The shimmering lost dusty summer

Chapter 9 Summer Silence (5)
"It's just right, Nuanfeng, you don't want to fill in A University, so that you can have the same school again."

"Mom, I haven't figured it out yet."

"I think it's A University. I saw that kid named Wu Zheng last time. He is very polite and a good boy. I can rest assured that he will take care of you in A University."

"I have to think about it."

……

In his ear is the conversation between the mother and daughter that he heard in the morning, which has disturbed him until now.

"I'm very happy. It won't be long before you can get rid of me completely, Qin Nuanfeng?" He whispered these words, with indescribable emotions, "It won't take a few months, you can be with you My boyfriend is staying and flying together in college, and I can only leave with my second uncle, how wonderful, your mother is completely relieved, gratifying."

The warm wind stopped, looked back at him, said to Wu Zheng without saying a word, "Let's go." He said and helped him to leave.

Ding Yu didn't move, looking at them, the scorching weather around him almost made him explode, he suddenly punched and hit the nearby tree.

Nuanfeng finally chose University A, and she wanted to take a gamble if she could apply for a scholarship.

My mother made a good meal for this and said that she would celebrate it. It seemed that filling in the A university was equivalent to entering the A university.

Ding Yu quickly took a few mouthfuls of food and returned to his room. He was disgusted by such a celebration.

Without turning on the light, the person fell directly on the bed and heard the mother and daughter's conversation outside.

"I'm going to school in the city. I need to prepare some clothes for you. There are no school uniforms in college." It was Fu Lei's voice.

"The clothes I used to wear can still be worn, so I don't need to buy them. Besides, I just filled in the A major, and I haven't passed the exam yet."

"I will definitely be able to pass the exam. Are there any schools in the world that Nuanfeng can't pass the exam?" Fu Lei smiled softly.

"should be no problem."

"That's good," the mother took a breath of comfort. "When you get to college, I won't stop you from falling in love. It's great to go to school together in a college."

"Mom, what are you talking about, I have nothing to do with him."

"Okay, okay, let's not talk."

……

Ding Yu sat up violently, the fire in his heart was getting more and more intense, burning his heart desperately, making him want to rush out and shout into the warm wind: No.

Can't what?What can't?

His hands trembled slightly, and he dug out the cigarette that the fat man had left for him last time from under the pillow, lit it with a match beside the table, took a few puffs vigorously, then choked, and coughed desperately.

He seldom smokes, because his physical education teacher said that smoking hurts the lungs, so people who run like this are more likely to pant than non-smokers. He likes basketball and doesn't want anything to affect his playing basketball.

However, at this time, he was desperately pumping.

He felt that he must be possessed by an evil spirit, why would he be turned around by a Qin Nuanfeng?
Of course I like it.

The fat man's words were in his ears again, making him jump, and found that the smoke had burned his fingers, which made his fingers burn.

like!like!
He lay down suddenly, feeling that the sky and the earth were dark before him.

That night, he had a dream, full of warm wind, laughing, angry, and crying.

July [-]th, the day before the college entrance examination, that year was the last year to take the college entrance examination in July.

Many years later, Ding Yu thought, if there was no incident that day, he and Nuanfeng might not have come to that point.

Today is the last day of class suspension for review. In fact, a long study life cannot be made up for by a few days of cramming. Nuanfeng has hardly read a book these days. My mother is very busy, and I found a part-time job at night, so housework Everything is done by her.

She is busy helping Ding Yu organize things today. He has already started his summer vacation. His second uncle asked him to go to Hainan for vacation. He originally wanted to call Nuanfeng mother and daughter, but Fu Lei refused. One is that he has no time, and the other is that since It was unpleasant to get along with each other in the first place, so why bother to make the whole vacation unpleasant with the past?

The boy actually didn’t have much to take care of. It was nothing more than a few changes of clothes, packed in the same way as the warm air. Seeing Ding Yu put the basketball in the net bag, he stopped: “Do you want to bring the ball too?”

Ding Yu ignored her, fastened the net belt and threw it aside, then picked up the photo of his father beside the bed and put it on as well.

"Ding Yu?" Nuanfeng looked at him, he was just going on vacation, why did he bring his father's photo?
"I won't come back after I'm on vacation. Didn't it mean the end of my sophomore year?" Ding Yu replied indifferently, and put the photo in his luggage.

"Not coming back?" Nuan Feng was stunned, "Didn't you mention it?"

Ding Yu stopped talking, grabbed the bag in her hand, and put the miscellaneous things next to it into it. Nuan Feng watched his movements and stood there in a daze.

It is true that he left after the end of the second year of high school. I thought that he would come back to live for a few days after the vacation, and then move out after school. Isn't it a little anxious?She suddenly remembered something and ran to the outer hall.

"Wait a minute, I'll call my mother." My mother must not know, Yi Dingyu's temper is too bad to say.

"What the hell," Ding Yu threw the things in his hands on the bed fiercely, "When did she ever care about my affairs?"

The warm wind ignored them, and people ran out. It was in the factory next door to the community, more than ten minutes away. After all, they lived for nearly ten years.

Ding Yu watched her go out, sat down on the bed, and "cut" after a while.

Originally, he didn't even want to talk about the warm wind, he just said it was a vacation and never came back, but he still didn't hold back, maybe he wanted to see her expression when he knew he was leaving, but it was just an accident, that's all.

He has been depressed for a long time, why is she just an accident?He felt uncomfortable all the time.

His fingertips touched something on the bed, he turned his head to look, it was a wooden box, his eyes flashed, he sat up and opened the box, there was nothing there, only a piece of hair, he hesitated for a moment, took it in hand.

It was Nuan Feng's hair, which was cut off by him when he was in elementary school.

Didn't throw it away?When did I store it in the box so carefully?If he hadn't tidied things up, he might have forgotten it. He brought his hair to the tip of his nose and smelled the fragrance on it. No, he didn't forget. When he saw the box, he knew what was inside. It was originally hung on the wall, but I was afraid of getting dusty, so I put it in a box, and the box was bought in the store.

ridiculous!What kind of mentality was there to hide this cut of hair at that time? With a wave of his hand, he threw it into the trash can next to him, and then stood up.

In fact, there is really nothing, only a small suitcase, he really doesn't need the mother and daughter to see each other, it will only make people feel awkward, he took the suitcase and went directly to the intersection outside the community, the second uncle said Wait for him there.

When the warm wind pulled Fu Lei back, Ding Yu had already left, and the room was empty, except for a few scraps of newspapers that were left during tidying up, and the wind blew and slid on the floor for a while.

Gone, really gone.

Nuan Feng stared at Ding Yu's room, she didn't know why, her heart was empty, and she didn't know what to think, so she turned and went out, thinking maybe Ding Yu hadn't left yet.

Suddenly there was the cry of her mother behind her, she was stunned and turned back.

Grabbing a sportswear that Ding Yu usually wears, the mother cried and cursed in a low voice: "This heartless person is really a waste of raising him."

A gust of hot wind blew in through the open glass window, and the warm wind moved in his heart, squatting down and hugging his mother.

It was already evening, and the traffic was stuck on the way to the airport. The second uncle kept looking at his watch and said that he should come out earlier.

Ding Yu was playing with the mobile phone that his second uncle had just bought for him in the back seat of the car.

In fact, many people in the school have already started using mobile phones. He doesn't care much about these things, so he doesn't have them if he doesn't have them, and he doesn't take them to heart.

He added the phone numbers of Fatty and the others, and also sent them a message, and then the interface stopped at the game that came with the phone. He was bored, played it over and over again, and finally got tired of it, and threw the phone into the bag.

Outside the window, the sky was full of sunset, he looked at it with somewhat sour eyes, and narrowed his eyes slightly.

The cell phone that he threw into the bag suddenly rang. There was a text message. He was taken aback and picked it up.

From the fat man: Do you want to tell Nuanfeng your number?
Fatty and the others knew that his relationship with Nuanfeng was very stiff, but only Fatty was the most successful, so they even sent a text message to ask.

He hit directly: don't.

His finger went to press the confirmation button, but it stopped suddenly. Looking at the words on the screen, he couldn't press it no matter what.

Maybe we will never see each other again.

This sentence suddenly popped up in his mind, and he seemed to have just realized this fact, and he suddenly panicked.

Never seeing each other again, like a door, closing everything related to Nuanfeng from his father's death to now, never looking at it again, never thinking about it again, as if it had never happened, Nuanfeng was so angry by him The white face, Qianqiu with messy hair in the afternoon, the food she cooked, the fragrance of her body after taking a bath, her tears, her lips, everything about her, no more, no more.

His hands began to tremble, and something seemed to block his chest, making him unable to breathe.

"I want to go back." Suddenly, he heard his own voice say, even surprised himself.

"What?" Second Uncle turned around, thinking he had heard wrong.

"I want to go back, right away." The second time, his voice was firm.

The second uncle thought he was crazy, and he thought he was crazy too.

When he returned to the community where he had lived for ten years, it was already dark, and he ran wildly without thinking about why he came back.How should he tell Nuan Feng when he came back, so when he ran to the door, he stopped suddenly, his mind went blank.

The fragrance of the fragrant flowers in the neighborhood wafted in bursts, he stood still, and then faintly heard his familiar voice.

"I asked for two, and this one is for you." Wu Zheng took one of the two amulets that he and his mother went to the temple to ask for early this morning and gave it to Nuanfeng.

Nuanfeng took it with a light smile: "You came here to give me this."

"Certainly, you don't know how many people asked for it. My mother and I went there early in the morning and got it in the afternoon."

"I didn't expect you to believe this," Nuan Feng smiled and took the amulet over, "Okay, I'll take it to the exam tomorrow."

She smiled like a blooming flower, Wu Zheng looked a little absent-minded, and raised his glasses subconsciously: "Okay, I'm going back."

Nuan Feng originally wanted him to sit in the house, but thinking about the exam tomorrow, and there was really nothing at home to entertain him, he didn't say anything, just said: "Be careful on the road."

Wu Zheng left.

The warm wind watched him walk away, and then looked up at the sky above his head, there is a moon tonight.

"Ding Yu, should you be on the plane?" She said softly, her smiling face fell silent, she sighed slightly, and went into the room.

The door was open, and my mother was going to work as a part-time worker, so it's impossible to come back so early?

She walked in gently and saw Ding Yu in the room.

"Ding Yu?" She couldn't believe it, she couldn't understand why he appeared here.

Ding Yu's face was gloomy, and when he saw the bright red amulet in Nuan Feng's hand, his face became even uglier.

It was still the fire in his heart that almost burned him to ashes, but just after he left, that boy ran to the house directly, did he make an agreement on a good life after being admitted to A University?Did he leave the stage in embarrassment, in exchange for universal support?
Shouldn't he hate her?Ever since his father passed away, he should have hated her every day. Since when did he become kind to her, and now he is still foolishly leaving with his second uncle, letting her have a good time.

No, he won't leave, so she shouldn't even think about leaving, don't even think about leaving him in the name of going to university and going with another boy.

He won't allow it, never!
He was just thinking about it, but he heard the scream of the warm wind, and then realized that he was hugging the warm wind. He was startled and wanted to let go, but at this time he was on the fire, and he was always unwilling, and the weather was hot. Nuanfeng was only wearing a T-shirt, and he could feel the girl's beautiful curves when he hugged her, but he couldn't let go.

He is a boy who is almost 16 years old, and his body has already matured after regular exercise. He has thought about sex issues countless times in reality and dreams, not to mention it is a hot summer night, and what's more, he is in his arms that he has longed for countless times in his dreams. Seeing Nuan Feng's panicked expression, his mind suddenly became hot, and then he kissed her as hard as he did in the school corridor that day.

Kiss it, and you will fall into the world of eternal doom.

Maybe he just wanted to kiss and let go at first, but he underestimated his desire for the warm air, and the warm air began to struggle and kicked his legs hard, which seemed to have a catalytic effect, anger and lust At the same time, he was rushing upwards, and the young people's desires immediately ached in the blink of an eye. He didn't know what was wrong with him, and he seemed unable to control himself. All kinds of desires in his mind were clamoring to teach him how to do it, and he couldn't resist. .

And when the painful desire directly crashed into a mass of warmth, the rushing excitement and the despair stretched from the depths of his heart made him vent all of it when he first entered, and then his mind went blank, and he fell on the ground. On the soft and trembling body beneath him, he felt as if he had fallen into hell.

What did he do?
He didn't dare to get up, didn't dare to look at the face of the person below him, hot liquid kept flowing from his eyes, and then he heard his own low cry, hoarse and desperate.

What did he do?
In fact, everything can be avoided, he may not come back, but he came back, he did not need to be angry, but he was angry, he should not let the desire in his heart act, he did it.

What did he do?
It took a long time before he regained his strength. He felt that he should do something, say something, and then looking at Nuan Feng's dead face, he almost wanted to kill himself directly.

Suddenly there was a loud scream beside his ear, he turned his head subconsciously, and saw Fu Lei's blood red eyes, then something seemed to hit him on the head, and he lost consciousness.

(End of this chapter)