Queen in modern times

Chapter 549 It hurts, it hurts, it hurts (4)

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Su Hen nodded, stretched out his hand to hold his wrist, and found that his pulse began to move unusually again, so he hurriedly changed the palm of his hand, sending his breath to him, replenishing his lack of inner spirit in time.

"Su Hen—"

Ji Yinghan's violently twitching heart returned to a relatively gentle beating because of Su Hen's inner breath, but it still throbbed slightly.

He continued to ask Su Hen, "I seem to love him very much, don't I?"

"right."

Su Hen looked at him with complicated eyes, "However, the love between you is not blessed, it is a strange existence. He is a vampire, you are human, this species is different, the most important thing is that you both It's a man."

"Ah."

Ji Yinghan nodded, then looked up at Su Hen, "But I still fell in love with him? Does he love me too?"

"You feel so heartbroken. You must love him. As for whether he loves you too, I don't know. I'm not him."

Su Hen didn't want to deceive Ji Yinghan, but he didn't want to tell the truth.

Whether Beiming Tianque loves Ji Yinghan, or treats him as a substitute for another person, she really doesn't know if there is another person's figure in him.

It is estimated that only Beiming Tianque knows the answer.

But no matter what, he couldn't bear Ji Yinghan's heartbreak because of him, and he couldn't bear his pain, so he took the initiative to erase his memory and withdraw from his life. This is enough to prove that he also cares about Ji Yinghan.

It's a pity that Ji Yinghan's memory was erased, but the emotion that was deeply rooted in his bone marrow did not disappear, and it was still painful.

"Su Hen, help me recover my memory."

Ji Yinghan looked at her earnestly and said, "I don't want to forget! I also don't want to feel such inexplicable heartache."

"I don't have the ability to do that."

Su Hen said helplessly, "But I still suggest you forget that the pain now is just a labor pain, and I'm afraid it will hurt even more in the future."

"Are you afraid of the pain between you and Xiao?"

Ji Yinghan looked at her and asked.

Su Hen thought for a while, "Scared."

She also remembered that when Xiao just came back to life, she only had Su Hen 2 in her eyes, but she didn't care about her.

That feeling of heartache is still fresh in her memory.

Whether she is selfish, domineering, or possessive, she thinks he is hers, so she doesn't want him to look at others more.

However, this situation is different from that of Ji Yinghan in Beiming Tianque.

Ji Yinghan might just be a stand-in.

This damage is even greater.

No one understands Ji Yinghan's feelings better than her.

He is a single-minded person, he is like this to her friend, and he is also like this to Beiming Tianque.

Because of such paranoia, it is impossible to tolerate any flaws in the relationship between the two.

"Will you not want to continue with Xiao because you are afraid?"

Ji Yinghan continued to ask.

Su Hen shook his head, "No."

"why?"

"Because I love him!"

"That's right."

Ji Yinghan smiled wryly, "Since I'm in love with him, do I need to care about his gender identity?"

"..."

Su Hen looked at him, really didn't know what to say.

"You look like this, is it because he doesn't love me? Everything is just my wishful thinking?"

Ji Yinghan felt his heart start to twitch violently again.

"I don't know. Yinghan, don't be anxious."

Su Hen saw that something was wrong with him, and hurriedly fed him his internal energy.

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(End of this chapter)