Xueba digs a hole and waits for you to jump

Chapter 378 238. Guan Xu, I Miss You

"A pumpkin soup, a tomato sauce bolognese, um... plus a mixed vegetable and fruit salad, and a yogurt mango mousse cup."

"No steak?"

Tang Hongdou shook his head, "I don't want to eat today, but if you want to eat, brother, you can order it."

Qin Haoran didn't force himself, and ordered himself a sirloin steak, a serving of mashed potatoes with meat sauce, and a cup of passion fruit drink.

Because everything has to be freshly made, it is a bit slow to serve the food. The waiter who ordered the food went down with the menu, and the two of them were speechless, not knowing what to say.

Qin Haoran was a little disappointed, obviously before Tang Hongdou saw that he had endless words, and he once wondered if this little girl was chattering, but now that she talks less, Qin Haoran is not used to it.

Tang Hongdou also felt that the atmosphere was a bit wrong. Remembering that today is the graduation ceremony of the School of Finance, she suddenly said happy graduation.

Qin Haoran was also taken aback, remembering how well Guan Xu and Tang Hongdou stood together in the auditorium in the morning, Tang Hongdou smiled so happily, Guan Xu didn't seem to be the cold and strict Guan Xu anymore.

In short, the picture is beautiful, which makes people feel envious.

"Well, graduated..."

Qin Haoran raised the boiled water and took a sip. Qin Haoran had a big palm and slender fingers, holding the crystal cup with impressions of time as if it was a work of art combined into one, "Hongdou, I'm going back to Yunnan tomorrow."

"Leave tomorrow?"

"Well, the unit will report next week, and there is just one more day to prepare."

"So you're ready to work? Which unit?"

"Yunnan Construction Engineering."

"Wow, that's amazing! I heard that Yunjian's employee benefits are very good. My mother has always hoped that I can work in Yunjian after graduation! Brother, you are really amazing, congratulations!"

Yunjian is one of the top state-owned enterprises in Yunnan. It recruits a lot of people every year, but the competition is also very fierce. Qin Haoran, a freshman who graduated from a bachelor's degree, is definitely very good at joining Yunjian.

Qin Haoran thanked her, but really hoped that Tang Hongdou could come to Yunjian to work, but if she and Guan Xu were together, the possibility of her returning to Yunnan should not be very high, most likely she would stay in City A.

"By the way, brother, have you packed all your things? Do you need to go back soon?"

"I sent it back a few days ago. My mother helped me prepare everything in Kunming."

"Auntie went to Kunming? I want to eat her pineapple chicken!"

"Well, she went the day before yesterday to collect the things I sent back and clean it up, so I can live there."

Qin Haoran was able to return to Yunnan, and his family was very happy. They bought him a house with three bedrooms and one living room in downtown KM. Although the house price in Kunming is not as scary as that of BJ Shanghai, it is still possible to buy such a large house in a prosperous area. , the condition of Qin Haoran's family is quite good.What Qin's father and Qin's mother meant was to let Qin Haoran settle down in Kunming and buy a bigger house so that he would not have to buy it separately when he got married.

After saying a few words, the dishes came out, and the two of them seemed to have ordered a bit too much, but for Qin Haoran, this meal was not just a simple practice.

Tang Hongdou fed a mouthful of noodles, "By the way, brother, if you leave tomorrow, don't you need to get together with your friends?"

"We got together yesterday..." I just want to say this last goodbye to you today.

"Yes, I remembered, Guan Xu said yesterday."

Qin Haoran smiled lightly, but didn't say anything. He had already talked enough with Guan Xu last night, but he didn't know where to start with Tang Hongdou today.

"……red beans"

Qin Haoran opened his mouth suddenly, but didn't say the following words. Tang Hongdou raised his head and looked at Qin Haoran. Because his eyes were lifted up, the original big eyes appeared even bigger, which made Qin Haoran a little dazed.

"Well, do you want steak?"

"Ah? No need, I'm pretty full after eating these, and I ordered too much, brother, you can eat."

In my memory, I went to a western restaurant several times with Tang Hongdou’s family, and every time she poked a few pieces of meat from her plate, I was a little angry when I was very young, and my mother taught me to take care of my sister all night .

Now I want to take care of her, but she doesn't need it anymore.

Qin Haoran put down the knife and fork, lost his appetite looking at the steak that was charred on the outside and tender on the inside, took a sip of plain water, and finally began to say what he wanted to say the most.

"Hongdou, sure enough a person you liked very much told you that he loves you very much, would you consider this person?"

After Qin Haoran said this, he felt his back covered with sweat. Tang Hongdou ate the noodles with his head down, and didn't look at Qin Haoran's expression, but the movements of his hands were a little slow. She is not stupid, she knows what Qin Haoran said who is the person.

"will not."

Tang Hongdou's voice was low, but he didn't hesitate. Although he knew Tang Hongdou would say that, Qin Haoran's heart still ached when he heard the answer.

Sure enough, something missed is missed.

"why?"

"Because that was in the past, and now I have someone I love more." Tang Hongdou fiddled with the meat sauce noodles in the bowl. He obviously liked something very much, but today he couldn't eat it. Tang Hongdou blinked and changed his mouth to , "No, it should be because I have a favorite person."

Qin Haoran loosened his grip on the fork, and the fork fell onto the table, making a crisp sound as it collided with the plate, which was also the sound of his heart breaking.

The person I love the most, Guan Xu also said these words last night. If two people who are serious about their relationship can say such words at the same time, Qin Haoran thinks that they must really love each other.

"Yes, I can only blame that person for not seizing the opportunity."

Listening to Qin Haoran's self-mockery, Tang Hongdou knew that the reason why Qin Haoran couldn't let go was because of his secret love for eight years, and those eight years would subconsciously make Qin Haoran feel that he still had a chance.

Tang Hongdou didn't want to keep Qin Haoran a secret like this, and he didn't want him to be unable to get out. This was unfair to him. He made such a big oolong by himself, but finally got together with Guan Xu, and the ending was happy. Qin Haoran was probably the most injured in Longli.

"Brother, can I tell you a story?"

"Tell me..."

"There was a little girl who couldn't find her mother and father because of playfulness when she was very young. It was a strange city, and the little girl didn't know anyone. She was very scared and sat on the side of the road crying for a long time. Later, A little brother who was a few years older than her held her hand and helped her find her parents, and then the little girl fell in love with the brother who held her hand for eight years."

Qin Haoran frowned, she knew that the little girl Tang Hongdou was talking about was herself, and also knew that the person of eight years should be herself, but why didn't she have the slightest impression of helping her find her parents?
"But this little girl is too stupid, she recognized the wrong person..."

Qin Haoran was shocked, the disbelief in his eyes betrayed his current mood, Tang Hongdou continued, "So the man that the little girl liked for eight years is not the brother she wanted to like at the beginning, all this is just a misunderstanding .”

After Tang Hongdou finished speaking, Qin Haoran's face turned pale. The one who supported him all the time was Tang Hongdou's love for him for the past eight years. Now he suddenly told him that Tang Hongdou had fallen in love with him for the past eight years. This reality is a bit too cruel.

He used to be able to comfort himself anyway, at least Tang Hongdou liked him, but now he doesn't even have a reason to comfort himself.

Qin Haoran's expression was very lonely, and Tang Hong felt a little distressed by the feeling of being at a loss, but Tang Hongdou knew that some things would be bad for anyone if they procrastinated.

"The little girl later found out that she made a mistake. The eight years of liking must have been a burden to that person at that time. The little girl felt very sorry. She really hoped that that person would be happy in the end, and he must be happy too. You will be very happy, senior brother, don’t you think?”

Qin Haoran nodded numbly, "Well, he will."

Tang Hongdou knew that Qin Haoran understood everything. Although this misunderstanding could not reduce any damage, Tang Hongdou still couldn't bear to say that misunderstanding so bluntly. She just hoped that Qin Haoran would not be bound by those eight years. She hoped that Qin Haoran could also find someone to love.

Although he finally knew that the person he liked was not him, but after all, he was the boy in his beautiful fantasy. Tang Hongdou hoped that Qin Haoran would also be happy.

Although it seems that Qin Haoran is obviously confused by this big oolong now, Tang Hongdou believes that as long as Qin Haoran is not immersed in those eight years, he will definitely be able to get out according to his optimistic temperament.

Seeing Qin Haoran's dazed look, Tang Hongdou didn't know why he suddenly thought of Guan Xu. Qin Haoran was a person who could see things, but Guan Xu was different. Can wait like this for eight years without knowing who he is, if he didn't choose A University in the end, or if Qin Haoran accepted him earlier, and he and Qin Haoran became a couple, would Guan Xu also be able to come out? Tang Hongdou didn't dare to think about it at all.

Guan Xu's love was so deep that Tang Hongdou felt it was unreal.

It is said that quarrels are inevitable in love, and many conflicts are inevitable, but Guan Xu really has no bottom line in his favor, not to mention quarrels, but there are very few disagreements.

Guan Xu will be jealous, but he has never spoken loudly to himself. Guan Xu won't let him go to bed late or eat cold drinks, but as long as he acts like a baby, he will give in. Guan Xu doesn't dislike his feet that are colder than ice in winter. He will blow his hair, prepare everything for himself, hold himself in his arms in his sleep, learn how to cook, do housework, and prepare so many surprises. He never emphasizes how much he loves himself, but But let yourself feel that you are loved all the time...

Guan Xu has done too much, Tang Hongdou never thought about it one by one before, but now that he thinks about it one by one, Tang Hongdou's eyes are almost red, such a Guan Xu, I am very lucky that I can meet you.

She obviously didn't eat a few mouthfuls, but Tang Hongdou felt that she was full. She just wanted to see Guan Xu sooner, to tell him that she knew how good he was, and that she really, really loved him.

"Brother, have you eaten yet?"

"what?"

Qin Haoran was still a little dazed and didn't react, "Oh, have you eaten?"

Tang Hongdou nodded apologetically, "Well, I have something to do tonight."

"Well," Qin Haoran nodded, "Then you go back first, be careful on the road."

Qin Haoran didn't take the initiative to propose to send Tang Hongdou back. Guan Xu would not let Tang Hongdou go back alone. He also needed time to digest the fact that "fate makes people fool".

Tang Hongdou stood up, rubbed her hands on her thighs twice, and said, "Brother Haoran, happy graduation! The future is bright!"

Tang Hongdou took out a small crystal ball from his pocket when he was shopping in the gift shop at noon while talking, and put it next to the steak plate.

The crystal ball is only a little bigger than a ping-pong ball, but it is very delicate. Inside is the small bridge on the Great Lake A. When shaken, small plastic snowflakes float up, which is very beautiful.

Tang Hongdou didn't know that she would meet Qin Haoran today, and she didn't prepare a graduation gift for him. She was also glad that she asked the proprietress if she had any gifts at the time. Although the crystal ball girl was a little angry, it still counted as a gift .

Holding the small crystal ball, Qin Haoran forced himself to smile, and thanked Tang Hongdou.

Tang Hongdou also smiled at Qin Haoran, sweetly, but Qin Haoran was very bitter in his heart.

Qin Haoran rang the service bell, "A bottle of Porter, thank you."

*
Tang Hongdou just got out of the impression of the years, so he called Guan Xu. Guan Xu and Professor Wang only chatted for more than ten minutes. Tang Hongdou's call was obviously a bit unexpected.

"It's over so soon?"

Listening to Guan Xu's voice, Tang Hongdou kept giggling, but didn't speak. Guan Xu was confused, whether this girl went to eat or was teased, what was she giggling about?

"What's the matter with you, daughter-in-law, isn't it just to have a meal with Qin Haoran, why are you so happy? If you laugh again, I'll be jealous."

Tang Hongdou still smiled, "Eat it, eat it, eat more if it tastes good!"

Guan Xu was saying that this girl has no conscience, Tang Hongdou suddenly stopped laughing, and said in a shallow voice, "Guan Xu, I miss you, come and pick me up."

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