What do you want in life

Chapter 30 Can the Oath of the Past Become Forever (9)
"I dare not." His tone was still calm, "On the contrary, I do have plans for her. You must have known this a long time ago."

Huang Yiyun's sullen expression suddenly fell into a panic, and her palms were slightly sweating. She suddenly realized that she was throwing herself into a trap by accusing him of being so violent today. This undoubtedly gave him an excellent step to ask for a breakup.Maybe, after seeing these photos, she should still act as if she didn't know anything, see how he came to tell her this?
However, God knows that with her temperament, after recognizing the person in the photo and hearing Jiang Fang's embellished descriptions, she couldn't hold back no matter what!

"What do you want?" She swallowed, her voice hoarse.

Shen Juncheng took out the cigarette case, twisted one casually, thought about it wrongly, and put it back again, his eyes finally met hers, "Evian, let's break up."

The color in Huang Yiyun's eyes fled instantly, she looked at him blankly, without even the strength to get angry, "You've been waiting for this day, haven't you? Since the day you promised me two years ago..."

"I'm sorry." Shen Juncheng lowered his head, he really regretted that he hastily agreed to her absurd request, "Emotional matters... really can't be forced."

"So, you never loved me at all?" Huang Yiyun smiled sadly, tears were about to fall in her eyes.

"..."

Looking at his handsome but still ungrateful face, Huang Yiyun swallowed back tears desperately, "In your eyes, our relationship of more than ten years is so worthless?"

"Evian," Shen Juncheng had no choice but to argue, "You are a very good friend, but... two years ago, I just promised you that we could try, but after two years, I found that...we are really not very good friends. Appropriate... Evian, I'm sorry."

Huang Yiyun suddenly turned away from looking at him, "Shen Juncheng, are we unhappy when we are together? Are you really indifferent to my feelings? Are you as impatient to get rid of me as if you were throwing off a dirty rag?"

Shen Juncheng took a deep breath, and Huang Yiyun's series of plaintive questioning made him feel sad.

However, a trace of resentment gradually emerged in her eyes, "I won't just let it go!"

Shen Juncheng's apologetic expression just now suddenly became vigilant, "What do you want to do?"

Huang Yiyun carefully touched her uneaten lips with a wet towel, and then stood up. In just a few seconds, she regained her confidence and elegance, "What do I want to do? How do I know now! Since you can do whatever you want Why can't I just do something else when I want to break up with me?"

Shen Juncheng's eyes suddenly narrowed.

Huang Yiyun smiled brighter and brighter, "Shen Juncheng, we have known each other for more than ten years, you should understand my temper to some extent, I - when will I suffer?"

She stood upright and proud in front of him like that, looking down at him, her eyes intertwined, as if all the grievances and grievances in the past were forcibly dragged out from the corners, and to make a final settlement, no one would be the first to bow her head.

Shen Juncheng laughed slowly, "Yiyun, you really shouldn't deal with such a depraved person as Jiang Fang, even the way of threatening is similar to him. Did you know that before he left Nanxiang, he was like you now?" That threatened me."

In Huang Yiyun's eyes, the elegant arrogance was instantly replaced by anger and embarrassment. She gritted her teeth and grabbed the juice on the table and poured it on Shen Juncheng, "You bastard!"

The smile on Shen Juncheng's face remained undiminished, allowing Huang Yiyun to put down the glass severely, and turned away angrily.

It took a long time before he picked up the wet wipes and slowly wiped the stain on his body that was splashed by her, the vain smile on his face lasted for a long time.

It was late at night, and Xiaoying couldn't fall asleep, so she lay on the bed and read a book.

Her current collection of books is few and far between, and most of them are magazines. For a long time after Grandma Wu’s accident, she didn’t even dare to flip through the corners of the books, let alone read them. Han Zhengsheng almost wanted to take her to see a doctor. Juan persuaded him to come down.

"The more you take it seriously, the more likely it is to become a problem. Don't keep staring at it. It will be fine after a long time."

Liu Juan is a nurse and has absolute medical authority at home, and her uncle is willing to listen.

Later, Xiaoying got better gradually, but after she got better, her interest in books suddenly decreased, not only casual books, but also serious textbooks, her grades were always fluctuating in the middle and lower reaches, and she never went up again.When moving out from his uncle's house, Han Zhengsheng intentionally gave her a large shelf of books, but she also refused.

Now, she only reads a few boring books when she is tossing and turning, but the main function is to hypnotize her.

But tonight, even this trick has no effect, often the eyes are fixed on the book, and the mind has already gone somewhere.

Suddenly there was the sound of ding-dong ringing the doorbell, Xiaoying shivered, and immediately put down her book and turned over to sit up, it was so late, who could it be?

On the other side of the door, she put her ears on the door panel and listened carefully, hesitating whether she should make a sound, or pretend to be deaf and dumb, pretending that no one was in the room.

"Han Xiaoying, it's me." A familiar voice came through the door.

Xiaoying breathed a sigh of relief, her heart finally settled down, she opened the door, and it was indeed Shen Juncheng standing outside the door.

"It's very late." She looked at him, but there was joy and trust in her eyes that couldn't be concealed.

"I want to see you." Shen Juncheng stepped in.

As soon as he came, the deserted room suddenly became lively, Xiaoying made him a cup of hot tea, and when it was placed in front of him, the unfettered black hair poured down on the table like a waterfall, giving it a luxurious and gorgeous look.

"I can't sleep, the person who is stalking me is all over my mind, I have seen him before, he is not tall, and he is also very thin..." Xiaoying finally caught someone who could discuss and discuss in detail , These words have been held back in her heart and she doesn't know who to tell.

Shen Juncheng stared at her firmly and did not speak.

Xiaoying continued to confide, "Who do you think it could be? Why does he follow me all day long? If he wanted to attack me, he should have done it long ago. I really don't like to suffer like this, even if I die... "

Before she finished speaking, she was pulled into Shen Juncheng's arms, and he kissed her hungrily, like a traveler who has been trekking hard in the desert and hasn't seen an oasis for a long time.

Xiaoying breathed out from the long kiss that almost suffocated her. Her arms were still wrapped around his neck, and her watery eyes were like two bright gemstones.

"Don't talk nonsense." Only then did Shen Juncheng refute her in a hoarse voice.

He didn't let her go, he still let her sit on his lap, and looked down at her as red clouds covered her cheeks, "That man won't hurt you, he is the one I brought to protect you, lest you know I was uncomfortable, so I didn't tell you."

Xiaoying tightened her hand around his neck, and she sat upright. She didn't like being stared down by him, "You should tell me, I'd rather be uncomfortable than worry like I am now."

Shen Juncheng hugged her tightly, pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed, with a hint of apology in his eyes, "It's because he's unprofessional, and you discovered it, but it turned out to be troublesome."

"What are you afraid of?" Xiaoying fixed her dark eyes on his, "Are you afraid of Jiang Fang?"

Shen Juncheng stared at Xiaoying blankly. After a while, he buried his face in her thick black hair and took a deep breath of the cool scent of shampoo, "I don't know exactly what I'm afraid of, but... I'm afraid of losing you."

Xiaoying's nose was sour when she heard it, and she was moved, and she clinged to him tightly, like two kittens warming each other.

When she is with him, she often feels as if she is in a dream. However, often in an instant, when she sees his taller and stronger body than before, and the calmness and stability on his face that has been added by the years, she will finally realize that Will suddenly realize that this is not a dream, they have already met in adulthood.

After snuggling for a long time, Shen Juncheng said softly again: "I broke up with her...just when you called me."

Xiaoying was startled, and pushed away his embrace, eagerly searching for his eyes, "What did she say?"

"Very angry." He smiled wryly.

Guilt swallowed Xiaoying's heart all at once, she lowered her head slumpedly, she didn't want to hurt anyone, in the end, what should be hurt was still hurt.

Shen Juncheng couldn't bear to see her expression, held her face in both hands, and looked at her carefully, "Don't be like this, we break up sooner or later. I told you a long time ago, even without you, I have planned to broke up."

Xiaoying snuggled her head into his arms again, and held it there for a long time, but she didn't say anything.

It was useless to say anything, everything was like an excuse, but she could smell the smell of dust, as if a storm was coming.

The supplier, Boss Chang, entered the warehouse with a slight smile along with the goods. Lao Yang and Gao Yan happened to be comparing a set of data in front of the computer.

As soon as Boss Chang saw him, he yelled hello to show his enthusiasm, "Master Yang, Happy New Year!"

Seeing that it was an acquaintance, Lao Yang straightened up and said with a smile, "It's been almost a month since the New Year, so happy New Year! You haven't been here for a long time, you just know that you have to send a buddy to perfuse us!"

"Where is it, busy! Really busy! Running around! You don't know, I can't even go home for the Chinese New Year this year, and I am trapped in Hubei due to heavy snow! Don't say anything else, it makes my old lady anxious to death!"

Boss Chang had a miserable expression. After finishing speaking, he turned his head and raised his chin, and several people moved several boxes of expensive fruits from the cart. Although it's a bit late to worship, but my heart is sincere."

With the approval of Lao Yang, Gao Yan immediately stepped forward to give directions to the people who moved the goods, and put the fruits in a corner out of sight. She couldn't hold back, opened the top box and glanced at it, and immediately grinned , are all good stuff.

Here, Boss Chang held Lao Yang back while chatting, and stuffed a few red envelopes into his pockets without showing any emotion, and then asked loudly, "Why didn't you see Manager Jiang?"

Lao Yang sighed, unable to say a word, "Oh, it was only a few days ago that Manager Jiang left."

Boss Chang was very surprised, "Really! Did you change jobs? Where did you go?"

"What high school?" Gao Yan sneered at the side and continued, "It's clear that someone poked the corner away."

Xiaoying was coming out after inspecting the goods, when she heard this, her face turned pale, and she went back to her seat without saying a word.

Boss Chang was even more surprised, "There is such a thing? Who dares to touch Manager Jiang?" There was no sympathy in the eyebrows, but some deliberately concealed joy.

Gao Yan squinted at Xiaoying, pointing at Sang and scolding Huai, "Why don't you dare, some people have bad intentions, hook up with each other and dump the other, and even think they are an eyesore after it's over, Manager Jiang is soft-hearted, there is no reason not to fall into the trap! Without eyes, the shameless person is getting more and more active! Lian Zongjing..."

Lao Yang panicked and shouted loudly, "Don't talk nonsense! It will be troublesome for people to hear!"

Gao Yan hugged her chest with both hands, and raised her eyebrows, "I'm afraid of a ball! What's the matter, you won't even let me tell the truth? Anyway, if you have the ability, even I will fire, I'll wait!"

Xiaoying was trembling with anger. These words were clearly aimed at her, but he didn't name her. If she jumped up, she might hit the opponent's arms, and the description would become darker and darker.At the moment, she had no choice but to swallow her anger, pretending she didn't hear it, but tears were rolling in her eyes, and she lowered her head even lower.

When Boss Chang and his party left, Gao Yan seemed to be full of ideas, walked to Xiaoying's table, suddenly leaned down and smiled charmingly: "Xiao Han, I should thank you this time, if it weren't for you, we would have to continue working the night shift! You really think about us women!"

When she made such a show, Xiaoying put away all the grievances, without looking at her, and said coldly: "I don't understand what you are talking about."

"You don't understand? It's okay, it's okay, I don't have any other intentions, I just want to thank you very much!" Gao Yan walked back with a smile. No one could say the word "thank you" so gnashing of teeth like her.

Soon, gossip about Xiaoying's close relationship with a certain company executive spread widely among the employees.Of course, the so-called "high-level" is just a vague name that everyone knows well. Everyone knows that "high-level" actually refers to Shen Juncheng.

Everyone thinks that it is only natural for a person like Shen Juncheng to be involved in some gossip, but the heroine of the gossip is Han Xiaoying, not any glamorous female staff in the administrative hall, which is really unexpected .However, this does not hinder the value and speed of the scandal.

Shen Juncheng was in a high position, so it was difficult for such gossip to reach his ears, but Xiaoying received much more attention and pressure. Even when she was having a meal in a restaurant, someone would point at her.

No matter how calm she was, she couldn't bear such "courteous treatment", but she understood that it was useless to tell Shen Juncheng, the mouth of the people was better than Fang Chuan, and there had never been any good results, there was nothing he could do, it would only increase troubles.

She couldn't bear it anymore, so Xiaoying could only ask Guo Jia to discuss it.

"So, the matter between you two is true?" Guo Jia asked this question first.

Long before Xiaoying approached her, she had already heard about the news, but she didn't take it seriously, thinking that it was Xiaoying's trouble caused by her random jokes when she was around.

But Xiaoying in front of her was full of sadness, and there was no shadow of her former calmness.

Now that it's inconvenient for Xiaoying to hide it from her, she can only briefly explain the matter and automatically omit the part about Jiang Fang's invasion of her. For her, it was a nightmare that she didn't even want to mention.

"So you two knew each other before!" Guo Jia suddenly realized, and then glanced sideways at Xiaoying, "Han Xiaoying, you are so calm, you didn't reveal such an explosive inside story until today!"

Xiaoying smiled bitterly: "It's all in the past, how could I have thought..."

"Come on!" Guo Jia waved her hand, "You don't need to explain to me, you didn't apologize to me. In fact, I should have guessed it." She grinned at Xiaoying, "Mr. Shen asked me several times to inquire about your situation, I thought he really had sympathy for us low-level warehouse managers, hey! I didn't expect him to be a drunkard!"

Xiaoying pursed her lips, not knowing what it was like for a moment.

Guo Jia, who recovered from the shock, soon became smug again, "What did I say, when I first saw him, I thought you two were made for each other! I'm such a fucking genius! Should I change my career to give People look at faces?"

"What do you think I should do now?" Xiaoying didn't have the heart to talk nonsense with her anymore, she frowned and asked her worriedly, it was rare for her to be in a state of confusion.

"What should I do?" Guo Jia stared at her like a monster, "It's not against the law to fall in love with the general manager! You just talk about it openly and openly! When you become the wife of the general manager in the future, just talk about the nonsense now." All the people with bad ways have been kicked out, this is called 'those who follow me prosper, those who oppose me perish'! Let's see who dares to talk about you in the future!"

Xiaoying didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Can you be serious, Shen Juncheng is also under a lot of pressure, he, he... is still talking about breaking up with his girlfriend..."

"That's right!" Guo Jia also tightened his brows, "I'm just happy for you, and I forgot about this, so he has a girlfriend! Then you, you... oh!"

Her sigh made Xiaoying feel uncomfortable, "Guo Jia, do you think I shouldn't..."

"I can't say that well." Guo Jianu pouted, "If the two of you really met, you can't cut it off because of the pressure of public opinion! Breaking up now is better than getting married in the future, and he will marry you again. It’s good for Hongxing to get out of the wall... However, it’s really troublesome, and it depends on how Brother Shen handles it.”

Guo Jia glanced at Xiaoying, who was still frowning, and said, "If you really feel that life is hard, you can change jobs, change the environment, and start all over again."

It's not that Xiaoying has never thought about resigning, but she has never made up her mind. Now that Guo Jia persuaded her, she felt that it might not be an excellent solution.

"Look at me, I'm not very good now. Although the work is still annoying, all the shitty things in the past have been wiped out!"

Xiaoying's proposal to resign, after thinking about it all night, became more determined, and it was almost something she had to do right now - she couldn't bear the strange eyes of her colleagues and the scene of whispering behind her back.

She found an opportunity to tell Shen Juncheng that he was surprised and couldn't accept her thoughts at all, "Why did you leave when you did a good job? If it's because you are not satisfied with your current position, I can help you adjust and use Don't jump ship!"

Shen Juncheng finally reunited with her, wishing he could put her in front of him all the time, how could he let her leave just like that.

Xiaoying smiled helplessly, "If I can do whatever I want, what will other colleagues think?" She sighed softly, feeling from the bottom of her heart, "I didn't feel it when Guo Jia was here, but now that she leaves , I can’t seem to find any sense of belonging in Nanxiang.”

"But you still have me!" Shen Juncheng added without giving an inch, and then, a flash of light suddenly flashed in his mind, and he asked suspiciously, "Did you hear something?"

Xiaoying naturally denied it, but she also explained gently: "If two people are in the same company for a long time, it is inevitable that some people will make irresponsible remarks, unless..."

"Unless what?"

"We're not really meant to be together."

"Don't talk nonsense!" Shen Juncheng frowned, and put his arms around her tightly, his tone unquestionable, "Of course we have to be together, forever."

Xiaoying lay in his arms silently, his firmness was a good medicine for her peace of mind, even if tomorrow might not be as smooth as he pictured for herself, and she also believed that she understood Shen Juncheng's temper— —Especially in the aspect of his relationship with himself, even if he has opinions, as long as there is no conflict that hits his feet, he will eventually follow his wish.

Now he just needs a little time to adjust himself.

Sure enough, after a long time, Shen Juncheng looked at Xiaoying again, and sighed helplessly, "Let me think carefully before answering you."

Xiaoying didn't force him, but just nodded.

Two nights later, when Shen Juncheng stepped into Xiaoying's house again, he finally let go. He agreed with Xiaoying to leave Nanxiang, and then said: "I have already arranged for you in the new company. There is a vacancy in their personnel department. In every way..."

Xiaoying was looking down at a business card he handed over, glanced at the name of the company, then looked up and interrupted him, "Is it another branch of your family?"

"Yes, is there a problem?" Shen Juncheng raised his eyebrows, not feeling anything wrong.

(End of this chapter)