Mengbao's secret order, Daddy, you have to be good

Chapter 230 Mommy, do you miss Daddy?
If Bai Shao didn't know the truth, her mood when she returned to the old place would definitely be different from now.

However, after she learned the news that Zongzhe was no longer there, every scene she saw when she returned to her old residence could not help but be stained with sad and depressing tones.

However, in front of Bai Xiaolu who knows nothing, Bai Shao is unwilling to show any sad emotions.

She hurriedly responded, and tried her best to suppress the sadness in her heart and walked over quickly.

Bai Xiaolu is holding a photo frame in his hand, and in the photo frame is an intimate group photo of Bai Shao and Zong Zi laughing wantonly in the yellow sand all over the sky.

Bai Xiaolu has never seen Zongzhe, and of course, she probably has never seen Zongzhe's photo. Based on a photo, she would believe that the handsome man in it is her daddy, except because the man is smiling happily with Bai Shao in his arms. In addition, probably, there are still some fetters and subconsciousness from blood and family.

"Mommy, he is Xiaoluzi's daddy, right?"

Bai Xiaolu looked at Bai Shao expectantly, different from the shyness and avoidance when facing Zong Mao and his wife in the living room just now, there seemed to be twinkling stars in those beautiful eyes.

Bai Shao nodded with a forced smile, knelt down, stroked the little girl's head and said, "That's right, he is your daddy."

After the little girl became eloquent, she asked Bai Shao about her father more than once.

Bai Shao still remembers it very clearly. About when the little girl was just three years old, one day, the little cute baby was taken out for a walk by the nanny, and when she came back from the walk, she asked Bai Shao, who was working overtime, softly, "Mom?" Mi, who is my father?"

It is estimated that I met other children outside and were taken for a walk by my father, so I became curious.

At that time, Bai Shao's thoughts were all on the documents, and she responded casually without raising her head.

"Your father's surname is scum, a man."

The little cute baby tilted her head, her smiling eyes narrowed into little crescent moons, her face was clear.

"Oh! It turns out that my father's name is a scumbag!"

The little girl at that time didn't know the meaning of scumbag at all, she just thought her father's name was really scumbag.

At that time, Zongzhe in Bai Shao's mind was really scum without a lower limit.

Looking back on that conversation after learning the truth, Bai Shao felt extremely sad and embarrassed.

"Baby, your daddy's name is Zongzhe." Bai Shao's voice trembled slightly to justify the name of the man smiling flamboyantly in the frame.

The little girl let out an "oh", her eyes were glued to the mirror frame and she refused to move away for a long time.

Bai Shao was afraid that the little girl would bring up the nonsense that "her father is dead" that she had told her before, so he hugged the little girl with one arm, and wanted to take the frame away with the other.

"Honey, go take a shower and take a nap."

But the little girl tightly clutched the frame and refused to let go, "Mum, I want to take a good look at Daddy."

Bai Shao's heart tightened, and tears leaked from the corners of her eyes.

Obviously, the little girl has accepted the truth that her father is dead from her angry words.

"Then...Mommy, go wash first!"

Bai Shao stood up in a panic, without waiting for her daughter to respond, she turned around and quickly took a change of clothes and ran into the bathroom.

As a mother, Bai Shao does not want to show her weak side in front of her precious daughter.

In particular, the mother and daughter have just arrived at the Zong family, and the life of living under the fence has just begun. She does not want to plant seeds of anxiety and sadness for her daughter.

Bai Shao locked the door behind her eagerly, leaned her back on the door, raised her head, and the tears of Dou Da couldn't hold back the scorching heat anymore.

Ever since she knew the truth, she has been holding back bitterly.

She didn't even dare to think too much about the things between her and Zong Zhi, it wasn't that she wasn't sad, and it wasn't that she didn't miss it.

Rather, she was afraid that if she continued to think about it, she would lose the confidence and hope to live.

But at home, apart from the young Bai Xiaolu, there is also his father who is still seriously ill.

This family is all supported by her, how can she indulge in grief for Zong Zhi?

It's just that the familiar environment in front of her reminds her all the time that she and Zongzhe used to be so happy and happy in the past.

She and he had dreamed about the future together, and together they had sketched out what each other would look like in the future.

But Dudu never thought that one day, she would be left alone to face this cruel reality alone.

Bai Shao stayed in the bathroom for a long time, when she came out, her eyes were red and her eye sockets were red and swollen.

At this time, Bai Xiaolu was sitting cross-legged on the carpet with her arms around the photo album, flipping through it, when she heard the sound, she raised her head and waved to her, "Mummy, here are a lot of photos of you and Daddy."

The little girl's eyes fell on Bai Shao's face, she was stunned for a moment, and threw the photo album on the carpet, Huo Di stood up and ran to Bai Shao's side and put her arms around her waist, raised her little face and asked worriedly, "Mommy, what are you doing?" Cried?"

The tears that Bai Shao had finally stopped could not help gushing out again.

She turned her face away and wiped the corners of her eyes, then turned around and tried to smile at the girl.

"Baby, Mommy is happy."

As Bai Shao said, she bent over and picked up the little girl, and sat on the bed.

But Bai Xiaolu didn't quite believe her words, her face was upturned, her beautiful eyes blinked flickeringly.

She stared at Bai Shao for a while, then raised her soft little hand to touch Bai Shao's face.

"Mummy, do you miss Daddy?" The little girl's tone was full of pity and worry.

The little girl has never met Zong Zhe, and she has no other feelings for Zong Zhe except her natural attachment. Therefore, she has long accepted the setting that her father is dead.

Therefore, she didn't feel too sad when she looked at those photos.

But Mummy seldom cries in front of her, and now her eyes are swollen, she must be very sad.

Bai Shao buried her face in the little girl's soft palm and rubbed it a few times, the faint milky scent oozing from her little hand made her feel a little better.

"Baby I'm sorry!"

At this time, Bai Shao actually wants to say sorry to Zong Zhe.

If, a few years ago, she could be more sensitive, not believe his one-sided words, and discover the truth of the incident from the side, maybe she and Zong Zhe would have more good memories.

If he and the baby in his womb were by his side back then, would he have overcome the illness and survived tenaciously?

"Mum, don't be afraid, there is a small way..."

Bai Xiaolu is still a child after all, therefore, he is more fearless than an adult.

To her, life and death are just words without any real picture or concept.

Bai Shao hugged her precious daughter tightly into her arms, "Well, there is a path, Mommy is not afraid!"

Then Bai Xiaolu patted Bai Shao's back with her fleshy palm.

It seems that Bai Shao coaxed her to sleep countless times in the past, or comforted her when she was unhappy.

Bai Shao cried a lot in the bathroom, and was soothed by her daughter for a while, feeling better in her heart. After recovering, she left her daughter's arms and stood up.

"Let's go, Mommy will help you take a bath."

But Bai Xiaolu hesitated for a while, before pointing to the photo album on the floor, "Mummy, I don't want to sleep, I want to look at it again, is that okay?"

(End of this chapter)