Doting Wife N+1: Husband, good night

Chapter 547 Regret and Pain

Thinking of his mother, An Yanyan, he couldn't control his emotions, and the wetness in his eyes became heavier and heavier, because the woman in the story Yan Qin told just now really looked like his mother, the more she resembled her, the more she felt. The more you can't forgive.

An Yanyan adjusted his mood and said: "Now that I think about it, I don't think my mother is great, but instead I think she is cowardly and useless, she is just like the woman you mentioned.

Dad has always been just a legend to me. I never knew who he was. I was raised by my mother since I was a child. I know best what kind of life she has suffered, so she doesn’t say anything about that man. I didn't ask, and she didn't mention that man until she saw the suicide note my mother left me before she died.

She said she loves him very much, and he loves her very much, but she doesn't know whether he is dead or alive, where he is, she said, let me not hate him, because he is a good man, he never thought of abandoning him We, I don't understand, I really don't understand, why should a woman wrong herself so much?Why did that man disappear for so many years and not show up, still have to wait and love and still not forget?Why did you speak for him until death?Why put yourself in such a humble position?

To be honest, I feel sorry for my mother, but I don't agree with her actions and ideas at all. If you can't wait for a man, don't wait. After hating it, forget it completely. Why do you have to find so many excuses to comfort yourself?Why do you live in the past with this hope knowing that he will never appear?

Of course, when it comes to this, I probably have said something, because I have waited for a man so foolishly, fantasizing that he will come back to marry me, and fantasizing that we will have a good life, but what I want to be grateful for is I am luckier than my mother, I waited for that man but God arranged another man for me, that is Ah Che, I struggled once, but now it proves that my choice is right, so I think back, I was How foolish it was to wait for him.

Fortunately, I let it go, let it go completely, but my mother didn't. Obviously there was a man in her life, and that was Uncle Gu. It is undeniable that Uncle Gu is very kind to my mother, loves her very much, and is willing to Give her everything, but she always guards that heart for that man, if she thinks about it, she won't die so early.

In the end, she is a sad woman, destined to be a sad woman, because she is my mother, I feel sorry for me, I am in pain, I am uncomfortable, but also because she is my mother, I am very angry, she does not know how to love herself, does not know how to cherish the present, If I'm just a bystander, I'd really say she doesn't deserve sympathy. "

After An Yanyan finished speaking, she already burst into tears. She really felt sorry for her mother, and was even more outraged. Why should she be so stupid?Why should you wrong yourself so much?

After hearing this, Yan Xiang's emotions have completely collapsed. He gritted his teeth tightly but burst into tears. His longing for An Xin and self-blame for so many years made him miserable, and he heard that she was dying. When she didn't blame him, she felt even more uncomfortable. If she had hated him, maybe it would make him feel better now, but that woman is too stupid after all.

Why are you so stupid?Why do you have to wait for a lifetime to wait but not to hate?
(End of this chapter)