Abandoned woman's glory

Chapter 202 Another Damage to the Waterway
I once heard people say that if a person looks at the white snow for too long, his eyes will be burned by the snow, and he will suffer from eye diseases, and his eyes will no longer be able to see.

I don't know how long I stood on the attic and looked at the snow below, but when I turned my head, I felt a burst of whiteness in front of my eyes, and I was so dizzy that I almost fell down. At this moment, a pair of powerful arms All of a sudden hug me.

I took the child and fell into a warm chest.

When he raised his head, he met the dark pupils under the mask.

Ghost face.

I stared blankly at him, and he also stared blankly at me. At this moment, my breathing was entangled and my eyes crossed, as if time had stopped.

In the past, I couldn't read that person's eyes, thinking he only had resentment; when he died, I couldn't read his eyes, thinking he only had guilt, but now——

If you give me another chance, can I understand?
Can I understand his true heart behind the layers of fog and the heavy mask?
The ghost face looked down at me, it seemed that even he was confused at this moment, the two of them just looked at each other stupidly, after an unknown amount of time, a small voice suddenly came from his arms: "Here—"

Looking down, it was a child, subconsciously stretching out his hand towards the chest of the ghost face, rubbing his little hand on the skirt, it was immediately stained with a deep red.

Blood!

I looked up at him all of a sudden: "Are you injured?!"

He also seemed to wake up all of a sudden, let go of me hurriedly and took a few steps back, lowered his head and said, "The empress dowager forgives me."

"You have a wound on your chest, why don't you tell me?" I looked at him: "Is it the accident in the city before? You are protecting the child—"

Before I could finish speaking, he said in a hoarse voice: "The little prince was snatched from my hand, and I have an obligation to protect the little prince's safety."

As soon as these words were uttered, it was like a head of cold snow splashing down on me.

I suddenly became cold, and stood in the corridor looking at him. In fact, the distance between me and him is only two or three steps, which is not far away, but I know that there are some distances that cannot be approached by walking one or two steps forward. of.

After all, that person and I are too far away, too far away...

I was silent for a long time, and finally said: "Ghost face."

He looked up at me.

"I have a question I want to ask you, I will only ask you once, answer me after you think it through."

"..."

The atmosphere was a bit silent, and the child in my arms seemed to feel something, and squirmed slightly uneasily, making a muttering sound, I lowered my head and stuck him, and I seemed to be able to see something from that little red face , such eyebrows, such breath, such feeling...

The man who gave me the deepest pain and deepest doubt, he left this child in my body, but will he appear in my life?

I took a deep breath and looked up at him.

"Who are you!"

Ghost Face's eyes widened suddenly, and when he looked at me, he was clearly at a loss.

He looked at me, and then looked down at the child. There were many things intertwining and colliding in those eyes for a moment, as if his contradictory heart could not find an exit and could not see his own way.

"The Queen Mother..."

His voice was very dry, so dry that it made people feel sad, I said: "I didn't ask you to answer now, you should think carefully before answering me."

I turned around and took two steps, stopped again, and looked back at him: "Remember, I only ask this question once."

After speaking, I turned around and left with the child in my arms.

Leaving him standing there alone, his thin and slender figure looked so lonely in the wind and snow, so lonely, like a statue of ice, but he didn't know how long he would be so lonely and cold.

In the following days, we stayed in Fengxiang for more than a month.

After all, I have been bumping from the beginning of pregnancy, plus the pain I suffered during childbirth. Although Liang Chengxin administered acupuncture and medicine afterwards, it hurt my vitality after all, and the Baihu Kingdom was destroyed, and the line of defense in my heart was put down. The disease came flooding in like a tide, and I fell ill all of a sudden.

I lay on the bed for more than half a month, and it took a long time to recuperate. By the time my vitality slowly recovered, it was almost spring.

On this day, I walked to the bed wearing a thick wind cloak and looked at the blue sky outside. After the heavy snow, there is always sunny weather. I also hope that I can usher in such a time. It sounded, and when I looked closely, it was the shadow of a pigeon piercing the sky and flying towards the east.

Because of the beginning of spring, the number of pigeons has gradually increased. Maybe some people are using pigeons to convey love.

Five days ago, I waited for a message from a pigeon, which came from Mengjing.

My queen mother, the queen mother of Xuanyuan Kingdom, sent a message asking me to go back to Mengjing.

This news is undoubtedly the most shocking news to me these days after I got married. My mother hasn't seen me again for eight years. It seems that to her, I am no longer a daughter. But now, she suddenly makes people A message came, let me go back to Mengjing again.

Everyone thought I would leave immediately, but after three full days of delay, I remained silent.

In the end, it was Yu He who came to ask me, I just smiled bitterly, they didn't understand, the last words Li Jun said to me in Fengxiang City Tower -

I really should find out the truth of the past and give myself a clean account, otherwise when I go back to Mengjing, I will still be the ruthless Empress Dowager Yongjia of Qinglong Kingdom who killed the prince.

I smiled wryly and said, "Maybe in the entire Xuanyuan Kingdom, Li Jun is the only one who is willing to believe me, but now that he is dead, he died at my hands, how can I have the face to go back?"

Yu He glanced at me and said, "Queen Mother, Li Jun was not killed by my subordinates."

"Huh?" I looked up at him.

"Actually, I went down to Fengxiang City and told him your plan, and he agreed, but he said that if he was killed by me, it would definitely arouse Nangong Mizhen's suspicion, so they would not relax their ties to Fengxiang City. rule, so—”

My heart sank and I looked at him: "So how?"

"So, he asked his subordinates to kill him and dedicate his head and Fengxiang City to Nangong Mizhen and Shui Xunyou in exchange for their trust and relaxation of vigilance. And before he died, , handed me a secret letter, and asked me to pass it back to Mengjing and present it to Queen Mother Xuanyuan. I think he wrote this secret letter for you, Queen Mother, so—— Queen Mother Xuanyuan will invite you back to Mengjing. "

Unexpectedly, Li Jun would do this.

Although I don't know what was written in that letter, I believe that he must have believed in me to do these things for me.

A bitter feeling came to my heart, and my eyes were slightly red.

Yu He looked at me again: "Queen Mother, you still have to face many things. No matter how difficult you think your past is, you have experienced it after all."

His words gave me great strength. Although I still hesitated in my heart, I finally agreed.

In the past two days, they have been preparing for my return to Mengjing.

There was a knock on the door outside, I answered, and saw Yu He and Ling Si walking in, and I saw the ghost walking at the end at a glance, he only took one look at me, then lowered his head in silence, avoid my eyes.

These days, we are actually avoiding seeing each other, but for some reason he came back today.

I felt that Yu He's face was slightly strange, so I got up and looked at him: "Sir, what's the matter?"

"Queen Mother, what lies ahead—the avalanche and landslide, I can't get through it."

"what?"

I was slightly startled—an avalanche and landslide?
He nodded: "We took a look and found that the snow on the east mountain had already started to melt, but some people at the bottom of the mountain worshiped the gods and beat the big drum, causing an avalanche, and more than half of the rocks collapsed, completely blocking the road." Living."

"How long will it take to unblock?"

Ling Sidao: "It will take at least a month, and in the early spring, the snow in many places will melt, and I'm afraid it will cause mudslides, which will be even more dangerous."

I frowned slightly - if so, would I have no way to go back to Mengjing?
Perhaps, this is not the most important.It has been several months since I left Zhaoye. Shaoyu stayed there alone. Facing Nangong Yu, I was somewhat worried about him, not knowing how he was doing.

Seeing my troubled look, Yu He was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "Actually, there is another way to get to Mengjing."

When I heard that, I raised my head quickly: "Which way?"

"waterway."

Hearing these two words, my face suddenly changed.

Waterway - If you go to Mengjing through the waterway here, is the route the same as the route I used to go east from Guigu all the way, and then the prince had an accident on the way?

Almost subconsciously, I looked up at the man at the door, his eyes became darker in an instant, and when he looked at me, there seemed to be some hidden light shining inside.

Since I can remember, I seem to have an inexplicable fear of water. Now I know that it was because of Xuanyuanting's accident, or maybe it wasn't an accident, that's why I have such subconscious fear; When Zhaoye went to Nanyang City, he met Guanyin Bao and nearly died. It was also the first time Nangong saved me.

Another time, it was Nangong who brought me to Dadukou with the sweetest lies, but we didn't have time to set sail, so nothing happened in time, but just that, the pain is enough.

For me, the waterway seems to be the beginning of endless harm. I don't know when the monster of fate will emerge from the unfathomable water and swallow me up.

This time, do I have to go by water?
If I want to go, something that has changed my life has already happened on this road. What will happen this time?

(End of this chapter)