write our ending together

Chapter 2 Living in Memories

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"Why..." She asked herself countless times.

Why this encounter?
The countryside of childhood, the huge locust tree and the dozing little boy, the little girl who looked up to him, everything since I met him replayed in my mind like a lantern, until the sentence: "Qing Wan, let's get a divorce!"——

Under the yellow halo light, trembling eyelashes opened suddenly, Qing Wan looked at the empty room, only her, the cold big bed couldn't warm the same cold limbs, the air was quiet only the computer stereo was playing over and over again. He said, "Forgive me for not loving enough, although you will stay in a dimly lit place, let me find you, and make up for the happiness owed to you in the next life."

Qingwan closes her eyes, soothes her panting chest, there are fine beads of sweat on her forehead, Qingwan puts her hand on her forehead, and exhales deeply, yes, she is dreaming again, it is still the same as before The scene, the familiar figure and the cruel words, the memory that never left her from that day on over and over again made her heart ache slightly.

"No matter how many years you go, I will wait for you..."

"No, don't wait."

"why?"

"Because it's not worth it...because I can't afford your waiting."

Reaching out to turn off the song, the whole room suddenly fell silent, so quiet that some people couldn't get used to it.She turned her head and looked at the clock on the wall. It was already 10:30 in the evening, and her stomach was already hungry.She had a bit of a cold today, and when she came back from get off work, she fell asleep and forgot to eat.Habitually turn on the computer, open the mailbox habitually, and habitually see only normal emails from Xiaoyi, which is a lyrics: "This city is a bustling desert, only suitable for people who are full of coquettish neon lights and sad people, wandering the streets Ask about the whereabouts of happiness, love is just a legend, hard to bloom, hard to bear fruit."

She curled her lips and closed the email without replying.

When I walked to the window, the heavy rain was still pouring down, I stretched out my hand to let the raindrops fall on my fingertips, and then let the raindrops hit my face that hadn't woken up from the dream.

Habits are really a terrible thing. After five years, her habits have not changed. Maybe she is not missing the past, but just used to it, so she doesn't bother to change it.

Opening the refrigerator, there were only a few bottles of transparent mineral water left in it. She froze for a moment, put on her coat casually, took the keys and money and went downstairs.

Oops!When I walked downstairs, I realized that I forgot to bring my umbrella again. I wonder if it is because people are getting older and their brains are not enough. What I remembered to do one second, I always forget the next second.

Covering the top of your head with your hands, you trot to the supermarket not far away at night.

This is a 24-hour supermarket in the community. The owner of the supermarket is a good-looking woman in her 30s. Seeing the glass door being pushed open, she habitually shows an elegant smile, "Qingwan, today is later than yesterday. .”

"Yeah! I'm sleepy." Qing Wan smirked. Basically, she would come down to buy something to eat when she was hungry in the middle of the night, so the proprietress had a deep impression of her, and occasionally chatted a few words when paying the bill, so They should also be counted as acquaintances.

After saying hello to the proprietress, Qingwan got into the shopping shelf to look for the food she wanted to replenish for the night. Her stomach was already growling with hunger, but looking at the dazzling rows of snacks on the shelves in front of her, she didn't know what to do. start.

People are always like this, multiple-choice questions are always more complicated than single-choice questions, because there are too many choices, and they are always wandering around, making it difficult to make choices. Only when I made the only choice, I began to regret why I didn't make the choice in the first place.

He took a box of egg yolk pies in his left hand and a pack of Oreos in his right hand. After hesitating, he finally put the egg yolk pies back on the shelf.Although they are all chocolate-flavored, no one knows which tastes better until they are eaten.

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The proprietress just saw off a guest, and looked at the items on the counter, a bottle of green tea, a pack of Oreos, a bag of Copic and a bag of cat food.She raised her head and said with a smile, "It's not good for your stomach to eat these unnutritious things all the time." Even so, she did the maths neatly: "It's a total of 23 yuan and [-] cents."

Qing Wan said "Oh", and took out a slightly wet 50 yuan from her pocket, smoothed it out and handed it to the proprietress.

After finding the money, she said goodbye to the proprietress with a smile, and opened the door. The rain was still ticking. She was about to rush into the rain with the snacks in her arms when she heard the proprietress' voice behind her: "Qing Wan..."

She turned her head and watched as the proprietress handed over an umbrella, "Take it, you are so old and don't know how to take care of yourself."

She took the umbrella and hurriedly said thank you, and said goodbye to the proprietress.

Turning around, looking outside because of the misty drizzle, the night sky looked even more blurred. I don’t know when a girl stood under the eaves not far away, without an umbrella, holding a book as if waiting for someone. After a while A boy with a blue umbrella ran over in a hurry, not very far away, so she could clearly hear the boy's complaint: "Why did you forget to bring the umbrella again? Everything is so-so!"

The girl didn't answer back when she was scolded, she just smiled silly, and then she shared an umbrella with the boy and left.

The boy held the umbrella in one hand and hugged her in the other. The umbrella tilted more towards the girl consciously, and he was still muttering: "If you don't have a long memory in the future, I will ignore you. If you don't have me by your side Be there, let's see what you do!"

Can't hear how the girl answered, Qingwan just stared blankly, a little happiness revealed in the misty rain and fog.

Suddenly remembered that time, when it was drizzling, he was standing downstairs in their dormitory in a white shirt, scolding her with that old-fashioned face: "Song Qingwan, are you a pig? What do you want to bring?" Without it, what do you think about all day long?"

Look, is this something a top student would say?More than once in her heart, she defended those girls who were confused by his elegant appearance, but even so, she would still take his arm and say coquettishly: "For today's date, I have been thinking about it since last night." It's you, I just want to come to you quickly, and I have forgotten everything else, so... Rusheng, don't blame me. There is no way! Who told you that your charm is so great!"

Then she will successfully see his handsome face stained with a thin blush, and while secretly delighted in her heart, she will not forget to stretch her ears to listen to his murmur of complaints: "If you don't have a long memory in the future, I will Ignore you! No matter how thick-skinned you are, it's useless."

It's so familiar, and then he really did it, ignoring her, even walking away, and never returning to her side.

Fan Rusheng——Suddenly remembered his kindness, his voice, his figure, and his...cruelty.

A figure suddenly flashed in front of my eyes, walking in the rain with steady steps.Qing Wan opened her eyes wide, and the moment she stepped out, she didn't even realize it.

The fine raindrops hit her body, and she trotted all the way to follow that figure, until she saw him stop a taxi outside the community and gallop away, then she slowly stopped.

Standing in the rain, her eyes were still staring in that direction, and there was a weak voice in her heart shouting, is it him?Could it be him?But... He has been away for five years, five years, hasn't he?

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The sense of loss did not completely occupy her heart, because she was used to the disappointment after repeated expectations, so she was not very sad.

A huge raindrop hit her forehead, and the cold touch brought her back to her mind, and then she realized that she was standing in the rain in a daze, and the rain that was originally small suddenly became heavier, lightly Wan hurriedly opened the umbrella given by the proprietress, and walked towards the corridor with the dinner she just bought.

Her home is on the fifth floor. When she walked to the door, she heard the phone ringing inside. She didn't know whether it was just thinking or it had been ringing for a long time. She quickly took out the key and opened the door. She took off her shoes, but the door was not closed. He threw himself on the sofa and picked up the phone, "Hello..."

She was short of breath, and she held it carefully.

"Qingwan, it's me."

It took a long time before a clear female voice came from the phone.

The big stone in her heart fell down, Qingwan lay down on the sofa, took a deep breath before answering: "It's you..."

"It's you... Tsk tsk, listen to this tone. Very disappointed, right?"

"Where do you want to go?" Although she knew that the other party could not see her, she still had a look of embarrassment on her face, and hurriedly changed the subject, "Xiao Yi, how are you doing recently? When are you going to come back?"

"When will you be back? Hey... have you received the email I sent you?"

"Got it, what kind of desert is this city? People who don't know think you went to the great desert of Afghanistan!"

"Hehe, the lyrics, I wrote them down when I thought they were good, the girls in Xinjiang are really pretty, I want to stay here for a few more days, and I will have free grapes, next time I will send you some raisins, [-]% authentic raisins."

"I don't want raisins, come back quickly, I don't have many friends in City G by myself, I'm going to get bored."

"Hey... isn't there still Tang Peng? He has been chasing you for many years, and you are so cruel that you still don't accept him. Anyway, he is handsome and has money at home. If it was me, I would have promised myself."

"Where are you thinking, we are gentlemen's friendship as light as water."

"..." There was silence for a while, causing Qing Wan to stop twisting the phone line,

"What's wrong? Why didn't you speak suddenly?"

"Well...it's nothing, it's just that there is something I don't know if I should tell you."

"what's up?"

"I chatted with Dayong on QQ yesterday. She said that Fan Rusheng came back from the United States. It has been more than a year. Now he is the director of G City Hospital..."

Qing Wan couldn't listen to Qing Wan anymore, there was only one voice in his head that kept repeating, he came back, he really came back, and it has been a year, but he still hasn't come to her this year, which means what?The past is really just the past, all the memories are only guarded and hugged by her, but in fact the other person has already forgotten, she is still standing there and waiting stupidly...

"Qing Wan? Are you still there? Are you okay?..."

Su Yi's anxious cry came from the phone, Qingwan came back to her senses, her eyes were a little empty, she said: "I'm fine, isn't this great? He finally realized his ideal... I should be happy..."

I have always believed that the princess and prince in fairy tales are happy, but I forgot that the princess and prince in fairy tales are always together, which is the finale. No one knows what happens to them after marriage.

Perhaps the final harvest of a fairy tale is not as perfect as people imagined.

Just like she fell in love with him, just like their short marriage.

(End of this chapter)