Paper rose

Chapter 11 A Handful of Rainstorm Pear Blossom Needles (3)
"Yeah, it's time to fight. Why was a good night wasted? You have to be happy in life, don't wait until the boy's head is white, and you are sad. Leader, I am not good. I will reflect on it later and write a serious review." , I will give it to you for review at night, and I will be fined to sleep alone for a month, crying every night until dawn. You must not condone adultery, you must enforce the law impartially."

Kang Jian closed his eyes, speechless, buried his head in his porridge, pretending he hadn't said anything.His wife seems too wronged to be a nurse, she is obviously a diplomatic genius!

Bai Yan, who was standing behind him, pursed his lips and laughed happily.

Lu Difei called her the day before Bai Yan's vacation ended.

Kang Jian said that she might not be back at night when she was inspecting work in a county below. She was cleaning the house when her cell phone rang.

"Little girl, do you still remember our date?"

Bai Yan blushed, "Lu Shuji really knows how to joke." She said warmly, forgetting about that matter, "Have you returned to Binjiang?"

"Well, the weather is nice today, come out, I'll take you around, drink, go shopping, blow the air, do whatever you like." Lu Difei smiled frivolously.

She smiled, this Mr. Lu is really an expert at deceiving women. "It's too hot and I don't want to move."

"Then find a place to sit, listen to music, and drink tea. Come!" Lu Difei said an address casually, "Aren't you curious about the gift I gave you?"

She wasn't curious at all, she was only curious about what he meant by being so kind all of a sudden, so she went.

This is a small music bar, at the corner of an alley.The boss is supposed to be an elegant person, and the decoration is particularly British, with messy sofas, exquisitely carved walnut tables, tall candlesticks, fireplaces, old music, and dim indoor lighting. I can't really see the face of the person opposite.

This kind of place is suitable for hiding your feelings, pouring out your thoughts, and expressing your emotions, but it is not suitable for a swinger like Lu Difei.

But at the moment, he is sitting on the sofa with a relaxed face, legs folded, holding a cup of coffee elegantly, enjoying this afternoon.

Bai Yan couldn't help sighing, her Jiakang leader was so busy working for the party and country that she almost stayed out of the house, newlyweds and honeymoon, she rarely sees him a few times, and this man, who is also on a salary, can be so idle, it's really unfair.

"Hi, girl!" Lu Difei raised his hand in greeting, and waved to the waiter to bring Bai Yan a glass of juice, and let Bai Yan sit on his left side.

After Bai Yan sat down, he realized that the music bar was facing a newly built private hotel in Binjiang City - Huaxing Hotel.I heard that it is extremely luxurious inside, although it is rated as four stars, it is actually comparable to five stars. The most exciting thing is that the privacy of guests is kept very confidential here, which is equivalent to the "Swiss Bank" of the hotel industry.

"Is the road going well?" Lu Difei stirred the juice for her like a gentleman, turning the ice cubes inside.

"Binjiang is just this big, and it's not as big as Shanghai, so of course it went smoothly. What about the gift?" Bai Yan knew the bad nature of this person, so he didn't want to get entangled, and went straight to the point.

Lu Difei smiled, "What a child, I want a gift when we meet." He bent down and took out a beautifully wrapped paper bag from the inside and handed it to Bai Yan.

Bai Yan took a look at it and smiled. It was two cute teddy bears. "How old am I, I still play with dolls."

"In my eyes, you are just a child. When I would secretly lift a girl's skirt, you were still drooling and eating candied haws! Girl, this puppet is a limited edition. I entrusted someone to buy it. You should cherish it." .”

Bai Yan was startled, the limited edition teddy bears are very valuable. "I think it's more suitable for your baby to play this." She understands that no merit will be rewarded.

"Look, you're being childish. There's no reason to give a gift and then take it back. No matter whether the gift is suitable or not, at least it's my heart. Why, are you afraid you owe me a favor?" Lu Difei raised his eyebrows and smiled again.Laughed badly.

Bai Yan's face turned red for no reason.

"I said earlier that as soon as I look at you, I hit it off. If you encounter any difficulties, just talk to me. If you have any doubts in your heart, you can also ask me. I can give you whatever you want. "

Bai Yan smiled slightly, picked up the juice, brought it to his mouth, and sipped it lightly. "Secretary Lu cares for me so much, I'm a little flattered. I'm really afraid that I owe you favors, because I have self-knowledge. I don't seem to be able to do anything for Lu Shuji. Oh, the National People's Congress will meet in January next year and vote for the mayor of urban construction. If I were a member, I would vote for you, but unfortunately I am not."

Lu Difei narrowed his slender eyes, and a look of embarrassment flashed across his handsome face. He closed his eyes, chuckled and shook his head, "Girl, I really like you more and more. Yes, yes, there is no love for no reason in this world. As long as people give, they want to take. Don't underestimate yourself, you have a super ability to help me."

"How can you be sure that I'm willing to help you? Your opponent is the leader of my family." Bai Yan raised his eyes with clear eyes.

"Because I'm the only one who can help you now. Actually, I'm not interested in that poor mayor at all. I just don't want to lose to Kang Jian. And... you will be very happy to accept my suggestion." Lu Difei raised the corners of his mouth mysteriously, With a cold smile, his eyes casually glanced outside the door.

Bai Yan followed his gaze and was taken aback for a moment.

A black car slowly stopped in front of the hotel. As soon as the door opened, Kang Jian, who was going to check the work, came out of the car, and then got out of the car with a long-haired woman. The two talked and laughed. go inside.That woman was the person who claimed to be Kang Jian's girlfriend who made a declaration of love to her at the wedding.

"Is there anything you want to ask?" Lu Difei stared at Bai Yan tenderly, "However, you can only ask one question at a time, and save the rest for our next date."

Lu Difei waited for a long time before Bai Yan turned his head, his face was calm and his eyes were calm, "What are you asking? I know that person, my husband!"

Lu Difei blinked and laughed.

When Mr. Lu smiled, the left corner of his mouth turned up, and the right corner turned down. The muscles on his cheeks twisted into a small piece, a small piece, revealing an evil spirit, as if coquettish, very bad.

"Girl, I really have you. Do you know that people in the officialdom are most afraid of two things, one is shuanggui, and the other is gossip, both of which are fatal. You can play whatever you have the ability, just don't get caught by others .”

"Lu Shuji, are you capable?" Bai Yan asked adoringly.

"I've always been good at it, the little girl must have heard of it a lot!" Lu Difei raised his eyebrows conceitedly.

Bai Yan held the ground and pulled the corner of his mouth, picked up the juice, and drank it leisurely, "Secretary Lu, you really were born in the wrong era. If you were born a hundred years earlier, or traveled a little longer, you would have been born as Liu Sanlang and Yuan Yuan." A romantic person like Zhen. It's a pity."

"That said, I really feel regretful," Lu Difei followed Bai Yan's words, smacking his lips, "Then do you think Kang Jian is a pity?"

"He and I are a family, so it's not good to comment, what does Secretary Lu think?" Bai Yan kicked the ball back lightly.

"Actually, Kang Jian, like me, has many things that he can't help himself. I'm bad for face, but Kang Jian is bad for my bones. Little girl, don't you wonder who the woman who got off the car with Kang Jian is?"

"Should I be curious?" Bai Yan put his chin in his hand and blinked innocently, "After all, we are among the newlyweds, people are fickle animals, but there is still something new. You want my family leader It’s not a good time to set off your purity! Besides, to do bad things, at least it’s exciting when the moon is dark and the wind is high. Like now, when the sun is bright and sunny, there is still a little difference between humans and animals. If others feel ambiguous, we seem to be more ambiguous! Look, the lights are dim, the music is soft, we are so close, our eyes are facing each other, and your eyes are full of affection. Your wife is passing by at this moment, suddenly you will Seeing this scene, what do you think? The fact is, we are just chatting. Lu Shuji, think about the good in everything, and make your heart brighter, okay?"

Lu Difei choked on what she said, and couldn't breathe for a while.At this time, he felt that he seemed to have underestimated the young girl in front of him.It is really well-founded to say that there is no ambition to be young.

He wanted to stab her, but he didn't expect to kill her.

An assistant to the mayor of a prefecture-level city in Kangjian condescended to marry a nurse. Wasn't he overwhelmed by love, but a serious choice?Lu Difei put a question mark in his heart.

"Secretary Lu, I know you really care about me, but there is no need to waste your precious time. My family leader is a bit insensitive to feelings, not as good at romance as Lu Shuji, and I don't ask much of him! Oh, thank you for your gift, I like it so much. I’m telling you quietly, I’ve grown so big, I’ve never played with a doll before!” Bai Yan smiled playfully, drank the juice in one go, and stood up.

"Little girl, you don't like my suggestion?" Lu Difei asked again.

Bai Yan frowned, and looked at him squarely, "I don't like to be someone else's bargaining chip. Secretary Lu, if you want to beat my leader, you can let him go, but don't involve me as a cheerleader."

"Little girl, you are so young. You think I want you to be a bargaining chip. You are wrong. I am giving you a chance to protect yourself. You are fine this time, but I can give you an answer first. 20 Many years ago, Kang Yunlin was sent to Yun County as the county magistrate, and he stayed there for two years." Lu Difei slowed down his speaking rhythm so that Bai Yan could not hear a word.

Bai Yan's hands holding the teddy bear shook, expressionless, and let out a soft oh.

"If you want to ask anything, you can call me at any time. Don't worry, little girl, I won't ask you to be a spy, and you also want me to be brighter in your heart." Lu Difei stretched out his hand to stroke Bai Yan's hair. The wild goose stepped aside without a trace.

Lu Difei shrugged playfully, "I'll take you back!"

"I still have to go to the supermarket to buy vegetables, so I can take a taxi by myself." Bai Yan hugged the paper bag like a baby, and his attention seemed to be focused on a pair of raging ones.Thank you again and again, and then I made the music with a smile.

The afternoon sun is still very hot, and the temperature is getting higher every day. After walking a few steps, I'm sweating all over.

Instead of taking a taxi, Bai Yan hailed a tricycle.Roll up the sunshade curtains on the tricycle, ride in the shade of the trees, and the wind gently blows on the face, so I feel very comfortable.

In front of a snack bar near the hospital, Bai Yan stopped the tricycle.

In the snack bar, the boss and two helping sisters-in-law are preparing for the evening business, and there are no customers in the store.Bai Yan and Liu Jing are tired of the food in the hospital canteen, sometimes they come here for a change.

"Nurse Bai, you haven't come for a long time!" A sister-in-law greeted her.

Bai Yan walked into a small private room at the inner end familiarly, "Give me a cup of red bean ice, I'll wait for someone."

The sister-in-law nodded, served a bowl of red bean ice and a plate of watermelon seeds as a bonus, turned on the air conditioner thoughtfully, and closed the door of the private room.

Bai Yan let out a sigh of relief, the smile that always hung on her face gradually faded away, she bit her lip, a kind of extremely unbearable pain appeared on her face.

She seldom cries, crying is a sign of incompetence, and it can't solve anything, why bother to act pitifully?

People who know her say that she is heartless and loves to laugh.

Laughing is better than crying, isn't it?

But there are still times when I can't hold on.

She opened the bag, tremblingly unzipped the thin zipper of the pouch, and took out a handkerchief from inside.The handkerchief was folded into a slender strip. She unfolded the handkerchief little by little, and a rose made of bright red paper slowly came into view.

She took the rose in her hand and opened it carefully.

"Xiaoyan, you are not a broken shoe, you are not a vixen, you are not a bastard, you are a good girl, better than anyone else, pure and beautiful..." In my ear, a young boy's serious and serious voice suddenly sounded. sound.

The tears in the eye sockets burst down like a dike in an instant, and poured down wildly.

He said, Xiaoyan, parents can't choose, but as long as you walk your own path steadily, you are no different from others, and you can still be better than them.

He said, Xiaoyan, you are so self-loving and smart, you will definitely shine like gold in the future.

He said, Xiaoyan, don't cry, the outside world is big, there will always be someone who will understand you, see your goodness, cherish you, take care of you, baby you.

……

Having lived with Bai Mumei for so many years, she is more sensitive and precocious than people of the same age, and she can read words and expressions prematurely, and gain insight into other people's thoughts.

Lu Difei didn't need to remind her, she had already smelled Kang Jian's abnormality.The long-haired woman who fell from the sky before the wedding, the phone call and departure on his wedding night, the newly made small bed in the study, and today he was side by side with that woman again.

Kang Jian after marriage and Kang Jian before marriage seemed to be different people all of a sudden.

It seemed that he was ignoring her and alienating her, but on the surface he tried his best to maintain this marriage.

I don't understand, Leader Kang has someone else in his heart, why should he marry her?His kind of son of heaven is no more helpless than her, Liu Jing said, whoever Leader Kang likes will not jump on it in a spaceship.It's not that he loves men, he needs to find someone to cover him.

No wonder he said he didn't care about her family background, but in fact he didn't care about her at all.It made her secretly happy for a long time, thinking that she would be able to marry someone.

The person she can marry has a big heart, an open-minded personality, tolerance, maturity, loyalty, understands her goodness, and can accept her mother whose life is like a show.Like a mountain, block gossip for her, and give her a warm and secure home that doesn't have to be rich.

For him, she cleans herself up, guards her body like a jade, endures loneliness, lives alone, and a good time passes by.

"I listened to your words, self-respect and self-love, and I worked hard step by step, but why didn't the result be what you said? Why? Why?" She burst into tears as she faced the paper rose.

The paper rose lay quietly in her palm, silent.

"Nurse Bai, is the person you were waiting for here?" At this moment, the sister-in-law pushed open the door of the private room.

"Oh, maybe she won't come. You bring me a plate of fried rice with shrimps and a soup!" Bai Yan hurriedly turned her back, and the sister-in-law was startled when she heard her voice with a nasal sound, and closed the door behind her.

Bai Yan wiped away the tears from his eyes, carefully wrapped the paper rose again, and stuffed it into the pouch of the bag.

These years, whenever she felt wronged in her heart and couldn't bear it anymore, she would allow herself to take a look at this rose made of paper, this rose that would never wither, this branch had nothing in her heart Roses that can be offset.The quality of the paper was not very good, and the color faded a lot over time. She didn't dare to touch it with her hands too much, and kept it very carefully.

She can't be weak, can't escape, she has to live well, because there is a person, no matter where she is or how far away from her, he is always looking at her.

If she is having a bad time, that person will be sadder than her.

After closing the bag, Bai Yan calmed down a little and wiped away the tears.When the sister-in-law brought the rice in, there were no marks on her face.

He said, Xiaoyan, no matter how big things happen, you have to work hard to eat well and sleep well, so that you have the strength to face it.

Bai Yan gulped down the rice and drank the soup mechanically.

Some things have happened in the past, are happening now, and may happen in the future. Her ability is limited, she can't stop, and she can't guess. So, don't jump to conclusions, and watch the play that Leader Kang sings slowly to see clearly , she will write the ending.

Now, when she was young, she played "play house" with him, but the male master was replaced by Kang.

After eating, she came out to pay the bill, and the sister-in-law looked at Bai Yan with two dimples on her face, thinking that she must have made a mistake just now.

Kang Jian came back after ten o'clock, not too late.Bai Yan had already fallen asleep, and there was no plate of washed fruit, a bowl of cooled mung bean or lily soup, and no cold boiled water on the table as usual.

Kang Jian sullenly opened a bottle of mineral water, took a hasty shower, went upstairs, and before entering the study, he pushed the door of the lower bedroom by mistake, guessed right, and locked it habitually.

Going back to the study and lying down, for some reason, he felt that the atmosphere in the room was a little different today.When I talked with Bai Yan on the phone at noon, she seemed to be fine!
(End of this chapter)