After the divorce, Mrs. she let herself go

Chapter 569. Chapter 569.

People are still the same person, but they have not changed, only their own state of mind has changed.

Tong Hua's mood is much calmer now, and she doesn't have the initial hatred for Shi Boyan, and as for love, there is no more.

After a relationship fades, I don't want to worry about anything anymore.

In the past, he didn't need to change for herself, but now it's his change, which is meaningless to her.

When Shi Boyan saw that she suddenly fell silent, the expression on her face did not change.

Even a little gentle, unlike in the past when you saw him, you couldn't help but be ridiculed by the crowd.

But it was such gentleness that caused Shi Boyan to panic.

"You don't need to change it. It's the past between us. It doesn't matter to me whether you change it or not."

Shi Boyan's heart tightened, even though he was ready to be rejected by her, the loss and discomfort after being rejected still came as expected.

He opened his mouth several times, wanting to say some harsh words to maintain his self-esteem, or to be more precise, to cover up the fluster that kept rising in his heart.

But after thinking about it several times, he just said in a low voice:
"I can't make it through, Huahua."

With deep eyes, Tong Hua's plain eyebrows were tightly locked, and she said:
"Since there is an entanglement between us, as long as I don't let go, we can't get over it in this life."

His hand lightly fell on Tong Hua's shoulder, and he said coldly:

"And I, ever since I allowed you to appear by my side all the time, I never thought that the relationship between us would pass easily."

What he said successfully made Tong Hua frown.

Tong Hua wanted to ask him why bother?

This kind of sudden affection will not make her feel flattered or surprised, but it is more a kind of irony and a deeper layer of confusion.

It will make her come out of the shadow of her previous life with great difficulty, and now she can't help examining her feelings in her previous life.

Because in the previous life, he was too used to talking when talking about emotions, so he became a cruel man who could not even have his own children.

In this life, she is no longer chasing him, just such a slight turn around, but in exchange for his affection.

So, what did she pay for in her previous life?

The deep affection that can be exchanged by just turning around, why did she spend so much effort in her previous life, put everything down to chase, but in the end she still couldn't exchange for anything.

Thinking about it this way, she felt that her previous life was even more ridiculous.

What she lost was not only the relationship she had spent in those years, but also the energy she had put in to maintain that relationship. She lost her heart and lost her life, not only her own, but also their children.

The child who gave her endless hope...

Thinking of this, her heart began to ache involuntarily again.

A self-deprecating sound came from Shi Boyan's mouth, and he continued:
"Huahua, if you hate me and blame me, I won't let you go. It's better for you to hate me than to never have me in your heart."

With these words falling, a touch of determination and intolerance welled up in his eyes.

Anyway, it's just a sentence, even if you break my leg... No, even if you kill me, I won't let go.

Even if I am paralyzed, I will also lie on your bed.

Hearing what he said, Tong Hua had no expression on her face.

As for the phrase "Letting you follow me is better than not having me in your heart", I didn't feel much or moved, but I just felt a little toothache.

(End of this chapter)