Poison Doctor Prince Concubine

Chapter 444

The woman on the picture scroll has an alluring appearance, is as beautiful as a poem, like a dream, like a dream, and her eyebrows and eyes are somewhat similar to Su Beichen.

"My mother, isn't she beautiful?" His icy blue eyes seemed to be trapped in memory, and a dreamy color floated.

"Most of my appearance has been inherited from my mother, especially the pair of ice-blue eyes. I am almost exactly the same as my mother's."

He brushed his jade finger over the beauties on the scroll, and a hazy moonlight floated in his icy blue eyes.

"However, no matter how beautiful and charming my mother is, in the eyes of the father, there is only the mother and the queen. He believes that the mother is the most beautiful woman in the world. Therefore, it is destined to be a tragedy for the mother to fall in love with the father."

"My mother is a proud woman. She thinks very highly of herself and never takes any man seriously. Maybe it's because my father is not moved by her beauty, or maybe it's because of my father's single-minded infatuation for son Qingqing. My mother loves you After loving her father, she loves like moths to a flame, she loves vigorously."

"She prayed that the father would have the slightest affection for her one day, but no matter what she did, even if she gave the father aphrodisiac poison, even if she had me, the father never had the slightest affection for her, but just ignored her. Destroyed her self-confidence to nothing."

At this point, the sadness in his eyes became more and more intense.

"Mother has turned from love to hate because of this. Although my memory before the age of five is a bit blurred, some things are imprinted there forever. I will never forget, and I can't forget. My mother often loses her temper and throws things. What does she do? Everything was smashed, everywhere, even on me, hot irons, sharp tiles, and fiery whips."

"Brother Su Beiling has always loved me very much. Every time he sees a wound on my body, he will take medicine to treat it for me. He also wants to tell my father and tell his mother how cruelly treated me. But I stopped , I know that my mother’s heart is very bitter, very bitter. At that time, I even thought, if I could make her happy by branding wounds on my body, I would willingly bear the pain she gave. But, I didn’t expect—”

Su Beichen's icy blue pupils suddenly had a tingling light.

"When I was five years old, one day I had a high fever, coughed non-stop, and coughed up blood. My father saw it, and he took the initiative to care for me. He even stepped into the Bingyu Pavilion after my mother designed him for the first time. Mother looked at the gentle way Father gave me medicine, and her dead heart revived again."

"She actually added blood poison, a banned drug from the Nether Palace, to my fever-reducing medicine. When this blood poison enters the blood of the human body, it will cough up blood like flowers in the seven days before and after the night of the full moon every month. And I When I was five years old, I drank the bowl of poison that my mother boiled with her own hands, the soup was hot, black as ink, and had a pungent smell." Di——

Hot drops of water flew out of Su Beichen's icy blue pupils, and dripped on the back of Mu Fei's hands, burning her heart.

Her heart suddenly hurt so much, so painfully.

He raised his head and took a breath, a perfect stream of light flowed from the corner of his mouth.

"Afterwards, my illness came back and forth, and I didn't get better. The number of times my father stepped into the Bingyu Pavilion was frequent. My mother thought that seeing my father at this time when I was sick, she was not satisfied. Seeing Royal Father immediately, she added more and heavier doses to the concoction, regardless of whether my body could bear it."

"I coughed up more and more blood, and it became more and more serious. In the end, one day I couldn't hold it anymore, and I passed out. When I woke up, everything changed. Father and Emperor knew about mother's tricks , He hated my mother for being so cruel and vicious, he took me away from my mother and brought me to the queen mother, and did not allow my mother to see me again."

"Chen, don't say it, please, don't say it again."

In Mu Fei's indifferent eyes, crystal clear teardrops slid down her cheeks.

"No, you let me finish, Fei'er, let me finish. My mother herself has become crazy since that day. She seems to have forgotten everyone overnight, and she doesn't remember anything. Father is soft-hearted He took pity on her, so he neglected to watch over my mother. My mother quietly avoided everyone. She took me away from the sick bed. She said she would take me to a place where there is only happiness but no sorrow. She said she They will take good care of me in the future and won't hurt me again."

"I believed my mother's words and left with her. But I didn't expect that my mother wanted to jump off the cliff with me. She wanted my death to vent her hatred for the father. I didn't expect The eldest brother Su Beiling has been quietly following behind, and when he knew mother's intentions, he suddenly rushed over and pushed me away, but he followed mother and fell into the broken wall."

At this point in his words, his voice choked up, and he sat down on his seat slumped.

"Chen—" The tears in Mu Fei's eyes had blurred her eyes.

She really didn't know, really didn't know that he would have such a miserable past, even worse than her days as a killer, at least she was an orphan, so she didn't have to suffer from this kind of family affection.

Drops of clear tears fell on Su Beichen's beautiful face and on the back of his hand as warm as jade. The hot feeling burned his eyes and his heart.

"Fei'er." He called her name softly, raised his eyes, ice-blue eyes, and fine flying flowers swaying in the water.

He raised his hand, and his jade fingers gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Don't cry, I'm fine, really, it's over, it's over."

He comforted her with soft words, and his fingers passed through her thick and soft blue hair, as soft as spring flowers and autumn rain.

The corner of his mouth opened with a smile, a beautiful pear blossom swirled, deeply carved there, beautiful and enchanting, evil and moving.

Everything about him is over, just because——

She came and came into his world, and he will no longer be alone, with her gentle company, he will no longer be afraid of the dark night.

Mu Fei stared at him quietly. She understood the message in his eyes and knew what he wanted to tell her.

But her nose was inexplicably sour, and she couldn't calm down.

No wonder Young Master Qingqing greeted her beforehand, no wonder when eldest brother Su Beiling and Second Prince Su Beitang called Su Jingxuan and Young Master Qingqing their parents, Su Beichen called them Emperor Father and Queen Mother.

In fact, in his heart, the person he can call his mother will always be Mo Xueying, the woman who brought him pain all his life, but the one who brought him into this world.

Although she hated the woman she treated Su Beichen like this, she was the woman she was grateful for bringing such a beautiful Su Beichen into this world.

Her feelings for Mo Xueying were very complicated, so complicated that she didn't know how to describe it, but she just silently stayed by Su Beichen's side, watching his fingers go around her black hair.

"Fei'er, do you know? Sometimes I'm very scared, terribly scared, afraid that the half of the extreme blood flowing in my body will burst out at some point, and I'm afraid that I don't know when it will hurt me the most." People who value it." He lowered his eyes slightly, his long and thick eyelashes trembling slightly with the wind.

"That's why I asked my father to let me practice a meditation art since I was a child. This skill can make me have no desires and desires. It can calm my mind and suppress my inner desires."

At this point in his words, his magnetic voice became softer and softer, as soft as a breeze.

"Until I met you, Fei'er. My meditation method failed. In the face of sudden and aggressive feelings, I have been wandering, confused, afraid, and escaped. I thought I could let it go. But I already have feelings in my heart. I lost you, but I can't let it go anymore."

"Do you know? Fei'er, whenever I see you and your elder brother being together so naturally and harmoniously, so intimately, seeing how you are desperate for your elder brother, and seeing your worried and sad eyes for him, I My heart can no longer calm down."

"I'm always worrying about gains and losses. I know that your affection for eldest brother is not between a man and a woman, but I just care about it inexplicably and panic inexplicably. This feeling is like thousands of ants crawling across my chest. I was restless and out of control. It always felt as if one day you would suddenly wave your sleeves from my side and walk away without a cloud."

Suddenly there was a sense of desolation and despair in his eyes, and his voice was somewhat desolate.

"Fei'er, tell me, will you leave me in the end? Will you stay by my side forever? Will you stay by my side forever?"

His pair of ice-clear blue pupils swayed with strands of interlaced light that was more complicated than messy hemp.

Mu Fei's indifferent eyes trembled, the water rippled, and flying flowers flowed down.

She thought that only she had this kind of restless panic in her heart, only she would have this kind of uncertainty, and only she would feel confused, flustered, and uneasy about the unknown future.

Unexpectedly, this problem was also placed in front of Su Beichen, and her fear of losing was also his problem.

Involuntarily, the corner of her mouth twitched an arc of bitterness, she tried her best to calm her voice and said: "Chen, if you were me and I were you, how would you answer this question?"

Although Su Beichen was by her side, and although she understood some things very well, she always had a heart full of uneasiness due to uncontrollable emotions.

He wanted her reassurance, and she also wanted his reassurance.

She is afraid that once her feelings are released, what should she do if she encounters betrayal in the future, and what should she do with her feelings?

Her flickering gaze, her flustered look, were clearly imprinted in Su Beichen's crystal clear blue pupils.Suddenly he smiled knowingly.

There are some words that she doesn't need to say, he already understands them.

So, he smiled, his voice was soft and seductive, and he stared into her eyes, so gentle that dew could drip out.

"Fei'er, I'll give you the answer, because I want Fei'er's answer too."

For some things, as a man, he must speak first, and he will come first.

(End of this chapter)