Paper rose

Chapter 69 Whose heart does the moon represent (3)
"No, you should be very lucky." Bai Yan watched Yi Tongtong get closer and closer, and took the time to throw the milk tea cup in his hand into the trash can in front of the mall.

Yi Tongtong also saw the two people in front of the window, was taken aback, turned and crossed the road, and came over.

"Can you say a few words?" Yi Tongtong nodded coldly at Bai Yan, then turned to look at Liu Jing.

Liu Jing looked at Bai Yan as if asking for help.

"Then talk about it, I'll go back first." Bai Yan pretended not to see it.Based on her understanding of Yi Meimei, it must be because of some problems with Li Zehao that she was able to find Liu Jing without any means.She clearly remembered that at the Hunan restaurant that day, Teacher Li complained about Liu Jing's impatience and loneliness, and this resentment happened to be heard by Yi Meimei.

"Gan..." Liu Jing became anxious.

"It won't delay you for too long." Yi Tongtong said.

"Hey, go ahead, be polite to others." Bai Yan winked mischievously, then turned and walked towards the bus stop.

Liu Jing had no choice but to go into a coffee shop by the side of the road with Yi Tongtong reluctantly, and found a seat by the window.

"Tell me if you have something to do!" Liu Jing wanted to say "Fast if you have any problems", but she thought about it for a while and changed the wording.

"Have you met Zehao recently?" Yi Tongtong gracefully stirred the coffee with a small spoon, carefully hiding the tension in his eyes.

Liu Jing frowned, "Teacher Yi, I'm different from you, I'm not interested in meeting or dating other women's men!"

Yi Tongtong's tense expression relaxed, "Oh, actually it's okay to meet once in a while, we're still friends after we break up."

"Only Teacher Yi has such fraternity." Liu Jing sneered.

"Actually, I know that Zehao still feels a little guilty towards you, but everything can be accommodated, except feelings. I can understand your feelings, because I also suffered from such pain back then."

"Mr. Yi," Liu Jing was a little mad, "Is this what you want to talk to me today? I have seen how loving and sweet you are, and you don't need to describe it in detail. As for whether Li Zehao is guilty, I have no position to care about, for me, he is not as good as a passerby."

"Not everyone can be as heartless as you, Nurse Liu. You don't need to bless us, but you have to understand us. Zehao and I hope that you can find a man who belongs to you as soon as possible."

"Mr. Yi, your work must be extremely boring, and you have so much time that you have no place to spend it, that's why you worry about my emotional problems. What does it have to do with you if I find the right one?" Liu Jing ordered herself to take a deep breath, Calm down, otherwise, in the next second, she will definitely pour a cup of coffee on the pale woman opposite.

"Of course. If you don't get married for a day, the knot in Zehao's heart will not be loosened, and our happiness will be incomplete. Since I have decided to be with Zehao, I hope to have everything he has."

Liu Jing was shocked and angry, "Yi Tongtong, I really applaud your righteousness, but do you think that I have no responsibility or obligation to do this? You have the ability to make him forget about it for 14 years. I put my feelings into your arms, how can I not have the ability to get all of him, you underestimate yourself too much."

"Of course I have this confidence. Zehao and I just want to care about you." Yi Tongtong's hand holding the coffee trembled slightly, his thin lips opened and then tightened, and then tightened and opened again.

In fact, she was already defeated.Since Li Zehao slapped her twice last time, she and him have been in a deadlock.But it was also those two slaps and the few words Kang Jian said when he sent her to the elevator on that rainy night, which made her thoroughly reflect on herself.

The result of introspection is that she can no longer pick and choose, and can no longer look around. If she doesn't grab Li Zehao, she will lose terribly.

What women can't afford to pay is time.People, in the end, must obey reality.

This time, she didn't try to be brave, and took the initiative to talk to Li Zehao.It's not that Li Zehao ignored her, but he treated her like any other colleague right away.The two of them no longer went in and out together, and they no longer ate together, and Li Zehao never stepped into her apartment again.

Her heart began to panic, feeling that Li Zehao was out of her control and getting further and further away from her.

Christmas is a week off, and there are two days off. She wants to ask Li Zehao out for a get-together, to have a good communication and improve the relationship.

Li Zehao was nowhere to be found, and the phone was turned off.

When she saw Liu Jing, she just wanted to test how Li Zehao and Liu Jing were doing now. After listening to Liu Jing's words, she felt a little more at ease, but it was not much better.

"Just save yourself!" Liu Jing stood up in a huff, "Please act as if you don't know me when you see me in the future, and I will do the same. You drink slowly and leave first!"

Liu Jing came out of the cafe, and even took a few breaths of cool air, her congested heart didn't get better, and she didn't feel like going shopping anymore, so she hailed a taxi and went home.

The night fell completely, the tall building in front of her was brightly lit, Liu Jing turned her head and looked out of the window, very hopeless, tears streaming down her face, feeling resentful and aggrieved.There is no reason in this world. That woman robbed her fiancé and asked her to guarantee their happiness and perfection. It is really abnormal and human nature is twisted.

Weeping and getting out of the car, she wiped her tears and walked to the apartment.

"Jingjing..." In the darkness, a figure suddenly stepped out and stood in front of her.

Liu Jing was so frightened that she screamed, and through the streetlights in the distance, she saw that the person who came was actually Li Zehao. She was so angry that she threw away the bag in her hand and roared angrily, "You Chen Shimei, do you really think that this person is Li Zehao? Am I easy to deceive? Let me tell you, not only will I not bless you, I will curse you, you will not last long; even if it lasts long, you will torture each other, and you will not be happy; even if you are happy, you will not have children; even if you have children, That kid is also stupid and idiotic..."

"I've already broken up with her. Jingjing, do you still want me?" Li Zehao stepped forward and interrupted her spell.

Liu Jing swayed, and fell down on the snow with a "boom".

He said: Only when you lose something do you know how precious it is.

He said: The original is the most real and the most beautiful.

He said: Love is not just a feeling, but also a kind of mutual respect, and it is also a long-lasting touch.

He said: He was obsessed with ghosts and lost his way. Now when he looks back, he realizes that he has missed the best woman in the world.If she gives him another chance, he believes that he has the ability to give her the best return materially and spiritually.

He said: There are only a few 14 years in life. He wants to hold her hand and go through the second, third, and fourth 14 years until all his teeth fall out.

He said: Binjiang is a place that makes me feel ashamed to face, Liu Jing, follow me to Shenzhen, let's forget everything that happened and start again.But if you like it here, I'd love to stay for you too.

Li Zehao gave full play to his expertise on the podium, and spoke to Liu Jing for a full class without stopping in the middle.

After speaking, he was like a prisoner who had finished defending himself, standing on the judgment seat, quietly waiting for the judge's verdict.

Do you want it?Liu Jing asked herself.

When they first broke up, she thought and dreamed more than once that he came back to her and begged her for forgiveness, saying that he was bewitched by beauty, couldn't hold it for a while, and made a mistake.She thought that everyone has the love of beauty.He is not Liu Xiahui, so the requirements should not be too high.For the sake of 14 years of relationship, she gritted her teeth and hypnotized herself as if nothing had happened.After all, he is the man she loves deeply.It's like a man wearing a cuckold, if you can accept it, life goes on, if you can't, you part ways.

At night, lying alone on the bed, she mistook all the sounds outside for his footsteps coming home.She got up and opened the door again and again, only to see the pale yellow lamp shadow shining on the empty corridor, and she sighed helplessly against the air.

One month passed, two months passed...summer ended, autumn came, and then winter.Even if she had a blind date outside like a revolving lantern, her heart was always reserved for him.However, she didn't wait for him to turn around, but watched him and Yi Tongtong become more and more in love with each other.She clearly remembered that she was hiding behind a big tree on the corner of the street, watching him and Yi Tongtong passing by hugging each other. He was dressed in fashion, had a trendy hairstyle, and looked at Yi Tongtong tenderly, with smiles in his eyes.After they left, she came out from behind the tree, wiped away her tears, and turned away.

Now, he said that he was going back to her, why is her heart so peaceful?
"Jingjing, make a sound! Even if you scold me, it's fine." Liu Jing's eyes were calm, which made Li Zehao's heart pound.He reached out to grab Liu Jing's arm, but Liu Jing stopped him.

"I'm sorry, Li Zehao, I think you made a mistake, I'm not a garbage collection station here." Liu Jing lowered her head, brushed off the snow dust on her body, and picked up the paper bags that fell on the ground one by one.

Li Zehao was completely stunned, his face flushed from the cold, then turned pale in an instant, and then became hot as if congested with blood.

"I'm not surprised when you say that. I did something unforgivable. But, Jingjing, I love you very much. If you really hate me, I will disappear from your presence forever. If you can forgive me, even if you can't now, as long as you give me a chance, you can wait as long as you want..."

"Li Zehao," Liu Jing interrupted him, "Emotions belong to both parties, not all dominated by your own will. If you say break up, you break up, and if you say get back together, you get back together. When I cried and begged you to turn around, you What did you say? You said that you have already hurt one woman, and you can’t hurt another one. You were very determined at the time and decided to be my sinner. Why are you going back on your word now? 14 years, not [-] days, you let go very freely , very resolute, let the free and easy carry on to the end."

"Jingjing, I was wrong..." Li Zehao muttered.

"This mistake is not the same as your student writing the homework wrong. There is no way to correct it."

"Is it because you fell in love with someone else?" Li Jianhao's heart sank suddenly, and he asked desperately.

"It has nothing to do with others. I don't know why, maybe I'm afraid! If we get back together and there is another Li Tongtong, Liu Tongtong, and Wu Tongtong, what will happen to us?"

Liu Jing took a deep breath, a strong and unspeakable grievance welled up in her heart, making her eyes a little moist, and she wanted to cry, but was blocked by something, so she couldn't cry.

"We will stand the test." Li Zehao plucked up his courage and held Liu Jing's hand.

Liu Jing raised her head and looked at him fixedly, "Li Zehao, it's not that I don't believe you, I'm not confident in myself now..."

After saying this, she broke free from Li Zehao's hand, and ran back like crazy.

"Jingjing, I will make you trust me again." Li Zehao announced loudly behind him.

Liu Jing pursed her lips tightly and rushed upstairs. As soon as the door opened, she ran in and closed it with a "bang", and then burst into tears.

The next day, Liu Jing went to work with swollen eyes, which startled Bai Yan, thinking that she was angry with Yi Tongtong, but Liu Jing said no, and Bai Yan asked again, but she refused to speak.

For the next two days, Liu Jing talked less and less, often sitting alone on the side, lost in thought, or else just buried herself in work and kept herself busy.

When Bai Yan was eating, he met Leng Feng and told him about Liu Jing.

"She's pretending to be something in her heart, and she needs to digest it properly, so you just leave her alone." Leng Feng still used this old saying.

Liu Jing is a person who can't hide things, even when she broke up with Li Zehao, Bai Yan was really worried, thinking that the day after tomorrow is New Year's Day, she decided to ask Jian Jian out for a meal with the four of them.

"What are the arrangements for New Year's Day?" Leng Feng asked.

"I only have two days off, what arrangements can I make, sleep, go shopping. What about you?"

"I'll go to my sister's house to see. During the Spring Festival, my classmates from the military academy have an appointment to have a party in Beijing. I can't go to spend the New Year with my sister, so I will send the New Year's gift there first."

"Are you going to Beijing tomorrow?"

Leng Feng smiled, "Probably not tomorrow. At that time, he is probably either in Russia or Mongolia. If you want to go to Beijing, I can take it along."

"I've never been to Beijing." Bai Yan pouted longingly.During the Chinese New Year, Leader Kang went back to the provincial capital to accompany his parents. She couldn't go back to Yun County, and was alone again.

"Then let's go together!" Leng Feng looked up at her encouragingly.

Bai Yan shook her head, "You are classmates, so what do I do if I follow behind like an idiot. During the Spring Festival, I'm fine, so I will help other colleagues take over the shift."

Leng Feng frowned and lowered his head to eat.

On the day before New Year's Day, Bai Yan got off work a little early.The sun was shining on this day, and when we left the hospital, there was still a ray of afterglow in the western sky, shining on the unmelted snow, folding out colorful rays of light.

The city government is having a New Year's dinner at the guest house tonight, and Leader Kang won't come back for dinner, so she's not in a hurry to go home.Wrap yourself tightly, stroll all the way, walk casually.

Somehow, she came to the Binjiang Grand Theater, and she habitually turned her head to look at the bulletin board.During the New Year, the theater not only has several new blockbuster screenings, but also opera performances in the evening.Bai Yan saw the promotional photo of Bai Mumei holding a fan and fluttering butterflies among the flowers pasted on the most conspicuous place, so she stopped in her tracks.

In the pictorial, Bai Mumei's eyebrows and eyes are full of spring, with a variety of amorous feelings. With the help of emerald jewels, brocade skirts, and heavy makeup, no traces of the years can be seen on her body.

It seems that she is doing as well as ever.

Bai Yan pursed the corners of his mouth shyly, looked away, and suddenly saw a black Bentley driving towards the steps of the theater.In the light twilight, when the car door opened, a man in his 40s got out of the car, stretched out his hand, and pulled out a slender woman in a fox quilt and with her hair in a bun. The woman smiled coquettishly, It was like a rib growing on his body, sticking tightly.

The two went up the steps with their arms hugged affectionately as if there was no one else around, maybe they sensed something, the woman turned sideways and saw Bai Yan at a glance.

The four eyes are facing each other, neither warm nor hot.

"Miss Bai, what are you looking at?" the man asked with a smile.

"I'm looking at the scenery, Mr. Huang. Will you come to join me in my premiere tomorrow night?" Bai Mumei turned her head back and asked sweetly with a voice appealing to the stage.

"Not only do I want to come to support the show, but I also want to send flowers, filling up your dressing room and making you a flower fairy."

"I just want roses!"

"I will obey what the beauty says." The man's voice was ambiguous and excited, almost impatient.

The voice became farther and farther away, and the two disappeared among the towering stone pillars of the theater.This is the scene that Bai Yan grew up with, she is very used to it, so it is not surprising.Exhaling a few breaths into the night, she walked towards the bus stop.

When she got in the car, her mobile phone rang suddenly. She took it out and looked at it, then closed her eyes.

"After ten o'clock tonight, can I set aside two hours to have a cup of coffee together?" Bai Mumei asked.

"It's too cold, I don't want to come out."

"Oh, if you want to watch the show, I'll leave you two tickets."

"I don't want to!" Bai Yan replied quickly.

The two were suddenly silent.

"You have nothing else to do, I'll hang up." Bai Yan spoke out first.

"Are you still alone?"

"No. I live with my boyfriend."

"Are you talking about a boyfriend?" Bai Mumei's tone rose, as if surprised. "What does he do?"

"Civil Servants."

"It's Kang Jian?" Bai Mumei guessed right at the end of the mother-daughter bond.

"Ok!"

"Aren't you divorced?"

"You can fall in love again after divorce!" Bai Yan said happily.

"You're really persistent, do whatever you want, I'm going to rehearse the play." Bai Mumei hung up the phone angrily.

Bai Yan put the phone away, took a deep breath, and smiled lightly.

Kang Jian was slightly tipsy from drinking, and returned to the apartment after twelve o'clock, Bai Yan had already fallen asleep.He didn't turn on the light, he lifted the quilt carefully, lay down, embraced Bai Yan, and Bai Yan murmured and buried his head in his neck, "Leader, Happy New Year!"

"Happy New Year, wife!" Kang Jian kissed her cheek, which was a little wet. He was taken aback, "Bai Yan?" Then he touched the pillow, which was also wet.

He sat up and was about to turn on the light. Bai Yan hugged him tightly, "No, I'm fine. Kang Jian, if we can't grow old forever, then don't have children. If we have children, no matter what, we will To be inseparable forever."

"How do you say such stupid words?" Kang Jian lay back, put his arms under her head, and let her rest on his chest, "We have come to the end of our hardships, and the good days have just begun. I don't think this life is enough, and I still want the next life Woolen cloth!"

Bai Yan giggled in his arms, "Greedy."

(End of this chapter)