and couldn't bear to look any more. She leaned against the wall, her heart was in a mess, she suddenly blamed her mother, why did she have to tell Ding Yu such a thing, just to make him feel unworthy?make him feel guilty?And has she considered her daughter's mood, what's the point of repeating the painful memory?
The dead child was just full-term, but it was just a lump of thick blood, which would be gone when it bleeds off. She dared not say that there were too many maternal things in it. After all, she was young at the time, after all, she also thought about killing her. Lose it, maybe nothing happened when it was safely knocked out, but after such a painful miscarriage, that period of memory was only deepened. She still remembers the despair that life seemed to be pulled away when the blood flowed out from below. It still hurts.

As for that child, it is even more unlikely that he will have too many feelings for Ding Yu. The reason why he is like this is because the person who killed that little life is his biological father, and the child happens to be his. It happened to be her again.

What kind of pain it was, she could understand.

The nurse came out of the ward, holding the blood-stained gauze, looked back at the warm air when she walked to the door, and walked away.

Nuanfeng walked in and saw Ding Yu leaning on the bed, eyes closed, calmed down.

"Why didn't you tell me earlier." After a while, he suddenly said, his voice hoarse.

Nuanfeng sat down and said, "I wasn't going to tell you."

Ding Yu opened his eyes and looked up at her.

"What's the point? Since it has already happened." Nuan Feng also looked at him.

Ding Yu thought for a while, then lowered his head: "So, you said it's impossible for us?"

Yes, at least she thought so when she said this sentence at the time, but now she is suddenly not so sure, maybe it was her mother's confession today, which made her inexplicably disgusted, or Ding Yu's reaction touched her heart, she stretched out her hand to hold it. The person who lived in Ding Yu suddenly said when Ding Yu was in a daze: "Ding Yu, let's forget that part of the past together, don't think about it anymore."

In the end, there is still a story that money can be a ghost. As long as you are willing to spend money, the warm wind will not sleep on the recliner overnight.

In fact, the warm air is not so delicate, but Ding Yu insisted that he either let her go home or give up his own bed, so she chose to buy another bed.

It was a safe night, and Ding Yu didn't have any abnormal reaction. Early in the morning, she asked Ding Yu for the key, and was going to go to his house to get his change of clothes and go through the hospitalization procedures.

Hearing that he needed a change of clothes, Ding Yu was stunned, scratched his head habitually, and retracted when he touched the gauze, and said, "You don't need to take clothes in winter, you can just buy the rest."

The other things he was talking about were of course underwear and the like. When they lived together, he always asked Fu Lei to wash his clothes for him. If Fu Lei worked overtime, he would wash the underwear off by himself and never let the warm air pass through. .Nuanfeng saw that he was embarrassed, but she was also a little embarrassed, and was about to say something more, but he pushed her away and said: "I live in a single ward, and I have everything, and I will let the nurse buy what I lack, man It's very simple, it's not so troublesome, just walk around and go to work." He said and pushed her lightly.

Nuan Feng thought about it, so he stopped talking about such embarrassing issues, looked at the time, and it was indeed time to go to work, so he didn't say anything else, and took care of the nurse before leaving the hospital, and went directly to the company.

When she left the hospital, she originally wanted to call her mother and ask her to come to the hospital to take a look when she had time, but after thinking about it, she didn't know what she would say to Ding Yu, so she had to count and planned to come here during the lunch break. The hospital is not too far from the company.

However, before noon, the hospital called to say that Ding Yu had disappeared. She was stunned for a while before asking for leave to rush to the hospital.

Ding Yu's things are all there, including mobile phones and daily necessities just bought.

Where will he go?
She spent a long time in the hospital, making sure that he was not in the hospital, and she didn't know if he didn't bring his mobile phone on purpose. Nuan Feng didn't know how to find him, but she calmed down. After all, Ding Yu was not a child. He disappeared, always There was his reason, and then a guess popped up in his mind: he probably went to prison to question his father about that matter.

As soon as she had this idea, she went directly to the only prison in the city.

However, it is not easy to enter the prison, and the guards will not tell you who has visited whose prison. It was a waste of time, and the warm wind had to wait at the prison gate. However, Ding Yu was not seen after waiting for more than an hour. She knew that Ding Yu should not be here, because the visiting time was not that long.

In fact, she didn't have to be so persistent in trying to find Ding Yu, because when she went to the hospital before, the doctor said that he should have only had a slight concussion after observation the first night, and he went out to buy the daily necessities in the ward by himself. A strong man with a height of 1.8 meters, although his head was injured, his brain was not damaged, so what could happen?

She looked at the bare tree pole protruding from the high wall of the prison, and suddenly felt that it was incomprehensible that she was fidgeting just now.

But since it's hard to understand, shouldn't she just let him go and go back to work?Anyway, he would always go back to the hospital/ She kicked the ground, thought for a while, and finally dialed another possible place for Ding Yu on her mobile phone.

"Ding Yu? In my place, I said warm wind. Didn't he get knocked out of his head, and hugged my son as soon as he came, and never let go?" The fat man's tone was puzzled.

Nuan Feng was stunned, and said, "I'll be right over."

The baby's face was full of grievances. As soon as the small mouth was flattened, Ding Yu stuffed a pacifier in.

"Okay, Ding Yu, you want to strangle him to death." The fat man couldn't bear it and grabbed the bottle, and then the little guy finally let out a loud cry.

"Look, he wants to eat." Ding Yu decided that the doll was crying because the pacifier was robbed, and snatched the bottle back from the fat man's hand.

"Ding Yu, what's wrong with you?" The fat man wanted to cry but had no tears.

Ding Yu ignored it, just looked down at the crying baby in his arms, when the little guy in his arms wiped his nose for the third time, he finally decided to believe that he really didn't like children very much, and put the hot potato Throw it back to the fat man.

"Let's go." He stood up.

"Wait a minute, the warm wind is coming." The baby in his arms scratched his face with his small hands while crying, and he avoided it, saying.

Just as he was talking, the bell at the door rang, and warm wind rushed in.

Both of them were stunned when they saw her. The fat man was surprised to see her now because he was used to the warm and calm appearance. As for Ding Yu, he obviously didn't expect that she would come when the fat man said she would come. appeared at the same time.

For him?He has been following her for a long time, right?
Something came up in his heart, he knew it was called joy, but he lowered his head and said, "I'm going back now."

Talking about people going out.

The fat man yelled from behind: "Fake it, you."

The two of them were walking on the street one after the other, and the sun in the winter afternoon made their bodies warm.

Ding Yu put his hands in his pockets, walked for a while and stopped, and waited for the warm wind to slowly approach, then turned his head to look at her.

Nuan Feng's skin was very fair, and her face was slightly red under the sun. She was very beautiful. Ding Yu looked at it for a while, and couldn't help stretching out his hand to shave a strand of messy hair behind her head, and suddenly said: "Grow your hair long. .”

Nuan Feng was taken aback, and subconsciously stretched out her hand to stroke her hair. Indeed, since Ding Yu cut her hair off that time, she never grew it out.

Will she get used to it, she wanted to say, but Ding Yu didn't seem to want to hear her answer, put down his hands, lowered his head, and suddenly changed the topic, saying: "I went to see him today."

Nuan Feng looked at him, he lowered his eyes, and said, "I wanted to question him about that, but..." He stopped, and after a while, he said, "He is skinny and his hair is white. I barely recognized him and he was so happy to see me and asked if I had forgiven him and came to see him?"

He lowered his head even further, looking at the ground: "Wanfeng, I couldn't say anything, I didn't say anything, I just turned around and left, and then I heard him crying behind," he took a deep breath and used In a lower voice, "Am I very useless?"

He seemed very tired when he said the second half of the sentence, his brows were slightly wrinkled, and then he gently held Nuanfeng's hand.

The warm wind allowed him to hold his hand, and felt his hand slightly exerting force. She looked down and wanted to say that such a reaction was normal, and it was not a question of whether it was useful or not, and she said, forget it together and don't think about it again, But he didn't say anything, subconsciously held back, and said: "I didn't eat lunch to find you, I'm a little hungry."

The sun seemed to brighten up again suddenly, Ding Yu was stunned for a moment, recalling Nuan Feng's words, originally he thought Nuan Feng would laugh at his hypocrisy, because he clearly called Ding Jianguo an asshole yesterday.

However, Nuanfeng didn't seem to care about this, and she didn't say comforting words with a tolerant face. She only said that she was hungry.

She didn't want to forgive that person, but she also didn't want to take this matter to heart, that's all.

"There's a good restaurant next door, let's go there." Ding Yu said.

The two of them never loosened their hands. Even when they were eating, Ding Yu held Nuan Feng's hand and watched her eat.

Until returning to the hospital, the two held hands.

Nuanfeng didn't resolutely refuse, nor did he show disgust, which was tantamount to acquiescing to Ding Yu. He was happy because of this, but he didn't dare to act rashly, fearing that everything now was just a dream, and it would disappear in a blink of an eye.

So until he returned to the ward, he still refused to let go of his hand, "Ding Yu, let go." When the nurse gave Ding Yu an IV, Nuan Feng wanted to break away from Ding Yu's clenched hand.

Ding Yu simply turned his head away childishly and clenched his hands even tighter.

The nurse covered her mouth and smiled, looked at the clenched hands of the two, and went out.

Blushed by the nurse, Nuan Feng pulled Ding Yu's big hand away with his other hand, what's wrong?Can two people become conjoined twins?She should have broken away a long time ago, but she didn't know why she let him hold her all the time, and she didn't even think about the reason, but she didn't find it annoying, so she didn't break away resolutely. It seemed that he suddenly realized that such clasping fingers should be a behavior between lovers.

(End of this chapter)