write our ending together

Chapter 19 I Will Love You Well
Part1
The interview went smoothly. Ouyang Liuxu seems to be the kind of arrogant woman that people dare not get close to, but after getting in touch with her, she realizes that she has no airs. Even when talking about the love in her book, she will reveal The expectant eyes of a girl, the book said that the heroine fell in love with a boy when she was in junior high school, but that boy didn't love her, she stayed by his side until she watched him marry another woman.Ouyang Liuxu said, "Sometimes I think this woman is stupid, but when it comes to love, no matter how tough a woman is, her IQ is negative. After all, she will learn to be smart when she is personally injured and desperate."

After the interview, Qingwan said habitually, "Miss Ouyang, thank you for your cooperation. This visit is very pleasant."

Ouyang Liuxu waved her hand and said, "It's nothing, I can be happy too." Just as she got up to leave, she suddenly asked Su Yi, "What's your relationship with her?"

Qingwan was taken aback for a moment, then realized, "Xiao Yi? We are very good friends."

"Really? Does she have a boyfriend now?"

Qing Wan was a little surprised when she asked, but she still shook her head.

She sighed, "Is she still so persistent? Are all the women in the world really so stupid?..." She seemed to be talking to herself, and thought she was talking to her, "Forget it, since she doesn't want to It’s hard to say anything to others. If you meet her, tell her that I’m not her rival in love. It’s been such a long time. Everyone was young at that time. Besides, Tang Peng pretended to be with me to help me. Yes. Also, you are her friend, you'd better persuade her more, if you really like her so much, go tell him and keep it in your heart for the rest of your life, who knows!"

"..."

"Okay, that's it, I'm leaving!" After speaking, he waved his hand and was about to leave.

It took Qing Wan a while to realize, "Please wait." She asked suspiciously, "Who is the person you said Xiao Yi likes just now?"

"Tang Peng, who else can there be?" Ouyang Liuxu glanced at her strangely, "Aren't you her good friend? Why doesn't she even know the person she has liked since childhood?"

Sending off Ouyang Liuxu, Qingwan sat back on the chair alone, Ouyang Liuxu's words still echoed in her mind.

"Why does she hate me so much if she doesn't like Tang Peng? If she doesn't like...the always careless woman wouldn't wear a skirt and dress up as a good girl to confess to Tang Peng."

The person Xiaoyi likes is actually Tang Peng...

She never told her about it, and even wanted to match her and Tang Peng.

How did she feel when she saw her best friend with Tang Peng?Qing Wan suddenly remembered the night when she came back, the water vapor flashed in her eyes, it turned out that it was not her illusion, Xiao Yi was really uncomfortable at that time, right?
Qingwan stared blankly at the screen, feeling heartbroken because of her friend, Xiaoyi, what a fool!

When returning home at night, Qingwan received a call from Xiaofan, and she was the only person who contacted her at the western restaurant where she worked.

When Xiaofan was in college, he was good at French, and won the opportunity to study in France, where he made a French boyfriend.Xiaofan doesn't call often, this time it's because she said she was going to get engaged in France, Qingwan hugged the white cat while listening to Xiaofan's brisk words over there, occasionally a young man's voice could be faintly heard, very It is magnetic.

Xiao Fan would speak softly to him in French over there, which made people feel envious. They all said that the French are the most romantic. I don’t know if they would hug and kiss on the French Street on such a night.

After hanging up the phone, she opened her notebook and went to QQ in boredom.

The author group was very lively. She put the cat on the table and stared at the computer with her knees in a daze.

The group chatted about a man who originally wanted to be engaged to a woman, but in the end he regretted the engagement because he fell in love with another person.

Tan XX said: I think it is a pity that I have not been passionately loved by a man in my life, so you may have made money, and the next man will definitely love you more.

Zhu XX said: Yes, he repented of the marriage, so he should bear the loss.Maybe this is a good thing, maybe the next man will give you more happiness.

XX said: But at this time, the feeling of collecting debts and repaying debts is not very good. It is best to leave in a hurry.

Qingwan really likes a sentence said by one of them, "Even if a woman is strong, she should show weakness at the right time. After all, the world always sympathizes with the weak. If you want to be happy, you must find a warm person to live your life."

She shifted her eyes to an umbrella on the coffee table, which was left by Rusheng yesterday.

Part2
On the way here, Qing Wan kept thinking about what reason to tell him that she appeared here?
Accidentally passing by?The reason was too high-sounding, her company was on the other side, and his hospital was on the other side, so there was really no reason to "pass by".

At this moment, standing in the corridor of the largest hospital in G City, two trainee nurses came towards us, "I talked to Baomei and the others on the phone yesterday, and they were all envious of us, saying that we were assigned to the largest hospital in G City. , and you can also meet the legendary handsome dean."

"The dean's handsome guy is really handsome. I saw him perform surgery on a patient in person yesterday. I was fascinated by his concentration. I almost just stood aside in a daze."

"I haven't seen you for so long, you are so lucky, tell me how handsome the dean is?"

"Hey, he's extremely handsome. But..." She sighed, "Handsome is handsome, and he looks very approachable, but it always feels... like there's a wall, you can only look at it, and no one wants to get close to it." .”

"Proud?"

"It's not exactly... a little lonely... But I heard that the dean was a famous person in the school when he was studying, and that's called arrogance..."

The two nurses walked farther and farther away, and the conversation couldn't be heard clearly, only the last two sentences kept lingering in her mind——

"Proud?"

"It's not exactly...a little lonely..."

She walked to the end of the corridor as if she had lost her soul, and got on the elevator as if she had lost her soul. There was only her in the elevator, and there were mirrors on all sides, reflecting her current appearance.Suddenly I feel that one life is too long, and the next life is too far away, so it is better to cherish each other while we are still able to stay by each other's side in this life.

The moment the elevator opened, the people outside were stunned, and she was also stunned.

"Qing Wan?" Surprise appeared on Ru Sheng's handsome face.

Qingwan naturally didn't expect to meet him here, she could only look up at him stupidly with a dull head, and forgot to come out for a while, just when the elevator door was about to close, a pair of strong hands grabbed her pulled out.

The elevator door card slammed shut.

"What's wrong with you?" Ru Sheng frowned.

She looked at him, and suddenly wanted to hug the person in front of her, and suddenly wanted to think that he was the one who was worth cherishing... Just thinking this way in her mind, she put her arms around his waist, "Rusheng ..."

Rusheng was startled by her sudden closeness, her voice became softer, "What happened?"

"No..." She buried herself in his chest, greedily sniffing the breath that only belonged to him, trying hard to control the tears she wanted to shed.

Rusheng tentatively stroked her long hair with his hand, as if to make sure that the person in his arms was real, and then held her shoulders to try to understand what was going on with her, but the person in his arms was even tighter. She hugged him tightly, afraid that if she let go, she would disappear.

"Qingwan..." Rusheng's tone was full of helplessness, "Be obedient."

She looked up at him obsessively, he was so close, his eyes were so gentle... He was the person she had been looking forward to for five years...

Her eyes became wet in spite of herself. She was about to get up, but there were a lot of footsteps behind her. Seeing this scene, she froze on the spot, "The courtyard...the dean..."

Qingwan quickly got up from Rusheng's arms, looked not far away, and was shocked, a group of doctors in white coats stood behind, some were young, some were middle-aged and some were old, obviously they were just starting out. They came out together after the meeting, and they all looked at their intimate figures with different expressions.

This is a big embarrassment, Qingwan thought.

There is no gap in the ground, so she just slid into Rusheng's arms again, she is dead, she is not afraid of dying again!
Part3
The old man in the lead was very knowledgeable, and he greeted the elites of the hospital and walked towards the other side of the stairs.The lifelong event of the dean is the top priority, and half a light bulb is not allowed to spoil the situation!

After walking away one after another, the end of the corridor instantly returned to silence.

"Qingwan..." Rusheng forced Qingwan to look up, looked at her red face, and asked, "Are you embarrassed?"

"No way!" Qing Wan glared at him.

Rusheng chuckled and asked, "Did you come to see me for something?"

"Uh..." She thought for a while, and quickly took out an umbrella from her bag, "This is for you."

Ru Sheng laughed, "Are you here to return the umbrella?"

"Of course not!" Qingwan denied it immediately, and made a terrible excuse by the way, "I just want to tell you, I'm making soup tonight, do you want to come and drink it?"

"Even so, you can just give me a call."

"My phone is out of battery, okay?"

Even if she said it with confidence, it still couldn't stop her true thoughts.

How could someone as smart as Sheng not see it?
He smiled and patted her head, "Qingwan, is it so difficult to admit that you want to see me?"

Qingwan pursed her lips and remained silent.

She admits that she has missed him very, very much since he left that day. This feeling is like the intensity of couples who just fell in love and want to see each other every day.

She didn't understand why she felt this way, and the reasons she had thought up early were naturally disrupted by him. What's even worse, why he could always easily see what was thinking in her heart, but she couldn't see it all the time. Through his heart?

Thinking of this, the injustice hidden in Qingwan's heart suddenly exploded, and she didn't care about being shy when she came up hard, she glared at him, and yelled at him dissatisfied, "I just want to see you, what's up!"

The hospital was originally a quiet place, and when she yelled so loudly, the echo echoed, and several doctors in the office poked their heads out to look around. Who would dare to "roar east of the river" in the hospital!
Rusheng couldn't help laughing, took Qing Wan's hand to board the elevator, and came to the dean's office on the top floor.

I don't know if it's a new environment, but Qingwan's arrogance went out in an instant, looking at Rusheng who closed the door and walked towards her, today he was wearing a formal white coat, a doctor's gown, spotless, His steps are steady, and he is even more handsome, making people unable to leave his eyes.

"You..." Just as she was about to speak, Ru Sheng leaned over, and a light kiss fell on her lips, and she left as soon as she touched her.

Her heart tightened, and she stared at him with wide eyes.

"Don't you have to go to work today?" He asked calmly.

"I asked for leave." He replied obediently, obsessively.

"That's good." He took her hand and came to the sofa in the office, "You wait for me here, I will go home with you after get off work."

Oddly enough, she said, "Okay."

Let's go home together, what a nice word.

Qingwan sat for a while, her eyes turned around in the office, and finally she didn't know what happened, she just felt that her eyes were a little tired, and she slowly fell asleep on the sofa.

When she woke up, there was nothing behind the desk, and she was covered with Rusheng's coat. She was in a daze for a while, put the clothes aside, stood up and walked towards the door. As soon as she opened the door, she heard someone talking outside. , "When I entered the dean's office just now, I saw the future dean's wife!"

"How do you know it must be the dean's wife?"

"That's the look in your eyes when you didn't see the dean looking at her. My God, the gentleness can overflow water! Hey... don't look at the dean who is usually silent and not very gentle. If she becomes gentle, she will be inhuman!"

"..."

Qingwan closed the door, walked back to the sofa, hugged Rusheng's clothes and smirked.

Part4
The office door was suddenly opened, accompanied by a voice, "Rusheng, it's almost time to get off work, come with me to dinner, I don't have anything to eat tonight."

After roaring, he was stunned when he saw the person sitting on the sofa, and the person on the sofa was also stunned when he saw him.

Then a hesitant voice sounded, "Qingwan? Song Qingwan?"

Qing Wan stood up and smiled slightly, "Senior Brother Cao Zhou, long time no see."

"Has that kid Fan Rusheng finally opened his mind to find you?" Cao Zhou's character is still so straightforward, "I thought he would be so boring all his life to be single and die alone." The words were full of jokes, "Then did you forgive my family Rusheng?"

Rusheng... When did it become his family?
Qingwan smiled lightly and said, "Is brother also working in this hospital?"

"Of course. My family is in G city, so I will stay in G city, not to mention there is a classmate who can protect me." He talked for a while, and then screamed again, "Don't change the subject! Could it be that Haven't you forgiven classmate Fan Rusheng yet?"

"..." Before Qing Wan could answer, Cao Zhou said, "Student, you can't do this! Although I didn't understand how he could leave without saying a word, he didn't want a girlfriend, he didn't even want a brother. Did he? But later I found out that he couldn’t help himself. Don’t look at him as if he went abroad very well. When he came back, he was as thin as a bamboo pole. When he took over as the dean, he was so busy every day that he didn’t even have time to eat On. When he came back from studying abroad, he became the dean. At that time, he was under a lot of pressure. Many senior doctors and elites in the hospital were not convinced. It was probably the most stressful period for Rusheng, but he didn’t care about anything. Not to mention the day and night work, if it weren't for Sister Moluo, he would have died of stomach bleeding. You said that the head of a dignified hospital can suffer from stomach bleeding, isn't it embarrassing to say it?"

"Stomach bleeding?" She was shocked by these three words.

"With his way of working all the way, it's not surprising that he died a heroic death one day. In fact, anyone who knows something can see that half of the reason he works so hard is for himself, and half of the reason is for you. He wants to take advantage of his busy work to not think about you." Cao Zhou recalled, "At that time, he worked late every day, and he would even forget to eat, but he would not forget to go to a place every day to stand Then for a while, once I followed him curiously, he was outside and I was in the car, and then I saw you walking out of the community, and I realized that was where you lived. I wondered why so Sheng can bear it, standing there looking at you every day, but not going up to talk to you, I still remember that it was raining and very cold that day, and he was standing under the eaves by himself."

Is it that time?The only time she saw him getting into a taxi in a hurry, she thought it was because she was dazzled, and when she went back, she received a call from Su Yi, telling her that he came back, it has been a year...

Qingwan was stunned, stunned by this sentence, her hands were tightly clenched into a fist, her short nails pierced into her flesh but it was excruciatingly painful, like a sheng, like a sheng, why did you do so much for me, But never said it, let her misunderstand...

Cao Zhou stood up and said it was not enough, and finally sat down and continued, "Don't think that Rusheng doesn't know how to be romantic, but what he did quietly behind his back moved even a man like me. , It's a pity that I'm not a woman, otherwise I would have to marry him..."

"That depends on whether I want you or not."

A deep voice interrupted his words, the two looked at the same time, it was Ru Sheng who walked in the door, still holding the case in hand.

"What are you talking about! I was helping you persuade your girlfriend to come back just now. My kindness is not rewarded!"

"Then thank you for your kindness." Rusheng looked at him contemptuously, and added, "...a man's man."

Fan's humor?Qingwan couldn't help laughing.

It was rare to see Rusheng talking to others like this before. Even Cao Zhou, who played well with him at that time, was indifferent. Those who are not familiar with him will think that he is too arrogant, but in fact it is because He didn't want to say so many meaningless words, and he wasn't used to arguing with others.

Cao Zhou knew his character too well, he was such a bad fart when he was in college.In this world, the only person he has met who can make him express all emotions, except Song Qingwan, is no one else.

Part5
"Forget it, it seems that poor me is the only one who is alone tonight." Cao Zhou shrugged and stood up from the sofa, "I'd better go home and have dinner."

Qing Wan thought for a while and asked, "I'm cooking soup tonight, do you want to come together?"

Just as Cao Zhou was about to say yes, he thought about it again, "Thank you, little junior sister, for your kindness. I'm still self-aware, and it's not easy to do things like light bulbs." He waved his hand, "I'll go first!" After thinking for a while, " Rusheng, I'm looking forward to drinking wedding wine, you two can speed up a bit."

After speaking, he hurried away as if there was a beast chasing after him.

Ru Sheng smiled, walked to Qing Wan's side, touched her cheek, and said, "Fortunately, it's not very cold."

Qingwan looked at him suspiciously, "What do you mean?"

"I can fall asleep sitting on the sofa." He said, "Is it very busy at work? So tired?"

"...No." She changed the subject, "Are you off work? Can we go?"

"En." Rusheng nodded, put the case on the table, turned around, and the coat appeared in front of her eyes, Qing Wan looked at him and said, "I'll help you wear it."

Ru Sheng's eyes were bent, and he said a word softly, "Okay."

After getting dressed, Rusheng took the key, "Let's go."

After walking two steps and found that she didn't keep up, he turned around and asked strangely, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Qingwan smiled slightly, ran forward with her bag, held his hand, and said, "Let's go! We have to go to the supermarket to prepare food first."

Ru Sheng's heart moved, she looked down at her pretty face, and responded with a low "hmm", feeling soft in her heart.

When the two of them went out together, it was inevitable that others would turn their heads back frequently. Rusheng changed into a white coat, which was still the black windbreaker from yesterday.

Qingwan walked beside him, secretly looking at his side face, unexpectedly he lowered his head suddenly, the two met their eyes, Qingwan hurriedly turned her head away.

In the past, Rusheng never looked around when walking, why now...

She blushed slightly, and felt her fingers interlocked tightly.

Taking a sneaky look again, the corners of Rusheng's thin lips curled up.

Her mood also became happier.

In addition to cooking soup at night, Qing Wan also proposed to make wontons, but she doesn't know how to do it. Fortunately, Rusheng will.

When she came to her rented apartment, Rusheng was sitting on a chair making wontons, and Qingwan was standing aside learning, the kitten was very enthusiastic every time she saw Rusheng, and now she was circling around his feet.

Qingwan couldn't see it anymore, she threw Mao Yiti on the sofa, turned on the TV and said, "Stop pestering your Uncle Rusheng, squat here and watch TV obediently."

The cat meowed lazily, and looked disdainful in its eyes.

Rusheng looked at the conversation between one person and one cat, and smiled on her thin lips, "Does it watch TV?"

"Yeah." Qingwan went to the kitchen to wash her hands and came out to dry them off, "I didn't know before, but one time when I left the TV on to make soup, when I came out, I saw its eyes staring at the TV without moving. Move it, I tried it many times in the next few times... You see, it is now staring at the TV without moving."

Rusheng glanced at the really immobile kitten, then hooked her fingers, "Qingwan, come here."

She walked over obediently.

He looked at her and asked, "Why are you the kitten's mother and I am the kitten's uncle?"

"..." This question... is very profound and worth discussing.

She pretended to be busy, looked at the neatly wrapped wontons, and said, "Rusheng, the wontons you made are just like my mother's."

Ru Sheng is kind, let her go, "Do you often eat at home?"

"Well, yes, I used to like to eat wontons made by my mother, with a few slices of seaweed and dried shrimps. It is delicious! There is a sense of familiarity that cannot be eaten outside. I still remember when I was in college, every time On the first day home from the holiday, my mother would prepare wontons, knowing that I was hungry at school... I am sorry to say that on the train home, I was thinking about wontons all the way home!" Qing Qing Wan told her while reminiscing, while Rusheng listened quietly, not disturbing.

This kind of time was not easy to come by. He looked at her with a happy expression on her face and the relaxed Chinese in her conversation, as if he had returned to the past.

Rusheng cherishes such a time.

Part6
The wontons were wrapped for two people. After the wontons were cooked, Qingwan couldn't wait to start eating the wontons in her own bowl. She secretly glanced at Rusheng. He ate very meticulously, basically making no sound.Just like eating in a western restaurant before, I don't speak, as if eating is a very serious and serious thing.

He didn't speak, and she didn't speak, only the cartoon was playing on the TV, a crisp voice asked: "Big Mimi, where are you?" Another crisp voice replied: "Big Mimi, I'm here. "

At this time, the kitten jumped onto the dining table, "Meow! Meow!" It yelled a few times, begging for something to eat from Qing Wan.

Qing Wan took a piece of wonton meat from the bowl and put it on the table, letting it gnaw.

The little kitten ate it babbling, and after eating it still felt unsatisfactory, walked to the side of Rusheng on catwalks and meowed again.

Rusheng took a piece of meat and fed it, and it continued to eat unceremoniously.

"Mimi, that's enough, I'm used to eating meat, so I won't eat cat food in the future!" Qing Wan picked up the kitten and put it under the dining table with a straight face, "You are not allowed to come to the table."

The well-fed kitten ignored her, and sat back on the sofa to watch TV while walking gracefully.

Seeing that the wontons in the Rusheng bowl were almost finished, Qingwan said, "I'll help you fill some more!" After finishing speaking, she was about to run to the kitchen.

Rusheng quickly grabbed her, "No need, I've almost eaten enough."

"Then I'm almost done eating." She said, "I'm going to wash the dishes."

After finishing speaking, he went to wash with the bowl in his hands, and just after putting in the water, before he stretched out his hand, he was grabbed by Rusheng.

"I'm coming," he said.

His sleeves have already been rolled up loosely by him, he is very familiar with these things, it can be seen that he does not do less in normal times.

In fact, Rusheng's hands are very beautiful, but because she has suffered from defecation since she was a child, there are always a few small hard calluses on the palm of her hand. A long time ago, she heard someone say that a woman who marries a man who can do housework will spend her whole life She will be very happy, she doesn't know how other men are, but she has always believed that a woman who can marry Rusheng is the one who can truly be happy for the rest of her life.

Even during the five years he had been gone, she had always thought so.

Thinking this way in her mind, she didn't expect her mouth to betray her and say what she thought, "Rusheng, your wife will be very happy in the future."

Rusheng put the plate on the bowl and gave a pause, then turned to look at her fixedly, "So are you happy?"

What is happiness?Even though she believes that marrying Rusheng will be happy, it doesn't mean that she thinks that such happiness belongs to her.

In the past five years, she no longer dared to ask for happiness.

Qingwan lowered her eyes, and didn't answer his topic, but said from the towel on the counter, "Wipe your hands clean."

Then turned to leave.

Why bother to get to the bottom of some things, wouldn't it be better if we could tacitly not mention the past when we were still together, and just cherish the present?

But Rusheng didn't think so, he grabbed her wrist and hugged her into his arms, with fear and tension in his tone that he didn't realize: "Qingwan, tell me why..."

"What why?" she asked.

"Why did you suddenly change your attitude towards me? I thought I needed to work harder, even a lifetime, before you would forgive me."

What to say?

Maybe there will be such a person in everyone's life, who hated him deeply, but can forgive him repeatedly, and continue to love him.

"That's because I want you to feel the pain in my heart, I want... I want to know if you have me in your heart..." She finally told the truth.

He lowered his head and bit her neck, "So when we met in the hospital, you lied to me by saying that you pretended to have a boyfriend in front of me?"

"No!" She retorted, "I really wanted to find a boyfriend, but who told me..."

"You can't forget me!" He continued for her.

Why does he know what she is thinking every time?Qing Wan felt unbalanced in her heart, and she frowned, "Stop being sentimental, it's not because I can't forget you, it's just that I don't want to have a boyfriend! How beautiful it is to live alone."

"Really?" Rusheng gently raised her chin, and he stared at her with a smile and affection on his handsome face, "Then tell me, do you still love me?"

Why have I known him for so many years, but I never knew that those extremely beautiful eyes would be able to discharge electricity!

Feeling flustered, she turned her eyes away, a blush creeping up her ears.

Part7
He stared at her shy expression, "Qingwan..." he called her.

She looked at him without blinking.

"Tell me, you have been in City G for five years..." he said, "Did you stay in City G for five years to wait for me?"

Because of this question, inexplicably, a sense of grievance spread in her heart, maybe it was due to environmental problems, maybe it was because of him being around, maybe it was because she had suppressed it for too long, Qingwan finally couldn't help but express the grievances of the past five years in person: " Fan Rusheng, you are so hateful! Yes! I have been waiting for you, I have been waiting for you, I have been waiting for you for five years, but what! Leave me? Sometimes I really hate you, you make me feel more pitiful than ever before! Fan Rusheng! You are a bastard! Extra-large bastard!"

"Yes, I'm an asshole." He held her out of control and kept apologizing, "I'm sorry, Qingwan, I'm sorry... From today onwards, I will never let go of your hand again, this is my promise to you .”

Before, Fan Rusheng would never make any promises to her, but this time, he told her with such a serious expression that he was not joking.

The next morning, Qingwan woke up naturally.

I haven't had this feeling for a long time, the feeling of being accompanied by someone.

She turned her eyes to look at the good-looking man beside her, and thought, will she be able to have him by her side every morning when she wakes up?
Xu felt her sight, Rusheng opened his sleepy eyes, his voice was low and hoarse because he just woke up: "Are you awake?" He habitually picked up the watch on the bedside and looked at it, "It's still early .”

That watch is very familiar to Qingwan, how could he not recognize it?That was the only birthday present she ever gave him.

He leaned over and kissed her little face, and said, "Sleep a little longer, I'll make breakfast, and I'll call you later."

She didn't stop her, just nodded obediently.

Looking at the back of him leaving, Qingwan fell into confusion. She originally thought that both of them would be embarrassed when they woke up early in the morning, but Rusheng didn't show embarrassment at all. Same, as if they have been married for many years.

She suddenly remembered that he told her last time that he was not divorced and married. She didn't know if everything had been arranged in the dark, but she knew that she would not reject him from appearing in her life again.

Breakfast is simple fried eggs, toast and milk. After making breakfast for her, Rusheng didn't stay to eat. His clothes were dirty last night and he had to go back and change. After putting on his shoes at the entrance, he He gave her a farewell kiss, acting naturally as usual, as if they had never been apart, as if they had become accustomed to such a natural farewell kiss.

Part9
From that day on, Rusheng really managed to stay by Qingwan's side every day. Every night when he got off work, he would drive downstairs to her company to pick her up, and then the two stayed in Qingwan's single apartment together. Cooking, laughing and playing, the kitten still likes to walk around Rusheng, just like Song Qingwan when she was in college.

The two sometimes take a walk together after meals, and sometimes share each other's breath and happiness.

One time before going home, when I went to the supermarket in the neighborhood to buy some daily necessities, the proprietress took advantage of Rusheng to get things and said to Qing Wan ambiguously: "Is this the culprit that caused your long-term irregular life?"

Qing Wan smirked on the side, nodding in admission.

That period of time was probably the happiest time for her. She used to run after Rusheng. At that time, Rusheng focused on work every day and had no time to accompany him at all.

Now that his life and work have been stabilized, he no longer needs to work so hard and can spare a lot of time to take care of her.

Don't look at Qingwan who seems to have lived a good life in the past five years. In fact, she doesn't take care of herself at all. When she was in college, she often stared at his stomach, but without him by her side, she didn't pay attention at all. She often drank coke and tea on an empty stomach. Beer, three meals are not eaten on time, resulting in almost all the coke and beer in the refrigerator in the apartment being cleaned up by Rusheng, and all the milk is replaced.

Rusheng dotes on her very much. If she tells him about anything that goes wrong at work, he will listen patiently and then put forward his own thoughts and opinions. He will get up early every day and prepare an exquisite and delicious breakfast for her. On weekends, he would take her out to play, so that she would not stay at home and get bored all the time, he would patiently accompany her to the shopping mall, without the slightest bit of impatience between his brows, and he would hold her tightly in an envious tone. hand.

This kind of Rusheng is a person who is easy to rely on, making her almost believe in the words in the book: hold your hand and walk with your eyes closed and you won't get lost.

Once, Su Yi came to her house to spend the night, and she hurriedly drove Rusheng back home.

The two chatted until very late at night, but Qingwan never mentioned what Ouyang Liuxu told her last time, maybe because she didn't know how to speak, or she didn't find a good time.

The two of them nestled on the bed and chatted for a long time, as if they didn't want to go to work tomorrow.

"It really seems to be back to the past." Finally, Qingwan sighed.

Yes, it really seems... Su Yi thought in her heart, of course it's a little different.For example, there are some men's daily necessities in the apartment; for example, when she first entered the bedroom, Qingwan used to pack Rusheng's pajamas.

"Hello." In the dark, Su Yi poked Qingwan's arm and cleared his voice, "Does Dean Fan usually sleep in my place? He must dislike me? It's hard to reconcile with you, but I occupy you took his time."

"Xiaoyi!" Qingwan said coquettishly, gave her a blank look, and refused to answer.

"What are you doing! I'm just asking! Why are you ashamed?"

"I'm not shy!"

"Cut!" Obviously Su Yi didn't believe it.

"Honestly." After a while Su Yi said quietly, "Did you really forgive him? Did you tell him how you got here all these years?"

It is obvious that the body of the person next to him is stiff.

Su Yi sighed in her heart, no matter how happy she is now, the brand of being hurt is still deeply branded in her heart.

"He doesn't know." She whispered, "I don't want to tell him either. It's useless to say it. The time has passed, and no matter how hard we pursue, those times will never come back. Xiao Yi, after so long I finally Some people understand that those who stubbornly care about the past will not be happy anyway, so they should cherish the present and the future, at least I am happy at the moment... Rusheng really compensates and loves me very well."

"... That's good." Su Yi didn't say any more, she quietly looked at the ceiling in the darkness until her eyes were sour, and her friends around her had already fallen asleep, but she never felt sleepy.

(End of this chapter)