Paper rose

Chapter 85
"My... Mom said it was something my brother left her, and I should give it to her. So I came, I didn't expect her... to be so fragile." Under Kang Jian's awe-inspiring gaze, Shang Mingxing trembled Passed the diary and photo album to Kang Jian without hesitation.

Kang Jian flipped roughly, and asked, "How is your family doing now?"

"My parents are fine. The army gave me a pension, which was given at the highest standard. My brother recognized him as a martyr. They said they would give my parents pensions until the end of their lives."

"Secretary Jane," Kang Jian turned his head, "You and Nurse Liu took her to dinner and arranged for her to sit down. After returning to Yunxian County, you go to the Labor Bureau to see if there is any suitable job and arrange one for her."

"Major Kang, you haven't eaten yet!" Jian Jian frowned and reminded.

Kang Jian smiled wryly, waved his hand, "Go!" At this moment, can he still swallow his food?His throat was so congested that he could barely breathe.

Is it to punish him for marrying Bai Yan with impure motives, so God deliberately set up obstacles one after another like this.

When crossing the first few obstacles, he was discouraged and worried, but there was always a glimmer of hope in his heart.Even when he was in Shuanggui, he firmly believed that he would be happy with Bai Yan.

Now, do you still dare to be firm that he can give Bai Yan happiness?
After Shang Ming had a fight with Bai Yan for Bai Yan, Bai Yan, who had been hiding from him for a long time, took the initiative to intercede with him for Shang Ming's future, and he knew how important Shang Ming was to Bai Yan, although this feeling was not It doesn't involve a relationship between a man and a woman, but it also makes him somewhat uncomfortable.

He secretly swears that he must love Bai Yan so much that he can cover Shang Mingming's figure.

He thought that he and Bai Yan were already so close and compatible, that he should be Bai Yan's unique lover.

It seems that he was wrong.

Leng Feng brought Kang Jian to the office and took out a medical record.

"Department of Psychiatry?" Kang Jian turned pale as soon as he saw the department written on the medical record.

Leng Feng looked solemn, "Major Kang, although I can't accept this fact, it's true. Bai Yan broke down, she closed her heart, she couldn't recognize familiar people, she only lived in her own In the world, slowly, she will lose the ability to take care of herself. This symptom is a type of mental illness."

Kang Jian asked dryly, "Can this disease be cured?"

"I asked the experts, there is no 100% cure. Usually the patient can't face the accident that happened, and naturally escapes from reality, like a frightened snail hiding in its shell. Unless she comes out on her own, or try Take a look under the electric shock brainwave."

"No, Bai Yan was just too stimulated for a while, not mentally ill. She will get better." Kang Jian clenched his hands into fists, shook his head desperately, his heart was icy cold.

Leng Feng pursed his lips and stared at Kang Jian, "I've read the diary Shang wrote to her tomorrow. To her, he can be said to be the whole meaning of life. This is not an ordinary stimulus. It is possible that she will never leave for the rest of her life. come out."

"You're wrong," Kang Jian narrowed his eyes. "In the past, it was true that Shang tomorrow was all she had. But now and in the future, she has me, so she won't go too far."

"What are you going to do?"

"I won't let her go to a mental hospital, I'll take her back to Yun County, go home."

Leng Feng smiled faintly, "I'm afraid she won't let you approach at all."

"These are my business. Please trouble Dr. Leng today." He reached out his hand, shook hands with Leng Feng politely, and went to the ward again.

Bai Yan was still asleep.

Kang Jian sat down by the bed and held Bai Yan's hand.The slender hand he was familiar with was cold due to blood loss, and the shiny pink nails were a little white.He raised his hand, put it on his lips, and kissed it gently.

"Wife, you can't be so selfish. I've only been away for ten days. Are you punishing me like this? You think about him like this, so where do you put me? You told me how beautiful our home is so happily, The living room is big enough for a child to ride a bicycle. If you can, you want to have two children. You also said that I am older than you, and when I get old, you will help me push a wheelchair, wash my dentures, and take me to the park. Does it count?"

Bai Yan's long eyelashes trembled.

"Wife, Shang tomorrow is special in your heart. I won't argue with him, but I can love you for him. Without tomorrow, you still have me. I can do what he does for you. Don't be childish Okay? In fact, there is a person in your heart. No matter where he is, you can feel his love. Heaven is just a place. One day, we will arrive, and we will meet him. At most, I and He's playing fair, okay?"

A tear slowly fell from Bai Yan's closed eyelids.

"I just arrived in Yunxian County. I haven't started my work yet, and I haven't grasped some things. My wife, I don't have enough confidence. I need your encouragement and support. I also want to do something for you to make you feel that you are married. This man is very MAN, he is not a son who relies on his parents for shade, he is worthy of you. If you shield me from the door of your heart, all I do will be meaningless? Bai Yan, are you awake?"

Kang Jian suddenly felt that Bai Yan's fingers scratched his palm, and his eyes widened in surprise.

Bai Yan slowly opened his eyes, staring at him intently.

"Honey, I'm back, are you hungry?"

Bai Yan's eyes didn't move, he just watched without saying a word.

Kang Jian moved towards her again, "Do you want some water?"

She suddenly seemed startled by something, sat up in a panic, and looked around, until she saw the red scraps of paper in her palm, she let out a long sigh of relief.

"Bai Yan?" Kang Jian stared at her blankly, his voice hoarse and deep.

"I'm waiting for tomorrow. When he comes, I'll leave." She raised her head and showed him a childish smile, her eyes were as bright as stars.

Kang Jian froze.

After finishing speaking, she lowered her head again, and carefully pieced together the scraps of paper in her palm, very patiently and meticulously.Leng Feng said that she hadn't eaten a few meals, and she didn't mention hunger or thirst.Wearing only a sweater, he sat on the bed like this, with the quilt falling to his feet, and he didn't feel cold at all.

Where did the white goose who smiled playfully at him, with dimples twinkling, teasing and teasing from time to time?Kang Jian bit his lip, the corners of his mouth twitched, wishing he could yell loudly at the young man who had been wiped out: Give me back my white goose?
Bai Yan was still playing with himself, smiling innocently.

Kang Jian stayed in Binjiang for a few more days, and Leng Feng really hit it off. Bai Yan only lived in the world between her and tomorrow, and didn't know anyone.

The only fortunate thing is that she doesn't reject him, he sits beside her, as long as she doesn't touch the things in her hands, she can let him go quietly, and obediently listen to him, eat and dress.

"You still have a place in her heart." Standing under the spring sun, Leng Feng and Kang Jian smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's just that tomorrow's grief is too urgent and she can't bear it, but she hasn't forgotten you."

"I want to bring her back to Yun County." All the planning has just begun, and he must take charge of the command. It is the best way to take care of her without hindering the work.

Leng Feng raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Do you have time to accompany her? She doesn't want to contact anyone outside now, except you. Stay in the hospital, the doctor will always have something to do."

"Stay in a mental hospital? No, I don't want to listen to such cold words. Bai Yan is not mentally ill, she just got lost temporarily."

"What will she do if you are on a business trip or a meeting?"

"She won't leave my side." Kang Jian said seriously.

Leng Feng raised his head and sighed softly, "She chose to marry you, so she really thought carefully about it."

Kang Jian smiled tiredly, "Or do you think she is clinging to the powerful?"

Leng Feng didn't answer the conversation, and watched the white geese playing alone in the ward through the window.Tomorrow, he, the man behind him, loves her deeply. Now, he thinks it is the most correct for Bai Yan to marry Kang Jian.

Tomorrow is her yesterday.Kang Jian is her today and tomorrow.

He, who met her at the wrong moment, was destined to be only a bystander and a well-wisher.

Leng Feng held his breath, tomorrow's love is very real and pure, without any flaws, but it can't give Bai Yan the warmth and happiness like fireworks in the world.Kang Jian's love is very heavy and real, with warmth and warmth that can be seen and touched.

A man, when his wife loses control over other men and collapses, how many people can do this?This is not just love, but also tolerance, tolerance, and consideration.

A person who has passed away has nothing to be jealous of.But the dead are the most perfect, and there is no way for the living to compare.

To be honest, he didn't have the confidence.

Even if Bai Yan returns to normal one day, tomorrow will be imprinted in her heart, and the love she will respond will be incomplete.

Only a man who loves and loves her deeply can accept it!

The next day, Kang Jian completed the sick leave procedures for Bai Yan, and then took her back to Yun County.

"Where are we going?" Bai Yan grabbed the hem of his clothes and asked timidly as he watched Lu Jue fly by outside the window.

"Go home and find tomorrow." He patted her head and replied softly.

She nodded obediently, and Wenwen sat quietly.

Before Kang Jian came back, he called Bai Mumei and asked her to lend him the two bungalows in the cultural compound. Bai Mumei was taken aback and asked why?He said that Bai Yan was homesick.

Bai Yan's reliance on Shang Mingming wholeheartedly is because she was too lonely when she was a child.If she goes back to Yun County, where she grew up, and she has family affection and love, will she miss Shang Tomorrow less and she will come out gradually?

"Ms. Bai, when Bai Yan is in Yun County, can you visit her often?" Kang Jian asked sincerely.

Kang Jian rubbed his forehead wearily, raised his hand to look at his watch, it was six o'clock, it was time to get off work.He closed the folder in his hand, put down his pen, and when he stood up, he simply walked in from the outside.

"Uh, today is the weekend, why didn't you go back to Binjiang?" Kang Jian asked in surprise.

"I want to revise your speech at the flood control meeting next week and go back to Binjiang tomorrow morning." He simply replied.

"You bring the manuscript here, and I'll take it home and revise it. You go back quickly, or Nurse Liu will have some objections."

Jian Jian blushed, "If the relationship lasts for a long time, it doesn't just happen overnight. Are you going to get off work?"

"Well, today is a special day, I want to go back and take Bai Yan out for dinner."

Kang Jian waved to Jian Jian and walked out of the office.

The sunset is red, and the evening breeze is blowing.He looked at a large rose plant in full bloom in the flower bed in the courtyard of the county party committee, time was like running water, and it was summer in an instant, and he had been in Yun County for four months.

In the past four months, the construction of the Yunxian Grand Theater has started, the agricultural tourism belt has begun to take shape, the leisure resort is under construction, and the first batch of students from the Yue Opera Training Center can perform their tricks on stage.All planning is proceeding step by step. When the four sets of teams were meeting, the executive county magistrate jokingly said that he could hear money rattling on the road.

Last week, Cong Zhongshan went to Yun County for inspection, and he accompanied him around.During the meal, after Cong Zhongshan had a drink with him, he leaned into his ear and said: "Mayor Kang, I will retire to the second line in autumn, and the executive mayor will take over my position. Shouldn't you consider returning to Binjiang?"

He shook his head, "I haven't improved much here, and now I go back, and I don't even have a passing report card."

"You haven't improved yet? Provincial newspapers, "Agricultural Weekly", and "Tourism News" have praised Yun County like a fairyland on earth. Tell me, how much has the tourism revenue this spring increased compared to the past? Now, Yun The county is more famous than Binjiang. When I went to Beijing for a meeting, everyone introduced me to each other. When they heard that I was from Binjiang, they said they knew that there was a cloud county in your area, a county of drama, a county of tourism, and a county of leisure. I am very kind. I am from Binjiang. The secretary of the municipal party committee hasn't shown his face like you, the magistrate of Yun County."

Kang Jian smiled, and hurriedly got up to toast, "This is not Secretary Cong's training and guidance for Kang Jian. I respect you, Secretary Cong."

"Think about what I said." Cong Zhongshan said, holding up his wine glass.

Kang Jian just smiled but didn't answer.At this time, when he returned to Binjiang, it was the position that chose him.When his feathers are fully grown and he really has qualifications, it is he who chooses the position.He likes the latter.

(End of this chapter)