Paper rose

Chapter 29 Water temperature of 42 degrees (2)
Bai Mumei didn't care, "If you don't want to see me, you don't want to see her. You are still my daughter. From the mother's point of view, I would like to remind you: women, don't push yourself too hard. You are reasonable, you are tolerant, and you don't care about the front. It's useless, the most important thing in a person is self-knowledge, don't force what you can't get, youth is short, while you can still grasp it, it's better to withdraw early."

Bai Yan chuckled, "I am my mother's daughter, how can youth be short-lived? My mother still fascinates all beings now."

"If you can have one of my little fingers, it will be enough for you for a lifetime. It's a pity you don't have it. I've said everything I need to say, and it's up to you whether you want to do it or not."

Just as Bai Mumei hung up the phone, the phone rang again, this time it was Kang Yunlin's.

Ever since seeing the scene where Kang Yunlin and Bai Mumei were flirting under the table last night, Bai Yan knew the source of his good feelings towards her, and all good feelings for her were gone.

"Well," the title "Dad" seems to be ironic now, and I can't say it anymore. "Have you had breakfast?" She asked lightly.

"I've eaten earlier, and now I'm on the highway back to the provincial capital." Kang Yunlin's mobile phone whirred from time to time, and the car was driving very fast, "Bai Yan, Xinxia is the youngest at home, and was killed by Kang Jian's grandparents." , Uncles spoiled her, but in fact she is not a bad person, what she says, don't worry about it."

"I won't." Bai Yan looked at the street scene and pedestrians outside the car window, and smiled.

"She will stay for a few more days, and I will ask Xiao Huang to come and pick her up. These two days, Kang Jian is not at home, so you should take care of her."

"Where did Kang Jian go?"

"He didn't tell you?" Kang Yunlin was very surprised, "In the renovation of the old city of Binjiang, a few big trees were cut down, and a person died. That matter was suppressed for the time being. I didn't expect someone with a heart to post it on the Internet, and now the response is very good. Big, some people say that there is a big tree that is on the verge of extinction. Now the reporter of CCTV's "Focus Interview" may come over. Kang Jian went to Beijing to find someone to say hello and try to moderate this matter. Kang Jian is today Early flight."

Bai Yan let out a groan, her shoulders drooped, and her heart was really blocked.

"Don't worry, his uncles have a lot of acquaintances in Beijing, so this matter should be suppressed."

She has nothing to worry about the ability of leader Kang to work, she just thinks it's time for him to leave.

This can be regarded as God's will, maybe let her think about the matter carefully before making a decision, there is no one in the world who regrets selling medicine.

Bai Yan tilted his lips in a self-deprecating manner, this time, God is really being affectionate, there is no need.

In the morning, the operations were very intensive, and there was one time when two operations were performed at the same time.Bai Yan originally wanted to find time to run out to have breakfast, but now he was hungry until noon, feeling that his front heart could reach his back lungs.

In the restaurant, I bought a mixed fried rice, holding a plate, looking for a seat, when I looked up, I saw Leng Feng coming in from outside.

Bai Yan hurriedly turned his gaze back, saw Liu Jing sitting in the corner, and moved over happily.

"What are you happy about?" Liu Jing looked listless and rolled her eyes at Bai Yan.

"The weather is good and the future is bright, can I not be happy?" Bai Yan drank the soup and swallowed a mouthful of fried rice, feeling alive again.

Liu Jing stirred the clear tomato and egg soup with a spoon, and suddenly asked seriously: "Yan, do you think there is any difference between living together and getting married?"

Bai Yan was taken aback, chewing on the rice grains, blinked, and swallowed, "There is a difference! The sense of responsibility and sense of mission are different. Although they are both a man and a woman lying on the same bed, marriage is protected by law. There is a paper bond, divorce, you can divide half of the family property. But living together, a couple break up, each go their own way, do not take away a cloud of the other party. "

Liu Jing angrily knocked on Bai Yan's dinner plate, "You are not serious. Yan," Liu Jing, who is always quick to talk, looked around timidly, and said stammeringly, "I want to... get married gone."

"Then let's get married! You have been engaged for more than ten years, and it's time to get married."

"But my teacher Li didn't propose."

Bai Yan almost spit out a mouthful of food, "Miss, do you still want him to kneel in front of you on one knee with a rose in his mouth and a diamond ring in his hand, affectionately: Darling, will you marry me? "

Liu Jing didn't smile, but nodded desolately, "When my husband first started working, he mentioned getting married, but getting married is a big deal, we have no savings, no house, and our parents can't support us much, so I said Wait for a few years, wait until we save some money, and then we can get married properly."

"Then you are rich now?"

"A little bit, not much, but..."

"Are you feeling a sense of crisis?" Bai Yan concluded with one word based on his own understanding of Liu Jing.

Sure enough, Liu Jing was so frightened that she shook her head violently, "Don't talk nonsense, all the men in the world are cheating, my husband must be the one who sticks to it until the end."

"Contradictory." Bai Yan grinned disapprovingly.

Liu Jing was helpless, and confessed honestly, "He is currently teaching mathematics in the third year of high school, and he is very busy. I called him, but before he spoke, he hung up impatiently. I ran to deliver him nutrition. He He also has a cold face. I quietly followed him a few times, and he is indeed staying at school. He is either a colleague or a student by his side. There is no problem. I am thinking, maybe we will mature a bit and be considerate of each other when we get married. If you think about it more, maybe this situation will be better. But, how should I speak to him?"

Bai Yan thought for a while, then held Liu Jing's hand, "Don't think about it, the relationship between Li Zehao and you for so many years may fade a bit, but it will never change qualitatively. He is just under a lot of pressure, we have never had sex with him." High school. You have to be more considerate of him in the bad life of the third year of high school. After the summer vacation, you can see that he will recover."

"I hope so." Liu Jing slightly bent the corner of her mouth.

Bai Yan actually wanted to tell Liu Jing that unless she voluntarily bound her for her, there was no point in getting married.These words only turned around in his mouth, and then swallowed back.

After the lunch break, Bai Yan was sent by the head nurse to the ICU on the top floor of the inpatient building next door to get some documents.

Bai Yan lowered his head and stood at the elevator entrance waiting for the elevator.At this time, there are very few people at the elevator entrance.

There are two elevators in the inpatient building, one stops on the single floor and the other stops on the double floor.

Bai Yan pressed both elevators. I don't know if the waiting made people feel that time passed slowly, or the elevator was occupied by someone, and it took a long time for the jumping floor number to change.

Bai Yan raised her head impatiently, suddenly there was another person beside her, she turned her head and saw that the hairs all over her body stood on end, this person was the lingering Leng Feng again.

The moment their eyes collided, a small smile bloomed on his lips.

It cannot be denied that seeing Leng Feng goodbye, Bai Yan felt very strange in his heart.

She turned her face away, quietly widened the distance between herself and Leng Feng, her eyes were fixed on the jumping floor numbers on the elevator, and she was wary of what Leng Feng would say that pierced her soul again, every second was difficult heavy.

The elevator on the single floor arrives first, and the top floor is on the 23rd floor.Leng Feng walked in, pressed the button to open the door and waited.Bai Yan didn't look sideways, she was still standing where she was, she could sit on the 22nd floor, and just walk one floor down.

The elevator whined complainingly, and stretched out his hand coldly, dragging Bai Yan into the elevator.

"What are you doing?" Bai Yan wanted to rush out.

"Are you avoiding me?" Leng Feng spread his hands, propped up against the wall, and bound Bai Yan between his arms, throwing himself at the left and hugging him at the right. Bai Yan had no choice but to raise his head and look at him angrily. .

The elevator door slowly closed with a bang.

The elevators in hospitals are larger than the elevators in general office buildings and residential buildings because of the need to get on and off stretchers.Without a stretcher, usually twenty or so people can squeeze together.But at this moment, Bai Yan felt that the elevator was as small as a cage, so crowded that she couldn't even breathe properly.

"What do you mean by hiding? Just because I saw the respected Doctor Leng and didn't bow and bow?" She bravely straightened her waist and said in a loud voice, "Doctor Leng, you are indeed an expert hired by the director with a lot of money. Three points to you, but do you think it’s all from the bottom of your heart? No, it’s just due to the pressure of five buckets of rice. I... don’t want to encourage this kind of unhealthy trend today, okay?”

Leng Feng folded his arms and crossed them in front of his chest, staring straight at her with a pair of cold eyes, "Bai Yan, you are still stubborn, you are a veritable ostrich."

"What do you mean?" Bai Yan's voice trembled because of anger.She has always been very popular in the hospital, and she has never blushed with anyone.But it has confronted this Siberian cold front many times.Leng Feng did a good job in surgery, and his ability to irritate others is also top-notch.

Leng Feng didn't answer, he raised his eyes to see the floor numbers jumping and flashing.

It was strange that no one got on the elevator halfway.

After the elevator reached the 21st floor, Leng Feng pressed the button to open the door, Bai Yan turned his face away, did not look at him, and exhaled to adjust his mood.

"What are you doing? I'm going to the top floor." Leng Feng grabbed Bai Yan's hand and got off the elevator together, Bai Yan shouted anxiously.

Leng Feng's face was as cold as ice, and he continued to remain silent, dragging Bai Yan up the stairs to the 22nd floor. The 22nd floor is the VIP ward of the hospital, which is generally provided to celebrities or officials with special identities, and it is closed most of the time.The corridor was quiet, and even a clear cough could cause a great echo.

At the turn of the stairs is the public bathroom. Leng Feng kicked open the door, pushed Bai Yan to the sink, pulled off her nurse's cap, pointed to the mirror above and said, "Keep your eyes open, what did I say wrong that day? Where is your happiness written on?"

Bai Yan's head was about to burst into flames, she closed and raised her eyes.

Leng Feng raised eyebrows sideways, with a sarcasm on his face.Standing beside him, he had disheveled hair, a sallow complexion, bloodshot eyes in a pair of panda eyes, melancholy eyes, frowning brows, and a tired expression.God...that was poor Sadako crawling out of the mirror.

Bai Yan tied up her hair in a panic, squeezed her cheeks, trying to rub a little rosy, "What's the matter, haven't you seen a woman with insomnia without makeup? Make a fuss." She really wanted to call him an idiot.

"Bai Yan, you are only 24, not 42. At your age, even if you don't sleep all night, you will wake up in the morning as fresh as a willow in spring." Leng Feng put away his sharp point, sighed, walked behind her, helped her Looking at her in the mirror together, "Bai Yan, you are already physically and mentally exhausted, and you are about to reach the limit you can bear."

Bai Yan lowered his eyes, his heart clenched, "Doctor Leng, you insist on making sure I'm unhappy, what's the point to you?"

Leng Feng let go of her, "I see you like this, it's annoying."

Bai Yan turned her head and looked at his profile, a little surprised.

She heard his tone full of reluctance, "I don't have any information to get in the intensive care unit. I called the operating room. After a while, I will find another reason and tell the operating room that you can't go back until night. You You're on the night shift, right? I'll sleep here in the afternoon, and I'll call and wake you up at dinner time. You probably haven't slept well for several nights."

He slipped a key into her palm.

There was silence in the bathroom.

Bai Yan opened his mouth, seeing him staring at him, he murmured before saying, "Thank you, Doctor Leng, I'm a little tired... I know you care about me... In fact, there is no difficult day, I can hold on It's..." At the end, his voice couldn't help but choked up.She never showed weakness in front of others, nor did she shed tears in front of others.Maybe it was because there were too many things blocked in her heart, and she lost her composure.

She just lost a home. She didn't have one before, and she doesn't need to mourn now.

"Bai Yan," Leng Feng rubbed her hair, "Since there is no hard day, then don't think about anything and sleep well."

Bai Yan was taken aback for a moment, thinking that his next sentence would pat her on the shoulder proudly, "No matter what, I will support you."

Leng Feng just smiled, pushed her out of the bathroom, and came to a ward, "There is no one here to disturb you, go in!"

Before Bai Yan could answer, he waved his hand and disappeared at the stairs.

Bai Yan was in a daze, and didn't wake up for a while, and when he came back to his senses, his tears couldn't stop.

She opened the door, and the windows in the ward were bright and clean, making it look like a hotel.She took off her coat, climbed into bed, wiped her tears with the snow-white sheet, hugged the pillow, thought wildly for a while, and then closed her eyes.

This sleep was so dark, Bai Yan woke up halfway, she heard some noise, she blinked a few times, and fell into a deep sleep again.She woke up again, surrounded by darkness, she squinted for a while, suddenly something rang, jumped up and sat up, turned on the wall lamp, picked up the phone and looked, it was over, at [-]:[-] in the morning Beijing time, there were still N missed calls .

God, if counting from three o'clock in the afternoon, she has slept twelve hours.She remembered that when she came out of the operating room, it seemed to be a quarter past one in the afternoon.

Bai Yan broke out in a cold sweat from fright, dressed in a hurry, tied her hair, stooped to the door, gently, gently opened the door, looked around, and hit zero suddenly.

"Wake up!" There was a person sitting on the bench outside the door for family members to rest, and there was a lunch box on the other side of the bench.

"Doctor Leng?" Bai Yanchi called out hesitantly under the dim light in the corridor.

"I knocked on the door several times and called several times, but you didn't respond at all. I'm counting here. If you don't come out by four o'clock, I will knock on the door."

Bai Yan was so embarrassed that the roots of his hair burned, "I'm sorry, I fell asleep as soon as I fell asleep. I... I won't talk to you, I'll go to the operating room first." He won't be sitting here all the time, right?

"Over there, I'll help you change shifts." Leng Feng called her slowly, "Are you hungry?"

Bai Yan twisted his fingers, glanced at the lunch box, his heart trembled.

There is a cup of warm tea and a few cold cakes in the lunch box.On a summer night at three o'clock in the morning, drinking warm tea and eating cold cakes is indescribably beautiful.

"Eat slowly." Leng Feng couldn't help laughing when he saw Bai Yan's mouth bulging.

Bai Yan shyly turned her face away, she didn't ask Leng Feng how many hours he had waited, or why Leng Feng did this to her.The communication between men and women is like a layer of window paper. As long as it is not pierced, you can pretend to be stupid and dazed, as if nothing happened.

For a proud man like Leng Feng, as long as she keeps her sense of proportion, stays cold, and keeps her distance, he will stop right away.

He accidentally saw through her truth, so he developed a heart of compassion and gave a little care. She thanked her well, thinking like this, and there was no need to expand the matter.

When Bai Yan turned around again, his face was already calm.

"Doctor Leng, there are still a few hours before dawn, go back and sleep for a while!" She also nestled into the ward again and slept in the cage.

Forecast "I'm also a big night shifter, go back to sleep after work! Do you want tea?" Leng Feng's eyes were burning, and he didn't feel sleepy at all.

Bai Yan shook his head, he had no choice but to sit with him and wait for the dawn.Chewing a piece of cold cake in her mouth, she took out her mobile phone and checked the missed calls. There were three from Leng Feng and two from Kang Jian. The time was midnight and one o'clock respectively.

He didn't sleep that late?Bai Yan murmured in his heart, and found that there was another text message, the number was also Kang Jian's, and the time was after the second phone call.

She clicked on the text message, and there were three words without thinking: "I'm sorry!"

She didn't move for a long time.

What is he sorry for her?I'm sorry he has Yi Meimei in his heart, not her?I'm sorry he left without saying goodbye?I'm sorry for leaving her alone to face his arrogant and picky mother?I'm sorry they started their marriage not because they wanted a home, but for another purpose?

……

"What's wrong?" Leng Feng saw that she was only panting but her chest was heaving violently.

"Nothing." Bai Yan closed the phone, shook her head with a smile, and asked absently, "Doctor Leng, I haven't asked yet, where are you from?"

Beijing.

(End of this chapter)