Phantom Lengfei

Chapter 9 The Shadow in Jun Yinghan's Heart
Many years later, she found out that because of family planning, her parents wanted a boy, so they cruelly abandoned her, cruelly abandoned her in a place full of crowds, and let her stand in the middle of the crowd. In the middle of the day, I felt a kind of intense despair of being alone and helpless like never before.

Can you imagine that feeling?

She was clearly in the busiest place among the crowd, but she felt a sense of loneliness from the bottom of her heart. That feeling was like being abandoned by the whole world. It seemed that everyone had their own value of existence, except herself.

Abandoned by her parents, abandoned by the whole world, she is a useless person, she is a person who does not exist in the world because of it.

Such pain, such suffering, all concentrated on a seven-year-old girl, that kind of despair is definitely beyond anyone's imagination.

Since then, Jun Yinghan's personality has changed drastically, he no longer smiles, and he no longer knows how to laugh. He changed his name from Jun Yihan to the homophonic Jun Yinghan, which looks more like a boy's name.

Moreover, a deep shadow was left in her heart. She hates crowds, that is, places with many people, and likes to hide in the room by herself, not caring about world affairs;

Her personality became extremely cold, and she no longer had the sunny and cheerful appearance before. She was withdrawn and difficult to get along with.

Contacting hypnotism is the most taboo to have a shadow in the heart. That kind of shadow is very likely to make the practitioner mentally collapse during the spiritual training.

And once the spirit breaks down, it can turn into a mental illness, and the mind is in a trance all day, and it can become an idiot, losing all thoughts, just a walking corpse that can still breathe.

Others only see the glorious side of Jun Yinghan, but who has ever seen the other side of this glory? Every time Jun Yinghan finished training, he hugged his head in pain and curled up in the corner of the wall, trembling with fear. What does it look like?

Even Tong Li, who is closest to her, doesn't know these things, because Jun Yinghan is too strong, and she will never expose her weak side to anyone.

At the beginning, Jun Yinghan chose the profession of hypnotist in order to be able to see through people's hearts and dig out the darkest side of human nature, so that he can protect himself well and never suffer any harm!

And the reason why she strives to become an internationally renowned hypnotist is naturally to find her parents more easily and find out the reason why they abandoned her back then.

At the beginning, her parents were reluctant to tell, and then Jun Yinghan used hypnotism on them. Only then did she understand that the reason they abandoned her was simply because they wanted to have a boy to carry on the family line.

And it was because of this unreasonable reason that Jun Yinghan suffered for more than ten years, and even this pain would follow her for the rest of her life.

She became more cold-blooded and ruthless, her heart as hard as iron.

Looking at Su Yerou's pretty face with pear blossoms and rain, Jun Yinghan only felt annoyed for a while. She subconsciously rejected the term "mother" in her heart, but she still nodded slightly to Su Yerou, softly "Yes!" With a sound.

Hearing Jun Yinghan's voice, Su Yerou wiped her face indiscriminately, and said with a forced smile, "Han'er is hungry! Mom, go get Han'er something to eat." Su Yerou said Just go outside...

(End of this chapter)