how happy to love

Chapter 3 Girl's Mind, Don't Guess
After Lin Xiaowei lived a comfortable life in the tabloid office for a month or so, her old colleague finally gradually handed over the task to her.

The newspaper where she practiced was in the center of the downtown area. Coincidentally, it took ten minutes to walk to the People's Hospital, but it took an hour to take a bus from the university town where she went to school.

Lin Xiaowei thought about renting a house in a nearby place after becoming a full-time employee, leaving early and returning late every day.

In addition, she has to ask for leave to go back to school tomorrow, so she, a newcomer, is naturally conscientious, thinking about all the things she needs to follow up before asking for leave.

The last time I worked overtime and missed the last bus to go back to school, I spent more than 100 taxi fares. Lin Xiaowei thought about spending the night in the office tonight.She had this idea, and when she went out in the morning, she brought a blanket and toiletries with her foresight, and when she arrived at the office, she secretly put them next to her own seat.

Lin Xiaowei yawned again and looked at the time, and it was two hours before the other party promised to send the manuscript.Manuscripts on many red topics at the end of the year have high requirements for timeliness, and they must be rushed in place in time.

It was approaching late at night, and there were many shadows in the office. She was bored and felt hungry. Anyway, the time passed by alone in the office was very slow, so she just came out of the building and walked to the KFC opposite the People's Hospital. .

Although this is the busiest place in the city, but at night in the winter, there are very few pedestrians on the street.

She went to KFC to drink a cup of hot drink and eat a hamburger. When she came out, she checked the time again. It turned out that only half an hour had passed. Anyway, she had nothing to do when she went back. It was a bit embarrassing in the front, she didn't know how she wandered here unknowingly.

When Lin Xiaowei was about to turn around and go back, she suddenly noticed that the car that had just come out inside stopped beside her, and then the window rolled down.

"Why are you still outside so late? I'll take you back." Zhou Yuejing's voice was obviously hoarse, and her brows frowned inadvertently when she spoke.

"Senior Brother Zhou, no need." Lin Xiaowei was also terrified, who would have thought that this would happen, and she had just answered a sentence when her phone rang.

"Xiao Lin, I have already sent the manuscript to your mailbox, check to see if there are any problems, and wait for your reply."

For the first time, the other party sent it to her in advance!
"Okay, wait for me for a few minutes, and I'll log in to the mailbox to check." Lin Xiaowei agreed.

After she hung up the phone, she planned to run back in a hurry.

"Do you want me to log in to the mailbox with my mobile phone and check it first?" Zhou Yuejing thought that Lin Xiaowei's own mobile phone could not log in, so he handed over his own mobile phone.

"It's the company's mailbox. I don't know the login name and password for the outside webpage." Lin Xiaowei replied with a face full of shame.

"Get in the car, I'll take you back to the company." Zhou Yuejing roughly understood Lin Xiaowei's situation when he heard it, and when he said it, he had already got down to the passenger side to open the door for Lin Xiaowei.

"Senior Brother Zhou, my office is quite close to here, just run over there."

"Do you think your legs are faster than my four wheels?" Zhou Yuejing suddenly turned around and asked indifferently.

Lin Xiaowei: ...

When Lin Xiaowei hurried back to the office, she turned on all the lights in the office as soon as she entered, ran to her seat, glanced at the manuscript sent by that person, and made sure there was no policy-related problem, and immediately went back to the office. Made a phone call back.

The business was done within a few minutes, and Lin Xiaowei realized that she was sweating from the heat.

"Senior Brother Zhou, let me sort out the information again, why don't you go back first?" Lin Xiaowei asked as if nothing happened.

"It's so late, is there the last bus back to school?" Zhou Yuejing glanced at the watch on his wrist when he said it, and asked noncommittally.

"I can call back."

"Oh, does your unit require you to bring towels, toothbrushes, and blankets to work?" Zhou Yuejing said while staring at the toiletries in the paper bag next to Lin Xiaowei's seat, seemingly lost in thought.

"I brought it with me just to meet the unexpected needs." Lin Xiaowei replied shyly.

"My house is right next door. It will only be one night when you come to my place." Zhou Yuejing got up after finishing speaking, and walked in front with her long legs.

Sensing that Lin Xiaowei behind him didn't follow up, he suddenly stopped, turned around and asked with a puzzled expression, "What's wrong?"

"Senior Brother Zhou, I can sleepwalk and grind my teeth and snore at night. I'm afraid I'll scare you, so I don't bother you." Lin Xiaowei racked his brains to politely refuse.

"Oh, I happen to have all the above bad habits, so I shouldn't be scared." Zhou Yuejing responded lightly, and then Shi Shi ran ahead.

Lin Xiaowei: ...

After half an hour.

The community where Zhou Yuejing lived.

When Lin Xiaowei followed Zhou Yuejing into the elevator, his heart was still pounding. He said that in this day and age, the media often reported negative news about well-dressed animals.

Otherwise, how could he be so kind-hearted and offered to take her in for a night.

After all, she is not related to him.

"Still coming in?" Zhou Yuejing's voice suddenly rang in her ears, and Lin Xiaowei shivered subconsciously in a trance.

"Oh." She followed Zhou Yuejing and walked in, and was immediately stunned by the scene inside.

Zhou Yuejing's residence was astonishingly large. Lin Xiaowei visually measured that it was at least several times the size of his own home. The colors inside were all cool colors, making the residence seem more spacious.

Is this the taste of a medical man?
Isn't it lonely, empty and boring to live alone in such a big house?

By the way, with Zhou Yuejing's education, he hasn't worked for a few years after graduation, right?How can you be so rich that you can afford such a big house?
She made wild guesses in her heart.

"Have you had dinner yet?" Zhou Yuejing's voice continued to ring in her ears. When Lin Xiaowei looked up, she saw Zhou Yuejing brewing two cups of milk at some point, and there was an extra plate of bread on the low table in front of the sofa.

"I've eaten." Lin Xiaowei nodded hurriedly.

"Then have a glass of milk." Zhou Yuejing put another glass of milk on the low table in front of the sofa where Lin Xiaowei was sitting, and he also sat down casually, took a piece of bread and ate it.

"Senior Brother Zhou, it's not good to eat before going to bed, it's easy..." Lin Xiaowei originally wanted to kindly remind Zhou Yuejing that eating before going to bed tends to put on weight, but she also thought of Zhou Yuejing's figure, which is still a bit thin by visual inspection. The last two words were swallowed silently.

"If I don't eat dinner, I will be so hungry that I won't be able to sleep at night." Zhou Yuejing responded casually.

"Ah, it's so late and you haven't eaten dinner yet?" Lin Xiaowei glanced at her watch, it was already half past in the morning, and she only had dinner so late. As a doctor, Zhou Yuejing's schedule is really "healthy". .

"Well, something went wrong during an operation today." Zhou Yuejing casually brought it up.

"The doctor is so hard." Lin Xiaowei couldn't help feeling emotional.

"Milk is good for sleep, you should drink some too." Zhou Yuejing was fast, finishing his own dinner in a few minutes, and casually reminded him when he got up.

"Okay." Lin Xiaowei nodded politely.

A few minutes later, Zhou Yuejing came over with his own T-shirt in his hand, and said, "Go take a shower first, the bathroom is over there." Zhou Yuejing gestured to the bathroom when he said that.

"En." Lin Xiaowei responded, mentioned the toiletries she brought, and walked towards the bathroom.

As soon as Lin Xiaowei walked into the bathroom, she quickly closed the bathroom door, turned around and saw only a teacup and a toothbrush on the washstand, um, is Zhou Yuejing really single?

Next to the teacup stood a razor, and when she thought of seeing Zhou Yuejing's slightly stubbled beard in the hospital that day, her heart beat like a deer.

"I didn't expect Zhou Yuejing to use perfume so boringly..."

Lin Xiaowei looked at the transparent bottle of water next to the razor. The bottle was not big, and there was only the English letter of CK written on it. There seemed to be a row of English letters at the bottom. Go down and take a sniff.

She remembers the smell.

When he sent her back that day, he was sitting on her left side, probably because the compartment was airtight. At that time, she could smell the faint scent of him, which was exactly the same as the fragrance from the small bottle in front of her. , mixed with the fresh fragrance of plants, there is also a trace of indescribable abstinence in the elegance.

I didn't expect Zhou Yuejing's taste to be really good.

Even the perfume she used won her heart.

Lin Xiaowei let herself go for a while, and blushed involuntarily.

Halo, where did she go!

Lin Xiaowei took some cold water and patted her increasingly hot cheeks. Then she changed into her slippers and went under the shower to take a shower.

After Lin Xiaowei had a refreshed bath, she awkwardly changed into the T-shirt that Zhou Yuejing said she hadn't worn, put on her thick sweater and thick coat, and then walked out of the bathroom.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Yuejing leaned against the sofa without moving, and seemed to have fallen asleep.

Lin Xiaowei was afraid of disturbing him, so she tiptoed to him, and sure enough, she saw that he had indeed fallen asleep.

He rarely had a smiling face, and his brows were still tightly locked in his sleep.

I don't know if it's because of too much work pressure, Lin Xiaowei's heart is blocked for no reason, and he stands aside for a while, and he doesn't know whether to wake him up.

Fortunately, Zhou Yuejing woke up within a few minutes.

He didn't actually fall asleep, he just closed his eyes and rested his mind.

However, as soon as I close my eyes, today's dangerous operation scene that lasted nearly ten hours will still appear. Fortunately, the patient is finally out of danger. When everyone came out of the operating room, their physical strength was close to exhaustion.

Therefore, many colleagues will suffer from the characteristics of reticence. It is not simply a sequela of occupational diseases, but often deals with various life-threatening diseases in the operating room. , The nerves must be kept highly tense throughout the whole process, so naturally you can't quickly withdraw and adjust back after get off work.

Sensing the sound of Lin Xiaowei's footsteps approaching, Zhou Yuejing reached out and rubbed his own swollen temples, opened his eyes and asked, "Washed?"

"Well, hurry up and wash up." Lin Xiaowei could see that Zhou Yuejing was sleepy, and urged her with distress.

"So anxious?" Zhou Yuejing looked gloomy just a moment ago, but unexpectedly, there was a faint warmth in his eyes at this moment, a half-smile, and he could faintly see the long and narrow underwear.

Probably the legendary Danfengyan.

Lin Xiaowei only glanced at it, then looked away guiltily, and answered indiscriminately, "En."

Zhou Yuejing had already got up at this time, standing tall and unavoidable in front of her, seeing her flushed face in embarrassment, the tiredness from the day had eased a lot.

Strange to say, every time he meets Lin Xiaowei, he can relax for no reason.

Being so close, she could even smell the clear scent of his body, which suddenly filled all her senses and mind, every cell in her body was his scent and his voice.

Her mind went blank for a few seconds, and then she continued, "Senior Brother Zhou, the perfume you bought smells really good. What series is it from CK? I'll buy a bottle too."

"Are you sure you want to buy a bottle?" Zhou Yuejing pulled away from her when he said that, and asked with a narrow face, but the smile in his eyes was even bigger.

"Yes, I like this taste very much." Lin Xiaowei was extremely glad that she had easily changed the subject of Zhou Yuejing, and hurriedly nodded along.

"That's my shaving water. It's rare for a woman to be willing to use shaving water as a perfume. I think it's a great honor." Someone lightly continued, with a gentleman's unabashedly suave attitude. .

The so-called Yuppie.

Lin Xiaowei only felt 1000 million grass-mud horses whizzing by in her heart.

Who can tell her why the bottle of shaving water looks so like a perfume bottle!

"Um, I thought it was perfume..."

"Take a bottle home if you like it."

"It's really unnecessary, and I took it away, what do you use?" Lin Xiaowei waved his hands again and again without thinking.

"I bought a dozen."

Lin Xiaowei: ...

Zhou Yuejing saw that the corners of Lin Xiaowei's mouth twitched uncontrollably, and the blush on his face was about to spread to his neck, so he decided to stop talking about it.

"You sleep on your side." He led the way as he said.

"Oh." Lin Xiaowei followed Zhou Yuejing step by step, she just wanted to be alone at this moment.

After Zhou Yuejing left, Lin Xiaowei immediately took off her shoes and jumped onto the bed, pulling the quilt over her hot face.

She seems to have taken over all the embarrassing things!

After taking a shower, Zhou Yuejing was walking towards the master bedroom when he suddenly heard an unfamiliar cell phone ringing from the sofa. He followed the sound source and walked towards the sofa. It showed that Liu Youyou was calling.

As soon as he picked up Lin Xiaowei's cell phone, Liu Youyou hung up the phone.

Zhou Yuejing looked at the phone that had been locked and dimmed, raised his brows slightly, and walked towards the side lying on the phone with the phone.

"Senior Brother Zhou, I've already fallen asleep." Lin Xiaowei was nervous, and when he heard the knock on the door, he couldn't help becoming highly nervous. He half-covered the quilt and replied in a low voice, pretending to be sleepy.

"Someone is calling you, so you can take a look tomorrow morning." Zhou Yuejing answered casually outside the door, and then there was the sound of his leaving footsteps.

My cell phone!No wonder she always felt like something was missing.

In case Zhou Yuejing received a call from my mother or Liu Youyou, I don't know how many gossip news would be caused.

With a guilty conscience, she immediately jumped up from the bed and opened the door in one go, and Zhou Yuejing only turned around and walked a few steps.

"Brother Zhou, where's my cell phone?" Lin Xiaowei asked out of breath as soon as he opened the door.

"I'm here." When Zhou Yuejing said that, he turned around and handed the phone over. Lin Xiaowei was unprepared, and his eyes suddenly jumped into Zhou Yuejing wearing a nightgown. It was slightly open, revealing the sexy collarbone, the hair was not dried, and there were a few shiny drops of water that slid on his face at will.

Lin Xiaowei just took a look at his collarbone, and hurriedly avoided looking down.

As a result, Zhou Yuejing's exposed calf, which was slender and strong, jumped into view.

Sure enough, there will be a kind of person in this world. Standing on the opposite side quietly makes people feel oppressed, and they don't even dare to take a breath.

Lin Xiaowei, who realized that he was starting to play tricks, simply looked at the ground.

After Zhou Yuejing handed the phone back, she saw Lin Xiaowei's head drooping slightly, her breathing was rapid, her face was flushed, and her nose was shiny, as if she was sweating?

With the room temperature in this winter, he still felt chilly just after he came out of the bathroom.

"Are you okay?" He looked strange and asked casually.

"It's okay, it's okay." Lin Xiaowei replied, and subconsciously swipe to the call log to check after taking the phone. Fortunately, there was only one missed call from Liu Youyou.

Looking at it like this, Zhou Yuejing probably didn't answer Liu Youyou's call for her.

"Senior Brother Zhou, good night." Lin Xiaowei said, and then jumped back to the room where she slept.

Lin Xiaowei had run errands this day, and she fell asleep not long after she got her phone back.When she woke up the next day, Lin Xiaowei checked the time, and it was already eight o'clock in the morning. She lifted the quilt, got dressed quickly, and went straight to the bathroom.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Yuejing, who had just washed up, was coming out of it.

Probably because he hasn't gone out yet, he is only wearing a close-fitting light beige cashmere sweater. Lin Xiaowei can even see the faint undulating pectoral and abdominal muscles under his close-fitting cashmere sweater. Lin Xiaowei once only sees Zhou Yuejing wearing a white coat. Thought he was still on the thin side.

It was only at this moment that she took a look at Zhou Yuejing in front of her, and she had a very deep understanding of the description in Xiaoyan that she looks thin when dressed and undressed.

Zhou Yuejing seemed to be a different person from the usual one.

Lin Xiaowei noticed early in the morning that her heart rate started to speed up again.

It's over!She will resolutely avoid close contact with Zhou Yuejing in the future, lest she look stupid all the time.

"Morning." Zhou Yuejing interrupted Lin Xiaowei's fugue at the right time.

"Morning Senior Brother Zhou." Lin Xiaowei replied and rushed into the bathroom to wash up.

After finally accompanying Zhou Yuejing to eat a breakfast that was still milk and bread, Lin Xiaowei was eager to go back to school.According to Zhou Yuejing, she had something to do back to school that day, so she had no choice but to respectfully take Zhou Yuejing's car and go back to school.

After this time, Lin Xiaowei didn't contact Zhou Yuejing for a long time. It wasn't until after the Chinese New Year that Lin Xiaowei entered the probationary period in the unit and gradually became busy.

Lin Xiaowei ran around outside during the day, and often took the last bus back to school at night, leaving early and returning late every day. After nearly a month, she couldn't bear it anymore.

Unexpectedly, Liu Youyou, who hadn't been in touch for a while, called at this time and said that he was starting an internship at the People's Hospital and wanted to share a house in the urban area.

The two hit it off immediately, and they did it right away. They each took a day off, went out in the morning to find a house in a hurry, and moved in a hurry in the afternoon.

After finally getting all this done, both of them fell asleep after being so tired.

After moving to the new residence, Lin Xiaowei originally wanted to reward herself with a rare leisurely weekend, and went to the supermarket in the afternoon to buy ingredients to prepare chicken soup.

In the evening, when the chicken soup was cooked, she sent a text message to Liu Youyou.

"What time do you come back for dinner?"

Half an hour later, Liu Youyou called back, "It's been a busy day and I haven't even touched a stool. I guess it will be early morning at night!"

Lin Xiaowei has already adapted to the rhythm that Liu Youyou is often unable to contact, so she responded without any surprise: "I made chicken soup, and I wanted to wait for you to eat it together. Then I will eat it first."

"Honey, you've been at home for a whole day, can you take pity on me, a long-term worker who serves the people, and send me some chicken soup of love to replenish my energy!"

"Okay, where are you waiting for me?" Lin Xiaowei really couldn't stand Liu Youyou's pitiful tone.

"On the fifth floor of the gynecology department, just wait for me at the nurse's station." Sure enough, Liu Youyou on the other end of the phone revived in a second.

After Lin Xiaowei hung up the phone, he quickly filled the chicken soup into a thermos and went out.

It was cold and windy outside. Fortunately, she and Liu Youyou were looking for a house based on the principle of proximity. She rode a bicycle and arrived at the hospital in less than 10 minutes.

At any rate, she had been there a few times herself, and she found the floor that Liu Youyou mentioned by being familiar with the way.

She was just about to go to the nurse's station, when a surgical trolley was hurriedly pushed towards her. There were doctors and nurses in white coats around her, and some of them were holding the surgical trolley and pushing it towards the operating room. There are also those who follow the surgical trolley and hold the hanging bottle aloft, while others report the data in real time to the instruments next to them.

She subconsciously stood on the side to avoid it, and within a few seconds, the group of people had already walked past her, and Lin Xiao felt a gust of cold wind blowing across her face.

The doctor walking in the front of the operating vehicle was still wearing a surgical cap and mask strictly, showing only a pair of serious eyes, but she recognized Zhou Yuejing in the front at a glance.

"The patient who just had an operation last night had an accident." The little nurse at the nurse's station was still whispering with lingering fear. Lin Xiaowei recovered and realized that her hands were covered in cold sweat.

Lin Xiaowei didn't know what he was worried about, so he dialed Liu Youyou's number after a while.

Liu Youyou's call was not answered as expected.

After thinking about it, she walked to the nurse's station, but she didn't expect that the two nurses in the nurse's station just answered the phone and ran out in a hurry.

Lin Xiaowei could only stand there bored, waiting for Liu Youyou to come over.

Fortunately, she didn't wait too long this time, and Liu Youyou ran over.

Lin Xiaowei didn't know what was on her mind, so she poured half of it out of the thermos and gave it to Liu Youyou.

"You actually brought food here, Xiaowei, you are so considerate!" Liu Youyou gobbled it up hungry, as if she came out of a refugee camp.

"Yuyou, I just saw a surgical trolley rushing into the operating room, did something happen?" Lin Xiaowei asked.

"Ms. Zhou performed a cesarean section on a pregnant woman with adenomyoma last night. She was still a triplet. When the fetus was delivered, the fetus was already hypoxic in the uterus. Fortunately, it was born without any danger. I heard that Misfortunes never come singly for pregnant women, just now they caused signs of heart failure and uterine fatigue." Liu Youyou gnawed on the chicken deftly, and relayed the expression with a blank expression.

Probably because of the internship in the hospital for a period of time, when Liu Youyou mentioned Zhou Yuejing, he didn't know when he respectfully called him Teacher Zhou.

"So serious? Will the patient's life be in danger?" Lin Xiaowei was very unfamiliar with these medical terms, but her intuition told her that they were all difficult diseases, and she became nervous for no reason when she asked.

"It's hard to say. The mother's physical condition is so poor, she was lucky enough to keep her triplets yesterday. I think today's situation is a bit precarious." Liu Youyou buried her head in eating after finishing her comments.

Lin Xiaowei listened to Liu Youyou talking about the case that was hanging by a thread without blinking her eyes, and remembered the discussion of the two nurses who ran away before, and didn't know what Zhou Yuejing would be like in the operating room at the moment.

In other words, whether it is possible to rescue the patient without any danger.

Liu Youyou wiped her mouth after eating and was about to run back to the pediatrics downstairs.

"It's fine if I go back, why don't I wait for you to get off work together." Lin Xiaowei said, taking the lunch box outside.

"Then you sit here and wait for me. If the sister nurse asks, please tell me the name of my teacher Li Qin. I will try my best to get off work early." After Liu Youyou finished speaking, she ran away in small steps.

Once Liu Youyou left, Lin Xiaowei was indeed bored waiting alone, but subconsciously hoped that Liu Youyou would not leave work too early today.

At least, let's wait for Zhou Yuejing to come out of the operating room smoothly.

She sat there alone and waited for a long time. The patient's family members came over at some time, and they were walking towards the operating room in a noisy manner. They seemed to mention that the patient's problems were due to the poor skills of the attending physician. When they got home, the nurse who was walking in front wanted to explain a few words, but unexpectedly, her voice could not cover up the emotional family members, so she walked back to the nurse's station silently before speaking for a while, complained angrily, and then He took a look at the unfamiliar Lin Xiaowei.

"I'm waiting for Teacher Li Qin to teach." Lin Xiaowei recalled Liu Youyou's exhortation before leaving, and explained involuntarily.

The nurse looked down upon herself and nodded her head as if she knew.

Lin Xiaowei was most afraid of this kind of scene that was a sign of trouble, but subconsciously she was a little worried about Zhou Yuejing.After all, the other party's family members are numerous and powerful, and they had already been rough during the argument with the nurse just now, and she didn't even dare to imagine what would happen if the operation failed.

She waited like this, and felt that the time slowed down again.Lin Xiaowei was a little impatient, and just stood up to take a few steps, but unexpectedly, the door of the operating room not far away finally opened, and the first person who came out was an extremely familiar figure.

The family members outside immediately surrounded them. At the beginning, they were still swearing. Zhou Yuejing was surrounded by those people, and her tall figure was particularly eye-catching. For some reason, the family members who had been rough just now restrained themselves a lot.

"Virtue!" The nurse next to him muttered angrily.

Look at this, the rescue should be fairly smooth, right?

Lin Xiaowei finally let go of the breath he had been holding on to before.

She was afraid that Zhou Yuejing would find her, so she bowed her head next to the nurse and pretended to play with her mobile phone.

"Doctor Zhou, this family is really confused." The nurse on duty saw Zhou Yuejing walking towards the nurse's station, remembered what happened just now, and immediately complained impatiently.

"Send it to the ICU for observation first." Through the mask, Zhou Yuejing's deep voice seemed rather hoarse.

Lin Xiaowei continued to look at her own mobile phone screen without moving.

"Come with me to the locker room."

Zhou Yuejing's hoarse voice continued to be heard in her ears, and Lin Xiaowei's heart shook. She never thought that Zhou Yuejing would be so ambiguous with the nurse on duty. She felt inexplicably uncomfortable, and felt that she was stupid to wait here for a few hours Terrible, just continue to lower your head and pretend to play with your phone.

"Lin Xiaowei!"

Seeing that Lin Xiaowei didn't respond, Zhou Yuejing had no choice but to continue calling her name. Lin Xiaowei suddenly recovered and looked up, just in time to see Zhou Yuejing take off the mask casually, revealing a thin face.

So he called her?

Panicked, Lin Xiaowei subconsciously glanced at the nurse next to her, and sure enough, she received the incredulousness in the nurse's eyes.It is said that since Zhou Yuejing came to the hospital here, although the number of female doctors, nurses, and even female patients who have been fascinated by him openly and secretly cannot be counted at all, but because of his natural aura of not disturbing strangers, so many secret loves None of them had the courage to take the initiative to confess to him.

Of course, except for the dean's precious daughter.

It turns out that Zhou Yuejing already has a master!

"Let's go?" Zhou Yuejing continued to remind Lin Xiaowei when she saw that Lin Xiaowei was standing there, as if she hadn't planned to leave yet.

"Oh." Lin Xiaowei sensed the probing, excited and surprised little eyes of the nurse next to her, and felt that she couldn't stay here, so she casually carried a plastic bag in her hand and followed Zhou Yuejing step by step.

Following him to the locker room, Lin Xiaowei stopped at the door.

Zhou Yuejing didn't say anything, she took off her white coat and came out a few minutes after entering.

"What's the matter with me?" He asked casually.

Lin Xiaowei understood it as soon as she heard it. Zhou Yuejing probably saw her when she came out of the operating room just now, and thought she was standing there specially to wait for him.

"I came here to deliver chicken soup to Youyou, and filled an extra bowl, Senior Brother Zhou, would you like to have some too?" Lin Xiaowei summoned up his courage and said.

"En." Zhou Yuejing took the thermos from her hand very naturally. Fortunately, the spoon that Lin Xiaowei brought over was not used by Liu Youyou, so Lin Xiaowei quickly handed over the spoon.

"Senior Brother Zhou, you don't look very good, are you not feeling well?" Lin Xiaowei and Zhou Yuejing haven't seen each other for nearly two months. The last time I saw it, she was obviously thinner, so Lin Xiaowei asked one more question.

"It's just a low-grade fever." Zhou Yuejing started to drink the soup with a spoon, probably because he was concentrating on drinking the soup. His long eyelashes were slightly lowered, and they stayed there motionless, casting a shallow shadow under the eyelids , It may also be the reason for dark circles.

"You all have a fever? So why don't you drink chicken soup?" Lin Xiaowei had the impression that a fever requires a light diet, and when he said that, he signaled Zhou Yuejing not to eat any more.

"Chicken soup is the most natural penicillin, it's fine to drink it." Zhou Yuejing was not affected by Lin Xiaowei.

"Oh." Lin Xiaowei responded with half-belief.

It could be seen that Zhou Yuejing seemed to be exhausted to the limit of his body.

He sat there after eating, seeming to be racing against time to recharge his batteries.

"Senior Brother Zhou, will you go back to school often this year?"

"No, I'm too busy and don't have time." Zhou Yuejing seemed to be subconsciously groping for something in his trouser pocket. Lin Xiaowei guessed that he was going to take out a cigarette, but he just groped without taking out the cigarette case.

"Senior Brother Zhou, have you ever encountered a case where the operation failed?" Lin Xiaowei thought of the irritable family members of the patients she saw earlier, and she was really curious about this question.

Zhou Yuejing seemed to think about it for a while, and looked at Lin Xiaowei suspiciously, "Not yet, but it doesn't mean that we won't meet in the future." The hoarse voice fell on his ears, and it seemed to have a particularly depressed atmosphere.

"Oh, I think you often feel that death is so close in a job like yours." Lin Xiaowei said with emotion.

Zhou Yuejing was silent for a rare few seconds, "Birth, old age, sickness and death, just get used to it." At the end of his speech, there seemed to be a faintly wry smile on the corner of his lips, as well as a touch of helplessness.

"En." For some reason, Lin Xiaowei felt that Zhou Yuejing was a little depressed today.

Yes, birth, old age, sickness and death, some things are indeed out of control.

There are white walls, and there are occasional doctors in white coats walking around, and everyone comes and goes in a hurry.

Lin Xiaowei's heart was heavy when she heard that, she couldn't even help at all, this kind of real powerlessness suddenly made her feel very frustrated.

She even began to envy Liu Youyou, who was studying clinical medicine a little bit, maybe in this way she could follow in his footsteps and feel his joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys together.

"Senior Brother Zhou, are you off work today?" Lin Xiaowei could see that Zhou Yuejing really needed a good night's sleep, but she hoped that Zhou Yuejing could go back and take a good rest.

"That's right, but this patient just finished the operation, I'll wait a few hours for observation before going back." Zhou Yuejing subconsciously fumbled for the cigarette case in his trouser pocket again as he spoke.

"Isn't there another doctor on duty? You still have a fever, go back and rest."

"This patient has too many complications. I am most familiar with her situation. It would be risky for other doctors to take over suddenly." Zhou Yuejing replied casually. A faint warmth came up, and the deepest part of the heart was surrounded by that soft warmth, and the original splitting headache symptoms seemed to have eased a lot.

"Oh." Lin Xiaowei nodded half understanding.

"It's late, you should go back early." Zhou Yuejing urged.

"Well, senior brother Zhou, then you can rest here for a while." Lin Xiaowei was afraid that talking here would disturb Zhou Yuejing's rest, so she got up and went back to the same way she came just now.

She walked quickly to the corner before secretly turning around and taking a look back.

Sure enough, Zhou Yuejing took out a cigarette from his pocket when she left, the lighter in his hand flickered, and the next moment he had already lit the cigarette in his hand, and took a long puff.

It didn't take long for a curl of smoke to rise from the snow-white wall, and he was silently enveloped in that smoke, his thin face suddenly looked very far away from her.

She just glanced at it, and felt soreness in her nostrils for no reason. She didn't turn around in the next second, and quickly walked back to the floor where she was originally.

Lin Xiaowei walked back to the previous position, but the original nurse was not there, so she just waited alone.

Fortunately, Liu Youyou came up to her not long after, and said with a yawn, "Finally work is over, I have to go home and catch up on sleep."

It's very cold, it's almost early morning, and it's rare to see pedestrians passing by on the road.

On the way back, Lin Xiaowei thought for a while and asked, "Yuyou, you work so hard, wouldn't the hospital recruit more doctors every year? Otherwise, how can the doctor's body be able to bear it in the long run?"

"You are so naive. Who told the People's Hospital to be the only tertiary hospital here? The best equipment and top-notch medical staff are all concentrated here. Anyone who has a little intractable disease that cannot be cured in a small hospital will go here. Sending it off, how can you be free?" Liu Youyou was already suffering from it not long after her internship, and pouted at Lin Xiaowei after speaking.

"Well, no wonder Senior Brother Zhou seems to be busy all the time." Lin Xiaowei said with a resigned expression.

"That's right, he is the face of the obstetrics and gynecology department. He is known as Zhou Dao, and with his superb knife skills, now many patients who are not difficult and miscellaneous diseases come here to ask him to be the chief surgeon."

"Knife skills?" Lin Xiaowei looked puzzled.

"That's right, so far I've only watched Senior Brother Zhou's surgery on the teaching video, and his mending can be called a work of art. Those who can do more work, I guess the higher-ups wish Teacher Zhou could stay here 24 hours a day."

"So exaggerated?" Lin Xiao shrugged slightly.

"This is not an exaggeration. There are also those kinds of intractable diseases. One operation lasted more than ten hours. Fortunately, he is a man with better physical fitness. If I stayed there as a second assistant or something, I would be hungry. This one can make me hungry." Liu Youyou commented very frankly, and Lin Xiaowei fell silent.

Liu Youyou was so tired that she washed up quickly after returning home and fell asleep.

After many years, Lin Xiaowei suffered from insomnia again this night.

Since the last time she suffered from insomnia, she was still sprinting for the college entrance examination, and when she closed her eyes, it was a synthesis of literature and history.

At that time, her mind was filled with how her father's comrade-in-arms son was so smart, how he skipped several grades to get into a famous foreign university and even studied for a doctorate all the way.

Maybe her parents just wanted to cheer her up and encourage her to sprint before the exam, but subconsciously they caused extra psychological pressure on her.

For her, who has mediocre aptitude since she was a child, she has to rely on rote memorization to maintain a high ranking in the grade. The super genius role model described by her parents is just a distant existence to her.

She also once imagined the role model who was studying alone in a foreign country during the long sleepless nights, but all of that was just a distant vision to her.

But this time, as soon as she closed her eyes, Zhou Yuejing was sitting alone on the bench, smoking a cigarette to refresh himself.

Such clear frame-by-frame slow-motion replays, as if she is still on the side of the wall behind the corner, looking back at him secretly from a few meters away, and can even see his eyes shrouded in smoke very clearly. , deep and lonely.

She thought he must be really tired.

After a long time, she slowly realized that she loved him dearly.

Lin Xiaowei didn't feel sleepy until the sky was bright. When she woke up the next day, Liu Youyou had already gone to the hospital.Lin Xiaowei saw that it was only about ten minutes before going to work, so she brushed her teeth and washed her face quickly and went out.

There was a routine meeting on Monday, and there were only a few people in the office. The leader's routine speech conveyed the general direction of the superior, and everyone was drowsy. Only Lin Xiaowei, who claimed to be a newcomer, took notes very seriously.

Although the morning newspaper she went to was different from the daily newspaper, the grades were quite different. City A's daily office is in the ostentatious radio and television building, and the sponsorship it can get and the scale of the newspaper are incomparable.

Everyone doesn't expect to make any achievements. Anyway, the dismal results have been placed there, and it is unlikely that there will be room for them to continue to be dismal.

"Xiaowei, this topic is coming to an end soon. If you have time, you can use your brain to think about what topic we should do in the next stage." Yu Fang suddenly mentioned after the meeting.

"Sister Yu, I want to do a special report on medical staff after this special feature is over, what do you think?"

"This is not very good. The relationship between doctors and patients is so tense now. Which one do you think we help? The hospital or the patients? And there are so many levels involved, let's not take this thankless job." Yu Fang didn't expect Lin Xiaowei's proposal was rejected without thinking.

"That's it." Lin Xiaowei replied a little disappointed.

"The main reason is that the time is not yet ripe. Let's see the situation when there is a suitable opportunity in the future." Yu Fang could see that Lin Xiaowei was quite disappointed. After all, Lin Xiaowei was the most motivated and thoughtful of all the freshmen she had supervised. She didn't want to hurt Lin Xiaowei too much, so she added something ambiguous.

"Well, thank you sister Yu." Although she knew that Yu Fang was mostly perfunctory, but at least there was still a little hope, Lin Xiaowei immediately cheered herself up silently in her heart.

(End of this chapter)